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"Actually, it's not always." Yu Jing said with a smile: "But if you really feel embarrassed, you might as well go and accompany him with me when you have time in the future."

"Okay." Xu Baiyu responded with a smile. Just as he was about to leave, he suddenly remembered that he still had something to take: "By the way, Mr. Yu, this is for you."

Pei Yunning watched helplessly as Xu Baiyu picked up a bag containing pillows from the chair in the corner, and the man stuffed the bag into Yu Jing's arms, smiling warmly and brightly: "I really don't know how to give gifts, I don't want you to be extravagant." I like it, but I hope you don't dislike it."

Pei Yuning froze in place, he thought he had a ridiculous dream, so he quickly pinched himself, but he really felt the pain.He finds it incredible: his junior brother looks like a little girl on campus who gave gifts to her male god, with a look of anxiety and happiness.However, what surprised him even more was that Mr. Yu, who was standing across from him, didn't feel any discomfort at all, and smiled happier than Xu Baiyu when he took the bag.

When he came to his senses, the two had already gone far away, Pei Yunning shook his head, still wondering if he had a dream.

Along the way, Xu Baiyu kept thinking, what would Yu Jing's house be like?Except for the necessary furniture, his own place basically has nothing else. He thinks that Yu Jing's place should be very different from his.

Sure enough, Xu Baiyu felt a difference as soon as he entered the door: probably because he lived alone during this period, the furnishings in Yu Jing's house were not complicated. , the bottles and jars on the cabinet were put there when the old man was at home.However, it is different, whether it is the lighting or the fabric on the sofa, it can be seen that it has been carefully designed by the owner of the house.Xu Baiyu looked around for a few times, and found that there were still several pots of Begonias in four seasons on the balcony.

"My dad used to raise it." Seeing that Xu Baiyu was very interested in crabapple flowers, Yu Jing explained, "I have raised them for many years."

"Well raised." Xu Baiyu turned his head and smiled at him, "I'll go learn from Teacher Yu another day."

Yu Jing raised her eyebrows: "You also like to grow flowers?"

"I haven't raised it before, but I have this plan recently." Xu Baiyu blinked: "Maybe I can give it a try."

Yu Jing also laughed, dragged Xu Baiyu to the kitchen, put all the vegetables in the dish bowl, and said with a smile: "You said earlier that you will take care of all the work, I will remember that. Wash these first."

"Okay." Xu Baiyu felt refreshed and pushed Yu Jing out of the kitchen: "I'll call you when I'm done washing."

Yu Jing just left for a moment and came back after a while.When Xu Baiyu heard the footsteps, he turned his head to look, and saw Yu Jing hugging the pillow she had given her in her arms.

Before he could say anything, Yu Jing spoke first: "Xiao Xu, do you have a bad cervical spine?"

Xu Baiyu was startled: "How do you know?"

"No, I guessed it too." Under the warm light in the kitchen, Yu Jing looked at him with a smile: "Young man, how can anyone be willing to wrap such a thick scarf around his neck every day?"

"Don't always act like someone who came here." Xu Baiyu pretended not to be convinced, and joked with a smile: "You are only four years older than me."

Yu Jing sighed: "Four years old is quite a lot. I only discovered in these years that people really look the same every year." He put the pillow on the chair in the dining room, walked slowly to the kitchen, and stood aside to watch The man who helped him wash the vegetables.

Although Xu Baiyu's stature is not as thin as Yu Jing's, it is still a bit thin from the side.This person's appetite is not small, but he usually consumes more from hard work, and he is not like Pei Yuning who goes to the gym whenever he has time.He was not wearing a coat at this time, but only a close-fitting sweater, which looked really pitiful.

Yu Jing thought she was in a daze, but when he came back to his senses, his hand had already covered the back of Xu Baiyu's neck.He heard himself say, "I'll rub it for you."

Xu Baiyu froze in place: Yu Jing's strength was appropriate, but she was still sweating profusely.He hurriedly washed the dishes, took a step back, lowered his head slightly, and teased, pretending to be relaxed: "Chef Yu, I'll leave the rest to you." After finishing speaking, he hurriedly slipped out of the kitchen.

For Xu Baiyu, Christmas, an exotic product, does not really arouse his interest.In his opinion, this thing is similar to Double Eleven, and it is more of an opportunity for merchants to promote sales.However, it was rare that at this time he was willing to immerse himself in the festive atmosphere and give himself an excuse to relax and be happy.

The sound of chopping and stir-frying vegetables in the kitchen continued, Xu Baiyu walked slowly to the balcony, looked through the window at the dark night outside and the lights in the living room reflected on the glass.

Today is Friday, which is really a good day for the student party.Yu Jing's house was on the second floor, and Xu Baiyu was standing on the balcony. With the light from the street lamp downstairs, he could clearly see the smile on the face of the little girl who was out playing with her parents.

Because of the heating, the room has been kept at more than 20 degrees.Looking at the opposite building where almost every household was lit with lights, Xu Baiyu suddenly felt that the warmth not only fell on his body, but also melted into his heart unconsciously, moistening everything silently.

