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Yu Jing sat on the sofa: "So that's how it is." He was silent for a moment before saying, "Did you encounter something bothering you?"

"Yeah." Xu Baiyu replied, he really wanted to continue the call, but he suddenly hesitated again, he was afraid that Yu Jing would be annoyed: "Mr. Yu, if you have something else, I will not bother you first gone."

"I'm already home, what can I do?" Yu Jing still smiled: "Just say what you want."

Xu Baiyu felt very grateful, he really wanted to tell Yu Jing, actually, there is no need, my troubles will soon disappear when I hear your voice, but I feel that it is not good to say so, and I look like a frivolous libertine It's like making phone calls to tease people.

He took a few deep breaths, and tried to calm his voice: "Actually, it's nothing, it's just that I met someone I didn't really want to see in the afternoon."

"That's it." Yu Jing always speaks very steadily, her voice is not loud, and her speech speed is not too slow, and sometimes Xu Baiyu even feels that this is not like him who is struggling in the world of mortals. People, on the contrary, are like a reclusive fairy in the mountains and rivers, always somewhat incompatible with the high-speed contemporary information society, at least not the same as him.

"Since I didn't want to see you at first," Yu Jing continued, "then why should you take it to heart?"

"Actually not." Xu Baiyu thought about it carefully, "I didn't really take it to heart. It's just that my status is a bit embarrassing, which makes people uncomfortable."

"Doctor Xu can do some happy things," Yu Jing thought for a moment, then teased with a smile: "For example, to find a girlfriend? Then maybe you won't be so bored."

"No need," Xu Baiyu smiled, and almost blurted out, "I'm really happy to call you."

After he finished speaking, both ends of the phone became silent again.Xu Baiyu is not very good at chatting, when he and Pei Yunning were together in the past, they were basically the ones who started the conversation.Countless thoughts flashed through Xu Baiyu's mind for a moment. He wanted to say something to break the embarrassing tranquility, but the skill of flattery is not something that can be practiced in a moment.He was silent, when suddenly he heard Yu Jing ask: "Doctor Xu, is there anything else you want to talk about?"

"It's okay." Xu Baiyu hurriedly replied, "Actually, I don't know what I want to say, just." He paused before saying, "Thank you very much."

"Why are you thanking me?" Yu Jing smiled and said, "It's a bit late today, otherwise I really want to invite you to my house."

The two talked a few more words before hanging up the phone.Xu Baiyu clutched his phone and looked out the window, couldn't help laughing, feeling that his choice this time was really very wise.

Since the phone call with Yu Jing that night, Xu Baiyu was in a very good mood for the next few days.So much so that after lunch that day, when he and Pei Yuning walked out together, they hummed a little song unknowingly.

"It seems that you are very proud recently." His behavior was so abnormal that Pei Yunning couldn't help but tease: "Be honest, what good things happened?"

"Where is the good thing?" Xu Baiyu suppressed his smile: "You think too much."

"Really?" Pei Yuning continued to joke: "If there is no good thing, we can find some good things by ourselves. Brother told you, you should go out more when you are off duty, don't stay at home all the time, otherwise it will be a waste of you This face."

"Let's forget it." Xu Baiyu hurriedly shied away: "When you were studying, you always liked to introduce girls to me, and you don't count how many girls I rejected."

"Can you blame me?" Pei Yuning was a little dissatisfied: "Who made you look like a piece of white jade. Not to mention, many girls like your type."

Xu Baiyu didn't make another sound, but stopped in his tracks: "You go first, I'll go to the inpatient building."

"Okay." Pei Yuning replied, "Then I'll go first."

Xu Baiyu stood where he was, dazed for a while under the sun before walking towards the inpatient building.He looked around at the other patients first, and finally walked to the door of Mr. Yu's ward.

The old man had already fallen asleep, but his brows were tightly furrowed in his sleep, and wrinkles in the shape of "Chuan" formed between his brows. He wondered if he had dreamed of something bad.As usual, Xu Baiyu just stood at the door and didn't go in.

"Doctor Xu?" Suddenly someone called him from behind, even though the voice was not loud, Xu Baiyu was still startled.His heart was beating fast, and he turned around almost immediately, only to find that it was Yu Jing standing not far away, with some fruits in his hand, who seemed to have just returned from outside.

"Doctor Xu is really dedicated, and he still sees patients at noon." Yu Jing approached with a smile: "Shouldn't you take a break?"

"Just getting ready to rest," Xu Baiyu smiled, "I'm leaving now."

Although Xu Baiyu said this, he actually didn't move at all, and just stood there.Most of the people rested at noon, and the hospital was very quiet. The two of them spoke not loudly, but it was enough to fill up the empty corridor.

Xu Baiyu was suddenly curious, and asked in a low voice, "Why did Mr. Yu come here at this time?"

"I'm off work today, and I came early in the morning." Yu Jing approached a little closer: "My dad's condition is not very good today, but fortunately, he slept well. As soon as he lay down at noon, he fell asleep in a short time .”

