My boyfriend is a decoration worker
Chapter 58
Look like.
"So you are here." Lin Li was carrying a bag with three bottles of water in the transparent bag. When she saw the water in their hands, she immediately looked a little disappointed: "I went to the stadium to find you. You are buying water."
Xiao Zhuo went over and snatched her bag and said, "One bottle of water is not enough, we are planning to buy another bottle."
Xiao Li laughed, grabbed the bag back and took out the water in it, gave them each a bottle, and when Ning Mo got the bottle, she said: "The silent three-pointer is so powerful, the girl who was outside the court just screamed so loudly. gone."
Ning Mo took her water and said, "It's Lao Xiao and Tianhao's forwards who played well."
Tianhao poured the remaining half bottle of water onto his hair, and the water from his hair and face flowed all over his body, and his school uniform was mostly wet. shoulder.
Tianhao is taller than Xiao Zhuo, with dark skin but a big frame. Because he loves sports, he has strong muscles. Ning Mo looks tall and thin and fair. Xiao Zhuo is not as tall as Tianhao, but he is stronger and has a stronger frame than Tianhao. big.
Ning Mo's gaze stayed on Tian Hao for 10 seconds.
Xiao Zhuo pursed his lips and said, "Tianhao, what a waste you are, wasting the hearts of other girls."
"Never mind her, she didn't buy it for me."
Xiaoli stared at Xiao Zhuo and said, "What? Who bought the water you drink?"
Xiao Zhuo usually has a loud voice and rough movements, but he is as docile as a sheep in front of Xiaoli: "Just now a beautiful girl bought three bottles of water for us to drink."
Xiaoli immediately said with a dark face: "Oh, so it is like this, I think you are full."
As he spoke, he snatched back the water for the three of them, put it in the bag, turned and left.
Xiao Zhuo kept the gesture of holding the bottle, petrified in place.
Tianhao kicked Xiao Zhuo: "No brains, wouldn't you say that we bought the water? I should have known that I didn't wash my hair just now."
Xiao Zhuo was woken up by his kick, and turned around to pinch Tian Hao's neck, Tian Hao immediately hid behind Ning Mo, Xiao Zhuo pointed at him and said: "Just give you a chance, let us drink water, hurry up, I am thirsty gone."
"Drink so much, be careful to choke you to death!" Tian Hao walked into the small shop while cursing.
After Tian Hao left, Ning Mo asked Xiao Zhuo without knowing why: "Old Xiao, is Xiao Li angry?"
Xiao Zhuo scratched his head and said, "...it should be."
"Is it because we drank other girls' water?"
"Uh...it should be!"
Fanwaiyi
On the first day of school, in the spacious and bright auditorium, the principal with a serious expression and shiny hair was delivering a passionate speech.
Tianhao snorted when he heard that, he went to bed very early last night, so he woke up as soon as the alarm bell rang in the morning, but the top students on the upper bunk were the last to wake up.
Looking back on Tianhao, it seems that the top students get up late every day. Even if they are not the last ones, they have never seen him as the first ones.
This is really not the style of the top students.
Sitting in front of Tianhao, Ning Mo straightened his back and listened very carefully. Tianhao didn't understand why he could be so energetic when he listened to the principal's nagging. The principal was clearly singing a lullaby, which made his eyelids twitch.
After the principal's big speech, the new head teacher returned to the classroom and started a small speech. He listened to the lullaby all morning. Finally, after school, Tianhao's eyelids stopped fighting. He rushed out of the classroom like an arrow and went straight to Canteen.
"Shen Tianhao!" On the way to the dining hall, a girl called his name.
He turned his head and saw that it was a third-year senior in high school. Last semester, he dated her and gave her small gifts. During the summer vacation, he occasionally sent her messages to catch her. He didn't expect the other party to catch her. It was just for fun, and the two of them didn't develop any real relationship.
The senior is very pretty, but Tian Hao picks her up purely by accident, he just can't understand the look in her boyfriend's eyes, a senior in the third year of high school, thinks he is something special, just one level higher than him.
Tianhao stopped, raised his chin slightly, and the senior sister ran up to him and stopped, panting with her right hand on her chest, and said in a broken voice due to panting: "Why are you walking so fast... What about the summer vacation?" You sent a message...why didn't you reply?"
Tianhao said blankly, "No time!"
After speaking, he ignored the other party's expression and continued to walk towards the dining hall.
"Shen Tianhao, what do you mean?" The senior sister chased after him and grabbed his clothes, and said in a low voice.
"It's not interesting. It's never been interesting. If I misunderstand you, I'm sorry. I apologize."
The senior sister stood still and did not catch up.
Tian Hao quickly forgot about this, he has always been a nervous, heartless, and there are not many things that can make him care.
In the afternoon, the head teacher re-adjusted the seats in the class. Tianhao was tall and originally sat in the last row, but his grades were not very good. Therefore, the head teacher moved Ning Mo ahead of him. Considering that they are in the same dormitory, they should be able to study together take care of each other.
Tianhao curled his lips and didn't speak, thinking to himself, teacher in charge, you are thinking too much.
During the self-study class, Tianhao put the book upright and put it on the table to sleep. Ning Mo turned to look at him and took his book away. Tianhao was in a deep sleep and did not notice any movement. Put it in its original position.
A few days have passed, just like the first year of high school, we are just ordinary classmates. Although we live in the same dormitory, Tianhao has never talked with them about ideals, the future, life, worries, or life. , that is, they have never had a heart-to-heart relationship.
Tianhao is rarely in the dormitory, either at the stadium or wandering around in the school. If he is in the dormitory, he just sleeps and plays games. When his roommates talk about something on their minds or life plans, he will wear headphones and play games. He doesn’t know how to comfort him. Others don't need comfort from others. He likes to joke around and smiles all day long. In the eyes of others, he is a heartless roommate.
Besides sports, he likes to be alone.
This afternoon, when he returned to the dormitory after playing, Ning Mo was sitting on his bed changing his shoes. When he saw him coming back, Ning Mo stared at him. Tianhao flicked his finger between his eyebrows: "Ning Mo Mo, brother is in good shape, your eyeballs are about to fall off, why don't you play today?"
Ning Mo's face was flushed by what he said, Tian Hao looked at him, and wanted to tease him even more: "Wow, Ning Mo, your face is as red as a monkey's butt, do you want to take a look in the mirror for you?"
Xiao Zhuo poked his head out from the bathroom: "Shen Tianhao, aren't you a bitch? I'll beat your mouth up later."
Xiao Zhuo, Ning Mo, and Lin Li are very good friends. The whole dormitory knows that they all go to the same school from elementary school to junior high school to now high school, and they happen to be assigned to the same class. Can it be said that this is not fate?
If one of them is bullied, the other two will immediately come forward. Although Lin Li is a girl, Tian Hao has also seen her fierceness.
Tian Hao envies such friendship very much in his heart, because he has never had any real friends.
Xiao Zhuo is not tall, but he is strong enough, and his strength should not be underestimated in a fight.
Tianhao: "Come out and fight, who is afraid of whom?"
Xiao Zhuo came out of the bathroom, and Ning Mo immediately pulled him: "Old Xiao, forget it, he was just joking."
Tianhao smiled proudly and walked away.
In the same dormitory, everything was fine soon after the quarrel. He has been with Xiao Zhuo for a year, and he knows Xiao Zhuo's character. Everyone is just playing lip service. After all, he did not attack Ning Mo personally.
It was not time for dinner, so he wandered around the playground for a while, unexpectedly met that senior senior, the boyfriend of that senior sister, and several classmates of the senior next to him, Tianhao knew he couldn't escape, he was blocked by them In a corner, it's a big deal to fight, and it's a good guy after 18 years.
The senior said: "You kid, you even date my girlfriend, who are you?"
Tianhao: "Go back and take care of your girlfriend. Don't let her run away with me. If you can't control your own woman, why do you come to me?"
"You kid deserves a beating, don't you?"
As they said that, several people fought with Tianhao. If it was one-on-one, Tianhao would definitely win, but if N was against one, Tianhao's chances of winning were almost zero.
