Father, don't!

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"If you don't leave, I will never find out." The royal father smiled, but tears slipped down and dripped on the blanket, which surprised me endlessly.Father hurriedly wiped it off, sniffed, then calmed down, and said: "In the morning, I went to look for you. I searched for you in the palace, but I found no one. I was shocked. The governor of Jiucheng began to look for you all over the capital." , I didn’t find it, I panicked. The forbidden army said that someone had sneaked out of the palace in the morning, and I thought it was you, so I immediately notified you and covered it up. The nine divisions of the forbidden army, and my own army, were looking for you in eight directions, looking for you, but I didn’t see you... I was completely panicked."

The royal father's voice began to choke, and he said: "At that time, I was thinking, what did I do to make San'er, you, hate me so much? You avoid me so much, and you can't escape so much." Eyes red: "Later, I thought about it all night before I understood."

"You don't believe me anymore, do you?"

I took a deep breath and nodded slightly.

The father smiled sadly, and said: "Zhen, I really did it to myself!" After he finished speaking, there was another dead silence between us.I never thought that my departure would cause my father to be so terrified. At this moment, I was not only surprised, but also somewhat proud and satisfied.What the father said is right, I still don't believe what he said.I don't believe he will be nice to me, even if he is really nice to me, I always think it must be for something, maybe I still have other value to him.

But I never imagined that when my father knew that I no longer believed in him, he would be so sad.

I am silent, but my father is silent.We don't know how to face each other, and we don't know what to say.An embarrassment, but neither of us wanted to face each other.Finally, as the night was about to pass, the emperor said indifferently, "Are you hungry?"

"Yeah." I stood up, stretched, and was about to go to the door to prepare meals with Li Donglai, but I was hugged suddenly.The familiar sandalwood scent made my original confusion disappear.I stood there, quietly enjoying this warm and reassuring hug, looking at the gradually brightening sky outside the door, and then a kind of reassurance made me feel exhausted.

"Tired?"

"Ah."

"I'll finish eating later, go to sleep. Get up and wash up, and go back to the palace with me." Finally, the father put his head on my shoulder and said, "Is that okay?" I was stunned, and said, "I want Go to the Ministry of War, I want to join the army." I decided to tell the truth, "I don't want to be trapped in the palace like this, doing nothing."

Royal Father nodded, "Okay, as long as you don't leave Royal Father alone, I will promise you anything." After a while, Royal Father said: "After the New Year's Eve, I will let you join the army."

"En." I said lightly, "Father, don't lie to me again." My limited trust is only once.

"Father, from today on, I will never lie to you."

At dawn, I had dinner with my father, the elder brother and the crown prince went back separately yesterday.In the end, the father decided to stay in Chunyang for another day, and brought his eldest brother back to the palace to celebrate the new year.In any case, in the new year, we must gather together without leaving behind.My private escape this time was perfunctorily treated by my father as an outpost to pick up my elder brother in Chunyang. My father didn't punish me too much.

I have a feeling that my father's love for me is becoming more and more lawless now, but I am happy to bear it.But, it's just this one time, and I'm still a little self-aware of my identity.

After the meal, I was exhausted, and so was my father.Li Donglai was going to set up another bed for me to rest in. My father said that I was tired of waiting, anyway, it's not like I haven't slept together before, so I made do with my father.I don't know why, but sleeping with my father feels very comfortable and safe.And the father hugged my back tightly, it seems that this time he really scared him.

"Three children."

"Ok?"

"Don't do this again."

"..." I didn't answer, if you still treat me badly and use me, I will run away again.

"I will never give you another chance or excuse to run away."

"We'll wait and see." I said arrogantly.See, time will tell.I thought in my heart that there will be hundreds of pilgrimages to see each other on the Shangyuan Festival this year, and then I will be able to return to the military camp.Enjoying the faint scent of sandalwood, I fell asleep within a moment.

A day without dreams.

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The clouds bloom and the moon appears, thinking about sorrow

It's ridiculous that my father came chasing me all the way, and never fell ill, but I developed a high fever after this sleep.

The strength in my whole body is only enough for me to open my eyes.Tilting his head slightly, he looked at the room he was in. It was very simple and simple, but all the decorations in the palace, such as the mahogany table, incense sandalwood, and palace lacquer incense burner, were all the same.