Xu Baiyu nodded, "You also did your best."

"My own father, it should be." Yu Jing looked at him: "Doctor Xu, wait for me, I will put the things in and come out to find you."

Xu Baiyu was a little surprised, he didn't know what Yu Jing wanted to do, but he still nodded and stood obediently.Yu Jing walked lightly into the ward and came out after a long time. He carried a bag with some fruits in it.Yu Jing walked slowly to Xu Baiyu's side: "I'm sorry, I saw my dad's expression was not right just now, so I stayed with him for a while." He handed the bag to Xu Baiyu: "Just be careful."

"I don't want it." Xu Baiyu instinctively refused: "No need, really."

"You'd better accept it." Yu Jing looked at him: "Or you come to accompany me for a walk, and this is my thank you to you."

"Okay." Xu Baiyu thought for a moment, and finally agreed.The two of them went out from the inpatient building together, and walked slowly in the open space beside the building.

The warm sun in the early winter afternoon made Xu Baiyu feel very comfortable. He turned to Yu Jing and asked, "Why does Mr. Yu suddenly want to go out for a walk?"

Yu Jing narrowed her eyes and smiled: "It's just that the sun is so warm, it's a pity not to feel it."

"That's true." Xu Baiyu raised his head slightly, letting the sun shine on his face: "It seems that Mr. Yu is very good at living."

"Doctor Xu," Yu Jing looked at him, "I don't know if I'm thinking too much, I think you seem to take care of my feelings all the time." He smiled softly: "Why? Is it because of sympathy?"

"No," Xu Baiyu lowered his eyes, "It's what I should do."

"But I don't think you should do this." Yu Jing said with a smile, her tone was very flat: "Actually, there is no need. To tell you the truth, my life in the past two years was much more difficult than it is now. Then Time has passed, and now this is really nothing to me." He paused, pointing to his chest: "But I am still very grateful for your kindness, I will remember it here."

Xu Baiyu smiled. He took out his phone and checked the time, and found that it was still early, so he chatted with Yu Jing again.He found that Yu Jing's character was a bit different from what he had thought before. He used to think that Yu Jing was a naturally calm and humble person, but only now did he realize that it was not the case.

"Really?" As soon as Yu Jing finished speaking, Xu Baiyu couldn't help but question: "Did you sneak away to an Internet cafe to play games all night when you were just a freshman in high school?"

"Why did you lie to you?" Yu Jing smiled helplessly: "My dad was teaching in high school at the time, and he was also the head teacher of the class next door to me, and the math teacher of our class. At that time, he was young and always a bit rebellious. He took care of me The management has always been very strict, so whatever he asks me to do, I have to sing against him."

"Then what happened next?" Xu Baiyu continued to ask.

Yu Jing squinted her eyes and recalled: "Later, the old man threw me a bank card and said that when I was admitted to university, the money in it would be up to me to buy mobile phones, computers and even game consoles." After that, he laughed at himself He smiled happily: "He really does what he says. My undergraduate and master's degree studies are at the Polytechnic University. On the day when the college entrance examination results came out, he took me to buy a computer. He bought a computer with a particularly good configuration. I am an undergraduate student It's a waste of time."

"Science and Technology University?" Xu Baiyu smiled, "That's quite far away."

"Yeah, it's really not close." Yu Jing sighed: "I was too ignorant back then. I didn't think about what I liked when I applied for volunteers. I just annoyed him always caring about me, so I chose the one far away from home. School. Ashamed to say, it took me many years to discover the benefits of Polytechnic University. It is pragmatic, rigorous, hardworking, and indeed has a good atmosphere.”

Xu Baiyu looked at Yu Jing in front of him, who was wearing glasses and had crooked eyebrows when he smiled.Xu Baiyu had always been blocked by glasses, and Xu Baiyu couldn't see clearly. Now when he got close, he realized that Yu Jing's eyes were really beautiful: the ends of the eyes were slightly raised, and when she smiled, just looking at them made people feel distracted. Comfortable outside.

He admits that Yu Jing is not the kind of person who can amaze all living beings at first glance, but if he puts more eyes on it, the more he looks at it, the more comfortable he feels.This person's skin was already fair, coupled with his delicate and neat facial features, he was gentle and clean just by his appearance.If coupled with the current modest and stable temperament, Xu Baiyu thought about it carefully, and finally realized it belatedly: No wonder he couldn't look away when he saw Yu Jing standing at the door of the consulting room that morning. So many years have passed , This is the first person who over-fits the aesthetic taste brought in his bones.

Xu Baiyu had somewhat of the loftiness of a scholar, in the past he always felt that if he was willing to look at a person differently, it would never be because of that person's appearance.But now Xu Baiyu has to admit that for him, Yu Jing's initial attraction did come from his skin.He suddenly felt that he was vulgar, but after thinking about it, he felt that this seemed to be human nature and nature.

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