Annihilation

"Brother, Qin Zhan also cares about you." Looking at Ritsu who looked out of the window with a silent face in the rearview mirror, Rin advised Rin who thought Ritsu was angry.

"If you mention Qin Zhan again, I will jump out of the car." Lu said coldly.

Lin immediately stopped talking, he knew that brother dared, for the brother who had already died once, death, brother never took it to heart, and because of this, Qin Zhan was so angry with any risky, reckless, reckless behavior of brother.

Rin returned home with Lü, and seeing Lü's figure disappearing in the hallway, Rin immediately sent Qin Zhan a message.

Qin Zhan, who was driving, heard the notification tone of the information device, calculated the time, and it was time to arrive. The news was serious. Although he had a definite guess in his heart, Qin Zhan still turned on the information device and looked at the content on it.

After reading it, Qin Zhan drove home according to the speed stipulated by the traffic regulations. If it wasn't for catching up with Lu's car just now, he would not have violated the traffic rules.

With Qin Zhan's identity, no one would come to him even if he violated the traffic rules with the license plate, but Qin Zhan is just such a person.

Parked the car in the garage, nodded gently to the guards who saw it, and said, "Thank you."

A group of servants were deeply moved by the greetings from their perfect young master, and their young master had such a sincere charm.

Back in his private bedroom, Qin Zhan let go of his warm smile.

Fingers unbuttoned the collar, unbuttoned one by one, hung up the jacket of the general uniform, and then unbuttoned the white shirt, revealing the strong and robust body wrapped in the strict military uniform, which can make a woman dizzy The sex and feeling are perfect, walk into the bathroom, wash off the exhaustion, come out wearing a bathrobe to wipe the wet hair, throw the towel for wiping the hair on the sofa, not in a hurry to go to bed, but go to the room He took out a bottle of red wine and a wine glass from the small refrigerator, and came to the floor-to-ceiling windows.

Put the goblet on the small table, pour the golden-red wine into the glass according to the inertia, pick up the glass and sit on the wicker chair, shake the wine, and drink it alone.

Alcohol is the only thing he can relieve his worries and relax himself.It's not that he doesn't know how to smoke, but because Lil said he hates the smell of cigarettes, he quit smoking.

"Law." Muttering the name, looking out of the floor-to-ceiling windows, there is no moonlight in the polluted sky, and no stars can be seen, just the man-made lights on the earth shining a little bit.

When did the feelings for Ritsu become like this?Obviously at the beginning he hated Li at all.

When I met Ritsu, he was ten years old, Ritsu was ten years old, and Rin was ten years old.

That year, five months after the death of his loving grandfather, his parents had to go out of town due to work, and they were worried that others would not take good care of him, so they sent him to the family of Wenren, a family friend.

Under the guidance of Grandpa Wenren, he met Wenrenlu and Wenrenlin who lived there.

At that time, Rin didn’t have the iceberg temperament that he has now. A boy who was so cute as a girl, he greeted himself proactively when he saw him, which made people feel good about him. On the other hand, Rin said, “I’m fine now, I’m fine.” patient tone.

"Brother." Rin called out to Ritsu timidly.

"Shut up." For Rin, Ritsu didn't have a good tone. At that time, I had a bad first impression of Ritsu.

Living here for a month, he rarely met Ritsu, but had more contact with Rin. Really, he admired Rin very much, and the friendship with Rin was also established at that time.

He really doesn't understand why Rin is such a good child, Grandpa Wenren's attitude towards Rin is always a bit cold, but he cares about that wayward and domineering guy like Lu, even if Uncle Wenren came back here, he also asked Rin, Whether Ritsu is doing well, or if she needs anything, she never asks Rin.

Regarding this situation, I don't have much to say, I just feel sorry for Rin in my heart, why even Rin is so indulgent to Ritsu, in this family, no matter what Ritsu does, no one will blame him.He doesn't understand.

He was not with Rin that day, but went for a walk in the woods. The familiar environment reminded him of his grandfather, and he couldn't help crying.

"It turns out to be a crybaby." An annoying voice came from the tree, wiped away my tears, looked up, and looked at the golden figure covered by the sunlight through the treetops. At that moment, it looked like an angel , and then the feeling goes away, because the people in the tree are nasty Lil.

"Lun, this is very dangerous." I said to Li at the time.

"Dangerous?" Lu was probably laughing at his own words at the time, but seeing Lu skillfully jumped down from the branches of the trees, his light and agile posture was like an elf, and he was terrified to see it.

Ritsu who jumped off the tree showed that arrogant smile to himself, turned his head and left.

"Lü, let's go back together." He offered to show his favor.

"Qin Zhan, I really hate you." Lu turned around and said to himself who was close to him.

Hate? !Since I was a child, I have always been popular, and no one has ever said I hate it.I really want to be angry, my smile must have been stiff at the time.

"Your smile is really ugly. You obviously hate me so much, but you still show this kind of smile." That disdainful tone spoke of his hypocrisy. Yes, I just smiled like this to make everyone like me. Yes, I really hate Li , but he can't put on an annoying look, because he is a guest here, he can't show dissatisfaction with the master, and he can't embarrass his parents.

