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Chapter 47. Lost
In the picture, the boy's skin looks a little pale, his eyelashes are curled up, his eyes are slightly squinted, and it's hard to tell whether he's in a deep sleep or in a doze.
Accompanied by a chuckle, those eyes opened suddenly, with a bit of sleepiness, he looked over in bewilderment, and after focusing his eyes, he quickly turned his face to the side anxiously, propping up half of his body and trying to get up.
The white quilt slipped off, revealing the curvaceous neck, and the mouth was a little dry, with a light pink color, the whole portrait seemed to be lowered in contrast, but the teeth marks on the neck were clearly visible, not to mention the dazzling black collar.
He opened his mouth, probably because he just woke up, and there was no sound. The camera began to pull back, revealing the dull black railing. The chain on the collar clanged against the railing, and hit the lock hanging on the railing. The boy froze for a moment, then threw himself back into the bed.
The clump of black hair was surrounded by the quilt, like the scorched earth exposed after the snow melted.
Fang Qiusheng turned off the camera, walked over from the window, reached into the cage and rubbed Cang Erdong's hair, and that little head also rubbed against his palm, and said softly, "Good morning, master."
Alpha's eyes dimmed again at the angle that Omega couldn't see. In fact, this kind of relationship was not his original intention. He forced the other party just to remind himself all the time, how big and irreparable consequences his negligence had caused.
Looking at Cang Erdong's slightly bulging stomach, Fang Qiusheng sighed silently.
"Master, were you taking pictures of me just now?"
"Ah."
"Why?" Cang Erdong rubbed his face, "I'm not good-looking."
When seeing the dark lens, Cang Erdong's first feeling was that it was familiar. This feeling of being watched has haunted him like a shadow since then, and now he sees it again, but he suddenly feels relieved. a feeling of.
——If the person behind the camera is Shengsheng, then he has nothing to worry about.
It's just that it reminded him of the days when Fang Qiusheng pinched his face and called him a "clown". He heard from his mother that he would look better after being differentiated into an Omega, so he couldn't help but look forward to Fang Qiusheng's answer.
"Yes, clowns." Fang Qiusheng stood up, so that Cang Erdong couldn't see his face clearly, "I just want to adjust the new machine and record some things by the way."
Cang Erdong pursed his mouth a little discouraged, as expected, ugly is ugly, not to mention his eyes have also become bad, and even the flashing points have been turned off.
He looked up at the person walking in front, and could only see the back of his head and the tips of his reddish ears. Even so, he habitually praised Shengsheng in his heart.
Today's breakfast was relatively peaceful, except that there was only soy milk for breakfast, there was nothing else to do. Cang Erdong didn't have to go to class, and he became tired and lazy. To toss in my arms.
"Master, don't you go to school?"
"Why, you don't want me to stay at home?"
"No, that's right, that's right," Cang Erdong hesitated for a while before he could speak, "It's not good to skip class, my godmother will scold you."
"They're all like you, they only listen to what mother says."
Cang Erdong slandered that I would listen to you, but he was afraid that Fang Qiusheng would come up with some other way to provoke you, so he nestled under the table with a turtle, and counted the time to come here. Before he could figure it out, Fang Qiusheng said: "I'm going out to do some errands today, you stay at home obediently."
"Oh," Cang Erdong clasped his fingers, paused before adding, "Okay, master."
"come out."
Omega was shocked and crawled out reluctantly, but Alpha just hugged himself in his arms and said with his earlobe in his mouth: "Don't run around, do you understand?"
"I know, I know."
The nipples were licked to the point of pain, and Fang Qiusheng rubbed them vigorously. Cang Erdong's slender legs wrapped around his waist, and he whimpered softly. A small bell was hung on the chastity lock underneath. , making a crisp sound following his movements.
Fang Qiusheng led him to the entrance, and pressed him for a while before leaving. The door slowly closed in front of him, and the air suddenly became quiet. The interior of the room is particularly evident, with dust dancing in golden beams.
