Terminal

"He does not love me."

"Pfft——" Qi Qi spit out a sip of black tea, coughed for a long time, and then grabbed a tissue to wipe his mouth, "What did you say?"

Xu Beiqiao was also taken aback, "What did I say?"

Qi Qi didn't care about the table full of tea, and looked at Xu Beiqiao, "You said just now that he doesn't love you?"

Xu Beiqiao blinked in embarrassment, "Uh...I mean..."

Qiqi's fingers suddenly pressed against Xu Beiqiao's mouth, "Don't try to perfuse me, you are very wrong!"

Xu Beiqiao opened his mouth and finally sighed, "We have some problems now."

Qi Qi opened his eyes wide, "What's going on?"

Xu Beiqiao waved his hand not knowing how to explain it, and finally decided to tell the truth in a limited way, "It's just... I'm hesitant about some things."

Qiqi stared at Xu Beiqiao without blinking, "Emotional problems?"

Xu Beiqiao nodded slightly.

Qiqi looked at Xu Beiqiao for a long while, sighed, and said, "I know you have a lot of thoughts. When that bastard left, you didn't tell us until a month later. Actually, there is nothing to think about about feelings. Whether he loves you or not, Whether you love him or not is such a simple matter. Besides, you are all married!"

Xu Beiqiao looked at Qi Qi, and suddenly asked, "What about you? Do you think Xing Tao is good? Can you settle down?"

Qiqi rested her chin, and tapped her cheeks beautifully with her fingers painted with bright nail polish, "What do you mean by settling down? If you have feelings, you just need to get along well on the bed. What else do you want? I don't need him to raise him, and neither does he." I raise it."

"Think you can live with him forever?" Xu Beiqiao asked again.

Qi Qi smiled "Puchi", "Of course it's good to be able to live forever, but it's okay if you can't. Brother, these days, it's hard to promise anything forever even if a man and a woman love each other, let alone us? As long as we can love when we still love, we'll be fine." .One day you can't love anymore, that's when it's time to separate."

As he said that, Qiqi slapped the table, "Let feelings solve the matter by themselves, anyway, it's not up to us at all! Ahh...why is it all water?"

Qi Qi had all the black tea sprayed out by himself in one hand, screamed strangely and got up to wash his hands, leaving Xu Beiqiao staring at the water stains on the table in a daze.

The purpose of Qiqi's coming here is very simple, that is, to talk about the Spring Festival.In the past few years, every Spring Festival, Li Jing would go home for a reunion dinner, and Xu Beiqiao and Qi Qi would be together, having a meal, visiting a flower market for the New Year's Eve, and the Hong Kong Spring Festival holiday was very short, so I didn't care much about it.

This year is different.Xu Beiqiao is a person with a "family", and Qi Qi also found a "long-night stand", so Qi Qi came over to say hello a few years ago, saying that he and Xing Tao would go to the Maldives for a vacation and enjoy a private life.Only then did Xu Beiqiao realize that he might have to spend a special Spring Festival at Feng's house.

After the New Year comes the Spring Festival, and after the Spring Festival comes the Lantern Festival. When the festivals are fierce, department stores can make huge profits.This year, Feng's Department Store's performance is particularly good. When Feng Yixin went to the company's board meeting, he unexpectedly reminded Feng Yi that he should take it home for dinner on New Year's Eve, and also mentioned Xu Beiqiao.

In the past year, Rong Yuling had to cook for herself only on this day.Since noon, she has been busy in the kitchen with Aunt Zhang and the helper.Fortunately, Feng's kitchen is big enough for three or four people to get around.

In the middle of the afternoon, Feng Yi left the company and drove to the entrance of the building where the "bridge" design was located. After a while, Liu Zheng and Xu Beiqiao came out of the gate and saw Feng Yi's car. They waved goodbye with smiles, and Feng Yi also got out of the car. Open the car door for Xu Beiqiao.After their eyes met for a short while, they each took it back.

Driving all the way to the middle of the mountain, both of them were very silent.Both Feng Yi and Xu Beiqiao finished the work at hand in a hurry. At this time, they were a little tired and had no interest in talking.

Before a red light, Feng Yi suddenly said, "Thank you, come home with me for the New Year."

Xu Beiqiao was stunned for a moment before realizing, "Oh, it's nothing, it should be."

Feng Yi turned his head to look at Xu Beiqiao's face, wondering in his heart, which kind of "should" this gentle and guarded person said.Considering that he might say "should" in the contract, Feng Yi didn't say anything more.The red light turned green and the car drove out again.

