I have a deep love for Zhenjun

79.

He doesn't owe me anything, why bother to make such a humble gesture?

What a strange person.

I stopped my movements, put my head on Yun Min's shoulder, and blinked very slowly.It stands to reason that I am his companion branch, connected with his spiritual consciousness, so I should understand him better than others.

Actually it is not.

I really can't see through him.

When dealing with others, Yun Min always had an unchanging smile on his face, looking around like a water phoenix, as if he had deep affection for everyone.But I can feel that he obviously doesn't love anyone.

And Yun Min's treatment of me is slightly different from that of other people.

He doesn't smile often when he's with me.Occasionally laugh, that smile seems to be separated by misty mist, very unreal and very far away.

It's like laughing at me is extremely reluctant for him.

Maybe it's because I treat Yun Man so badly and always hurt his heart, that's why every time he sees me, he feels so sad that he can't even smile.

In fact... I have tried my best to learn how to treat him well.

For example, every time I speak, taking into account Yun Man's emotions, I will always carefully say some beautiful lies.

Strangely, after hearing those words, the expression on his face was not much better, but more embarrassing and sad.It was as if the sweet words I racked my brains to come up with made him more sad than the truth.

why?

This is a contradiction between words and deeds, which is extremely contradictory.I do not understand.

But it is.

If I could understand, maybe I wouldn't be a crowned tree.

80.

Snow is still falling.

After a long time, Yun Min pulled away from my embrace, brushed off the broken snow on her body, and gently held my hand.

With the cold air, the dry blue pearl between his eyebrows became more clear and green, reflecting the unique style of the corners of his eyes and the tip of his eyebrows.

I remember clearly that there are many luxurious decorations on the end of the cloud, all of which are of the highest grade.Compared with those, this dried green bead really has no advantages, it's just barely seen.

But he regards it as a treasure and wears it every day.Except for rest at night, it has never been taken off.

Very strange.

"Let's go." Yun Mo said.

I let him lead me forward, and after walking for a while, I was keenly aware that this was not the way back, and asked, "Aren't we going back to the Crown Protoss today?"

"Di Ji asked me to stay for one more day."

To me, there is not much difference between staying in the Guanshen clan and staying in the Qiansang clan.

I nodded and didn't ask any more questions.

"Apart from this, do you have anything else you want to ask me?"

Amidst the sound of falling snow, Yun Min's tone was gentle and indifferent.I panicked inexplicably, and glanced at him from the corner of my eye.

Then, he said again: "Have you and I run out of words?"

Yun Man's face was rarely expressionless, and it was hard to see even a forced smile.At first glance, it seems to be covered with a layer of hoarfrost, which is cold and frightening.

I used my spiritual sense to probe, only to realize that he was actually angry at this moment.

Why are you angry?

I feel that I am really walking on thin ice right now, every step I take is full of difficulties, it is really extremely difficult.After a lot of deliberation, I hesitated and said, "Yes, yes...of course there is. I don't know why Di Ji is looking for you?"

Yun Min didn't answer, but instead asked me, "What do you think of Di Ji?"

Gansang Diji...

I met her once in the Crown God Clan.She likes to wear red clothes, and she always has a smile on her face. She is innocent and innocent.But I can't remember the appearance clearly, I only vaguely remember...it should be extremely beautiful.

I carefully considered my words: "Di Ji is a very attractive woman."

"Oh?" Yun Mo twitched the corners of his mouth, seeming to smile gently, but the chill didn't dissipate from his face, instead it became even colder, "If you want to marry her, would you be willing?"

I know that I am determined not to say yes at this time, but if I say no, he probably won't let me go easily.

Lowering my eyes, I tried my best to sound more sincere: "I am your companion branch, born for you, and died for you. Unless you don't want me, I will always be by your side...so I Will not be married to others."

"Do you really think so?"

"Yes."

Yun Min asked again: "Do you want to stay with me forever?"

I was stunned, I just felt that his words really stumped me.

The Crown God Clan has been in decline for thousands of years, and at this time a genius with perfect immortality appeared, and the clan naturally hoped that he would ascend as quickly as possible.

The day when Yun Min ascended to immortality was the day when my body died and Dao disappeared.

Although we are companions, he and I are destined not to coexist.

But I guessed that Yun Man didn't want to hear this, so I moved the corner of my mouth, smiled without emotion, and said, "I will stay with you forever."

As the words fell, Yun Man's complexion did not turn for the better, but he couldn't even hang on to that fake smile, so he simply suppressed it.

On the way afterwards, he pursed his lips tightly and said nothing.

——Probably because he realized that I was just lying to him again, so he didn't want to talk to me anymore.

81.

The cold moon is like an eyebrow.

Through the hanging red silk lanterns, you can see that several red plums are being planted in the yard, with iron twigs and silver branches, facing the wind.

Pushing the door open and entering the inner room, the room is also bright as day.

I looked up and glanced around, only to find egg-sized sea jade pearls hanging from the four corners above, spreading out layers of clear light, spreading across every inch of the ground.

Even I, at this moment, can't help but feel slightly moved.

It's really a big handwriting. Presumably, Zhenjun Beizhu should value Yun Mo very much, so the yard allocated to him is so ingenious.

