insensitive

"what!"

When Chen Nian was distracted, he heard a muffled sound followed by an exclamation, and when he looked up, he saw Cang Erdong squatting beside the table, picking up the broken cakes all over the floor.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry mom, I didn't mean it, I just didn't look at it, no, I saw it, I saw mom, I, I..."

"Dongdong, it's okay, it's because mom let it out too much, it's okay."

"I'm sorry, Mom, I, I, I saw it, I..."

There was still cake on his hands, but Cang Erdong wanted to rub his left eye unknowingly, Chen Nian hurriedly moved his hand away: "I know, Dongdong saw it, don't rub it, the eyes will get dirty. something."

Cang Erdong sat on the ground, looked at the debris on the ground, and then at his hands, then raised his head and asked, "What about Dad's birthday? Dad is coming soon."

"It's okay, Dad won't blame Dongdong."

"Oh."

Cang Erdong lowered his head and continued to clean up the ground, but the cream was so soft that he couldn't pick it up. Instead, his hand was covered with a lot of stains on his sleeves, and he muttered softly: "Dad said yesterday that he was looking forward to it. Mom, don't talk to Dad about it."

Chen Nian responded indiscriminately, trying to maintain a smile, took his son's hand and wiped off the cream on it, and then asked him to go for a walk in the small garden downstairs first, and hide in the corner to call Cang Jingxing.

"You are not allowed to say anything that will make him blame himself, do you know that! If you dare to say something nonsense, I will kill you right away! Also, come back a little later, let me think about whether there is any remedy."

"Hey, no, no, you're not sitting downstairs now, I don't even want to go to work, you still want me to work overtime," Cang Jingxing heard the pretense of being relaxed in Chen Nian's words, and also noticed his recent anxiety , Try to put the words in a good direction, "Besides, the little guy's cake must have ten layers of cream, it will kill me."

"Do you know why Dongdong only likes you a little bit? You have a problem with your attitude. What's wrong with our cakes made by Dongdong!"

"It's not bad. Besides, Dongdong may like me more than a little bit. Look, he hasn't even made you a birthday cake."

Alpha's voice came over cheaply, and Chen Nian was so angry that he could hardly hold back his voice: "That's because my birthday will be a long time away!"

"Okay, okay, so this first chance is left to you."

"Hmph, that's just like a human saying."

Omega finally looked better, and after hanging up the phone, he was about to go downstairs when he ran into Wen Hansan who came to look for him.

"Mr. Chen, I was just looking for you." Wen Hansan pointed to a piece of cream on the hem of the other party's clothes, "It looks like you have done a lot."

"Oh," Chen Nian sighed, and kept wiping the area like a daze, "Dongdong accidentally knocked off the whole cake just now, Doctor Wen, is there really nothing wrong with his eyes?"

"There is no big problem, but the impact is definitely not small. After all, the injury is not serious, and he can't see clearly in one eye now, so it is easy to put all the burden on the right eye, and it will also cause damage to the right eye. You should pay more attention to it at ordinary times. Some."

"Is that so..."

"I came to you just to talk about this matter. Recently, my friend contacted an expert in this field in country B. There may be hope of recovery. It is difficult to completely recover, but at least to the extent that it does not affect normal life—" Chen Nian The expression just got better, Wen Hansan changed the subject and poured a bucket of cold water, "But the premise is that the state of pheromone and emotion can be stabilized, and it must not be like his current state."

"……Too."

Chen Nian glanced at the child who was feeding a few free-range rabbits in the small garden. In the first few days, he was afraid of those little furry things, but now he can hug and play alone.

——In fact, Dongdong has tried very hard not to worry everyone, but he can't control his physical problems. He won't talk for a long time or even a whole day when he makes a fuss. He walks alone with the little rabbits in the small garden. Chen Nian sometimes even wondered if he had gone to talk to the rabbit, and even stayed secretly.

"So does Dongdong have any friends? I think his peers may make him a little more willing to talk."

friend.

The first name that popped into Chen Nian's mind was Fang Qiusheng.

It's ridiculous to say that three months ago, he was still grateful for the existence of Fang Qiusheng, and today, three months later, he wished that this person had never appeared in his son's life.

When Cang Jingxing told him about this that day, he still didn't believe it. He always felt that if Fang Qiusheng messed up again, at least Dongdong would still listen to him, but when he seemed to mention this incident unintentionally, the child's expression instantly betrayed himself.

"Mom, I will be obedient in the future, don't be angry, I will be obedient in the future."

Cang Erdong couldn't figure out what the two of them were angry at all. He hugged his waist while crying and refused to let go, and didn't say a word about whether Fang Qiusheng forced him, but kept promises that he would be obedient in the future. Hormone index Once again exceeded the mark.

In fact, the object of Chen Nian's anger is not Cang Erdong at all, at least not because of disobedience.