For a few days, the lives of the two were fairly peaceful.Feng Yi has always maintained a "just right" distance.Pay attention to Xu Beiqiao, but not make him feel pressure; care about the details, but not obsessed with the effect of caring.It seems that every time Xu Beiqiao needs it, he can see Feng Yi when he turns his head, but he just stands at a suitable distance, watching quietly, so that Xu Beiqiao can't even say a word of rejection.There was no attentive concern, no close follow, as if he was determined not to give Xu Beiqiao a chance to stab him, and the reasons for rejecting him also made Xu Beiqiao's own heart hesitate even more.

This seems to be the state he wants, but Xu Beiqiao also feels that this state is too painful, sometimes it makes people's hearts ache.

At the time of the Spring Festival, there are more people rushing home on the street, and it is more lively.The car was running fast, but the people in the car were silent and didn't know what they were thinking. It was not until they reached the middle of the mountain and saw Aunt Zhang who was welcoming at the door, that they both showed gentle smiles on their faces.

"Master Xu!" Aunt Zhang went up to meet Xu Beiqiao, grabbed Xu Beiqiao's arm, and squeezed it with concern, "I don't live at home, I can't drink soup, I'm thin!"

Xu Beiqiao smiled, "It's good to drink, the housekeeper comes here every day."

Aunt Zhang scolded, "How can I make up for those housekeeping jobs? They were all taught by a master. If you have no experience, it's good if you have taste!"

Xu Beiqiao just smiled and said nothing, and heard Feng Yi complaining behind him, "Aunt Zhang, with Bei Qiao, you don't want me anymore."

Aunt Zhang liked the appearance of the young masters fighting for favor the most, and she was even more happy, "I am also thinking about the young master! Today I have your favorite lion head!"

When Xu Beiqiao walked into the courtyard, a special feeling rose from the bottom of his heart.The gardener Afang has already returned home from vacation, and the flowers and plants in the yard are still so beautiful.Before entering the door, he heard Feng Qi's laughter from the living room, and Feng Yixin's low-pitched scolding from time to time. For a moment, Xu Beiqiao felt that this was really his familiar home.

Aunt Zhang had already stepped into the house to help in the kitchen, Feng Yi saw Xu Beiqiao who was walking in front suddenly stop, his heart sank, he took a few steps quickly and hugged him, "Don't think about anything, let's have a good New Year. But seeing Xu Beiqiao suddenly turn his head to look at him, with a dazed look on his face, his guard for a while was gone, and his heart was moved again.

"Sister-in-law is back?"

The two turned their heads when they heard the sound, and saw Feng Li leaning against the door, looking at them and laughing, "Show affection as soon as you come back?"

Seeing Feng Li, whom he hadn't seen for a long time, Xu Beiqiao didn't care about his impoliteness, and smiled, "Happy Chinese New Year!"

Feng Li pouted, "The year is not here yet! Besides, you should be the one who gave the red envelope!" In Hong Kong, there is indeed a habit of giving red envelopes to unmarried family members.

Xu Beiqiao was unprepared, but Feng Yi took out two red envelopes from his arms and handed one to Feng Li, "Happy Chinese New Year!"

Feng Li looked at it, and reluctantly reached out to accept it, "Thanks, boss!"

While talking, Feng Qi also came out to greet her, stepped forward and snatched the red envelope from Feng Yi's hand, and shouted, "That's right!"

Someone in the room behind asked, "Girl, what's your name!"

Xu Beiqiao couldn't help laughing, it was Feng Yixin who was scolding again.The unknown emotions in my heart churned more and more violently, and I was already too familiar with these before I knew it.

"Father!" Feng Yi came in to greet him, and Xu Beiqiao also called "Old Man" and didn't say anything more.

Feng Yixin looked at Xu Beiqiao, agreed, got up and called Feng Yi to the study, where Aunt Zhang had already brought sweet soup.

Feng Qi greeted Xu Beiqiao, turned to look at Rong Yuling who was busy in the kitchen, waited for Xu Beiqiao to also go to the kitchen and called "Mother" before coming out, and found Feng Li was talking on the phone, and the quietest place was the upstairs room.

Aunt Zhang's words gave him a way out, "Master Xu, if you are tired, go to the room to rest, change clothes, and come down after dinner."

After going upstairs and entering Feng Yi's suite, Shi Cai felt even stronger at the entrance of Feng's house.As far as the eye could see, they were all familiar furnishings; when he opened the cloakroom, there were clothes and accessories left behind on purpose; the canopy on the bed was the texture and color he liked; there should be his pen and notebook in the bedside cabinet... …

Xu Beiqiao sighed, went into the bathroom to wash his face, came out and changed into a comfortable thin sweater, grabbed a magazine, and leaned against the head of the bed, feeling really tired.Turned over, and fell asleep after a while.

