marry an old man after wearing a book
Chapter 49 Fear
Si Yun, who was watching, probably also understood that this was presenting an unwritten plot in the original novel. Seeing this scene, he didn't know what to say.
Is Si Yun wrong?Human nature is nothing more than human nature. At the beginning of Taoism in ancient books, human nature was originally good, but is it really good?When you are born and enter a strange world, you have to cry, that is because of fear, because of fear, so be on guard.
Now it is popular to keep cats and suck cats. They all think that cats are cute, but the more important reason is that they are weak. Because they are weak, they have almost no resistance in human hands. People who raise them don’t have to worry about when they will be hurt. , Absolute suppression of the value of force will bring people a sense of security and satisfaction, otherwise why can tigers, which are also cats, only make people feel scared?
Therefore, when Sheng Yinian had the motivation and ability to harm his children, he couldn't be completely at ease. Such guarding even surpassed his liking for Sheng Yinian.
He likes this man, but he also loves his child. When the two are in conflict, he will unconsciously block these information from himself, suppress them in his heart, and pretend not to know.
But in fact, it is in the bottom of my heart, as long as you think about it, you will find that Si Yun is just a coward, resisting those things that are not beautiful, and only hope that she has the best of both worlds and everything.
There is no solution to this problem for a while, maybe only as time goes by, Sheng Yinian proves his sincerity with actions, and Si Yun will slowly relieve his defenses.
But how can Sheng Yinian be reconciled?
Even though he is established, he is just a novice when it comes to love and knows nothing. Most of his passion and enthusiasm have been spent in this long daily life. He is just an ordinary person, and he is tired of working every day. I thought my home was a gentle town, but I still have to face this natural guard, I am too tired to bear it, and I gradually don't want to stick my hot face to my cold ass.
But every time he looked at Si Yun's cautious eyes for fear of his displeasure, he couldn't even vent his anger, his heart was only powerless, but he couldn't help being soft-hearted towards those eyes.
In fact, Si Yun is pretty good, of course, the premise is that the child is not mentioned.
Sheng Yinian couldn't get angry at Si Yun, let alone vent his anger at a child who didn't understand anything. With this awkwardness, he became more and more depressed, and gradually his heart became cold.
People can't hold it back, no matter what it is, they need to vent, holding it in for a long time will always lead to problems, Sheng Yinian didn't want his emotions to hurt those two, so he gradually distanced himself.
In the end, it is unwilling and difficult to calm down.
He was thinking every day, when would Si Yun really care about him honestly?Or between him and the child, choose him once.
He also has a heart, and there is no shortage of human emotions and desires. In the past, it was just people who didn't let him arouse them, but now they have them, but they are negative.
Faced with his day-by-day indifference, Si Yun couldn't figure out the way out, only thinking that he cared about the child's origin, the deeper the guard in his heart, the vicious circle continued, and the relationship between the two finally became more and more rigid.
Si Yun was so stiff that she couldn't even maintain her superficial calm.
He asked, quarreled, cried, and quarreled, but he was still helpless, because he didn't even touch the door, so how could he unlock it.
The child is growing up day by day, and it doesn't feel good to be sandwiched between the two, so he has developed a quiet and even timid temperament.
In all fairness, Sheng Yinian did not treat that child badly, he never treated him badly in terms of food, clothing, housing and transportation, and even when facing this child, his face was a little gentler than usual.
It's just that they are not very close, and the rare daily talk is already a rare warmth.
Whether adults treat children well or not can be seen from the children's attitude towards each other. They are very sensitive little actions, and can easily feel the kindness and malice of others.
Jin Nian really wanted to get close to Sheng Yinian, and whenever he came home, he would go up to him and call Sheng Yinian "Daddy".
Sheng Yinian would always have a few words with him, but after all, he had a knot in his heart, and he didn't want to invest too much in his feelings.
This oppressive and weird atmosphere didn't stop until Jin Nian became ill.
Si Yun fell into self-blame for her negligence and complained about Sheng Yinian, and wanted to completely cut off the connection between the two, and stop entanglement.
