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"Where did you two go?"

The moment Cang Erdong heard the voice, his blood was going cold, he froze there and didn't know what to do, but Fang Qiusheng calmly carried him up the last step, looking at his mother calmly.

Fang Yu was wearing thick home clothes, leaning against the wall, watching the two children sneaking up the stairs, but the thickness of the clothes made it difficult for him to bend his arms, and he lost his usual sense of seriousness.

"Go set off the fireworks."

"Who taught you to lie to your parents without changing your face or beating your heart?"

"Just to set off fireworks."

Fang Qiusheng answered lazily, he didn't even want to look up at his mother, he played with Cang Erdong's hand, squeezed his fingers, and then rubbed his palm.

Cang Erdong can't be as fearless as he is. He always keeps Fang Yu at a respectful distance. This person he calls "godmother" is not so close to him. The other party is not as strong as an Omega. At least, Cang Erdong has always held the attitude of hiding when he can, but now he is confronted head-on, and his calves are trembling in panic.

What's more, the two of them did absurd things behind their backs. Standing under the light in the corridor, he felt that it was like an incandescent lamp when interrogating prisoners, illuminating him without a shadow to hide.

Fang Yu frowned and looked at his son. When he and him had hardly any good words, they always clashed without saying a word, which gave him a headache.

In fact, he has already gone to bed today. It is rare to have a decent vacation. He wished he could stay in bed 24 hours a day, but when he got up to drink water at night, he saw his two children coming back.

——Fang Qiusheng walked very slowly with Cang Erdong on his back, Cang Erdong's head was pressed against his ear, the two of them seemed to be talking about something, Fang Qiusheng would stop and smile, and then turn his head to kiss Cang Erdong.

At that moment, he could feel his heart pounding against his chest.

He couldn't explain this feeling, it was so familiar that he almost smashed the water glass in his hand, and it was so unfamiliar that he didn't dare to breathe out, he held his breath watching the two enter the corridor, and kept opening the door to go out to block the two of them. the door.

But standing on a high place and looking down at his son, he felt helpless.

"Dongdong," Fang Yu slowed down his tone, but Cang Erdong was still shocked when he heard the sound, "Where did Fang Qiusheng take you?"

Cang Erdong didn't speak, he lowered his head, not daring to get too close to Fang Qiusheng, but the two held hands.

Fang Qiusheng straightened his hair: "Dongdong, tell your godmother what we did. You should look at each other when you talk, it's polite."

"...Set off fireworks, godmother."

Cang Erdong raised his head and looked at Fang Yu timidly, his voice was so low that he couldn't hear it clearly, but the surrounding was too quiet for Fang Yu to hear it.

Omega pursed his lips, assessing the possibility of Cang Erdong lying, and sighed after a long while: "Okay, since you're back, let's rest earlier."

Cang Erdong nodded like a chick pecking rice, Fang Qiusheng scratched his chin, looked at his mother with a smile: "Good night, mother."

Fang Yu just wanted to turn around, but paused again: "You...don't you go home and sleep?"

"No," Fang Qiusheng took out the key, and his movements were smooth and smooth, so light that he didn't even make the sound of the keys hitting each other. "I'm used to sleeping, and accept the bed."

"...Well then, good night."

Before Fang Yu could finish his sentence, the two children entered the room, and the door was quietly closed in front of him, without even giving him a chance to react.

He stood in the dark, the lights in the corridor were off, and he didn't move away.

"Shengsheng, don't you like godmother?"

"Huh?" Fang Qiusheng took off his shoes for him, held his feet, without looking up, and replied casually, "Why do you ask this?"

Cang Erdong shut up knowingly, he could feel that Fang Qiusheng didn't want to talk about this topic, and at the same time he was confused by the other party's behavior.

Fang Qiusheng always had all kinds of unreasonable conflicts with her godmother, for example, the two would have an unpleasant fight over whether to drink milk or soy milk in the morning, would quarrel because they did not answer the phone when they were away from home, and would have a cold war over the choice of shopping .

They always quarreled over trivial matters, which almost didn't exist for Cang Erdong. He would obey his mother unconditionally and try his best to get her approval.

But he never felt that Fang Yu was an incompetent mother. On the contrary, he was much more sensitive than Chen Nian in dealing with their problems.

It was a summer in junior high school. Fang Qiusheng was selected to participate in the Olympiad again, and he was able to have a few days to catch his breath, but he no longer played with others like before. After class, he just sat quietly in his seat. Just go home immediately.

"Winter."

Xiao Fang Qiusheng was sitting on the suitcase, waiting at an intersection on the way home, and skillfully took Xiao Cang Erdong's schoolbag and put it on the suitcase, "Go home after school, so good."