Cang Erdong was stunned for a while before he stood up, his joints rattled after kneeling for a long time, he staggered into the living room while holding on to the furniture next to him.
Today is the day to check with Yan Huan every week. After his mobile phone was confiscated, he only had two video calls with his mother. He didn't have a chance to get in touch with Yan Huan or Alan, and he didn't know if they came back from the farm. The one who can't talk How is grandma.
Obviously, no other pregnant Omega went to the hospital as diligently as he did, but Yan Huan always solemnly explained that he had to check up once a week, because he had hardly stayed with Alpha since he became pregnant, and his pheromones were too weak. Not stable enough and too dangerous for the fetus.
In fact, he wanted to talk to Fang Qiusheng about this, but Alpha seemed to dislike Fang Xiaxia very much. Not only did he never ask about it, he even refused to touch him.
He rubbed his swollen stomach, feeling sorry for Fang Xiaxia being an unwanted child, and fearing that Fang Xiaxia would hear it, he quickly shook his head to drive the thought out.
Nor did he notice the flashing red camera in the corner.
Fang Qiusheng was sitting in the car, staring at the surveillance video on the computer. In fact, he had nothing to do when he went out. The surveillance was just installed last night, and he wanted to test whether there were any dead spots.
He watched Cang Erdong stand up under the camera, staggering through one frame after another, and finally stopped in the living room, opened the closet, rummaged through the clothes, tossed for a long time and couldn't find the one that fit, so he just put on a casual one , which happened to be able to cover the chains on his body.
Weird music was playing on the radio, coming out intermittently from the car stereo, and then gradually interrupted by a burst of laughter. The Alpha in the driver's seat smashed the computer in his hand, and while laughing, he dug his hand dripping with blood .
He originally thought that Cang Erdong didn't want to escape, he would stay quietly under the table, lie lazily on his back, sleep in the cage without minding, and have sex with him day and night nonsense.
As a result, as soon as he went out with his front foot, the opponent was planning to escape with his back foot.
That’s right, he’s nothing but a surly boy who forces Cang Erdong to stay by his side all the time. It took almost 20 years to make Cang Erdong understand what liking is. Others, within such a short period of time, their children are all conceived.
He slammed his head on the steering wheel.
——He has lost his direction. Before this day, he still felt that he knew what to work hard for and what to pursue, but now he no longer knows.
Alpha walked slowly towards the door, patiently waiting for the door to open slowly, Cang Erdong's face changed from expressionless to frightened.
"Dongdong," Fang Qiusheng grabbed Cang Erdong's collar and dragged him back into the room, "Where do you want to go?"
"Shengsheng, Shengsheng, I know I was wrong..."
"What are you shaking? I'm asking you something."
Cang Erdong was thrown into the cage whole, every lock made the sound of fastening, he shook, knelt down and looked at the scarlet-eyed Fang Qiusheng, he was too scared to speak.
Alpha slapped the cage vigorously, roaring hoarsely: "Speak!"
"To...go to see the baby...to check..."
Fang Qiusheng twitched his lips mockingly, grabbed Cang Erdong's legs and dragged them towards him. Omega's two long legs were exposed outside the cage, and his trousers were torn to pieces with his bare hands.
"Then I'll fuck him up and let you worry less, how about it?"
"No...don't, Shengsheng don't want to, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!"
Without any preparation, Fang Qiusheng drove straight into Cang Erdong's body, as if a knife had pierced his internal organs. The pain made him scream, and he subconsciously covered his stomach with his hands.
"Don't... Shengsheng, please, don't..."
The space in the cage is very small, and there is almost no room for him to escape. Alpha clasps his thigh with his hands, and thrusts wildly through the cold railing. Every time he pushes into the innermost part, he forcibly wants to knock open the genital cavity. Small mouth.
Cang Erdong didn't know whether it was Fang Qiusheng who was more afraid of punishing him, or whether the baby's safety made him more afraid. The force was so great that deep marks were pressed on the thighs, and the giant in the body mercilessly opened the tight tunnel.