At this time, Sheng Yinian was at his wits' end. He just came out of the hospital and looked at the investigation materials in his hand, feeling terrified!
"Are you sure... She really did these things?" His tone was full of disbelief.
The assistant was also obviously frightened, his face was pale, and cold sweat broke out on his forehead.
"It's absolutely true. If I hadn't heard it with my own ears, I wouldn't believe it!" The assistant said with lingering fear: "I went to the hospital that day to find out, but I heard what the woman said outside the ward, and Mr. Si lay motionless. On the bed, her eyes were so wide open that she couldn't even speak, the woman was still laughing, do you know that?! It's too scary!"
"If you don't believe me, you can go there yourself. You can definitely hear it. She whispers in Mr. Si's ear every day. I heard it two days after I went there." The assistant said.
Sheng Yinian still couldn't believe it, so he decided to go there himself.
It has been several months since Si Xia's car accident, and he has been paralyzed in bed and unable to move for several months. Sheng Yinian accompanied Si Yun to meet her before, and at that time the woman surnamed Jian was still obediently peeling fruit, Can't see anything abnormal at all.
Just thinking about it now, something was really wrong, she was too calm.
If an ordinary woman saw her husband being paralyzed, she would have shed tears of grief or broke up altogether, but she was still leisurely peeling apples that the patient could not eat at all!
This matter was dangerous, and Si Yun was busy taking care of Jinnian in the hospital recently, so he didn't tell the other party, no matter what happened, he had to be sure before talking about it.
In the hospital ward, a woman with an enchanting appearance slowly opened the door with a bag and walked in, "I bought braised chicken and rice. You like it very much. Although I can't eat it now, I can help you!"
Her smile is very sweet, but with a strange air of coldness!
The man on the hospital bed, who only showed a pair of eyes, half a face and a mouth, looked at her with extremely complicated eyes, filled with hatred, regret, and heartache... But in the end, the one at the front accounted for the most.
His throat was hoarse, and he couldn't speak at all. He could only stare at the woman in front of him with eyes full of hatred, as if he could stab her to death!
However, the woman is still leisurely, and it seems that the smile on her face is getting stronger.
"What's the matter? Don't you like it? Then I'll change it to something else next time." She smiled softly, reaching out to touch the half of the other's face, "You have to be obedient, don't be so ignorant of your father who tried to occupy you , if I 'miss' again, I don't know if you can have the good luck of your father, just push it and go to see God, which saves me a lot of trouble."
Si Xia's canthus on the bed were about to split, and the anxious eyes seemed to want to drink the blood and eat the flesh of the person in front of him!
The woman looked at him and sighed pretentiously, "Oh, who made you disobedient? Didn't you promise to be my vassal before? Why do you still have to get involved with other people and things? As long as you live, you will be The day is mine, no one can have anything to do with you anymore, and you can only hold a me in your heart, oh no, it should be said, your whole person, from hair to toenails, from soul to body, from now on It's all mine."
"Don't worry, I'll take care of you every day. I'll take care of my father and brother!" The woman smiled innocently, but the person on the bed had ashen fear in their eyes.
Sheng Yinian outside the door was trembling all over, only felt that the man's laughter was chilling, terrified and angry, they fought with each other, and refused to gain the upper hand.
He hurried away with slightly messy steps, but he was already thinking of a solution in his heart.
If Si Fu and Si Xia's accidents were not accidents, but man-made, then there must be traces left, and he still has to find evidence first, so that he can catch them all.
It's just that these things still have to be done quietly. If Si Yun finds out, his face that can't hide things will definitely be revealed.
Thinking of Si Yun, Sheng Yinian was stunned again, and after a long time, he closed his eyes and wiped his face, and thought with a wry smile, that person doesn't even want to see him now, and even if he does, he ignores him like air , Why should he think too much about whether he will reveal his secrets and be known by the other party.
After all, it was superfluous for Si Yun to even look at him.
For Si Yun, it was indeed no different from usual. When he stepped out of the ward, he saw Sheng Yinian walking towards here. He paused, and then left with him.