Tianhao was already very aggrieved in his heart, and turned all the unhappiness during this period into strength, and fought the opponent recklessly, but the opponent had too many punches, and it was difficult to beat four punches with both hands, let alone more than four punches.
Just when he felt that he couldn't support himself, Ning Mo rushed over, caught one and beat him fiercely, and soon Xiao Zhuo also joined the battlefield.
Lin Li didn't know what to do, she asked the teacher, the teacher would punish the three of them together, so she decided to check the situation first.
The situation was quickly reversed, and several boys in the third year of high school were beaten and ran away.
Tianhao, Ning Mo, and Xiao Zhuo were lying on the ground panting, with different bruises on their faces and bodies. The three of them looked at each other and laughed loudly.
Lin Li trotted over: "I'm afraid of death, your faces are all bruised and purple, what should the teacher say when you ask me?"
Xiao Zhuo: "Tomorrow Friday, I will use a bookend to cover my face. When I come back on Monday, the teacher will ask me and say I was beaten by my parents."
Lin Li: "..."
Tianhao: "Hahaha, yes, this method is good."
Ning Mo: "..."
Tianhao patted Ning Mo's arm, and he felt Ning Mo's body tremble: "Thank you, top student."
Seeing Tianhao running away, Xiao Zhuo shouted: "Didn't I help you? You're blind. If I knew I wouldn't help you, I'd let you be beaten to death."
Tianhao turned a deaf ear to Xiao Zhuo's yelling, and in his mind only the figure of Tranquility punching and fighting, he never imagined that the top students were so handsome when fighting, merciless, merciless, decisive and quick, not at all like a white face Scholar, no wonder so many female students like him.
With his swollen face, Tian Hao sat in a corner of the dining hall and ate quietly. He only took two bites. Ning Mo came over with a plate and sat opposite him, and then Xiao Zhuo sat down beside him. Lin Li Sitting opposite Xiao Zhuo.
Ning Mo put down the plate and said, "Tianhao, let's have dinner together in the future."
The soft, soft voice entered Tianhao's ears, and he found it very pleasant. Apart from the pleasant sound, Tianhao was moved for no reason. What Ning Mo said was about eating together in the future. He wanted to refuse, but he couldn't open his mouth.
Xiao Kou ate gulps next to him, and made a sound of tsk tsk, Tianhao said with a look of disgust: "Old Xiao, can you eat less loudly?"
"Who saved you just now? It was me! You didn't express it, and you still despise me?"
Tianhao cupped his hands to Xiao Zhuo: "Thank you, sir, can you please make your eating noise less?"
Xiao Zhuo had a smirk on his face: "Good grandson, I can eat whatever I like!"
"Fuck you uncle!"
Lin Li slapped the chopsticks on the table and said, "Eat when you eat, what's the noise! Can you learn something from Momo?"
The two shrugged and dared not quarrel anymore, Ning Mo smiled at them and said, "Stop arguing, let's eat."
This smile is really very comfortable, it looks better than that beautiful senior girl in the third year of high school, Tianhao feels weird when this idea comes to his head, but he can't explain why.
Getting along with people is sometimes very strange. Maybe you always feel awkward when you are with someone, and you don’t have enough words. Even if you have a topic, that kind of cramped feeling still makes you want to escape as soon as possible.
Changing another person may be a different feeling. If you don’t speak, you won’t be cold. The so-called coldness is a certain embarrassment in the hearts of both parties. But when you feel calm and comfortable even if you don’t talk to him (her), He (she) should be the friend you want to make friends with.
From that day on, the four of them gradually got closer. Tian Hao liked to be with Ning Mo. Ning Mo would not nag like Xiao Zhuo, nor would he speak ruthlessly like Lin Li. He feels very comfortable with him even without talking.
He likes to play ball and games with Ning Mo. Apart from Ning Mo forcing him to do homework, even the evening self-study is very cheerful.
In the classroom for self-study at night, Ning Mo turned around, took his homework away, put it on his desk within a few seconds and said, "Why haven't you done it yet?"
Tianhao twitched the corner of his mouth: "Mo Mo, I was tired from playing just now, give me a rest!"
Once Xiao Zhuo and Tian Hao called Ning Mo out to play under the dormitory, Xiao Zhuo kept shouting at the top of his voice: "Moment, Moment..."
They lived in the dormitory on the third floor, and Ning Mo didn't come out. When Xiao Zhuo was taking a breath, Tianhao shouted: "Moment, silence..."
At this moment, Ning Mo walked out of the guardrail of the dormitory and waved to them. After that time, he also called him Momo, just like Xiao Zhuo. He felt that this title brought him and Ning Mo closer.
"I'll finish it within half an hour. Let me check it!" Ning Mo's tone did not allow him to refuse. Tianhao didn't know when he would obey Ning Mo's words, and he couldn't figure it out. He just didn't want Ning Mo angry.
The students next to him stared wide-eyed, is this the bully in the class?How come he was cured so subduedly.
Half an hour later, Tian Hao poked Ning Mo's back with his index finger. Ning Mo checked his homework question by question, and finally pulled up a chair and sat next to him to solve the wrong questions for him. With the authorization of the head teacher, he was honest and honest. Tianhao was the tutor, and the other students couldn't say anything.
Ning Mo sat down next to him. Tian Hao liked the smell of Ning Mo. Ning Mo didn't play ball today and hadn't showered yet. There was a faint smell of sweat on his body. Tian Hao thought it smelled good.
Ningmo looked seriously at the problem Tianhao had just solved and said, "Actually, you are quite smart, but you are too lazy."
Tian Hao touched his head in embarrassment and said, "Mr. Fang is the one who teaches well."
On Friday, Ning Mo packed his luggage and prepared to go home. The students in their school are all in the same city, but in different towns. The drive home is only more than an hour away, so most of the students go home every Friday, and then Go back to school on Sunday evening.
Ning Mo threw the packed backpack on the upper bed, and sat on Tianhao's bed to put on his shoes. Tianhao was lying on the bed playing with his mobile phone, showing no intention of leaving.
Ning Mo asked, "Tianhao, aren't you going home?"
It seems that every Friday, Tianhao is the last one to leave.
Tianhao raised his head from the phone and said, "Later, don't worry."
When Ning Mo put on his shoes and was about to leave, he said to him, "Go to my house to play tomorrow, Lao Xiao and Xiao Li will also come over, there is a new Internet cafe near my house, it's cheap!"
Tianhao's eyes lit up. It was the first time someone invited him to play at his house, and he wanted to go.
"Okay. See you tomorrow!" He controlled his excitement and joy and said calmly.
Ning Mo put on his backpack, turned his head and gave him a gentle smile and said, "See you tomorrow."
Xiao Zhuo came over with his luggage, patted Tian Hao's thigh hard and said, "See you tomorrow!"
Tianhao touched his hot thigh and wanted to scold him, but he was so happy that he forgot the words for a while.
Tianhao spent the night at school that night, and took the bus there the next morning at the address Ning Mo said. He was a little restrained and nervous when he went to other people's homes, but Xiao Zhuo and Lin Li were obviously regular visitors. It's like going back to your own home.
Today is Saturday, and Ning Mo's parents have to go to work. There are only Ning Mo and his younger sister at home. Ning Mo's younger sister is Fang Ning, a shy girl who always hides in the room.
Ningmo's house is not big, but it is very clean. Ningmo was mopping the floor when they arrived. Ningmo asked them to sit down first, or play computer games in his room for a while.
Everyone got up very late on Saturday, so it was past ten o'clock when they came to Ningmo's house. After finishing the housework, Ningmo suggested cooking at home, and then went to the Internet cafe after dinner. Mom knew that they came here today, and bought good food in the morning Put it in the refrigerator, so Xiao Zhuo drove Lin Li to a quiet room to play with the computer, while the three boys were busy in the kitchen.
Tianhao doesn't know how to cook, but Ning Mo asked him to help, and he was too embarrassed to sit there, so he helped in the kitchen, washing dishes or something, he still knew how.
The meal was ready, and the four of them ate at the same table with Fang Tranquility, talking and laughing, the food was a bit mushy and salty, but Tian Hao thought it was very delicious, better than the food his parents took him to a big restaurant.