He has lived in Wenren's house for two years, and he has gotten used to all kinds of unknown situations in Wenren's house, and his relationship with Rin is getting better, and the relationship with Ritsu is still the same, and he still hates Ritsu, but the smile on his face cannot be removed. Every time I see Luna arrogantly and disdainfully talking about her hypocrisy, I am really angry.

It's another midsummer, the hot weather makes me unbearable, but Lil is still wearing long-sleeved clothes, isn't he hot?

When he asked inadvertently, he saw that Rin's initial calm was broken like that, and the pain and sorrow that shouldn't belong to Rin's age emerged, "This is my sin." Dare to get to the bottom of it.

A sudden rainstorm hit Ritsu's clothes wet, and the transparent clothes outlined Ritsu's body curves, and also exposed the ugly scars inside the clothes. What kind of expression did I show at that time? He smiled arrogantly, walked past him with a sullen face, "It's more disgusting than your smile." Lil said to himself.

When I saw those scars, I was so shocked. How could there be such scars on Lu, who has been so concerned about by Wenren's grandfather, Wenren's uncle, and Lu's grandmother Song's grandma.Shouldn't Law be an arrogant and willful person?Why did he seem to see an unbearable past? The wounds on Ritsu's body were proof of that crime.

Finally unable to restrain her own doubts, she asked Rin, and Rin sadly told a story of the past, Rin's mother's crimes, the scars that ravaged Ritsu's body, and the fact that Ritsu almost died.It turns out that all the connivance of this family to Lil is to make up for the harm that Lil suffered. It turns out that the arrogant Lil is actually very pitiful. It turns out that Lil almost died. For Ritsu, he only has sympathy and pity.

Afterwards, he also became cautious towards Ritsu, but Ritsu didn't change his attitude towards himself. It should be said that his relationship with Ritsu became worse.

I am very troubled, how should I build a good relationship with Ritsu.

In summer, there are always unexpected rainstorms. The roaring thunder at night woke him up from his sleep. He got up from the bed and opened the curtains, wanting to see how big the thunderstorm was.

The wildly dancing silver flash made him see a room separated by two windows. There was a person sitting by the open window. That was Lil's room. That person was Lil. The appearance revealed under the silver flash also confirmed that at this point.

But he couldn't believe that that person was Ritsu, it was completely different from the Ritsu he had seen, the Ritsu he knew always had an arrogant smile on his face, seemed to be sneering at everyone, and would not have such a heavy heartbreaking sadness, Silent tears slid down his cheeks, he watched Lil stretch out his hand, touching the rain in the strong wind, when the violent wind and rain touched Lil's hand, he had the illusion that the wind and rain became gentle, and then he saw Lil laughing Already, how would you describe it?

Like a blooming lotus, it is pure and clean, and can wash away all sins and redeem it.It is impossible to describe the feeling at that moment, it was a kind of shock, and the person who was shocked was him, and the person who shocked him was Li.

Seeing Lil clasping his palms, closing his eyes, the shocking smile disappeared, and the other hand wiped away the tears, and when he opened his eyes again, there was a silent firmness.

That night, he saw a different Ritsu, and he will never forget the Ritsu of that night.Because of the sympathy for Ritsu's tragic past, and because of the curiosity that night, he also began to be nice to Ritsu like someone from Wenren's family, pampering Ritsu and doing good for Ritsu's aftermath.

When the parents returned to the capital, Uncle Wenren proposed to move and let the two families live next to each other. The adults naturally agreed, and apart from Ritsu, he and Rin were also very satisfied with the situation.

I realized that the change in my feelings towards Ritsu was when a woman appeared next to Ritsu for the first time. The impatience and sourness at that time were all due to jealousy, and I even dreamed and lost because of Ritsu's appearance in my dreams.This kind of self is really ugly. In order to escape, I quickly skipped a grade to graduate from university to obtain a doctorate, and fled to the army. The training in the army did not change me, and I finally realized that my feelings for Ritsu could not be changed.He didn't want Law to know about this distorted feeling, as long as he silently guarded Law.

In this way, caring about Lu, listening to Lu's cynicism to himself, and doing good for Lu, so many years have passed.

There are many good women around me, but I can only say sorry, I gave my heart to someone, and I can never take it back.That time, when I found out that Ritsu had sex with a woman, I was so drunk, I thought that Ritsu would not open his body under his clothes to others, but I was negligent, that kind of thing can be done without taking off his clothes, No, it should be ignored subconsciously, not letting myself think about it, but a casual mention of Lu makes it impossible for me to deceive myself.

Fortunately, it was Rin who found him that time. Even if he revealed his feelings for Ritsu, Rin would not say anything. Rin's guilt made him unable to stop someone from being nice to Ritsu.

"Lü, I love you." Only I can hear the bitter and sad confession, will I still dream of you tonight?Will you in your dream smile softly at me?