He suddenly began to feel that maybe what Fang Qiusheng hated was not the baby in his stomach, but him.
Hate that he is not good-looking, hate that he is not smart, hate that he always doesn't understand anything, hate that he can't even follow the simplest requirements.
In fact, it makes sense to think this way. How could Fang Qiusheng like him, and why should he enjoy the other party's love?
Cang Erdong began to give up struggling, and softened his body somewhat in self-defeating, letting the people behind him break him like crazy. Fortunately, Fang Xiaxia was strong enough, and this torture lasted longer than he imagined, except for the people behind him. The pain was severe, and there was no other uncomfortable feeling at all.
After Fang Qiusheng poured semen into his body again, Cang Erdong was already confused about the situation, Fang Qiusheng finally let him go, threw him in the cage, and walked out without a sound He glanced.
The numb back hole couldn't contain the overfilled liquid, and it kept gushing out white and cloudy. The front end became hard and then softened quickly because of the severe pain, and the hand also had a strange cramping feeling because of holding the quilt vigorously for a long time, pale Er Dong kept his original posture without moving, Fang Qiusheng walked in again, he didn't even have the strength to hide.
The other party put a mobile phone in front of him, and there were a dozen missed calls from Yan Huan on it, and another one came in the moment he put it down.
"Know what to do."
Cang Erdong blinked and nodded.
He can no longer be friends with Yan Huan.
The incoming call was disconnected, and before the hands-free was turned on, Yan Huan's loud voice came out: "Cang Erdong! Did you forget that there is a pregnancy test today!"
"No... no."
Before Cang Erdong could organize his words, Yan Huan on the other side began to ask questions like a cannonball: "Why are you so hoarse? Have you been crying? Have you lost again? Your Alpha is because you keep getting lost. Don't want yours?"
Cang Erdong was stunned for a moment, his nose was sore, tears fell from his dry eyes: "I don't know, I didn't get lost, Shengsheng, don't want me..."
"Shengshengshengsheng again, what will you do when you look like this and you are about to give birth! Does he want yours? You..."
In the middle of Yan Huan's speech, the phone was cut off. Cang Erdong was looking at Fang Qiusheng suspiciously, but saw an expression on the other party's face that he had never seen before.
His lips were trembling, his breathing was short of breath, his eyes were flushed, and seemed to be filled with tears.
Like he was about to be punished for making a mistake.
Cang Erdong thought of a word for no reason, and panicked.
"The child in your womb is... mine?"
Cang Erdong wiped away tears, tilted his head: "Oh, you don't know..."
"when……"
"It was that day when you were drunk and came down from upstairs."
"Then... isn't that a dream?"
"No," Cang Erdong stretched out his hand, wiping away Fang Qiusheng's tears, "Shengsheng, why are you crying?"
"sorry."
Fang Qiusheng opened the lock like crazy, but the tears poured down more and more, blurring his vision, the key was not right, and he kept saying "I'm sorry", but he was gently caressed by a hand.
"Shengsheng, what's wrong with you?"
"I... I'm lost." Fang Qiusheng knelt in front of the cage, her head was lowered, her voice was so low that she couldn't hear clearly, "I'm the one who got lost, I'm the one who can't find a way out, I'm the one who should be abandoned , I thought I was going to lose you forever, I thought..."
I thought you had someone you liked, but locked you up like this selfishly, thinking you were going to run away from me, but in fact it was just that I was too paranoid and hurt you so deeply.
Fang Qiusheng raised his head in despair, but he couldn't see Cang Erdong who was messed up by him.
His Dongdong was hurt by him again and again, would he still want him?
"Oh, so Shengsheng got lost." The soft tone became hoarse, Cang Erdong squeezed Fang Qiusheng's hand, "Don't cry, if you get lost, I will come to you."
I will come to you, if you are lost in the unfathomable sea, if you are lost in the endless universe, I will hold the lamp, follow the direction you left, and try to find you.
Because only I can always find you.
The young man knelt outside the cage and uttered a long mournful cry, hiding all his suspicions, uneasiness, filthiness, and embarrassment.