After dinner, Lin Li and Fang Tranquility were in charge of washing the dishes. After staying for a while, the four of them went to the Internet cafe to play games. Although Lin Li was a girl, she was no worse than them in playing online games. After playing until the sunset, the four of them returned to Ningmo home for dinner.
When they went back, Ning Mo's mother was cooking, and Ning Mo's parents were very enthusiastic. After a meal, Tian Hao was not so restrained.
"Tianhao, eat, this is the most delicious dish made by my aunt." My father put braised pork for Tianhao, and other dishes.
Tianhao thanked politely: "Thank you uncle."
Xiao Zhuo shouted in dissatisfaction: "Uncle, you are biased, why don't you give me a piece?"
Mom hurriedly picked a piece for Xiao Zhuo: "Come here, Xiao Zhuo will eat a piece too."
"Thank you auntie!"
Lin Li: "Auntie, don't feed him. If he eats any more, he will grow as strong as a cow."
Xiao Zhuo rolled his eyes at Lin Li, and his parents smiled cheerfully.
Ning Mo kept smiling slightly. Although he didn't speak too much, his careful and gentle actions always touched others invisibly.
He would bring Fang Tranquility's favorite dishes in front of her, and when he saw a small wound on his mother's hand, he would ask Ruan Rou and ask her what was going on, and he would immediately go get a band-aid and put it on her. The meal will also be overflowing.
Tianhao likes this kind of atmosphere, this kind of family is not very rich, but the spirit is rich.
After dinner, everyone went home, Tianhao returned to school, he had a very happy day today, this was the happiest day before high school.
His mother called him and asked him why he didn't come home. In fact, the answer was the same every time. Why did he ask?Tianhao sometimes annoys his parents, if you give me a quiet and happy home, will I not want to go back?
He coped with a few words, but his mother continued to talk, he cut off the call, put the phone in the cabinet, went to play basketball, and let the phone ring until it ran out of power.
He used to feel very comfortable when he was alone, he enjoyed being alone, but after today, he likes to be with his friends a little bit, he misses Ning Mo a little bit, and hopes that Sunday evening will come soon.
Fanwaiyi
On Sunday evening, Tianhao didn't go to play. He sat on the bed and played with his mobile phone. It wasn't until Ning Mo stepped into the dormitory with his backpack on his back that he put down his mobile phone, grabbed a basketball and ran out.
He couldn't tell why, he just wanted to make sure that Ning Mo had returned to school, and it was like this every Sunday after that, he waited in the dormitory early, and he would not go out until Ning Mo came back.
A few years later, he didn't know why he did this. He did it to take a look at Ning Mo, and after a look, he felt at ease.
On campus, they became inseparable friends.
After the evening self-study and school, the two walked side by side across the playground. It would be faster to go back to the dormitory through the playground. There were few people on the playground. Tian Hao followed Ning Mo's pace. Ning Mo sat down in the gazebo next to the playground. Sitting next to each other, the cool breeze was very comfortable, they did not speak, their heads rested on the pillar to enjoy the cool feeling of the breeze blowing their faces.
In the past, Tianhao always came out to blow the air alone. He turned his head and looked at Ning Mo's profile. Ning Mo closed his eyes and pursed his lips lightly. The scene was very quiet and beautiful, and Tianhao couldn't bear to disturb him by talking.
Tian Hao turned his head back, closed his eyes, surrounded by Ning Mo's aura, he took a deep breath.
"I heard that you are at school during the holidays and don't go home?"
Ning Mo's voice as light as a feather came over, Tian Hao opened his eyes, and met Ning Mo's big and agile eyes.
Tianhao blinked and said: "Yes, my parents are doing business outside and rarely go home, and I am alone when I go home."
He was not used to confessing his family affairs to others, and he didn't want to, he was bored enough by himself, and he didn't want Ning Mo to worry with him.
"Well, then you can come to my house when you are on vacation."
Ning Mo's sincere eyes did not contain a trace of hypocrisy, Tianhao was moved, and he really liked staying with Ning Mo.
On Friday, he packed up his luggage and went home with Ning Mo. Ning Mo's parents also warmly welcomed him. A few days ago, Ning Mo called his parents in advance to tell them about it. Pillows, but the pattern on the pillow case is a bit underwhelming.
Tian Hao came out of the shower and sat on Ning Mo's bed, hugging the new pillow that Ning Mo's mother had chosen. The pillow was covered with a pillowcase that was too expensive to spend.
Ning Mo snatched his pillow, put it on the bed and said, "When are you going to hug him, go to sleep."
Ning Mo's bed was [-] meters wide, enough for two big boys.
In the room, the bed was full of the smell of Ning Mo, Tianhao didn't accept the bed, and soon fell asleep with peace of mind.
The next day, he and Ning Mo went shopping to buy sneakers, and stood on the side of the road to eat at the roadside stalls. He even forced Ning Mo to drink the same drink with him. He thought it was nothing, as long as he was with Ning Mo, he was always happy.
The breeze is blowing, and autumn is here. This Sunday, Ning Mo took Tianhao to the neighboring town to play. They rode bicycles, crossed the road with people coming and going, and rode for more than an hour before arriving at the destination.
This is a small town that mainly focuses on farming. Looking at a piece of green farmland and square fish ponds, Ning Mo took him to the small river and parked his bicycle next to the big tree.
Ning Mo took out a waterproof mat from the car basket and spread it on the ground, and sat down with Tian Hao.The water in the small river is very clear, so clear that you can see the small fish flowing in the river. On the other side is the cultivated land where farmers grow vegetables and fish ponds.
Ning Mo grabbed a dead tree branch and drew on the ground. While drawing, he said, "When my grandparents were still there, I used to come here to play during summer vacations, catching crabs, fishing, and helping them grow vegetables. It was fun."
Tianhao comforted him and said, "I've never played this before, it must be very fun, and I'll play with you in the future."
Tianhao leaned over to see what he was drawing, and finally leaned on his shoulder. Ning Mo's body froze for a moment, but Tianhao didn't pay attention.
Ning Mo put down the branches and said, "It's cold in autumn now. In summer, I'll take you to catch crabs."
"Okay, are crabs edible?"
"That's a small crab. We used to cook the crab and feed it to the ducks. I haven't eaten it either."
Tianhao: "..."
The two sat by the small river for a long time, Ning Mo shared his childhood fun with Tianhao, the autumn sun was very warm, passing through the branches and leaves on them, relieving a little of the coolness of the autumn wind.
"My parents don't have a good relationship..." Tianhao suddenly said.
Ning Mo looked at him tenderly from the side, his gaze seemed to encourage Tianhao, Tianhao's pursed lips slowly raised the corners of his mouth.
"But they were very good to us when we were young. They would take me and my sister to the playground and tell you a secret. You can't tell others."
"Ok!"
"When I was five years old, they took me and my sister to ride the Ferris wheel. I was so happy, I sat on the Ferris wheel and yelled to the outside, saying that I am going to fly, I am going to fly, and the result... ..When the Ferris wheel reached its highest point, I looked down... I was scared to pee!"
Ning Mo covered his mouth and asked, "Did you really pee?"
"Really...pissed!"
The two held their stomachs and laughed non-stop. Suddenly, Ning Mo's head tilted backward and almost hit a big tree. Tian Hao, with sharp eyesight and quick hands, rushed over to cover his head with both hands, and hugged him in his arms , due to the unstable center of gravity, the two of them fell sideways on the mat together, Tianhao pressed Ning Mo under him, and the two looked at each other for a second, and the two immediately looked away.
Tian Hao couldn't tell the reason, but it would feel awkward to hug each other in this position, so he quickly teased Ning Mo with a smile: "Mo Mo, why are you so blushing."
In fact, his own face was also red, but he was dark and could not be seen, but Ning Mo's skin was fair, and it was very obvious once it turned red.
"It's hot! Get up and go." Ning Mo kicked him away.
Tianhao shrugged, and continued to tell Ning Mo the embarrassing things about his childhood. Ning Mo's face gradually turned pale, and the two continued to fight, as if nothing had happened just now.
Tianhao took pictures of the scenery here with his mobile phone, and took pictures of Ning Mo, as well as selfies of him and Ning Mo. Although the photos were only 500 million pixels, the printed photos were not clear, but these photos would accompany him later. The most difficult years have passed.