Xiao Cang Erdong stared at him blankly, took a moment to understand the situation, and said hesitantly: "Shengsheng, haven't you... gone to the training camp?"

"I don't want to go," Fang Qiusheng pulled him into the shade, kissed him with his face covered by the branches and leaves, "I didn't have the heart to think about it anyway, so I ran out."

"You, you can't do this."

"Why, don't Dongdong miss me?"

"No, no, you," Xiao Cang Erdong frowned, "Godmother will be angry, you do this."

"Whatever he is."

"You—did you quarrel with your godmother?"

"No."

Fang Qiusheng hugged him into his arms, the T-shirt was very thin, his waist was easily softened by the wandering hands, he couldn't help humming, sweat quickly covered his back, it was wet and hot.

He thought of the big steamer in Journey to the West, Fang Qiusheng was the 81 disaster on the road, and he was about to be steamed, boiled and fried, but unfortunately he didn't have any disciples to rescue him.

"I just don't want to leave the cocklebur."

Fang Qiusheng was in his ear, talking while laughing, licking his earlobe, and could hear the sound of sticky water.

"Then, are you not participating in the competition? Have you told your godmother?"

Xiao Cang Erdong tried his best to clear his head and not fall into the opponent's trap.

"No." Fang Qiusheng laughed even harder, "So I have nowhere to go now, what should I do, Dongdong."

"Shengsheng, you can't..."

Xiao Fang Qiusheng's eyes were covered with dust, and he looked at him with a half-smile.

Xiao Cang Erdong swallowed, and held the other's hand obediently: "Then, let's go home first."

That night he and Xiao Fang Qiusheng went home together, doing their homework together, brushing their teeth and washing their face, and sleeping together as usual, but the other party didn't step out of the bedroom, and Xiao Cang Erdong secretly went to the kitchen to get food without telling his parents.

"Dongdong?"

When the godmother's voice sounded behind him, Xiao Cang Erdong almost threw the things in his hand into the trash can. Fortunately, this kind of reaction was normal for the godmother. He walked in to make coffee, and his tone was as slow as possible. talk to him.

"Scared you?"

"No, no, godmother is on vacation today?"

The godmother added powder to the coffee machine, and the strong coffee smell came: "Well, there just happened to be an event in this city, and your godfather was asked to work alone. Didn't you have enough for dinner?"

"Uh-huh."

Xiao Cang Erdong couldn't help blinking, fiddled around and was ready to go out.

"Winter."

The moment he stepped out of the kitchen, his godmother stopped him, and Xiao Cang Erdong tried to make his expression more natural: "What's wrong?"

The godmother stirred the coffee, and the spoon hit the side of the cup, making a jingling sound: "It's okay, it's just that you are so nervous, and I don't eat people."

He came over, squatted down, looked at him, and touched his head: "Don't be so afraid."

Xiao Cang Erdong seldom looked at his godmother so closely. The other party wore glasses like him, but added a sense of wisdom, and the cold light seemed to penetrate his heart.

Looking at the back of the person leaving, he stumbled upstairs, spread the food in front of Fang Qiusheng, and pinched Alpha's cuff.

"Shengsheng, Shengsheng, you can't do this, the godmother will find out, and he will be angry, can you go to the competition?"

Xiao Fang Qiusheng gnawed on the bread and looked at him playfully: "I don't care, I just want to stay with you."

Xiao Cang Erdong still had the smell of coffee in his nostrils. He lowered his head in silence for a while, and finally raised his head: "I'll go, I'll accompany you."

"Okay," Xiao Fang Qiusheng smiled like a child, holding his face, "What should I do, Dongdong, I'm so happy, I'm going crazy."

He threw the food, flung him into the bed, played with his body in new ways he had recently discovered, left marks on him.

Xiao Cang Erdong looked up at the yellow indoor light, and at some point, the little moth that flew in fluttered its wings and flew towards the brightest place.

Early the next morning, Xiao Fang Qiusheng secretly sent a text message asking for leave to the head teacher with an old cell phone and deleted it. The two of them went out early and took the first bus out of the city, which was cheap and did not require an ID card.

The car was full of tired people of all kinds, and the gray morning seemed to have faded everything. Xiao Cang Erdong nestled in Xiao Fang Qiusheng's arms, counting the trees outside.

"Sleep for a while, I will wake you up when we arrive."

"Ah."

Xiao Fang Qiusheng covered his eyes with his hands, and twirled his thumbs lightly.

The aunt in front turned around several times, and every time she wanted to say something, she hesitated.

Before falling asleep, Xiao Cang Erdong was thinking about how Sheng Sheng would answer if his aunt asked her a question.

—Whether to run away or elope, in short, it is unlikely to be an honest and plain answer.

