Feng Xue

Putting away his messy thoughts, Chu Xue got out of the elevator. He arrived an hour later than usual, and his colleagues in the office were busy. He walked slowly to his place and turned on the computer.

It looks rich without having to go out. Once the theater is withdrawn, there will only be the final payment and the settlement with the partner. The venue of the art exhibition has not yet responded, but Chu Xue ran to several locations in a row, still I think a basement in the city is the most suitable.

The exhibition is not a store, so you don’t have to worry about whether the basement is damp. It only takes a few days, and there are tools such as a dehumidifier. The most important thing is that the basement has a moderate size and a good location. The exhibition hall seems too empty, as if no one cares about it, and most of them are remote, so there will be fewer people going there.In fact, there is also a top floor of a large shopping mall that is not bad, but the price has more than doubled, depending on whether the other party is willing to spend money.

Chu Xue often runs around to choose venues in this job, and sometimes he will consider what is suitable for him from his own perspective.He likes to cook food, and he also deals with many bands. As soon as he tried it on himself, he felt that he wanted to find a place that sold coffee and light food during the day, and wine and music at night.If there is such a place, it may become a place for him to stand.

Now he lives in a rented house, and his job is of course good, but he doesn’t feel at ease, because the company is not his, and what he does every day is to help others realize their dreams, such as a stage play, such as an art exhibition , Those are other people's highlights, not his, and only when he plays drums with some bands at night, he will feel that the drums are made by himself, but if he wants to be a professional drummer, he just thinks so, and He felt that it was not the way he wanted to go, perhaps because he was wandering too much, and he really wanted to settle down. The band always had to perform everywhere, and he didn't feel stable. After thinking about it carefully, he didn't yearn for that kind of life.

It didn't take long for the lunch break, and the lunch was still delivered on time, the dishes were changed, and the bone soup was still the same.

Feng Lin had been waiting to take a look at the contents of Chu Xue's bento, saying that she wanted to give her some inspiration on "what to have for lunch".

There are not many dining places downstairs in the company, and there are only a few places to come and go. It is nothing new to eat from one place to another all day long, especially for Feng Lin. She doesn't like to wait for cooking, but fast food such as ramen pizza Most of the fast food and so on are already tired of eating.

But looking at Chu Xue’s bento, she felt that cooking might be the best choice today. Didn’t she see the sweet and sour tenderloin in the bento box? When I came here, I really wanted to grab a piece and taste it.

This one looks like it’s freshly fried and delivered right away, including two fresh stir-fries with sweet and sour pork tenderloin. The color of any of the three dishes will change after being stewed for a long time, and the taste will also become bad. Feng Lin immediately decided to order one herself. A plate of sweet and sour pork, but before she left, she held back her saliva and asked Chu Xue, "Did Feng Yan, whom I saw yesterday, order it for you?"

Chu Xue nodded.

"What on earth does he do? Is he an actor?" Feng Lin always felt that it was a pity that such a face was not an actor, but if it was an actor, how could she have never heard of it?

"No." Chu Xue replied.

"I don't think so either, but his temperament is a bit too good." Feng Lin was so curious that she asked again, "Which is his word 'yan'?" Gotta ask.

Chu Xue was very sure that Feng Lin would look it up when she knew the name. Feng Yan had it on Baidu Encyclopedia, so she said without any concealment: "He is a dancer."

"Wow!" Feng Lin really didn't expect it, and suddenly realized: "No wonder! He feels very special, not the same as actors and stars."

Chu Xue agreed secretly, and then heard Feng Lin ask: "Then he is considered a celebrity, right? Can I ask him for an autograph?"

After entering Yunchan and being the chief, he is naturally a celebrity, but the dancer is not as well-known as the current star or Xiao Xianrou, and Feng Yan is not the kind of ostentatious enthusiasm. Every time he dances on stage and leaves, he is deserted. very.

"I can ask for you." Chu Xue said.There was a gap of five years between him and Feng Yan, and he didn't know anything about Feng Yan's entry into Yunchan. In fact, he found out that the time Feng Yan entered Yunchan happened to be the same year as the time he left. , but one at the beginning of the year and one at the end of the year.