Since Jinnian was hospitalized, they almost took turns to take care of him. As long as Sheng Yinian was around, Si Yun would never go in, and vice versa.
Looking at the back of the other party leaving, he felt that the figure was getting thinner and thinner. Sheng Yinian felt uncomfortable, but there was no one to talk about, so he could only hold it in his heart silently.
Pushing open the door of the ward, the child was not asleep, his illness made him look very bad, his face was as white as paper, with no blood at all.
Even though he felt a little uncomfortable with the child, Sheng Yinian felt distressed when he saw this appearance.
It's just that he endured it for so long that he even forgot how to express his emotions. Even if he wanted to express something, his facial muscles no longer listened to him.
Seeing him coming, the child showed a weak smile, "Daddy!"
"Yeah." Sheng Yinian stood in front of the bed and looked at him quietly, "Would you like some water?"
"Drink it." The little guy said with a smile, "Father fed it."
Now Sheng Yinian didn't know what to say, he was always at a loss in front of this child, because he didn't know how to treat him.
"Want some fruit?"
The little guy shook his head.
"Daddy, tell me about Dad!" he said.
But Sheng Yinian talked for a while, let alone knowing what to say, for a long while, "What do you want to hear?"
"Do you like Dad?" He was less than three years old, but he looked more mature than five years old. Maybe it was the living environment that made him a sensitive and precocious child.
Sheng Yinian paused, but still nodded, "I like it." Ever since he realized this, he never denied it.
"Will Daddy protect Daddy? If I'm gone, Daddy will be alone." There's no need to think about it, the child's closest relative is of course Si Yun. He knows about illness and death, and maybe he still doesn't fully understand it. But also vaguely understand the meaning.
To be dead is to be gone, to be gone.
He doesn't want Si Yun to be alone. Of course, he also hopes that Daddy and Dad can be well.
Sheng Yinian looked at him deeply, and slightly hooked his lips, "Okay."
The kid had a great laugh.
After a while, he looked at Sheng Yinian seriously, and asked the last question, "Daddy, whose child am I?"
Sheng Yinian was taken aback.
Is Si Yun wrong?Human nature is nothing more than human nature. At the beginning of Taoism in ancient books, human nature was originally good, but is it really good?When you are born and enter a strange world, you have to cry, that is because of fear, because of fear, so be on guard.
Now it is popular to keep cats and suck cats. They all think that cats are cute, but the more important reason is that they are weak. Because they are weak, they have almost no resistance in human hands. People who raise them don’t have to worry about when they will be hurt. , Absolute suppression of the value of force will bring people a sense of security and satisfaction, otherwise why can tigers, which are also cats, only make people feel scared?
Therefore, when Sheng Yinian had the motivation and ability to harm his children, he couldn't be completely at ease. Such guarding even surpassed his liking for Sheng Yinian.
He likes this man, but he also loves his child. When the two are in conflict, he will unconsciously block these information from himself, suppress them in his heart, and pretend not to know.
But in fact, it is in the bottom of my heart, as long as you think about it, you will find that Si Yun is just a coward, resisting those things that are not beautiful, and only hope that she has the best of both worlds and everything.
There is no solution to this problem for a while, maybe only as time goes by, Sheng Yinian proves his sincerity with actions, and Si Yun will slowly relieve his defenses.
But how can Sheng Yinian be reconciled?
Even though he is established, he is just a novice when it comes to love and knows nothing. Most of his passion and enthusiasm have been spent in this long daily life. He is just an ordinary person, and he is tired of working every day. I thought my home was a gentle town, but I still have to face this natural guard, I am too tired to bear it, and I gradually don't want to stick my hot face to my cold ass.
But every time he looked at Si Yun's cautious eyes for fear of his displeasure, he couldn't even vent his anger, his heart was only powerless, but he couldn't help being soft-hearted towards those eyes.
In fact, Si Yun is pretty good, of course, the premise is that the child is not mentioned.