And divine redemption.
You are mine, beyond reach.
Accompanied by a chuckle, those eyes opened suddenly, with a bit of sleepiness, he looked over in bewilderment, and after focusing his eyes, he quickly turned his face to the side anxiously, propping up half of his body and trying to get up.
The white quilt slipped off, revealing the curvaceous neck, and the mouth was a little dry, with a light pink color, the whole portrait seemed to be lowered in contrast, but the teeth marks on the neck were clearly visible, not to mention the dazzling black collar.
He opened his mouth, probably because he just woke up, and there was no sound. The camera began to pull back, revealing the dull black railing. The chain on the collar clanged against the railing, and hit the lock hanging on the railing. The boy froze for a moment, then threw himself back into the bed.
The clump of black hair was surrounded by the quilt, like the scorched earth exposed after the snow melted.
Fang Qiusheng turned off the camera, walked over from the window, reached into the cage and rubbed Cang Erdong's hair, and that little head also rubbed against his palm, and said softly, "Good morning, master."
Alpha's eyes dimmed again at the angle that Omega couldn't see. In fact, this kind of relationship was not his original intention. He forced the other party just to remind himself all the time, how big and irreparable consequences his negligence had caused.
Looking at Cang Erdong's slightly bulging stomach, Fang Qiusheng sighed silently.
"Master, were you taking pictures of me just now?"
"Ah."
"Why?" Cang Erdong rubbed his face, "I'm not good-looking."
When seeing the dark lens, Cang Erdong's first feeling was that it was familiar. This feeling of being watched has haunted him like a shadow since then, and now he sees it again, but he suddenly feels relieved. a feeling of.
——If the person behind the camera is Shengsheng, then he has nothing to worry about.
It's just that it reminded him of the days when Fang Qiusheng pinched his face and called him a "clown". He heard from his mother that he would look better after being differentiated into an Omega, so he couldn't help but look forward to Fang Qiusheng's answer.
"Yes, clowns." Fang Qiusheng stood up, so that Cang Erdong couldn't see his face clearly, "I just want to adjust the new machine and record some things by the way."
Cang Erdong pursed his mouth a little discouraged, as expected, ugly is ugly, not to mention his eyes have also become bad, and even the flashing points have been turned off.
He looked up at the person walking in front, and could only see the back of his head and the tips of his reddish ears. Even so, he habitually praised Shengsheng in his heart.
Today's breakfast was relatively peaceful, except that there was only soy milk for breakfast, there was nothing else to do. Cang Erdong didn't have to go to class, and he became tired and lazy. To toss in my arms.
"Master, don't you go to school?"
"Why, you don't want me to stay at home?"
"No, that's right, that's right," Cang Erdong hesitated for a while before he could speak, "It's not good to skip class, my godmother will scold you."
"They're all like you, they only listen to what mother says."
Cang Erdong slandered that I would listen to you, but he was afraid that Fang Qiusheng would come up with some other way to provoke you, so he nestled under the table with a turtle, and counted the time to come here. Before he could figure it out, Fang Qiusheng said: "I'm going out to do some errands today, you stay at home obediently."
"Oh," Cang Erdong clasped his fingers, paused before adding, "Okay, master."
"come out."
Omega was shocked and crawled out reluctantly, but Alpha just hugged himself in his arms and said with his earlobe in his mouth: "Don't run around, do you understand?"
"I know, I know."
The nipples were licked to the point of pain, and Fang Qiusheng rubbed them vigorously. Cang Erdong's slender legs wrapped around his waist, and he whimpered softly. A small bell was hung on the chastity lock underneath. , making a crisp sound following his movements.
Fang Qiusheng led him to the entrance, and pressed him for a while before leaving. The door slowly closed in front of him, and the air suddenly became quiet. The interior of the room is particularly evident, with dust dancing in golden beams.
Cang Erdong was stunned for a while before he stood up, his joints rattled after kneeling for a long time, he staggered into the living room while holding on to the furniture next to him.
