The devil gave me a candy

The master taught me spells and magic circles, but he didn't teach me how to love someone.

The few years in the mortal world of the demon world, such as Qingwu and Xueji, Ruzhen and Mogan, have not been completed yet.

Love, hate, love and hatred are written in mortal dialects, stories of storytellers divide and reunite, and the ups and downs of ordinary couples are all different from Qingtu and me. These methods I copied mechanically didn’t work, how to love one person?How can I make someone love me?

I encountered a perplexity that I had never experienced in tens of thousands of years.

After I recovered from my injury, I often went out to look for Qing Tu's traces, and he still often went in and out of restaurants and flower houses.The most frequent one is the Hongwen Museum. The Hongwen Museum is not a holy place to study. It is just a brothel built on top of the Wanhualou. , and soon a more gorgeous and elegant pavilion was built on top of the Wanhua Building.

The boss was also very narrow-minded, so he came up with such an elegant name.

However, the women who accompany the wine inside are not idle people. They are not like Wanhua Lou who often sing some pornographic songs and flatter the guests. The girls are good at learning, but this Hongwen Museum is a bit tacky, which has attracted a lot of princes, nobles and literati.

The Hongwen Museum was in the limelight at the moment, and there were as many men who came to see it as crucian carp crossing the river.

I often followed Qing Tu, seeing him going in and out of the Hongwen Museum, I followed him from afar.I saw him leaning against the red and nestling in the emerald green in the Hongwen Museum, drunk and dreaming, drinking the most fragrant wine, hugging the most beautiful girl, and living a happy life.

Today, beautiful and beautiful girls surrounded him and cheered for him, as if he had written some new words, the girls took his new words and composed music, and after a while, the soft and charming songs fell to the ground like pearls, flowing in the whole Hongwen Museum .

The new red branches of the calyx are small, and when the waning moon falls, the green clouds and smoke curl up.Thousands of strands of blue silk are tied to the blue bridge, which cannot be blown away by the disturbing spring water.

At night, the thoughts are also quiet, the sound is cut off in the wind, and there is only swaying in the dream.Drank a thousand cups to the wind and frost, broke the waist of Luo Yi.

The songs of the girls are a bit sentimental, a bit frivolous and romantic, and the green tea is surrounded by flowers, red and green, drinking and drinking by itself, with a pleasant demeanor and a calm style.

He just smiled like that, among thousands of flowers, he was so elegant that I suddenly felt a little bit ashamed.Now my appearance has been ruined and my body is broken. How can this broken body be worthy of such a fairy.

For the first time in ten thousand years, I felt inferiority complex.

I lingered in this Hongwen Museum with him every day, and I wanted to go all out and continue to express my heart to him.

But now I don't have the courage to be full of courage. Seeing him surrounded by flowers and beauties every day, those girls' flowery faces make me look like a fish mixed in pearls, I become more and more timid, and I only Dare to hide in the dark and watch quietly.

I have been here for many days, and I am also familiar with the Hongwen Museum.

Qing Tu was drunk, and a strong man with a face full of scars touched Qing Tu quietly, staring at Qing Tu with resentment.

The big man is already drunk, I know that big man, he likes the girl in the building, but the girl he loves likes Qingtu, she has rejected him many times, even refused to drink with him.

He was rejected many times, jealous in his heart, and spent a lot of money, but the girl still refused to talk to him.

Ever since the girl saw Qing Tu's poems, she said to everyone she met: "If you can spend some time with Young Master Qing, then death is worth it, and other people are as rich as floating clouds."

Since then, the big man hated Qing Tu to the core, and he often stared at Qing Tu fiercely. Today, the big man was very drunk and cowardly, so he took out his big knife and slashed at Qing Tu's back.

My heart tightened, and I didn't care to hide my whereabouts. I teleported a few steps and overturned the big man. Because of too much force, the big man rolled out of Hongwen Hall like a black coal ball.

I thought Qing Tu was drunk, but I didn't think he was very sober. At this moment, he looked at me angrily with round eyes.

"I just saw that he wanted to hurt you, and didn't intend to disturb your interest."

I was at a loss among a group of beautiful girls, who were as beautiful as graceful swans.And I, in sackcloth and black veil, thin and small, like an ugly duck in a heap of swans.

"You've already disturbed me!" He was full of anger, his peach blossom eyes were wide open, and they were wet and bright due to the smell of alcohol.

"Besides, do I need your help? How can that kind of bastard hurt me?"

He seemed to be very angry, too, since he rescued me from the desert that night, he never had a good face when he saw me.

I wanted to turn around and leave, but I was unwilling, "You don't like me, hate me so much, is it because I'm disabled? Is it because I'm ugly?"

Qing Tu pondered for a long time before saying, "Yes!"

I felt a big hole in my heart, and I couldn't help crying.

I never shed tears before, but now that I am in the mortal world, I am getting more and more hopeless.

I touched my cold eyes, "You didn't say that before, you said that I am a unique existence, it is..."

Qing Tu interrupted me impatiently, "That was just playing with the children, who would have thought that you would pester me in every possible way."

It turned out that every word and every word that I cherished in my heart as a treasure turned out to be a joke for others to coax me.

I stood in front of Qing Tu in a daze, tears streaming down my face uncontrollably.

A naughty woman in a gorgeous dress next to me took the opportunity to pick up my veil. After seeing my real face, she backed up several steps in fright and exclaimed, "It's so ugly!"

"Everyone, come and see this ugly monster!"

There was a commotion among the guests and girls of the Hongwen Museum. People from upstairs and downstairs flocked to me, looking at me like a Western scene.

They were giggling, pointing and commenting on me.

"I've never seen such an ugly person!"

"You look so ugly, how dare you miss that fairy boy."

"Ugly people often do mischief. If you are so ugly, you must have done something evil and received retribution."

"Don't piss and take care of yourself. He is born from the heart. He must be a villain who has done all kinds of bad things."

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The words of the people around me were like knives, stabbing me to pieces.I felt as if I had been stripped alive by the eyes of the people around me, as if I was naked in front of people, with nothing to hide from and nowhere to hide.

I no longer had the courage to stand in front of Qing Tu, I tried my best to move away from the crowd, and escaped those eyes in embarrassment.

I kept running, the wind blowing against my cheeks.

The stars and the moon set, and the golden crow rises.

I stopped in a stream, I looked at my face riddled with holes in the stream, and smiled wryly, such a face was indeed hideously ugly.

In the past, I was covered in copper skin and iron bones, and it was very difficult for gods, men, and monsters to hurt me. If I was injured, I would quickly recover. Now that I am in the demon world, I somehow become weaker and weaker. Recovery, the body is even weaker than some mortals who practice.

"You were originally a doll, invincible, ruthless and desireless, but you fell in love with the devil, you have the seven emotions and six desires, you have the roots of love, your heart has become soft, and your body has many weaknesses. You will become more and more fragile. It becomes more and more vulnerable until it disappears into the world forever."

"You are neither a man nor a woman, neither a god nor a demon. You have a crippled body and an ugly face. You want to be the confidant of the devil, but you don't know that you don't even have the qualifications for love. What you have done for a few days is just a self-made and acted A wishful one-man show."

The cruel voice seemed to come from hell, I felt a chill on the back of my neck, and I turned back suddenly.