Sheng Yinian couldn't get angry at Si Yun, let alone vent his anger at a child who didn't understand anything. With this awkwardness, he became more and more depressed, and gradually his heart became cold.
People can't hold it back, no matter what it is, they need to vent, holding it in for a long time will always lead to problems, Sheng Yinian didn't want his emotions to hurt those two, so he gradually distanced himself.
In the end, it is unwilling and difficult to calm down.
He was thinking every day, when would Si Yun really care about him honestly?Or between him and the child, choose him once.
He also has a heart, and there is no shortage of human emotions and desires. In the past, it was just people who didn't let him arouse them, but now they have them, but they are negative.
Faced with his day-by-day indifference, Si Yun couldn't figure out the way out, only thinking that he cared about the child's origin, the deeper the guard in his heart, the vicious circle continued, and the relationship between the two finally became more and more rigid.
Si Yun was so stiff that she couldn't even maintain her superficial calm.
He asked, quarreled, cried, and quarreled, but he was still helpless, because he didn't even touch the door, so how could he unlock it.
The child is growing up day by day, and it doesn't feel good to be sandwiched between the two, so he has developed a quiet and even timid temperament.
In all fairness, Sheng Yinian did not treat that child badly, he never treated him badly in terms of food, clothing, housing and transportation, and even when facing this child, his face was a little gentler than usual.
It's just that they are not very close, and the rare daily talk is already a rare warmth.
Whether adults treat children well or not can be seen from the children's attitude towards each other. They are very sensitive little actions, and can easily feel the kindness and malice of others.
Jin Nian really wanted to get close to Sheng Yinian, and whenever he came home, he would go up to him and call Sheng Yinian "Daddy".
Sheng Yinian would always have a few words with him, but after all, he had a knot in his heart, and he didn't want to invest too much in his feelings.
This oppressive and weird atmosphere didn't stop until Jin Nian became ill.
Si Yun fell into self-blame for her negligence and complained about Sheng Yinian, and wanted to completely cut off the connection between the two, and stop entanglement.
At this time, Sheng Yinian was at his wits' end. He just came out of the hospital and looked at the investigation materials in his hand, feeling terrified!
"Are you sure... She really did these things?" His tone was full of disbelief.
The assistant was also obviously frightened, his face was pale, and cold sweat broke out on his forehead.
"It's absolutely true. If I hadn't heard it with my own ears, I wouldn't believe it!" The assistant said with lingering fear: "I went to the hospital that day to find out, but I heard what the woman said outside the ward, and Mr. Si lay motionless. On the bed, her eyes were so wide open that she couldn't even speak, the woman was still laughing, do you know that?! It's too scary!"
"If you don't believe me, you can go there yourself. You can definitely hear it. She whispers in Mr. Si's ear every day. I heard it two days after I went there." The assistant said.
Sheng Yinian still couldn't believe it, so he decided to go there himself.
It has been several months since Si Xia's car accident, and he has been paralyzed in bed and unable to move for several months. Sheng Yinian accompanied Si Yun to meet her before, and at that time the woman surnamed Jian was still obediently peeling fruit, Can't see anything abnormal at all.
Just thinking about it now, something was really wrong, she was too calm.
If an ordinary woman saw her husband being paralyzed, she would have shed tears of grief or broke up altogether, but she was still leisurely peeling apples that the patient could not eat at all!
This matter was dangerous, and Si Yun was busy taking care of Jinnian in the hospital recently, so he didn't tell the other party, no matter what happened, he had to be sure before talking about it.
In the hospital ward, a woman with an enchanting appearance slowly opened the door with a bag and walked in, "I bought braised chicken and rice. You like it very much. Although I can't eat it now, I can help you!"
Her smile is very sweet, but with a strange air of coldness!
The man on the hospital bed, who only showed a pair of eyes, half a face and a mouth, looked at her with extremely complicated eyes, filled with hatred, regret, and heartache... But in the end, the one at the front accounted for the most.
His throat was hoarse, and he couldn't speak at all. He could only stare at the woman in front of him with eyes full of hatred, as if he could stab her to death!
