there is a zombie in love with you

It feels like the arrival of spring.

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After that time, Yu Chengjun never saw Professor Luo and others again, and the two Professor Luo just disappeared and the building was empty.He has no interest in exploring it. Even though the students in the university are raging about it, Yu Chengjun remains unmoved.

But time is the most useful tool to wear away everything. No matter how many rumors there are, they will eventually disappear, and no matter how deeply unforgettable the pain will gradually fade away.

Four months have passed since then, and Yu Chengjun lives as usual.

People are really tough animals. The day after losing Jin, he was able to eat and work normally, as if nothing had happened.Even he admired his ruthlessness. He loved Jin to death one day, and could calmly face Jin's death the next day.

He thought that after losing a loved one, people should be depressed and cry every day, but at least this didn't happen to him.

It's just that I always toss and turn in the dead of night.

The half piece of Jade Jue that has lost its temperature is cold, even if it is held tightly in the hand, at night, you can especially feel the piercing temperature emitted by the Jade Jue.

Yu Chengjun regards it as a vigilance to prevent himself from forgetting Jin, because this is the only thing left by Jin in the short two months of his life.

Whenever I close my eyes, Jin's smile and anger will emerge.He still remembers Jin coquettishly asking himself to let him watch ghost movies, and he also remembers that his blue eyes were full of emotion for himself.

It was only then that he was surprised to find that he had Jin's words and actions in his mind long ago, even before he realized that he had feelings for Jin.

He usually thinks about Kim before going to bed, and when he wakes up he is bound to feel lost again.Jin never came to him in his dream, and he was unwilling to give him even a little illusory beauty, but he knew that this was the punishment he deserved for betraying Jin.

The scars healed slowly with the passage of time. Sooner or later, he would forget Jin. The thought of this made him tremble all over. Yu Chengjun couldn't imagine the day when Jin, who was so important to him, disappeared in his heart.But later he knew that he was still too simple, because even if he forgot the pain, the regret that had been deeply rooted in his heart would not disappear.

He can hardly recall the heartbeat and despair at the time, and it seems that he has forgotten every bit of being with Jin in the past, but every time he breathes and beats, he can feel the emptiness being pushed out from the heart, slowly flowing along the blood flow. Slowly merging into the cells, little by little, even a hollow was formed in the chest.

Whenever he wanted to find someone to share what he saw, he would remember that Jin who was always following him was gone. At this time, he would think, if only he treated Jin better at the beginning, if he could get along with Jin sooner. It would be good to express his heart... But no amount of regret and reluctance can restore everything that has passed away.

Yu Chengjun tried his best to pretend to live as if nothing had happened, but he knew that the part of his heart that had been hollowed out could no longer come back, and was left behind at the foot of Changbai Mountain at that time.

Tonight, Yu Chengjun also fell asleep with tiny hopes and endless regrets.

It is midsummer now, and because of the urban heat island effect, the high temperature is always nearly [-] degrees Celsius, and the stone tables in the park are hot enough to fry eggs.

Yu Chengjun was sweating profusely as he walked on the road carrying shopping bags.

Recently, my wife has become obsessed with a new idol, so the old ghost had no choice but to order Yu Chengjun to go to the store to search for related movie DVDs.

Originally, Yu Chengjun wanted Ye Li to carry out this task, but how can a high school boy who is in the rebellious period put down his figure?So Yu Chengjun could only go to the store and buy a bunch of vampire love movies that only little girls would watch in embarrassment, and he had to endure the sideways glances of others.

Yu Chengjun stopped to take a breath, and wiped his sweat with his hands.Looking up, I saw the sky surrounded by buildings, divided in a mess by electric wires, but I could still see that the blue sky was cloudless and the weather was too good.

Whenever he sees the sky without any haze, Yu Chengjun will think of Jin, who also has such clear eyes.

He lowered his head slightly, preventing himself from looking at anything that reminded him of Jin.

Yu Chengjun picked up his shopping bag and was about to go home, but the license plate of a motorcycle parked by the roadside accidentally scratched the bag, and the DVDs scattered all over the floor.Yu Chengjun sighed, really wanted to put it away, but those DVDs cost a lot of money, so he had to squat down and pick them up one by one.

The kind-hearted passers-by next to him also came to help pick up the movies, but for Cheng Jun, this was unnecessary kindness, because he didn't want people to see him holding a pile of romantic movies.

He could only hold back his shame and quickly picked up all the DVDs.A passer-by put the last piece into his arms, and Yu Chengjun almost wanted to just run away like this. The cover of the box was printed with a handsome hero hugging the heroine.

... The fucking Gone with the Wind composition has been used for decades and still lasts forever!

"Thank you, thank you!" Yu Chengjun quickly thanked him and wanted to leave.

"Wait! Excuse me, I want to ask for directions."

Yu Chengjun lowered his head, and all he could see was that the passer-by who was kind enough to help him pick up the films was wearing a sleeveless top, knee-length shorts, a pair of sandals on his feet, and a large backpack on his back. He spoke Chinese with a strange accent, which should be Foreign students who come to learn Chinese.On the streets in summer, regardless of nationality, almost all foreign students from European and American countries dress like this.

The international student handed Yu Chengjun a note, pointed to the map on the paper and asked, "How do I get here?"

The map was drawn crookedly, and Yu Chengjun looked at it for a long time and couldn't see why, so he could only apologize and leave.

After walking a few steps with the DVD in his arms, Yu Chengjun's heart skipped a beat, he stopped for some reason, and looked back.

The international student saw him turn his head back, with a smile on his face.

Yu Chengjun's hand holding the DVD trembled uncontrollably, his heart beating so loudly that it almost overwhelmed the roaring engine on the side of the road.

The international student has short, plump blond hair, blue eyes and a bright smile.

After Yu Chengjun got up this morning, he touched his wet cheeks, feeling very happy and satisfied, because Jin appeared in his dream last night.

He didn't have any lofty ambitions. After Jin left, Yu Chengjun's life goals became even more blurred.Doing routine activities mechanically every day, living without purpose, even if one day my breathing suddenly stops, it doesn't matter.

But today he felt a joy he hadn't felt in a long time.After waking up, he could no longer remember the content of the dream, only the vivid smile of Jin and the gentle eyes in the dream.He didn't know what Jin came here for, but even if he came to criticize his ruthlessness, he would gladly accept it, as long as Jin was willing to appear in front of him.

Sweat streamed down, stinging the eyes.

The foreign student standing in front of him had a red silk thread tied around his neck, which disappeared into the neckline along his chest.

"Would you like to tell me how to get there?"

In the blurred field of vision, the international student held up the map in his hand, smiling slyly but softly.

Yu Chengjun froze in place for a long time, then nodded.

The hollow in his chest slowly filled with unspeakable throbbing, which made him unable to even stand still.Then, he took a step, and felt that Yu Jue was slowly warming up against his chest...

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