Feng Yixin's way of being a father seems to be only lessons.Facing his 5-year-old son, it was too late to talk about warmth.The main topic between father and son was still the Feng family's property.Feng Yixin talked about the sales of the [-] buildings of Fengshi Department Store, until Aunt Zhang came to knock on the door to deliver tea, only to feel that it had been a long time.

Rong Yuling also washed her hands well, but she didn't come in, she greeted at the door of the study, and went back to her room to freshen up.The Feng family father and son ended the topic and came out separately.

Feng Yi glanced in the living room, only Feng Qi and the helper were arranging fruits, Aunt Zhang saw his expression, and said with a smile, "Master Xu went upstairs to rest."

Feng Yi smiled, turned around and wanted to go upstairs, but was held back by Aunt Zhang, and smiled mysteriously, "Come here, I have something good for you."

Since Feng Yi turned 15 years old, Aunt Zhang never used the phrase "I have something good for you" to seduce him.At this time, hearing the old story again, Feng Yi felt warm in his heart, and obediently followed Aunt Zhang to the small bedroom where Aunt Zhang lived.

Aunt Zhang took out a roll of paper from the cabinet, handed it to him, and said with some pride, "When Master Xu moved, I secretly took it out. He has a stack of paper, all of which are like this." As she spoke, she affectionately Clapping Feng Yi's hand, "Look slowly for yourself."

After Aunt Zhang went out, Feng Yi opened the scroll in his hand, and the relaxed smile on the corner of his mouth gradually froze.In front of him was a portrait. The man in the portrait had aggressive eyes, messy hair hanging on his forehead, and the corners of his mouth were pursed sexyly, with a hint of aggression... Feng Yi sat beside Aunt Zhang's bed and looked at it seriously.He never knew that there would be such a self in Xu Beiqiao's eyes, so real.

Feng Yi didn't smile, he stroked the heart shape and date painted next to the portrait with his fingers, feeling heavy in his heart.He loves me... Feng Yi thought, he really loves me.

At first, Xu Beiqiao didn't sleep comfortably, only felt that his head was resting somewhere, hard, and his neck was exerting force in a daze.Later, my body was moved, my head and neck rested on a soft pillow, and my face was covered with a silky texture. It was very comfortable, and my whole body relaxed.But after sleeping for a while, I felt inexplicably uneasy.It seemed that something was provoking my nerves, and I had to open my eyes and wake up before giving up.

Rubbing her face against the canopy, Xu Beiqiao finally opened her eyes.The sky was getting dark, and the sound of people talking and laughing could be heard from a distance, making the room even more quiet.Xu Beiqiao closed her eyes, yawned, and turned her head in a daze, only to see Feng Yi sitting by the bed, looking at herself with a rare gentle and quiet expression.

When Xu Beiqiao came back to his senses, he realized that the joking and joking he heard was Feng Qi's voice coming in through the window, and this was Feng's family's half-mountain villa.

Facing Feng Yi's gaze, Xu Beiqiao took a deep breath and asked covertly, "Did I oversleep?"

"No." Feng Yi smiled, "I thought you would grab my hair again, and I was a little disappointed after waiting for a long time without any movement."

That was the first time I fell asleep on this bed, and what I did after waking up.In the blink of an eye, almost a year has passed.The place is still the same, but people's hearts have changed.Xu Beiqiao forced a smile, before the smile extended to the corner of his mouth, he heard Feng Yi say, "Look, I remember everything that happened between us. Sometimes when I think of it inadvertently, even I am surprised, feel Very subtle."

With that said, Feng Yi bent down and hugged Xu Beiqiao in his arms.Xu Beiqiao was suddenly tense, but Feng Yi's hug didn't feel oppressive at all, as if the force of the spring was not strong enough, and the reaction of the spring was also weak, Xu Beiqiao didn't have time to dodge, and he didn't refuse any more.

"I love you, Bei Qiao." Feng Yi's breath and voice sounded in Xu Beiqiao's ears together, "I also thank you for loving me."

At this moment, Xu Beiqiao's eyes lit up, followed by Feng Qi outside the window clapping and cheering, "It's so beautiful!" It turned out that the colorful lights in Feng's garden had just been lit.

Feng Yi raised his head, looked at it, and smiled, "This is what Aunt Zhang likes to do every year. The old lady is very creative in arranging lanterns."

At the same time, the eyes of the two met again, and Feng Yi lowered his head and pecked at the corner of Xu Beiqiao's mouth, "Get up! We'll have dinner later." After speaking, Feng Yi got up and went out.

"Anyway, I can't help myself at all..." Looking at Feng Yi's back, Qiqi's words suddenly sounded in Xu Beiqiao's mind, "Let feelings solve the matter by themselves..."

Xu Beiqiao sat up, shook her head, the voice was still persistent, "As long as I can love when I still love, it will be fine..."