In the past, he heard that he lived a carefree life when he was studying, but after he lived in Ning Mo's house, he felt that he really lived a carefree life.
He used to feel that time passed very slowly, but this semester he felt that time passed very quickly. Winter vacation came, and he suddenly didn't want to spend winter vacation, because this winter vacation he would go back to his grandma's house with his mother, which was far away from Ningmo's house.
Everyone was packing their luggage, big and small, his dad's car had already parked in the school parking lot, he didn't want to leave, he packed slowly, his eyes always glanced at Ning Mo uncontrollably.
Ning Mo stuffed the last book into the suitcase. He only had a suitcase and a luggage bag. He tied the luggage bag to the suitcase and dragged it away. Ning Mo’s father didn’t have a car, and both Ning Mo and Xiao Zhuo I went home by bus.
Ning Mo was wearing a thick coat and a large coat, which made his face look very small. The cold winter wind was blowing in from the balcony. It was cold. Tian Hao stood by the bed, and Ning Mo stood facing him, holding suitcase.
Tianhao's eyes were full of reluctance: "Mo Mo, I went to my grandma's house during the winter vacation, which is far away from here."
Ning Mo pursed his lips, but soon relaxed again: "Well, we can call and send messages."
"Well, I call you every day, don't think I'm annoying."
Xiao Zhuo came over and put his arm on Ning Mo's shoulders and said, "Go, go, I wish you didn't come back, Momo and I are going back to love each other."
Looking at Xiao Zhuo's hand, Tian Hao felt uncomfortable in his heart, and finally they waved goodbye.
During the winter vacation, Tianhao and Ningmo kept in touch with each other by phone every day. Even if they didn’t call, they would send messages without interruption. One month passed quickly. In the second semester of the second year of high school, Tianhao still stayed at Ningmo’s house during the holidays. He couldn’t stand it. Because of his parents' nagging, he would go home once a month, and the time with Ning Mo went by very quickly, and he was even active in his studies. He won a performance improvement award in the second semester of high school.
The first semester of senior year was ushered in, and after entering senior year, the Saturday holiday was also ruthlessly deprived, Tianhao didn't care, anyway, he was tired of being with Ning Mo anyway.
Recently, Xiaoli often chats with Ning Mo. Tianhao saw their backs sitting under the shade of the tree a few times. This is normal. It is normal to have a relationship in high school. He was stuck together, Tianhao comforted himself like this, but the loss in his heart couldn't be stopped.
Sometimes he couldn't help asking Ning Mo, did he like Xiao Li?
But Ning Mo said no, he was just chatting, Ning Mo's eyes were a little dodged, which made Tian Hao more sure of what kind of relationship he and Xiaoli planned to develop.
He was used to Ning Mo's company. Suddenly, someone snatched him away. Of course he felt uncomfortable. It was definitely not for other reasons. He was a little confused and felt that he cared about Ning Mo more than his friends, but he didn't want to admit it , he's not gay, his dad is gay, but he's not, he's definitely not.
One day three years ago, outside his parents' room, he heard his mother say to his father: "If you were not gay, would you fall in love?"
His dad replied, "That question doesn't make sense."
He felt like a bolt from the blue at the time. The source of his parents' constant quarrel was found, but it was an unsolvable problem. He didn't dare to tell his sister, so he could only bury it in his heart. He even thought that it was because his father was gay that ruined the problem. This family, he hates gays!
His thoughts are very contradictory. On the one hand, he hopes that Ning Mo and Xiaoli will develop a relationship, on the other hand, he wants Ning Mo not to find a girlfriend. He wants to prove that he is not gay, and he also wants to prove that Ning Mo is not. Seeing Ning Mo and Xiaoli walking together, I felt slightly uncomfortable again.
He was entangled, entangled all the time, and dared not tell anyone about it.
Until one day, he spent the night at Ning Mo's house, he was lying on the bed after taking a shower, his hair was not dry yet, when Ning Mo shook him and called him to blow dry his hair, he actually woke up, but he didn't want to move, anyway Ning Mo In the end, he would help him dry his hair, because it was like this every time in the past. He liked Ning Mo drying his hair and the feeling of Ning Mo's five fingers inserted between his hair.
But this time, it was different.
Even with his eyes closed, Tian Hao could feel Ning Mo's breath approaching slowly, so close that Tian Hao felt that he could touch Ning Mo's face or lips as long as he opened his eyes. He closed his eyes, but gently grasped the bed sheet with both hands, He was very confused, he didn't know what Ning Mo would do next, he wanted to open his eyes, but he was afraid that Ning Mo would be embarrassed.
Ning Mo's lips kissed his lips, and they parted quickly. It was a superficial kiss, but Tianhao's heart was beating wildly. He couldn't remember what happened afterwards. It seemed that Fang Tranquility saw them kissing and Ning Mo went after them Fang Tranquility, his mind was confused, he put on his clothes in a panic, and ran away with his schoolbag.
That night, he couldn't sleep.
The next afternoon, Ning Mo went back to the dormitory early, Tian Hao avoided it on purpose, he went to the court to play, wandered around the campus, and found excuses to avoid Ning Mo for several days, and Ning Mo blocked him in a corner of the campus after a few days Here, he had no choice but to bite the bullet and face it.
Ning Mo blocked Tian Hao's way, they were the only ones in this corner, Ning Mo cut to the chase.
"Tianhao, are you avoiding me?...Do you know what happened that day?"
"Momo, I don't know what to do? So I'm not ready to face you, I thought you liked Xiaoli." Tianhao said distressedly, he really didn't know how to face and how to deal with this matter .
At the age of 18, he is very immature and confused. He doesn't want to become his father. In his subconscious, homosexuality is wrong.
Ning Mo lowered his head and said, "Xiao Li has someone she likes. She just wants to chat with me. I have nothing to do with her." After knowing that I am gay, I was very flustered and didn’t know what to do. Now that I figured it out, this cannot be changed, but Tianhao, if my behavior makes you feel sick, I apologize to you, and I will never do it again, You will always be my brother, and I don't want to have any trouble with you."
But Tian Hao didn't know what to do, seeing Ning Mo's appearance, his heart ached too, to be a brother?It's impossible, it's impossible to go back, the best way is to separate, but he couldn't open his mouth, and finally he could only stammer: "No...no... silently, no, give me some Time, anyway, the college entrance examination is coming, let's put this matter aside and deal with it after the college entrance examination."
Ning Mo pursed his lips, tears rolled in his eyes, and finally said: "Okay." Don't run away, Tian Hao stood there steadfastly, not knowing what he could do.
Everything seemed to be calm again. In order to reduce contact with Ning Mo, Tian Hao took classes seriously, studied hard, and stayed at school during the holidays. In less than a month, he ushered in the final exam of the first semester. He did well in the exam, better than any previous exam. I did well every time.
He didn't look for Ning Mo anymore, his head was still in a mess. He stayed at home alone during the summer vacation and listened to his parents' noises throughout the summer vacation, which made him more firmly believe that his relationship with Ning Mo was wrong. I made a decision to transfer the dormitory.
My parents agreed without asking too much, and contacted the school in advance to ask him to transfer directly to another dormitory when the next semester started, and also changed the seat.
"Shen Tianhao, damn it, you are kind, what do you mean, break up with us?"
Before Tianhao could react, Xiao Zhuo had already punched him. He didn't resist after seeing Xiao Zhuo's face clearly, so Xiao Zhuo let him hit him.
Xiao Zhuo looked at his collar and asked: "Say it, tell it, aren't you very good at talking? Isn't it sad to be silent?"
Tianhao never said a word, since then Tianhao stayed far away from the three of them, he could only do this, and he didn't know what to do.
Although he has made a decision, his body is honest. His eyes are involuntarily catching Ning Mo's figure. In the classroom, when doing exercises between classes, during physical education class, and when eating, he can always accurately and correctly identify Ning Mo in the crowd. Find Ningmer.
They were in different dormitories, he was on the second floor, and Ning Mo was on the third floor. He always looked in the direction of the stairs, because this was the only way to go up to the third floor.