However, the woman is still leisurely, and it seems that the smile on her face is getting stronger.
"What's the matter? Don't you like it? Then I'll change it to something else next time." She smiled softly, reaching out to touch the half of the other's face, "You have to be obedient, don't be so ignorant of your father who tried to occupy you , if I 'miss' again, I don't know if you can have the good luck of your father, just push it and go to see God, which saves me a lot of trouble."
Si Xia's canthus on the bed were about to split, and the anxious eyes seemed to want to drink the blood and eat the flesh of the person in front of him!
The woman looked at him and sighed pretentiously, "Oh, who made you disobedient? Didn't you promise to be my vassal before? Why do you still have to get involved with other people and things? As long as you live, you will be The day is mine, no one can have anything to do with you anymore, and you can only hold a me in your heart, oh no, it should be said, your whole person, from hair to toenails, from soul to body, from now on It's all mine."
"Don't worry, I'll take care of you every day. I'll take care of my father and brother!" The woman smiled innocently, but the person on the bed had ashen fear in their eyes.
Sheng Yinian outside the door was trembling all over, only felt that the man's laughter was chilling, terrified and angry, they fought with each other, and refused to gain the upper hand.
He hurried away with slightly messy steps, but he was already thinking of a solution in his heart.
If Si Fu and Si Xia's accidents were not accidents, but man-made, then there must be traces left, and he still has to find evidence first, so that he can catch them all.
It's just that these things still have to be done quietly. If Si Yun finds out, his face that can't hide things will definitely be revealed.
Thinking of Si Yun, Sheng Yinian was stunned again, and after a long time, he closed his eyes and wiped his face, and thought with a wry smile, that person doesn't even want to see him now, and even if he does, he ignores him like air , Why should he think too much about whether he will reveal his secrets and be known by the other party.
After all, it was superfluous for Si Yun to even look at him.
For Si Yun, it was indeed no different from usual. When he stepped out of the ward, he saw Sheng Yinian walking towards here. He paused, and then left with him.
Since Jinnian was hospitalized, they almost took turns to take care of him. As long as Sheng Yinian was around, Si Yun would never go in, and vice versa.
Looking at the back of the other party leaving, he felt that the figure was getting thinner and thinner. Sheng Yinian felt uncomfortable, but there was no one to talk about, so he could only hold it in his heart silently.
Pushing open the door of the ward, the child was not asleep, his illness made him look very bad, his face was as white as paper, with no blood at all.
Even though he felt a little uncomfortable with the child, Sheng Yinian felt distressed when he saw this appearance.
It's just that he endured it for so long that he even forgot how to express his emotions. Even if he wanted to express something, his facial muscles no longer listened to him.
Seeing him coming, the child showed a weak smile, "Daddy!"
"Yeah." Sheng Yinian stood in front of the bed and looked at him quietly, "Would you like some water?"
"Drink it." The little guy said with a smile, "Father fed it."
Now Sheng Yinian didn't know what to say, he was always at a loss in front of this child, because he didn't know how to treat him.
"Want some fruit?"
The little guy shook his head.
"Daddy, tell me about Dad!" he said.
But Sheng Yinian talked for a while, let alone knowing what to say, for a long while, "What do you want to hear?"
"Do you like Dad?" He was less than three years old, but he looked more mature than five years old. Maybe it was the living environment that made him a sensitive and precocious child.
Sheng Yinian paused, but still nodded, "I like it." Ever since he realized this, he never denied it.
"Will Daddy protect Daddy? If I'm gone, Daddy will be alone." There's no need to think about it, the child's closest relative is of course Si Yun. He knows about illness and death, and maybe he still doesn't fully understand it. But also vaguely understand the meaning.
To be dead is to be gone, to be gone.
He doesn't want Si Yun to be alone. Of course, he also hopes that Daddy and Dad can be well.
Sheng Yinian looked at him deeply, and slightly hooked his lips, "Okay."
The kid had a great laugh.
After a while, he looked at Sheng Yinian seriously, and asked the last question, "Daddy, whose child am I?"
Sheng Yinian was taken aback.
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