But he didn't sleep for a long time. The biological clock is one aspect, and the unfriendly conditions in the car accounted for more. Halfway through the drive, the driver turned off the air conditioner. The effect of opening the windows was not great. And an unpleasant sweaty smell.

Xiao Cang Erdong fidgeted in Xiao Fang Qiusheng's arms, pouted and refused to drink the water he handed over to express his dissatisfaction.

Xiao Fang Qiusheng stretched out his hand to open the window wider, and with the help of his arm, he forcefully poured water into his mouth. Water drops slipped from the corner of his mouth, and Xiao Fang Qiusheng wiped it away with his hand.

"Hey, bear with me any more, we'll be there, and take a better seat when we go back."

"Why are you disobedient, why are you so bad."

Xiao Fang Qiusheng was also sweating from the heat, and he was an Alpha, so he was more sensitive to smells, but he just let the sweat drip and fanned him with a magazine that he didn't know where.

He remembered that the wind suddenly picked up, bringing a bit of coolness and noise. He saw Xiao Fang Qiusheng's mouth opening and closing, but he couldn't remember what the other party was saying.

Later, he slept in Xiao Fang Qiusheng's training room all morning. In the afternoon, Xiao Fang Qiusheng took him to go shopping again. He didn't waste money, just playing with all kinds of novelties, and finally bought a bunch of candied haws. Teeth are red from eating.

The training team had to wait until the results were released tomorrow, so Alpha and the teacher asked for leave to go back on the grounds that their parents were coming to pick them up.

At any rate, the car in the afternoon was air-conditioned. I watched an endless comedy on the TV at the front of the car. I couldn’t remember the details. Some parts were a bit funny. He leaned on Xiao Fang Qiusheng’s shoulder, It's pretty serious.

When the two returned home, they planned to repeat the old trick, but they bumped into Fang Yu who was going downstairs.

"Why are you back? Where's the training camp?"

"It's over early."

"Why didn't I receive the message?"

"If you don't receive it, you don't receive it. You are so busy, you should not receive one or two."

"Fang Qiusheng, speak well."

Xiao Fang Qiusheng just stood there without saying a word, not even looking at Fang Yu.

Fang Yu came over, his glasses behind the lenses were slightly squinted: "Where's your suitcase?"

Xiao Cang Erdong felt like his heart was going to jump out of his throat. The cup of coffee Fang Yu was holding was probably freshly brewed, and the strong smell was getting closer and closer, making his fingers turn white from clenched hands.

"Winter."

Xiao Cang Erdong raised his head and looked at Fang Yu in response. The godmother had no special care for him, so she pushed her glasses and asked in a deep voice, "Is Fang Qiusheng telling the truth?"

He licked his chapped lips, the sun set late in summer, and it was still scorching hot, everything was exposed to the sun.

Xiao Cang Erdong nodded, and replied: "Yes."

The godmother pushed her glasses again, she didn't say a word, she just looked between the two of them, when Chen Nian poked his head out from the window on the first floor: "Dongdong and Shengsheng are back, the new cake just happened to be ready Come up and try the taste!"

"Come on mom!"

Xiao Cang Erdong and his godmother waved, followed Xiao Fang Qiusheng upstairs, his palms were full of sweat, and when he entered the door, he was blown cold by the air conditioner.

I don't know if it's because of the coffee made by his godmother just now, Xiao Cang Erdong always feels that he can still smell a strong bitter taste.

In fact, at that time, he could say "I don't know" and put aside his relationship, and the godmother wouldn't embarrass him.

But why would you lie?Because of the rebellious period?Or was it because he unconsciously regarded that journey as an escape and regarded himself as Fang Qiusheng's accomplice?

Cang Erdong and Fang Qiusheng walked through the living room and walked up the steps, Cang Erdong smelled a faint smell of coffee again.

That is the peculiar taste of lies.

Fang Yu sighed outside the door, and was about to go back, but bumped into a warm chest.

"I fell asleep and found out that my wife had run away. It scared me."

Qiu Sinian stood on the steps one step higher than him, smiling facelessly, and was about to hug him with his arms outstretched.

Fang Yu opened his hand and walked back quickly, but was blocked by Alpha at the entrance: "Honey, our son has a relatively long rebellious period, it will be fine after a while, don't be fooled by that The little brat is angry."

"That's not what I'm worried about."

"Then what are you worried about?"

Fang Yu took off his glasses and rubbed the bridge of his nose.

He had this feeling from a long time ago, the two of them were as close as a fortress, refusing anyone to approach, keeping silent about what the two of them were doing behind the fortress, and any temptation they made was regarded as It's offensive.

He was helpless about his inability to get close, worried about the consequences of such a relationship, and dreading the moment when such a copper wall would collapse.

And this feeling, no one shared with him, made him feel unfounded.