Also because of this, he always saw Ning Mo and Xiao Zhuo together, he told himself that they
"So you are here." Lin Li was carrying a bag with three bottles of water in the transparent bag. When she saw the water in their hands, she immediately looked a little disappointed: "I went to the stadium to find you. You are buying water."
Xiao Zhuo went over and snatched her bag and said, "One bottle of water is not enough, we are planning to buy another bottle."
Xiao Li laughed, grabbed the bag back and took out the water in it, gave them each a bottle, and when Ning Mo got the bottle, she said: "The silent three-pointer is so powerful, the girl who was outside the court just screamed so loudly. gone."
Ning Mo took her water and said, "It's Lao Xiao and Tianhao's forwards who played well."
Tianhao poured the remaining half bottle of water onto his hair, and the water from his hair and face flowed all over his body, and his school uniform was mostly wet. shoulder.
Tianhao is taller than Xiao Zhuo, with dark skin but a big frame. Because he loves sports, he has strong muscles. Ning Mo looks tall and thin and fair. Xiao Zhuo is not as tall as Tianhao, but he is stronger and has a stronger frame than Tianhao. big.
Ning Mo's gaze stayed on Tian Hao for 10 seconds.
Xiao Zhuo pursed his lips and said, "Tianhao, what a waste you are, wasting the hearts of other girls."
"Never mind her, she didn't buy it for me."
Xiaoli stared at Xiao Zhuo and said, "What? Who bought the water you drink?"
Xiao Zhuo usually has a loud voice and rough movements, but he is as docile as a sheep in front of Xiaoli: "Just now a beautiful girl bought three bottles of water for us to drink."
Xiaoli immediately said with a dark face: "Oh, so it is like this, I think you are full."
As he spoke, he snatched back the water for the three of them, put it in the bag, turned and left.
Xiao Zhuo kept the gesture of holding the bottle, petrified in place.
Tianhao kicked Xiao Zhuo: "No brains, wouldn't you say that we bought the water? I should have known that I didn't wash my hair just now."
Xiao Zhuo was woken up by his kick, and turned around to pinch Tian Hao's neck, Tian Hao immediately hid behind Ning Mo, Xiao Zhuo pointed at him and said: "Just give you a chance, let us drink water, hurry up, I am thirsty gone."
"Drink so much, be careful to choke you to death!" Tian Hao walked into the small shop while cursing.
After Tian Hao left, Ning Mo asked Xiao Zhuo without knowing why: "Old Xiao, is Xiao Li angry?"
Xiao Zhuo scratched his head and said, "...it should be."
"Is it because we drank other girls' water?"
"Uh...it should be!"
Fanwaiyi
On the first day of school, in the spacious and bright auditorium, the principal with a serious expression and shiny hair was delivering a passionate speech.
Tianhao snorted when he heard that, he went to bed very early last night, so he woke up as soon as the alarm bell rang in the morning, but the top students on the upper bunk were the last to wake up.
Looking back on Tianhao, it seems that the top students get up late every day. Even if they are not the last ones, they have never seen him as the first ones.
This is really not the style of the top students.
Sitting in front of Tianhao, Ning Mo straightened his back and listened very carefully. Tianhao didn't understand why he could be so energetic when he listened to the principal's nagging. The principal was clearly singing a lullaby, which made his eyelids twitch.
After the principal's big speech, the new head teacher returned to the classroom and started a small speech. He listened to the lullaby all morning. Finally, after school, Tianhao's eyelids stopped fighting. He rushed out of the classroom like an arrow and went straight to Canteen.
"Shen Tianhao!" On the way to the dining hall, a girl called his name.
He turned his head and saw that it was a third-year senior in high school. Last semester, he dated her and gave her small gifts. During the summer vacation, he occasionally sent her messages to catch her. He didn't expect the other party to catch her. It was just for fun, and the two of them didn't develop any real relationship.
The senior is very pretty, but Tian Hao picks her up purely by accident, he just can't understand the look in her boyfriend's eyes, a senior in the third year of high school, thinks he is something special, just one level higher than him.
Tianhao stopped, raised his chin slightly, and the senior sister ran up to him and stopped, panting with her right hand on her chest, and said in a broken voice due to panting: "Why are you walking so fast... What about the summer vacation?" You sent a message...why didn't you reply?"
Tianhao said blankly, "No time!"
After speaking, he ignored the other party's expression and continued to walk towards the dining hall.
"Shen Tianhao, what do you mean?" The senior sister chased after him and grabbed his clothes, and said in a low voice.
"It's not interesting. It's never been interesting. If I misunderstand you, I'm sorry. I apologize."
The senior sister stood still and did not catch up.
Tian Hao quickly forgot about this, he has always been a nervous, heartless, and there are not many things that can make him care.
In the afternoon, the head teacher re-adjusted the seats in the class. Tianhao was tall and originally sat in the last row, but his grades were not very good. Therefore, the head teacher moved Ning Mo ahead of him. Considering that they are in the same dormitory, they should be able to study together take care of each other.
Tianhao curled his lips and didn't speak, thinking to himself, teacher in charge, you are thinking too much.
During the self-study class, Tianhao put the book upright and put it on the table to sleep. Ning Mo turned to look at him and took his book away. Tianhao was in a deep sleep and did not notice any movement. Put it in its original position.
A few days have passed, just like the first year of high school, we are just ordinary classmates. Although we live in the same dormitory, Tianhao has never talked with them about ideals, the future, life, worries, or life. , that is, they have never had a heart-to-heart relationship.
Tianhao is rarely in the dormitory, either at the stadium or wandering around in the school. If he is in the dormitory, he just sleeps and plays games. When his roommates talk about something on their minds or life plans, he will wear headphones and play games. He doesn’t know how to comfort him. Others don't need comfort from others. He likes to joke around and smiles all day long. In the eyes of others, he is a heartless roommate.
Besides sports, he likes to be alone.
This afternoon, when he returned to the dormitory after playing, Ning Mo was sitting on his bed changing his shoes. When he saw him coming back, Ning Mo stared at him. Tianhao flicked his finger between his eyebrows: "Ning Mo Mo, brother is in good shape, your eyeballs are about to fall off, why don't you play today?"
Ning Mo's face was flushed by what he said, Tian Hao looked at him, and wanted to tease him even more: "Wow, Ning Mo, your face is as red as a monkey's butt, do you want to take a look in the mirror for you?"
Xiao Zhuo poked his head out from the bathroom: "Shen Tianhao, aren't you a bitch? I'll beat your mouth up later."
Xiao Zhuo, Ning Mo, and Lin Li are very good friends. The whole dormitory knows that they all go to the same school from elementary school to junior high school to now high school, and they happen to be assigned to the same class. Can it be said that this is not fate?
If one of them is bullied, the other two will immediately come forward. Although Lin Li is a girl, Tian Hao has also seen her fierceness.
Tian Hao envies such friendship very much in his heart, because he has never had any real friends.
Xiao Zhuo is not tall, but he is strong enough, and his strength should not be underestimated in a fight.
Tianhao: "Come out and fight, who is afraid of whom?"
Xiao Zhuo came out of the bathroom, and Ning Mo immediately pulled him: "Old Xiao, forget it, he was just joking."
Tianhao smiled proudly and walked away.
In the same dormitory, everything was fine soon after the quarrel. He has been with Xiao Zhuo for a year, and he knows Xiao Zhuo's character. Everyone is just playing lip service. After all, he did not attack Ning Mo personally.
It was not time for dinner, so he wandered around the playground for a while, unexpectedly met that senior senior, the boyfriend of that senior sister, and several classmates of the senior next to him, Tianhao knew he couldn't escape, he was blocked by them In a corner, it's a big deal to fight, and it's a good guy after 18 years.
The senior said: "You kid, you even date my girlfriend, who are you?"
Tianhao: "Go back and take care of your girlfriend. Don't let her run away with me. If you can't control your own woman, why do you come to me?"
"You kid deserves a beating, don't you?"
As they said that, several people fought with Tianhao. If it was one-on-one, Tianhao would definitely win, but if N was against one, Tianhao's chances of winning were almost zero.
Tianhao was already very aggrieved in his heart, and turned all the unhappiness during this period into strength, and fought the opponent recklessly, but the opponent had too many punches, and it was difficult to beat four punches with both hands, let alone more than four punches.