He was angry with himself, this happened in his own home, at a place separated from them by a door, and they didn't know it, they entrusted their son to a child who had a special affection for him since he was a child; he was angry with Fang Qiusheng , Before Cang Erdong could fully understand these behaviors, he tricked people into bed, did not leave him a choice, and wanted to control his life.

He was also angry that Dongdong felt that no matter what happened, the problem was with him.

In the past three months, he discovered that Cang Erdong really didn't have any acquaintances. The whole family stayed together, and the mobile phone didn't ring once.

Just like when he is standing upstairs and looking down, the child is squatting in the shadow of the sun, lonely and humble to the point of terror, but he was unaware of it.

"Mr. Chen?"

Wen Hansan's voice brought back Chen Nian's thoughts, Omega shuddered, smiled at Wen Hansan, and said nothing.

"In short, my suggestion is to let him talk to people a little more, which will help him stabilize the pheromone level."

"Okay, country B will also trouble Dr. Wen to pay attention."

"No problem, then I'll go down first."

"okay."

Chen Nian went back to the room to pack up the leftover materials. There were still eggs and flour, and there was still time to do some small calculations, but he stacked the pots and bowls aside, and he didn't even have the strength to raise his hands.

Before he could sit down completely, Cang Erdong came in: "Mom, Alan has come to see me."

Alan carried a suitcase with big bags and small bags in his hands. He probably rushed over just after getting off the plane, and greeted him with his big white teeth: "Hi, Mommy Dongdong, I wanted to come and see Dongdong sooner." , but I really can’t get away from being a teaching supporter during the summer vacation, and I didn’t have time until these two days.”

"It's all right, it's great if you can come and see Dongdong." Chen Nian, a carp, stood up and ran to take the luggage in Alan's hand, "Is there a place to live? Is your father coming with you?"

"It's okay, I booked a hotel, my dad is still in a lawsuit, and he doesn't know which wife he is."

"Oh, so is Ethan," Chen Nian patted Alan on the shoulder to express comfort, and then asked for the address of the hotel, "Then I'll help you put your luggage in the car first, and you and Dongdong can chat first!"

"Let me do it."

"It's okay, you guys talk, I'll come!"

Chen Nian disappeared into the corridor like the wind pushing his suitcase. Alan was a little surprised by the other party's excitement, but he didn't ask any further questions, and followed Cang Erdong into the lounge.

"So many tools."

"Well, Dr. Wen said that you can't just sit around all day, you have to find something to do."

"Does Dongdong like to make desserts? I can teach you."

"Mom taught me, and my mother is very good." Cang Erdong paused after finishing speaking, and realized that he had answered the wrong question again, so he added the second half of the sentence, "Oh, I like it, and Alan's cooking is also delicious."

"Dongdong must be very powerful, what did you do today?"

"I made it today, I made it..." Cang Erdong turned the basin in his hand, and replied a little dejectedly, "I accidentally knocked it off, so I made a birthday cake for Dad."

"This idea is very good, don't be discouraged, let's make another one."

No one reminded him, Cang Erdong kept rubbing his left eye, feeling very uncomfortable: "But Dad is coming soon, it's all my fault."

"It's okay, it takes time to eat, and there are still several hours to count. I'll teach you how to make a quick one. Besides, I didn't bring a present for Mr. Cang's birthday, so making a cake with you is a kindness."

Cang Erdong stopped rubbing his eyes, and blinked at Alan. Beta spoke to him in a tone like coaxing a child, and lowered his gaze to be at his level, and when he smiled, he was extraordinarily sincere.

Unlike Shengsheng, who always smiles fake and is full of bad ideas.

Cang Erdong nodded, tangled between his apron and mother's apron, finally chose to give his apron to Alan, and started to make the cake again under the guidance of the other party, and chatted a few words in the process of preparing the materials .

"I heard that Dongdong split?"

"Well, it smells bad, I don't like it."

"What is the taste?"

"Coffee, the bitter kind."

"Does coffee smell bad? There was a coffee plant next to the farm where I lived when I was young, and everyone was very willing to help when I was young."

"Are there any rabbits on the farm?"

"Yes, there are hares, lambs, cows, and pigs. Do you want to see them? Do you want to travel to country B?"

"Ask mom if she agrees."

"I'm just going to take the answer as 'yes'."

Cang Erdong didn't speak, but the big farm was still very attractive to him, so he nodded silently.Chen Nian and Cang Jingxing actually came back a long time ago, hiding behind the door and eavesdropping vigorously.

"That's right, Doctor Wen told me today that there is a doctor in country B who can perform eye surgery on Dongdong."

"You are not allowed to go." Cang Jingxing squeezed the back of Chen Nian's neck to make him look at him.

"But……"

"If you say you are not allowed to go, you are not allowed to go. You didn't scare me to death when you went abroad last time."

Chen Nian's health has not been very good. The last time he went abroad to attend the wedding of Ethan's unknown wife, he stayed in the hospital for a week and didn't even see who the bride was.