Feng Lin curled her lips in dissatisfaction with Chu Xue's attitude of answering like a business, but she didn't expect Chu Xue's attitude to be so good. He has been like this since she knew Chu Xue, so she left a sentence: " Then don't forget to ask for me." He left the company and rushed to lunch.

Chu Xue was finally able to eat quietly, but after he took a bite of the sweet and sour pork tenderloin, he was a little dazed, because it reminded him of his mother.

His mother is not good at cooking, and her favorite dish is sweet and sour pork. He probably followed his mother's preference for sweet and sour.According to my mother’s gossip, she said that before she got married, she studied sweet and sour sauce over and over for a while. Later, when she got married, she told the cook the ratio of sweet and sour sauce, but the chef kept making it, and the taste was still bad. So a little bit, it doesn’t mean it’s not delicious, it’s just that there is a slight difference, so when he was very young, he had eaten a few sweet and sour pork tenderloin made by his mother, and he recognized that it was the taste of his mother. Now the sweet and sour pork with this taste He actually ate the tenderloin again, which made Chu Xue a little overwhelmed and at a loss as to what to do.

His mother disappeared the moment his father declared bankruptcy, and Chu Xue didn't go to her because his father was sick at the time. In fact, his father's company was in trouble due to financial problems half a year before the bankruptcy, but these things he As a son, he didn't know it. When everything was spread out in front of him, the general situation was gone. The pressure and previous exhaustion overwhelmed a man who should have been a man in his prime. Chu Xue was forced to settle his debts back then, but he didn't understand anything. Other than that is staying in the hospital.His father had liver cancer, and he lived in a muddle during that time. His father's painful appearance made him unable to care about his mother's whereabouts, and he could not forget what his father said before he died. He said that he should not blame his mother. You should find your own happiness.

what about me?

At that time, Chu Xue really wanted to ask this question, but seeing her father in great pain, he couldn't ask, and he probably understood her mother's character. She married her father before graduating from university and became a rich wife. Going out to work, the so-called simple into luxury is easy, but the other way around is very difficult. My mother didn't want to be in debt with my father, so she took her own property and left without saying a word, leaving only a signed divorce application Book.

The moment Chu Xue tasted the taste, countless thoughts surged in Chu Xue's heart, but he quickly put them down again. After five years of precipitation, he understood that there are no answers to some things, and there is no right or wrong. There is no need to get to the bottom of everything, because there are not so many important things in this world, only those that can be chosen by oneself can become important, those helpless things that cannot be controlled or things that have already happened can only be followed, just let them pass, Holding on to it is nothing more than embarrassing yourself.

But other than that, there are still things to ask, so he opened WeChat after eating, and wrote to Feng Yan: You cooked all the dishes today, right?

Feng Yan quickly replied: Did you eat it?

Um.Thanks a lot.

It's good not to dislike it, just have time.

No need to rehearse?Chu Xue still couldn't help asking, is Chief Yunchan so free?

I'm already in the troupe.Feng Yan replied.

That you're busy.

Chu Xue finished her conversation with Feng Yan. Since she was in the troupe, it was obvious that rehearsal was about to happen. Even if she didn't go on tour with the troupe to another city, dancing practice should always be the norm for Feng Yan.In the end, he still couldn't ask "Where did the recipe for sweet and sour pork come from?" He always felt that he would get a great answer, because he still remembered that a long time ago, he himself asked the chef at home for pork belly. Although he lost the formula written down by his mother, the only way Feng Yan can have the formula is the one he lost.

Chu Xue put down the phone for a while, but still felt her heart beating a little too fast. He felt that he was a little too excited, but Feng Yanruo really still had that formula... Um... Chu Xue lowered his head and covered his face with his hands, and he just Thinking about it, I feel very happy in my heart, and I can't calm down at all.

This makes him how to go to work in the afternoon!

Hey, it's all because of the sweet and sour pork tenderloin.