Just when he felt that he couldn't support himself, Ning Mo rushed over, caught one and beat him fiercely, and soon Xiao Zhuo also joined the battlefield.
Lin Li didn't know what to do, she asked the teacher, the teacher would punish the three of them together, so she decided to check the situation first.
The situation was quickly reversed, and several boys in the third year of high school were beaten and ran away.
Tianhao, Ning Mo, and Xiao Zhuo were lying on the ground panting, with different bruises on their faces and bodies. The three of them looked at each other and laughed loudly.
Lin Li trotted over: "I'm afraid of death, your faces are all bruised and purple, what should the teacher say when you ask me?"
Xiao Zhuo: "Tomorrow Friday, I will use a bookend to cover my face. When I come back on Monday, the teacher will ask me and say I was beaten by my parents."
Lin Li: "..."
Tianhao: "Hahaha, yes, this method is good."
Ning Mo: "..."
Tianhao patted Ning Mo's arm, and he felt Ning Mo's body tremble: "Thank you, top student."
Seeing Tianhao running away, Xiao Zhuo shouted: "Didn't I help you? You're blind. If I knew I wouldn't help you, I'd let you be beaten to death."
Tianhao turned a deaf ear to Xiao Zhuo's yelling, and in his mind only the figure of Tranquility punching and fighting, he never imagined that the top students were so handsome when fighting, merciless, merciless, decisive and quick, not at all like a white face Scholar, no wonder so many female students like him.
With his swollen face, Tian Hao sat in a corner of the dining hall and ate quietly. He only took two bites. Ning Mo came over with a plate and sat opposite him, and then Xiao Zhuo sat down beside him. Lin Li Sitting opposite Xiao Zhuo.
Ning Mo put down the plate and said, "Tianhao, let's have dinner together in the future."
The soft, soft voice entered Tianhao's ears, and he found it very pleasant. Apart from the pleasant sound, Tianhao was moved for no reason. What Ning Mo said was about eating together in the future. He wanted to refuse, but he couldn't open his mouth.
Xiao Kou ate gulps next to him, and made a sound of tsk tsk, Tianhao said with a look of disgust: "Old Xiao, can you eat less loudly?"
"Who saved you just now? It was me! You didn't express it, and you still despise me?"
Tianhao cupped his hands to Xiao Zhuo: "Thank you, sir, can you please make your eating noise less?"
Xiao Zhuo had a smirk on his face: "Good grandson, I can eat whatever I like!"
"Fuck you uncle!"
Lin Li slapped the chopsticks on the table and said, "Eat when you eat, what's the noise! Can you learn something from Momo?"
The two shrugged and dared not quarrel anymore, Ning Mo smiled at them and said, "Stop arguing, let's eat."
This smile is really very comfortable, it looks better than that beautiful senior girl in the third year of high school, Tianhao feels weird when this idea comes to his head, but he can't explain why.
Getting along with people is sometimes very strange. Maybe you always feel awkward when you are with someone, and you don’t have enough words. Even if you have a topic, that kind of cramped feeling still makes you want to escape as soon as possible.
Changing another person may be a different feeling. If you don’t speak, you won’t be cold. The so-called coldness is a certain embarrassment in the hearts of both parties. But when you feel calm and comfortable even if you don’t talk to him (her), He (she) should be the friend you want to make friends with.
From that day on, the four of them gradually got closer. Tian Hao liked to be with Ning Mo. Ning Mo would not nag like Xiao Zhuo, nor would he speak ruthlessly like Lin Li. He feels very comfortable with him even without talking.
He likes to play ball and games with Ning Mo. Apart from Ning Mo forcing him to do homework, even the evening self-study is very cheerful.
In the classroom for self-study at night, Ning Mo turned around, took his homework away, put it on his desk within a few seconds and said, "Why haven't you done it yet?"
Tianhao twitched the corner of his mouth: "Mo Mo, I was tired from playing just now, give me a rest!"
Once Xiao Zhuo and Tian Hao called Ning Mo out to play under the dormitory, Xiao Zhuo kept shouting at the top of his voice: "Moment, Moment..."
They lived in the dormitory on the third floor, and Ning Mo didn't come out. When Xiao Zhuo was taking a breath, Tianhao shouted: "Moment, silence..."
At this moment, Ning Mo walked out of the guardrail of the dormitory and waved to them. After that time, he also called him Momo, just like Xiao Zhuo. He felt that this title brought him and Ning Mo closer.
"I'll finish it within half an hour. Let me check it!" Ning Mo's tone did not allow him to refuse. Tianhao didn't know when he would obey Ning Mo's words, and he couldn't figure it out. He just didn't want Ning Mo angry.
The students next to him stared wide-eyed, is this the bully in the class?How come he was cured so subduedly.
Half an hour later, Tian Hao poked Ning Mo's back with his index finger. Ning Mo checked his homework question by question, and finally pulled up a chair and sat next to him to solve the wrong questions for him. With the authorization of the head teacher, he was honest and honest. Tianhao was the tutor, and the other students couldn't say anything.
Ning Mo sat down next to him. Tian Hao liked the smell of Ning Mo. Ning Mo didn't play ball today and hadn't showered yet. There was a faint smell of sweat on his body. Tian Hao thought it smelled good.
Ningmo looked seriously at the problem Tianhao had just solved and said, "Actually, you are quite smart, but you are too lazy."
Tian Hao touched his head in embarrassment and said, "Mr. Fang is the one who teaches well."
On Friday, Ning Mo packed his luggage and prepared to go home. The students in their school are all in the same city, but in different towns. The drive home is only more than an hour away, so most of the students go home every Friday, and then Go back to school on Sunday evening.
Ning Mo threw the packed backpack on the upper bed, and sat on Tianhao's bed to put on his shoes. Tianhao was lying on the bed playing with his mobile phone, showing no intention of leaving.
Ning Mo asked, "Tianhao, aren't you going home?"
It seems that every Friday, Tianhao is the last one to leave.
Tianhao raised his head from the phone and said, "Later, don't worry."
When Ning Mo put on his shoes and was about to leave, he said to him, "Go to my house to play tomorrow, Lao Xiao and Xiao Li will also come over, there is a new Internet cafe near my house, it's cheap!"
Tianhao's eyes lit up. It was the first time someone invited him to play at his house, and he wanted to go.
"Okay. See you tomorrow!" He controlled his excitement and joy and said calmly.
Ning Mo put on his backpack, turned his head and gave him a gentle smile and said, "See you tomorrow."
Xiao Zhuo came over with his luggage, patted Tian Hao's thigh hard and said, "See you tomorrow!"
Tianhao touched his hot thigh and wanted to scold him, but he was so happy that he forgot the words for a while.
Tianhao spent the night at school that night, and took the bus there the next morning at the address Ning Mo said. He was a little restrained and nervous when he went to other people's homes, but Xiao Zhuo and Lin Li were obviously regular visitors. It's like going back to your own home.
Today is Saturday, and Ning Mo's parents have to go to work. There are only Ning Mo and his younger sister at home. Ning Mo's younger sister is Fang Ning, a shy girl who always hides in the room.
Ningmo's house is not big, but it is very clean. Ningmo was mopping the floor when they arrived. Ningmo asked them to sit down first, or play computer games in his room for a while.
Everyone got up very late on Saturday, so it was past ten o'clock when they came to Ningmo's house. After finishing the housework, Ningmo suggested cooking at home, and then went to the Internet cafe after dinner. Mom knew that they came here today, and bought good food in the morning Put it in the refrigerator, so Xiao Zhuo drove Lin Li to a quiet room to play with the computer, while the three boys were busy in the kitchen.
Tianhao doesn't know how to cook, but Ning Mo asked him to help, and he was too embarrassed to sit there, so he helped in the kitchen, washing dishes or something, he still knew how.
The meal was ready, and the four of them ate at the same table with Fang Tranquility, talking and laughing, the food was a bit mushy and salty, but Tian Hao thought it was very delicious, better than the food his parents took him to a big restaurant.
