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Fang Qiusheng can always dream of the sea recently, not at the seaside, but in the sea, diving deep under the vast ocean, seeing the boundless dark blue, icy cold, and a huge shadow in the center of his vision, he can't see clearly, want to Trying to swim over, but just sinking deeper and deeper.

Sea water poured into his limbs and bones, and darkness surrounded him. He subconsciously felt that it was his life-saving straw, but he couldn't lift his hand.

Fang Qiusheng opened his eyes suddenly, the sound of the water faded away, and turned into the weird clicking of the fan above his head.The hot summer wind blows in, not at all cool, but rather suffocating. Cang Erdong sits next to him, biting his lip and writing his homework, the hair on his forehead is sticky to his temples with sweat.

——Probably because it is really too hot in summer, and the air conditioner in this dormitory has not been refurbished, which makes him always dream about the sea.

The roommates were taking a nap, and they didn't know how they could sleep soundly in such weather, so he could only take a nap on the table like this at most.

Cang Erdong didn't notice that he woke up, he was still working hard on that question, it seemed that he had encountered some difficulty, his teeth were getting tighter and tighter, he stretched out his hand to pinch the other's lower lip, Cang Erdong loosened his teeth, Looking over, he mouthed "It's so hot, Shengsheng".

Fang Qiusheng took out a stack of used draft paper to fan him, Cang Erdong didn't do his homework at all, and just faced him with his eyes closed, the wind blew up his hair on his forehead, curling it up and down, Eyes closed defenselessly.

He reached out and stroked the corner of the other's eyes, Cang Erdong opened his eyes and looked at him suspiciously.

His Dongdong has a pair of extraordinarily beautiful eyes, hidden behind the thick bangs, the pupils are very light in color, and the pupils are very deep, they are always open ignorantly, but they hide unknown little thoughts.

Since when has he been indulging in those eyes?

Cang Erdong thought he was getting hot again without fanning, so he stretched out his hand to poke him, Fang Qiusheng took his hand, pulled him up, and walked to the door.

"Shengsheng." Cang Erdong called him softly, "We can't go out..."

"It's too hot, just today, I'll take you to eat ice cream."

He didn't stop walking while talking, no one could stop what Fang Qiusheng wanted to do, and the temptation of ice cream was indeed great, Cang Erdong looked back at the dormitory door - just today, just today.

Fang Qiusheng took him out of the dormitory from the back side, walked out from the side door of the school with ease, and even greeted the security guards. The nearest shopping mall to the school was only 10 minutes away, so he still picked up a bicycle and stepped on it. , motioning Cang Erdong to sit in the back seat.

"It's so hot, Shengsheng."

"Hold well."

Cang Erdong reluctantly wrapped his arms around Fang Qiusheng's waist, and put his head on his back. The other party kicked off and rushed out. He turned his head and looked through the fence to see that the dormitory building was getting smaller and smaller. An illusion of escape.

The wind blowing when the bicycle was moving forward was better than nothing, Alpha's back was covered with sweat, and Cang Erdong smelled a faint scent of milk again, so he sneaked into the opponent's pocket and took out a toffee from it.

"Winter."

"Shengsheng, just eat one, just one."

"We'll have ice cream later."

"Hum hum."

The person behind made a dissatisfied nasal sound, and the hand pressed the toffee and rolled it around on his thigh, touching sensitive places several times, Fang Qiusheng had nothing to do with him, and agreed: "Just one."

Cang Erdong's calves couldn't help but curl up. There were very few pedestrians on the road at noon. Fang Qiusheng rode his bicycle through the shady alley, and the breeze blew, and finally he felt a little cooler.

It's just that Fang Qiusheng was riding so fast that he couldn't help hugging him tighter and tighter. Toffee melted away unconsciously. He rubbed Alpha's T-shirt and screamed.

The voice was soft and soft, so that people almost lost their grip on the handlebars.

She didn't slow down until she almost encountered a pedestrian on the road, but at that time she was almost at the shopping mall, so Fang Qiusheng simply stopped the car by the side of the road and walked over with Cang Erdong.

"I'd like a strawberry flavor, and a, um, watermelon flavor, with maple syrup."

"Sweet to death."

Fang Qiusheng grabbed Cang Erdong's chubby little face, went to pay, and came over with a pink cone. Cang Erdong sat on a bench by the roadside, dangling his legs, sipping He licked it eagerly: "Shengsheng, don't you want to eat?"

Fang Qiusheng looked at Cang Erdong with a smile on her pink and tender tongue, and leaned down to swallow it. The tip of her tongue was icy cold, and it was so warm when it went down, it was almost fatal.

But Cang Erdong pushed him away.

"what happened?"

Fang Qiusheng's face darkened instantly, and he grabbed Cang Erdong's wrist to keep him from moving.

"Lu, there are many people on the road, Shengsheng." Cang Erdong looked away uncomfortably, the trees on the side of the road were sparsely planted, they finally found a place with shade, the sun was so bright that it was difficult to open their eyes, "Let's go back."

"Yes, it's almost time to go back."

When I went back, I also chose a small path. The low houses and trees on both sides of the alley completely blocked the harsh sunlight, and only a faint bit of sunlight came in, like mottled water.

Fang Qiusheng thought of the sea again.