Compared with me, Yun Man seemed to be used to seeing these rare and rare treasures, her face remained unmoved, she looked at me fixedly, and said, "I'm tired."

I stepped forward and undressed him respectfully.

Even with my head down, I can still feel that Yun Man's gaze is solid, falling heavily from above, pressing on me, making me unable to breathe.

I bravely took off the smoky-blue fancy dress for him, spread it on the bed, folded it neatly, and found a cabinet to put it properly.

Only then did he return to Yun Man, wanting to remove the hair crown for him.

Yun Man is half a head taller than me, and it was really difficult for me to stand on tiptoes all the time.

With this in mind, he usually sits down and lets me do his hair.Today I don't know why, but I am standing tall and straight, with slightly drooping eyelids, meeting my eyes, looking indifferent.

Although Yun Man didn't say anything, I knew that he wanted me to ask him.

I was originally from a humble background, so it was not difficult for me to ask for help.If you want to make an appropriate analogy, it is as common as ordinary people needing food and drinking water.

So without even thinking about it, I raised my face and begged him: "Yun Mo, I can't reach it. Just lower your head, okay?"

Yun Mo looked at me, and said without any fluctuations in his tone, "Say it again."

I didn't understand what he meant, but I repeated what he said word for word.

Only then did Yun Man move the corners of his mouth, a faint smile appeared on his face, he lifted his steps lightly, and sat down in front of a bronze mirror.

After taking off the jasper crown, his ink-splashed long hair poured down, and passed through my fingers without stagnation, like fine silk satin, very smooth.

I picked up the ebony comb from the table, and I combed his hair three times, each time combing to the bottom.

In fact, this is not my habit, but Yun Man's habit.

He always asks me to comb his hair before going to bed, and he can only do it three times.No more, no less.

Weird.

I put the comb in place, and my eyes accidentally fell on the bronze mirror, where the faces of me and Yun Min were clearly reflected.

He has long hair reaching to his waist, and his facial features are just right, neither too sharp nor too gentle.The phoenix eyes are shining, the eyebrows are charming, and they are three points more dazzling than the sea jade pearl.

Yun Min once said that I am not bad in appearance, but in comparison, I am like the mud on the ground, unworthy to compete with the bright moon.

I lowered my eyes and urged softly, "It's time to go to bed."

"Wait." Yun Mo grabbed my hand and placed it between his forehead, "It's the same, you take it off for me yourself."

But I was negligent.

I took down the bead as I said, and put it together with the jasper crown, while he was watching, he suddenly asked, "Do you like it?"

I thought about it and realized he was asking me if I liked the bead.

There's nothing good about this bead, let me tell you.

Looking closely just now, the dried green beads have been cracked countless times, as if they were smashed and then put back together.

——It is said that a broken mirror is hard to round, and water is hard to close.Now that it has been broken, no matter how the bead is restored, it will never return to its previous appearance, so there is really no need to keep it.

However, since this bead means a lot to him, I don't want to say something spoiling, but I mean it: "I like it very much."

Hearing this, Yun Man seemed to have thought of something, and finally swept away the gloom, with a faint smile on his face, which was actually rare and true.

He looked at me and said seriously, "I like it too."

I didn't know why, but I didn't say anything.

82.

After waiting for him to fall into the cave, I wanted to lie down on the table all night, but Yun Mo took my hand, and said softly but uncompromisingly, "You will sleep with me tonight."

"...I'm afraid this is out of courtesy."

I am very embarrassed.

Usually in the Crown God Clan, after I serve him to bed, I always go back to sleep in my own room.The patriarch separated us on purpose, just because he didn't want Yun Man to be entangled with me all the time.

If he knew that I was sharing the bed with Yun Min today, he would probably be furious again, pointing at his nose and calling me a waste.

I really didn't want to cause trouble, so I stood in front of the bed and stood in a stalemate with Yun Mo for a long time.Unexpectedly, he usually looks gentle, but his hands are very strong, no matter how hard I try, I can't break free.

Yun Min smiled slightly, without any sign of backing down: "You sleep with me tonight."

Seeing that I really had no strength to fight back, I could only compromise: "Okay, then let me go first."

When Yun Mo let go, I turned my red wrist bones, reluctantly took off my boots and coat, lay flat on the bed, closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep.

"Shao shen?"

Yun Mo tucked in the quilt for me and called my name.

I closed my eyes and pretended not to hear.But his gaze was so hot that even with my eyes closed, I still felt very uncomfortable.

After a long time, Yun Man finally let me go: "Go to sleep."

When that gaze disappeared, I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and wanted to fall asleep with it.But I don't know why, lying next to Yun Min, I can't even wake up to sleep, and I always feel restless and irritable for no reason.

After silently reciting the six numbers of 490 in my heart, I couldn't help but turned over and opened my eyes quietly.

The moonlight shines in from the window, even though the light from the Haiyu Pearl has been absorbed, the room is still slightly bright.

Yun Min was facing me, her eyes were closed, her delicate facial features were shrouded in shadow, they were no longer soft, but rather frighteningly indifferent.

I watched it quietly for a while, thinking, the world is really unfair.I don't feel sleepy, maybe I'm going to sleep all night.He was at ease, he should have slept very peacefully this time.