After dinner, Lin Li and Fang Tranquility were in charge of washing the dishes. After staying for a while, the four of them went to the Internet cafe to play games. Although Lin Li was a girl, she was no worse than them in playing online games. After playing until the sunset, the four of them returned to Ningmo home for dinner.
When they went back, Ning Mo's mother was cooking, and Ning Mo's parents were very enthusiastic. After a meal, Tian Hao was not so restrained.
"Tianhao, eat, this is the most delicious dish made by my aunt." My father put braised pork for Tianhao, and other dishes.
Tianhao thanked politely: "Thank you uncle."
Xiao Zhuo shouted in dissatisfaction: "Uncle, you are biased, why don't you give me a piece?"
Mom hurriedly picked a piece for Xiao Zhuo: "Come here, Xiao Zhuo will eat a piece too."
"Thank you auntie!"
Lin Li: "Auntie, don't feed him. If he eats any more, he will grow as strong as a cow."
Xiao Zhuo rolled his eyes at Lin Li, and his parents smiled cheerfully.
Ning Mo kept smiling slightly. Although he didn't speak too much, his careful and gentle actions always touched others invisibly.
He would bring Fang Tranquility's favorite dishes in front of her, and when he saw a small wound on his mother's hand, he would ask Ruan Rou and ask her what was going on, and he would immediately go get a band-aid and put it on her. The meal will also be overflowing.
Tianhao likes this kind of atmosphere, this kind of family is not very rich, but the spirit is rich.
After dinner, everyone went home, Tianhao returned to school, he had a very happy day today, this was the happiest day before high school.
His mother called him and asked him why he didn't come home. In fact, the answer was the same every time. Why did he ask?Tianhao sometimes annoys his parents, if you give me a quiet and happy home, will I not want to go back?
He coped with a few words, but his mother continued to talk, he cut off the call, put the phone in the cabinet, went to play basketball, and let the phone ring until it ran out of power.
He used to feel very comfortable when he was alone, he enjoyed being alone, but after today, he likes to be with his friends a little bit, he misses Ning Mo a little bit, and hopes that Sunday evening will come soon.
Fanwaiyi
On Sunday evening, Tianhao didn't go to play. He sat on the bed and played with his mobile phone. It wasn't until Ning Mo stepped into the dormitory with his backpack on his back that he put down his mobile phone, grabbed a basketball and ran out.
He couldn't tell why, he just wanted to make sure that Ning Mo had returned to school, and it was like this every Sunday after that, he waited in the dormitory early, and he would not go out until Ning Mo came back.
A few years later, he didn't know why he did this. He did it to take a look at Ning Mo, and after a look, he felt at ease.
On campus, they became inseparable friends.
After the evening self-study and school, the two walked side by side across the playground. It would be faster to go back to the dormitory through the playground. There were few people on the playground. Tian Hao followed Ning Mo's pace. Ning Mo sat down in the gazebo next to the playground. Sitting next to each other, the cool breeze was very comfortable, they did not speak, their heads rested on the pillar to enjoy the cool feeling of the breeze blowing their faces.
In the past, Tianhao always came out to blow the air alone. He turned his head and looked at Ning Mo's profile. Ning Mo closed his eyes and pursed his lips lightly. The scene was very quiet and beautiful, and Tianhao couldn't bear to disturb him by talking.
Tian Hao turned his head back, closed his eyes, surrounded by Ning Mo's aura, he took a deep breath.
"I heard that you are at school during the holidays and don't go home?"
Ning Mo's voice as light as a feather came over, Tian Hao opened his eyes, and met Ning Mo's big and agile eyes.
Tianhao blinked and said: "Yes, my parents are doing business outside and rarely go home, and I am alone when I go home."
He was not used to confessing his family affairs to others, and he didn't want to, he was bored enough by himself, and he didn't want Ning Mo to worry with him.
"Well, then you can come to my house when you are on vacation."
Ning Mo's sincere eyes did not contain a trace of hypocrisy, Tianhao was moved, and he really liked staying with Ning Mo.
On Friday, he packed up his luggage and went home with Ning Mo. Ning Mo's parents also warmly welcomed him. A few days ago, Ning Mo called his parents in advance to tell them about it. Pillows, but the pattern on the pillow case is a bit underwhelming.
Tian Hao came out of the shower and sat on Ning Mo's bed, hugging the new pillow that Ning Mo's mother had chosen. The pillow was covered with a pillowcase that was too expensive to spend.
Ning Mo snatched his pillow, put it on the bed and said, "When are you going to hug him, go to sleep."
Ning Mo's bed was [-] meters wide, enough for two big boys.
In the room, the bed was full of the smell of Ning Mo, Tianhao didn't accept the bed, and soon fell asleep with peace of mind.
The next day, he and Ning Mo went shopping to buy sneakers, and stood on the side of the road to eat at the roadside stalls. He even forced Ning Mo to drink the same drink with him. He thought it was nothing, as long as he was with Ning Mo, he was always happy.
The breeze is blowing, and autumn is here. This Sunday, Ning Mo took Tianhao to the neighboring town to play. They rode bicycles, crossed the road with people coming and going, and rode for more than an hour before arriving at the destination.
This is a small town that mainly focuses on farming. Looking at a piece of green farmland and square fish ponds, Ning Mo took him to the small river and parked his bicycle next to the big tree.
Ning Mo took out a waterproof mat from the car basket and spread it on the ground, and sat down with Tian Hao.The water in the small river is very clear, so clear that you can see the small fish flowing in the river. On the other side is the cultivated land where farmers grow vegetables and fish ponds.
Ning Mo grabbed a dead tree branch and drew on the ground. While drawing, he said, "When my grandparents were still there, I used to come here to play during summer vacations, catching crabs, fishing, and helping them grow vegetables. It was fun."
Tianhao comforted him and said, "I've never played this before, it must be very fun, and I'll play with you in the future."
Tianhao leaned over to see what he was drawing, and finally leaned on his shoulder. Ning Mo's body froze for a moment, but Tianhao didn't pay attention.
Ning Mo put down the branches and said, "It's cold in autumn now. In summer, I'll take you to catch crabs."
"Okay, are crabs edible?"
"That's a small crab. We used to cook the crab and feed it to the ducks. I haven't eaten it either."
Tianhao: "..."
The two sat by the small river for a long time, Ning Mo shared his childhood fun with Tianhao, the autumn sun was very warm, passing through the branches and leaves on them, relieving a little of the coolness of the autumn wind.
"My parents don't have a good relationship..." Tianhao suddenly said.
Ning Mo looked at him tenderly from the side, his gaze seemed to encourage Tianhao, Tianhao's pursed lips slowly raised the corners of his mouth.
"But they were very good to us when we were young. They would take me and my sister to the playground and tell you a secret. You can't tell others."
"Ok!"
"When I was five years old, they took me and my sister to ride the Ferris wheel. I was so happy, I sat on the Ferris wheel and yelled to the outside, saying that I am going to fly, I am going to fly, and the result... ..When the Ferris wheel reached its highest point, I looked down... I was scared to pee!"
Ning Mo covered his mouth and asked, "Did you really pee?"
"Really...pissed!"
The two held their stomachs and laughed non-stop. Suddenly, Ning Mo's head tilted backward and almost hit a big tree. Tian Hao, with sharp eyesight and quick hands, rushed over to cover his head with both hands, and hugged him in his arms , due to the unstable center of gravity, the two of them fell sideways on the mat together, Tianhao pressed Ning Mo under him, and the two looked at each other for a second, and the two immediately looked away.
Tian Hao couldn't tell the reason, but it would feel awkward to hug each other in this position, so he quickly teased Ning Mo with a smile: "Mo Mo, why are you so blushing."
In fact, his own face was also red, but he was dark and could not be seen, but Ning Mo's skin was fair, and it was very obvious once it turned red.
"It's hot! Get up and go." Ning Mo kicked him away.
Tianhao shrugged, and continued to tell Ning Mo the embarrassing things about his childhood. Ning Mo's face gradually turned pale, and the two continued to fight, as if nothing had happened just now.
Tianhao took pictures of the scenery here with his mobile phone, and took pictures of Ning Mo, as well as selfies of him and Ning Mo. Although the photos were only 500 million pixels, the printed photos were not clear, but these photos would accompany him later. The most difficult years have passed.