He suddenly realized that he had never dreamed that he was walking on the beach, probably because they had never been to the beach.

Chen Nian and Cang Jingxing would take them on a trip every summer vacation, but as a convention, the sea has never been their choice.

"Does Dongdong want to go to the beach?"

"Huh?" Cang Erdong tilted his head to look at Fang Qiusheng, "I don't really think about it."

"why?"

"Because the sea is dangerous, have you forgotten?"

"Forgot what?"

"You almost drowned, Shengsheng."

Cang Erdong's hand tightened suddenly, but Fang Qiusheng didn't realize that the gurgling sound of the memory surged up again, making it difficult for him to breathe, and he stopped in his tracks.

Cang Erdong didn't eat ice cream anymore either, this was obviously not the way back to school, it was a dead end.He took his hand out of the opponent's hand and wiped Fang Qiusheng's sweat: "Are you okay, Shengsheng."

The external unit of the air conditioner was rumbling, dripping down a small puddle, and the ice cream in Cang Erdong's hand also slid down into a red liquid, like blood, with a taboo color.

The ice cream fell on the ground, Fang Qiusheng pushed him into the garbage dump, picked out two large cardboard boxes and covered them.

"Sheng Sheng..."

"Stay here, don't come to me, don't make a sound no matter what happens, you understand?"

Cang Erdong squatted behind the waste cardboard box, the waffle cone in his hand was smashed to pieces, he saw Fang Qiusheng turned and left from the crack, and a group of people met him.

The people who followed behind did not know when they came. By the time Fang Qiusheng realized that they had been driven into the trap, it was already too late. Someone on the other side had also cut off their retreat. It was not like he had never encountered such a thing. There was trouble at both ends of the day, but recently he stopped mixing with that group of people. For some reason, someone came to his door again. Besides, it was the first time he encountered such a scene—the person opposite was obviously older than him, and he even I don't know any of them, but I can tell from their expressions that they are not kind.

Fighting is still a big deal for him, but this time is different, this time he brought his Dongdong, he can't guarantee how much chance he will win in a one-on-one fight, and how likely he is to take Cang Erdong to retreat unscathed .

"A good dog doesn't get in the way, so what's the point."

Several people were silent and did not speak, and a figure behind him came late: "Fang Qiusheng, long time no see."

The man walked over with a cane. If the voice was not familiar, Fang Qiusheng would not have recognized him - the man's hair was very long and messy tied behind, making it difficult to see the appearance of his face, but it was winding all the way from the neck It can be speculated that the scars on his body will not look very good. The black coat covers most of his body, which looks a bit weird in this weather, but the fingernails on the exposed hands are missing three, and he is also limping when he walks.

"Ji Yan."

Fang Qiusheng's voice was squeezed out between his teeth, the man raised his head, brushed his hair up, a tattoo of a cross on his face, solemn and solemn.

"I'm so happy that you still recognize me."

"What do you want."

"It's okay. You said it was a coincidence. I went out shopping today and met you. Do you think we are particularly destined?"

Fang Qiusheng didn't speak. The appearance of Ji Yan made him feel like he was falling into madness and out of control. He remembered that dream again. At this moment, he seemed to be in the sea water, cold from head to toe, and he was in danger of drowning at any time.

"By the way, where did Dongdong go? I heard that you took him, and I owe him an apology. Brother Ji Yan shouldn't have taken him to that kind of place."

That claim seemed to ignite the fuse on his body. Fang Qiusheng punched the person closest to him, grabbed the stick in his hand, and greeted Ji Yan on the head. Unfortunately, Ji Yan was outnumbered, and Ji Yan was guarded by three or four people. He didn't even have a chance to get close.

"Don't be so impulsive, do you know the benefits of being that old perverted dog? No matter how he treats me, his little brother can only protect me like this." Ji Yan took a deep breath, "Ah, the long-lost freedom Air, isn't it Fang Qiusheng?"

Beta stared at him with a half-smile, and said each word with a pause: "I heard that you are going to do some big things recently."

"I|Fuck|You|Mom!"

Ji Yan's sharp laughter echoed in the alley, and there was a lot of sap sound outside, Cang Erdong didn't dare to go out to have a look, he could only pray for the other side to answer the phone quickly.

Fang Yu was taken aback when he saw the caller ID was "Dongdong", and then quickly picked it up.

"Godmother, Shengsheng is fighting with someone, someone is taking pictures, we are..."

"Where are you? Dongdong?"

There was a noisy sound from the opposite side, as if the mobile phone had dropped to the ground, and what Fang Yu heard again was a heart-piercing scream that could be heard so far away.

"Dongdong! Dongdong! Fuck!"

When Fang Qiusheng turned around, he was hit by a stick until he knelt on the ground, but he couldn't feel the pain anymore, and all other senses seemed to be deprived, only vision remained.

——His Dongdong was lying on the ground with his eyes covered, blood gushed out from between his fingers, and formed a small sea of ​​blood on the ground.

He finally remembered the sea.

He quarreled with his mother again and ran to the beach. His Dongdong followed him with a cone and a flashlight, telling him from time to time, let's go home.

He turned around to refute, but a huge wave hit him, and he saw the pink ice cream cone fall to the ground, and the other party cried out the same two words as now.

Sheng Sheng.

He was calling his name, but he and him were separated by the ocean, and they couldn't reach each other.