Today is the day to check with Yan Huan every week. After his mobile phone was confiscated, he only had two video calls with his mother. He didn't have a chance to get in touch with Yan Huan or Alan, and he didn't know if they came back from the farm. The one who can't talk How is grandma.
Obviously, no other pregnant Omega went to the hospital as diligently as he did, but Yan Huan always solemnly explained that he had to check up once a week, because he had hardly stayed with Alpha since he became pregnant, and his pheromones were too weak. Not stable enough and too dangerous for the fetus.
In fact, he wanted to talk to Fang Qiusheng about this, but Alpha seemed to dislike Fang Xiaxia very much. Not only did he never ask about it, he even refused to touch him.
He rubbed his swollen stomach, feeling sorry for Fang Xiaxia being an unwanted child, and fearing that Fang Xiaxia would hear it, he quickly shook his head to drive the thought out.
Nor did he notice the flashing red camera in the corner.
Fang Qiusheng was sitting in the car, staring at the surveillance video on the computer. In fact, he had nothing to do when he went out. The surveillance was just installed last night, and he wanted to test whether there were any dead spots.
He watched Cang Erdong stand up under the camera, staggering through one frame after another, and finally stopped in the living room, opened the closet, rummaged through the clothes, tossed for a long time and couldn't find the one that fit, so he just put on a casual one , which happened to be able to cover the chains on his body.
Weird music was playing on the radio, coming out intermittently from the car stereo, and then gradually interrupted by a burst of laughter. The Alpha in the driver's seat smashed the computer in his hand, and while laughing, he dug his hand dripping with blood .
He originally thought that Cang Erdong didn't want to escape, he would stay quietly under the table, lie lazily on his back, sleep in the cage without minding, and have sex with him day and night nonsense.
As a result, as soon as he went out with his front foot, the opponent was planning to escape with his back foot.
That’s right, he’s nothing but a surly boy who forces Cang Erdong to stay by his side all the time. It took almost 20 years to make Cang Erdong understand what liking is. Others, within such a short period of time, their children are all conceived.
He slammed his head on the steering wheel.
——He has lost his direction. Before this day, he still felt that he knew what to work hard for and what to pursue, but now he no longer knows.
Alpha walked slowly towards the door, patiently waiting for the door to open slowly, Cang Erdong's face changed from expressionless to frightened.
"Dongdong," Fang Qiusheng grabbed Cang Erdong's collar and dragged him back into the room, "Where do you want to go?"
"Shengsheng, Shengsheng, I know I was wrong..."
"What are you shaking? I'm asking you something."
Cang Erdong was thrown into the cage whole, every lock made the sound of fastening, he shook, knelt down and looked at the scarlet-eyed Fang Qiusheng, he was too scared to speak.
Alpha slapped the cage vigorously, roaring hoarsely: "Speak!"
"To...go to see the baby...to check..."
Fang Qiusheng twitched his lips mockingly, grabbed Cang Erdong's legs and dragged them towards him. Omega's two long legs were exposed outside the cage, and his trousers were torn to pieces with his bare hands.
"Then I'll fuck him up and let you worry less, how about it?"
"No...don't, Shengsheng don't want to, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!"
Without any preparation, Fang Qiusheng drove straight into Cang Erdong's body, as if a knife had pierced his internal organs. The pain made him scream, and he subconsciously covered his stomach with his hands.
"Don't... Shengsheng, please, don't..."
The space in the cage is very small, and there is almost no room for him to escape. Alpha clasps his thigh with his hands, and thrusts wildly through the cold railing. Every time he pushes into the innermost part, he forcibly wants to knock open the genital cavity. Small mouth.
Cang Erdong didn't know whether it was Fang Qiusheng who was more afraid of punishing him, or whether the baby's safety made him more afraid. The force was so great that deep marks were pressed on the thighs, and the giant in the body mercilessly opened the tight tunnel.
He suddenly began to feel that maybe what Fang Qiusheng hated was not the baby in his stomach, but him.