In the past, he heard that he lived a carefree life when he was studying, but after he lived in Ning Mo's house, he felt that he really lived a carefree life.
He used to feel that time passed very slowly, but this semester he felt that time passed very quickly. Winter vacation came, and he suddenly didn't want to spend winter vacation, because this winter vacation he would go back to his grandma's house with his mother, which was far away from Ningmo's house.
Everyone was packing their luggage, big and small, his dad's car had already parked in the school parking lot, he didn't want to leave, he packed slowly, his eyes always glanced at Ning Mo uncontrollably.
Ning Mo stuffed the last book into the suitcase. He only had a suitcase and a luggage bag. He tied the luggage bag to the suitcase and dragged it away. Ning Mo’s father didn’t have a car, and both Ning Mo and Xiao Zhuo I went home by bus.
Ning Mo was wearing a thick coat and a large coat, which made his face look very small. The cold winter wind was blowing in from the balcony. It was cold. Tian Hao stood by the bed, and Ning Mo stood facing him, holding suitcase.
Tianhao's eyes were full of reluctance: "Mo Mo, I went to my grandma's house during the winter vacation, which is far away from here."
Ning Mo pursed his lips, but soon relaxed again: "Well, we can call and send messages."
"Well, I call you every day, don't think I'm annoying."
Xiao Zhuo came over and put his arm on Ning Mo's shoulders and said, "Go, go, I wish you didn't come back, Momo and I are going back to love each other."
Looking at Xiao Zhuo's hand, Tian Hao felt uncomfortable in his heart, and finally they waved goodbye.
During the winter vacation, Tianhao and Ningmo kept in touch with each other by phone every day. Even if they didn’t call, they would send messages without interruption. One month passed quickly. In the second semester of the second year of high school, Tianhao still stayed at Ningmo’s house during the holidays. He couldn’t stand it. Because of his parents' nagging, he would go home once a month, and the time with Ning Mo went by very quickly, and he was even active in his studies. He won a performance improvement award in the second semester of high school.
The first semester of senior year was ushered in, and after entering senior year, the Saturday holiday was also ruthlessly deprived, Tianhao didn't care, anyway, he was tired of being with Ning Mo anyway.
Recently, Xiaoli often chats with Ning Mo. Tianhao saw their backs sitting under the shade of the tree a few times. This is normal. It is normal to have a relationship in high school. He was stuck together, Tianhao comforted himself like this, but the loss in his heart couldn't be stopped.
Sometimes he couldn't help asking Ning Mo, did he like Xiao Li?
But Ning Mo said no, he was just chatting, Ning Mo's eyes were a little dodged, which made Tian Hao more sure of what kind of relationship he and Xiaoli planned to develop.
He was used to Ning Mo's company. Suddenly, someone snatched him away. Of course he felt uncomfortable. It was definitely not for other reasons. He was a little confused and felt that he cared about Ning Mo more than his friends, but he didn't want to admit it , he's not gay, his dad is gay, but he's not, he's definitely not.
One day three years ago, outside his parents' room, he heard his mother say to his father: "If you were not gay, would you fall in love?"
His dad replied, "That question doesn't make sense."
He felt like a bolt from the blue at the time. The source of his parents' constant quarrel was found, but it was an unsolvable problem. He didn't dare to tell his sister, so he could only bury it in his heart. He even thought that it was because his father was gay that ruined the problem. This family, he hates gays!
His thoughts are very contradictory. On the one hand, he hopes that Ning Mo and Xiaoli will develop a relationship, on the other hand, he wants Ning Mo not to find a girlfriend. He wants to prove that he is not gay, and he also wants to prove that Ning Mo is not. Seeing Ning Mo and Xiaoli walking together, I felt slightly uncomfortable again.
He was entangled, entangled all the time, and dared not tell anyone about it.
Until one day, he spent the night at Ning Mo's house, he was lying on the bed after taking a shower, his hair was not dry yet, when Ning Mo shook him and called him to blow dry his hair, he actually woke up, but he didn't want to move, anyway Ning Mo In the end, he would help him dry his hair, because it was like this every time in the past. He liked Ning Mo drying his hair and the feeling of Ning Mo's five fingers inserted between his hair.
But this time, it was different.
Even with his eyes closed, Tian Hao could feel Ning Mo's breath approaching slowly, so close that Tian Hao felt that he could touch Ning Mo's face or lips as long as he opened his eyes. He closed his eyes, but gently grasped the bed sheet with both hands, He was very confused, he didn't know what Ning Mo would do next, he wanted to open his eyes, but he was afraid that Ning Mo would be embarrassed.
Ning Mo's lips kissed his lips, and they parted quickly. It was a superficial kiss, but Tianhao's heart was beating wildly. He couldn't remember what happened afterwards. It seemed that Fang Tranquility saw them kissing and Ning Mo went after them Fang Tranquility, his mind was confused, he put on his clothes in a panic, and ran away with his schoolbag.
That night, he couldn't sleep.
The next afternoon, Ning Mo went back to the dormitory early, Tian Hao avoided it on purpose, he went to the court to play, wandered around the campus, and found excuses to avoid Ning Mo for several days, and Ning Mo blocked him in a corner of the campus after a few days Here, he had no choice but to bite the bullet and face it.
Ning Mo blocked Tian Hao's way, they were the only ones in this corner, Ning Mo cut to the chase.
"Tianhao, are you avoiding me?...Do you know what happened that day?"
"Momo, I don't know what to do? So I'm not ready to face you, I thought you liked Xiaoli." Tianhao said distressedly, he really didn't know how to face and how to deal with this matter .
At the age of 18, he is very immature and confused. He doesn't want to become his father. In his subconscious, homosexuality is wrong.
Ning Mo lowered his head and said, "Xiao Li has someone she likes. She just wants to chat with me. I have nothing to do with her." After knowing that I am gay, I was very flustered and didn’t know what to do. Now that I figured it out, this cannot be changed, but Tianhao, if my behavior makes you feel sick, I apologize to you, and I will never do it again, You will always be my brother, and I don't want to have any trouble with you."
But Tian Hao didn't know what to do, seeing Ning Mo's appearance, his heart ached too, to be a brother?It's impossible, it's impossible to go back, the best way is to separate, but he couldn't open his mouth, and finally he could only stammer: "No...no... silently, no, give me some Time, anyway, the college entrance examination is coming, let's put this matter aside and deal with it after the college entrance examination."
Ning Mo pursed his lips, tears rolled in his eyes, and finally said: "Okay." Don't run away, Tian Hao stood there steadfastly, not knowing what he could do.
Everything seemed to be calm again. In order to reduce contact with Ning Mo, Tian Hao took classes seriously, studied hard, and stayed at school during the holidays. In less than a month, he ushered in the final exam of the first semester. He did well in the exam, better than any previous exam. I did well every time.
He didn't look for Ning Mo anymore, his head was still in a mess. He stayed at home alone during the summer vacation and listened to his parents' noises throughout the summer vacation, which made him more firmly believe that his relationship with Ning Mo was wrong. I made a decision to transfer the dormitory.
My parents agreed without asking too much, and contacted the school in advance to ask him to transfer directly to another dormitory when the next semester started, and also changed the seat.
"Shen Tianhao, damn it, you are kind, what do you mean, break up with us?"
Before Tianhao could react, Xiao Zhuo had already punched him. He didn't resist after seeing Xiao Zhuo's face clearly, so Xiao Zhuo let him hit him.
Xiao Zhuo looked at his collar and asked: "Say it, tell it, aren't you very good at talking? Isn't it sad to be silent?"
Tianhao never said a word, since then Tianhao stayed far away from the three of them, he could only do this, and he didn't know what to do.
Although he has made a decision, his body is honest. His eyes are involuntarily catching Ning Mo's figure. In the classroom, when doing exercises between classes, during physical education class, and when eating, he can always accurately and correctly identify Ning Mo in the crowd. Find Ningmer.
They were in different dormitories, he was on the second floor, and Ning Mo was on the third floor. He always looked in the direction of the stairs, because this was the only way to go up to the third floor.
Also because of this, he always saw Ning Mo and Xiao Zhuo together, he told himself that they
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