Strange to say, Xu Baiyu rarely felt this way in his life.When he was young, his parents never got along peacefully in front of him. As long as they met, they would speak harsh words to each other after a few words, so that his mother, Ms. Li Yan's lifestyle changed from going home several times a month to going back several months. A trip home; after his parents divorced, he was sentenced to Xu Jianye, who got married quickly and had children, and had two big fat boys at once, so he couldn't take care of him so he sent Xu Baiyu to the old lady's house.Xu Baiyu didn't care, but that night, he felt a sense of peace in his heart, so much so that when he thought about the past, he also felt a little wronged.

"Xiao Xu," Yu Jing took off her apron and called him from the dining room, "Come and eat."

"Hey." Xu Baiyu hurriedly responded and smiled at him.

Yu Jing cooked a hearty meal, complete with meat and vegetables.Xu Baiyu knew that he had prepared this for himself, after all, this person can't eat much by himself.Xu Baiyu was a little flattered, he felt that a few words of thanks were too much to express, so that he sat at the edge of the table and did not move his chopsticks for a long time.

"What's wrong?" Yu Jing was puzzled, "Is it because the food didn't suit my appetite?"

"No." Afraid of Yu Jing's misunderstanding, Xu Baiyu hurriedly explained, "I was just thinking, how should I thank Mr. Yu?"

Yu Jing smiled, picked up a glass filled with orange juice and touched the other party's: "Why don't you owe it first, and talk about it later when you have a chance."

Xu Baiyu felt that this proposal was not bad, so he took a sip of orange juice from his glass and nodded at Yu Jing.

After helping Yu Jing clean up the dishes after eating, Xu Baiyu stretched her cervical spine and said lazily, "Mr. Yu, I'm leaving first, you should rest early."

"It's quite cold outside, actually." Yu Jing helped Xu Baiyu take the coat, but kept holding it in her hand without handing it to him: "If you don't want to leave, it's not that I can't live at home."

Xu Baiyu looked at Yu Jing and shook his head lightly: many times he felt that Yu Jing was too kind to him. After thinking about it for a while, he felt that it was necessary to speak clearly.

"Mr. Yu, I told you that I like men." Xu Baiyu smiled, stepped forward to take his coat from Yu Jing's hand, and wrapped himself in a scarf.He never dared to look into Yu Jing's eyes, lowered his head and said to himself: "So, many times I can't be unscrupulous."

He was just about to go out, but he heard Yu Jing calling him from behind: "Then I'll take you back."

As soon as he came out of the building, the cold wind rushed towards his face, making Xu Baiyu shiver.Yu Jing patted him on the shoulder from behind, and said in a low voice, "Go and stay in the corridor first, and wait for me to drive the car over."

However, the man didn't listen to Yu Jing's words, he just stood there silently and waited.Yu Jing's movements were swift, but she came over after a while.The heater had just been turned on in the car, and Xu Baiyu was sitting in the passenger seat, still feeling a bit cold, so she couldn't help wrapping her scarf tighter.

The two of them didn't speak during the journey.Xu Baiyu didn't know if it was because what he said just now made Yu Jing a little embarrassed. He really wanted to say something to resolve the silence, but he couldn't figure out what to say after thinking all the way.

"Here we are." Yu Jing stopped at the gate of the community where Xu Baiyu lived, turned her head and smiled at Xu Baiyu: "Xiao Xu, go to bed early."

"Mr. Yu, I don't know if you can understand." Xu Baiyu suddenly said something very unreasonable: "I am just an ordinary person, and what I pursue is nothing more than what everyone is pursuing. A job with room for development, ability A breadwinner, a little bit of meaning, and…”

Seeing that Xu Baiyu didn't go any further, Yu Jing was very curious: "What else?"

Xu Baiyu raised his eyes and looked at him: "Also, a home."

The man's eyes were sincere and sincere, Yu Jing suddenly felt as if something in her heart had been gently touched by him.However, the "perpetrator" himself pursed his lips and smiled.Seeing him laughing like that, Yu Jing suddenly felt a little hot on her face.

"Mr. Yu," Xu Baiyu opened the door and got out of the car, and the cool breeze came in: "Get some rest early, see you tomorrow."

"Okay." Yu Jing let out a long breath and smiled at him.

The next afternoon, Pei Yuning called Xu Baiyu to stop when he got off work, and poured out all his curiosity that he had suppressed all day to that person: "We are all real people, so it's pointless for you to lie to me. What is the relationship between you and that Mr. Yu?" ?”

It's not that Xu Baiyu doesn't want to say it, it's just that it's hard for him to define it.Ordinary friends?It seems a little unreasonable.As for the rest...

Xu Baiyu didn't want to think about it anymore, so he directly asked a question with a smile: "I see that you are in a good mood recently, do you have another girl you like?"

"Vulgar." Pei Yuning explained: "I'm happy because the patients under my care are doing very well recently, those who have been discharged from the hospital, and those who have recovered, of course I am in a good mood."

"Yes," Xu Baiyu knew that this person was telling the truth, so he didn't want to make unscrupulous teasing anymore, and said something very real in his opinion: "I am the most vulgar, unbearably vulgar."

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The t and y keys on my keyboard have become Schrödinger's t and y, which is life and death, and death is life. . .too bad