"If I don't go, can Dongdong obediently go there for surgery?"

"His illness is much better, don't worry about it, besides, there is still Ethan over there."

"He's pretty reliable when traveling, don't mention him when you bring children."

"Then count Alan, Alan must be more reliable than him."

"I see no one is reliable now."

Cang Jingxing sighed, and hugged Omega into his arms: "The most important thing is to look at Dongdong himself, all we can do is to support him as best we can."

Chen Nian was silent for a while in Alpha's arms, nodded, and waited for a while before going in and calling the two children out for dinner.

I found a nearby restaurant, which was a welcome for Alan. During the dinner, I didn’t mention birthdays. I just chatted casually, asked about the teaching experience, old friends’ recent situation, and chatted about gossip.

Because of his parents, Alan is not considered an obedient child in the traditional sense, but thanks to his reliable grandparents and being the only child of a rambunctious son, he has worked hard on education. Beta's speech and behavior are very decent, and he walks well It is much more common, knows everything, and loves baking as much as Chen Nian, and will not be cold when chatting.

When sending Alan back, Chen Nian kindly invited him to come back tomorrow, and if he had the opportunity, he could stroll around the hospital. Alan naturally agreed, and before leaving, he gave Cang Erdong a wink and got a serious nod, Chen Nian I was so happy that I almost bloomed a flower.

As soon as he returned to the hospital, Cang Erdong mysteriously pulled his father aside and whispered, "Dad, have you forgotten that I want to make you a birthday cake?"

Cang Jingxing just wanted to say no, but Cang Erdong covered his mouth exaggeratedly: "It's okay, it's okay if you forget, it's a surprise."

Cang Erdong obviously didn't come up with such a word-for-word sentence. Cang Jingxing didn't even know when Alan taught his son this kind of routine, but the feeling of deliberately making it was a bit funny and cute, and he almost couldn't hold back. laugh out loud.

Cang Erdong took out the cake that Alan made together from the refrigerator, and put a circle of lollipops on it as candles, and placed it squarely in front of Cang Jingxing: "Dad, happy birthday."

Cang Jingxing hugged his son, ignoring his struggle, and turned several times in the air before letting him go.The cake was so small that it could be eaten in three or two bites, but the three of them ate the small piece, boasting so much that they were so dull that Cang Erdong covered his ears and refused to listen.

"Thank you Dongdong, this is the happiest birthday for Dad."

Cang Jingxing tucked the quilt up for Cang Erdong, and couldn't help but kissed the child's forehead, which Cang Erdong wiped with disgust: "Good night, Dad, good night."

"Okay, have a good dream."

Alpha looked at his wife leaning on the door with her arms folded, almost turned three and a half times on her own body, and then flipped in front of her with a backflip. She resisted the urge to show off, couldn't help laughing, and closed the door noisily. Sudu scattered for a long time.

Cang Erdong was able to sleep alone now, Wen Hansan said that this would help him regulate his pheromones, but his sleep was not as deep as before, and he could wake up when the birds chirped twice in the morning.

It's long past the usual time to fall asleep, but Omega in the dark still didn't close his eyes, staring at the clock night light by the bed, clasped his fingers, and when the number jumped to 23:59, he quietly opened the drawer by the bed , took out the toffee inside.

He made the candy himself, neither did his mother find out, and neither did Alan. After making the cake twice, he got two and kept them here secretly.

After 0 o'clock, the hospital is near the suburbs, and there are no lights, except for the full moon, which is very clear and brings a few stars.

Cang Erdong knelt on the bed, put his palms together, closed his eyes, and said in a low voice as if reciting a mantra:

"I wish Shengsheng, happy birthday, dreams come true, and a long life."

He licked a couple of mouthfuls of candy, and was afraid of toothache, so he was reluctant to put it back in the drawer, and worried that someone would find out, so he took it out and hid it under the pillow.

Although the cake was made by him and Alan, Dad was obviously happier than he imagined. I wonder if Sheng Sheng would smile a little more realistically after eating the toffee he made.

In fact, he didn't quite understand why he wanted Fang Qiusheng to come and see him so much recently. He just took a look and talked, and he started to have his own plans. He always wanted to tell the other party that he wouldn't bother him.

But Fang Qiusheng didn't come, and he didn't even come back for the birthdays he always spent together. He was a little disappointed, but the sweet toffee under the pillow made him sleepy, and he fell asleep after a while.

In the dream, the four of them were sitting at the dining table at home, with a huge birthday cake in front of them. Fang Qiusheng's birthday was the day after Cang Jing's trip, so they always celebrated together for convenience.

The two birthday stars blew out the candles together, and the surroundings fell into darkness. He knew that the adults were kissing at this moment, but because of this, he couldn't see Fang Qiusheng interlocking his fingers under the table, A superficial kiss on the corner of his mouth.

And forbearance, and publicity.