By the way, this is the Xuanji building, where my father lived in Chunyang.I was dizzy, not to mention an unspeakable sense of dizziness, which made me almost vomit.Probably because I was afraid that I would get sick again due to the cold, and the bed curtain had not been put down this winter. A little boy was sitting on the place facing the bed, wearing a light blue Taoist uniform, supporting himself with his hands. Head, bit by bit, dozing off.

Seeing this Taoist boy, I was a little dumbfounded.who is he?Where is Li Dong coming?Where is the father?

I opened my mouth, and suddenly there was a tearing pain on my lips, and my mouth was also terribly dry.I was so hoarse that I couldn't make a sound at all, but I could only try my best to move my body, but found that I was so weak that I really didn't have any strength at all.I'm so sick this time...

The Taoist priest of Chunyang said that I had just recovered from a serious illness, coupled with depressed mood, and then I was tired from running around and my body was weak.However, fortunately, the appearance of the onset does look quite scary, but the condition is not very serious.After I fell ill that day, my father felt sorry for me and let me stay here, and the day of returning to Beijing had to be postponed again.All the memorials and military newspapers were rushed to Chunyang within a hundred miles for his father's review.

At this time, the door of the room was suddenly opened, and the wind at the door was accompanied by big snowflakes, which made the coals in the fireplace in the room glow red and shiny.I could only look sideways, and I couldn't hear the sound of the door opening very clearly in my ears. I always felt that my left ear was stuffy, as if it was blocked by something.

"...Xuanting." The person who came in came over at this time, I couldn't see clearly lying on the bed, my eyes were blurred.All he saw was the indigo robe and the green hair crown.This person's steps were light and fast, and he rushed in front of me immediately, and said to the man in the scarlet clothes who came in with him: "Eunuch Li! Xuanting is awake."

Eunuch Li?Is Li Dong coming?Where is the father?

I closed my eyes weakly, but I couldn't restrain my dizziness as if my mind was spinning in circles. I looked at this person with dazed eyes, but I could clearly see the dust in his hand and the body on his body. Taoist robe.

"Xuanting, Xuanting?" The man stretched out his hand and stroked my face, his voice was choked up, and he said excitedly, "Xuanting, what's wrong with you? Why did you get sick after a good time?" I opened my mouth and couldn't say anything Come out, but at this time I already understood who this person was, but I was so thirsty that I couldn't make a sound.

Brother... don't talk, I'm dizzy.

I wanted to grab my elder brother, but my whole body was weak, but my elder brother hugged me tightly in his arms.He kept stroking the top of my hair, choked up and said, "Is it, did the emperor reprimand you?" He patted my shoulder lightly: "The emperor detained me here that day, I can't Go back, when I saw you being escorted in by the guards, I knew something was wrong, I never thought that you would be punished by the emperor to be sick..."

I can't move at all, but at this moment I really want to tell my elder brother, no, you are worried.In the past seven years, my elder brother and I have only met for a few days, and I really want to take a good look at him at this time.However, at the same time, I was in such a mess, let alone talking, I just wanted to sleep now, and I slept in the dark.

Eldest brother held me in his arms, caressing me very much, but my waist and back were hanging in the air, it was very uncomfortable, my chest was tight and short of breath, almost rolled my eyes, fortunately, elder brother let me go in time, and diagnosed my pulse, but that The red tears in my eyes made me feel uncomfortable immediately.In the past seven years, I haven’t visited my elder brother. A few days ago, my body was covered in scars and my life was almost killed. These days, it was indeed the contradiction between Father He and another serious illness that came to him, disturbing his green lantern practice. Needless to say, it must have worried him.

"Xuan Qing." A familiar voice sounded behind my elder brother, who was sitting in front of my bed, and I couldn't see the person who spoke.

"San'er, he's been very ill these past few days, give him water to moisten his throat."

The emperor has been by my side these few days, reading some military newspapers and chatting with me from time to time, otherwise this sick life is really uncomfortable.However, although the days are quiet and comfortable, there is one thing that I don't like very much. When my father came to Chunyang Mountain this time, he searched almost all the tonics on the mountain, and used these tonics for my health while curing diseases.I eat three meals a day, so impatient.

At this time, my father came suddenly, seeing that my elder brother felt sorry for me, I didn't want to disturb our brother's reunion, but Taoist Master Chunyang ordered that we must enter the water every day, and he still firmly obeyed