Hate that he is not good-looking, hate that he is not smart, hate that he always doesn't understand anything, hate that he can't even follow the simplest requirements.
In fact, it makes sense to think this way. How could Fang Qiusheng like him, and why should he enjoy the other party's love?
Cang Erdong began to give up struggling, and softened his body somewhat in self-defeating, letting the people behind him break him like crazy. Fortunately, Fang Xiaxia was strong enough, and this torture lasted longer than he imagined, except for the people behind him. The pain was severe, and there was no other uncomfortable feeling at all.
After Fang Qiusheng poured semen into his body again, Cang Erdong was already confused about the situation, Fang Qiusheng finally let him go, threw him in the cage, and walked out without a sound He glanced.
The numb back hole couldn't contain the overfilled liquid, and it kept gushing out white and cloudy. The front end became hard and then softened quickly because of the severe pain, and the hand also had a strange cramping feeling because of holding the quilt vigorously for a long time, pale Er Dong kept his original posture without moving, Fang Qiusheng walked in again, he didn't even have the strength to hide.
The other party put a mobile phone in front of him, and there were a dozen missed calls from Yan Huan on it, and another one came in the moment he put it down.
"Know what to do."
Cang Erdong blinked and nodded.
He can no longer be friends with Yan Huan.
The incoming call was disconnected, and before the hands-free was turned on, Yan Huan's loud voice came out: "Cang Erdong! Did you forget that there is a pregnancy test today!"
"No... no."
Before Cang Erdong could organize his words, Yan Huan on the other side began to ask questions like a cannonball: "Why are you so hoarse? Have you been crying? Have you lost again? Your Alpha is because you keep getting lost. Don't want yours?"
Cang Erdong was stunned for a moment, his nose was sore, tears fell from his dry eyes: "I don't know, I didn't get lost, Shengsheng, don't want me..."
"Shengshengshengsheng again, what will you do when you look like this and you are about to give birth! Does he want yours? You..."
In the middle of Yan Huan's speech, the phone was cut off. Cang Erdong was looking at Fang Qiusheng suspiciously, but saw an expression on the other party's face that he had never seen before.
His lips were trembling, his breathing was short of breath, his eyes were flushed, and seemed to be filled with tears.
Like he was about to be punished for making a mistake.
Cang Erdong thought of a word for no reason, and panicked.
"The child in your womb is... mine?"
Cang Erdong wiped away tears, tilted his head: "Oh, you don't know..."
"when……"
"It was that day when you were drunk and came down from upstairs."
"Then... isn't that a dream?"
"No," Cang Erdong stretched out his hand, wiping away Fang Qiusheng's tears, "Shengsheng, why are you crying?"
"sorry."
Fang Qiusheng opened the lock like crazy, but the tears poured down more and more, blurring his vision, the key was not right, and he kept saying "I'm sorry", but he was gently caressed by a hand.
"Shengsheng, what's wrong with you?"
"I... I'm lost." Fang Qiusheng knelt in front of the cage, her head was lowered, her voice was so low that she couldn't hear clearly, "I'm the one who got lost, I'm the one who can't find a way out, I'm the one who should be abandoned , I thought I was going to lose you forever, I thought..."
I thought you had someone you liked, but locked you up like this selfishly, thinking you were going to run away from me, but in fact it was just that I was too paranoid and hurt you so deeply.
Fang Qiusheng raised his head in despair, but he couldn't see Cang Erdong who was messed up by him.
His Dongdong was hurt by him again and again, would he still want him?
"Oh, so Shengsheng got lost." The soft tone became hoarse, Cang Erdong squeezed Fang Qiusheng's hand, "Don't cry, if you get lost, I will come to you."
I will come to you, if you are lost in the unfathomable sea, if you are lost in the endless universe, I will hold the lamp, follow the direction you left, and try to find you.
Because only I can always find you.
The young man knelt outside the cage and uttered a long mournful cry, hiding all his suspicions, uneasiness, filthiness, and embarrassment.
And divine redemption.
You are mine, beyond reach.
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