After amnesia, my love rival HE and I

Tan Chi ignored him.

"Chichi," Cheng Huai sat beside him, and said patiently, "It's not your fault that you're deaf, and the person who cured him has no right to control your belongings. You can do whatever you want, and it's not illegal. Don't force yourself to do things you don't like to commit crimes."

Tan Chi bit his thin lips and muttered, "...I didn't force myself."

In front of the extremely high desire to win, he has no room for turning around when he makes a decision to do something. He will use countless means to block those imminent thoughts, and even if they never disappear, they will not hide them.

Before losing his memory, he had been doing very well, but after losing his memory, he broke the spell of "no longer singing".

Cheng Huai knew that his mouth was stiff, stroked his soft hair, pursed his lower lip and asked, "Do you like singing?"

Tan Chi couldn't give a negative answer, so he remained silent.

"I like acting, I like it very much," Cheng Huai said in a low voice, looking at him, "my parents and Cheng Mo don't think highly of me, but they still choose to support me. My mother told me that she doesn't want me If she is wronged, she will feel distressed, and it will be more sad than giving up something she likes."

"...Chichi, your mother loves you."

"me too."

Tan Chi's face buried in the pillow moved, he stood up abruptly, walked towards the music room in a hurry, closed the door, squatted on the ground and rumpled his hair, the warmth in his chest spread all over his limbs, Cheng Huai's words flashed over and over again.

He knew he shouldn't be listening.

But the ears couldn't help it, those words were like sweet candies, tricking him step by step to give up the established principles, constantly shaking him easily.Let him know that in this world, there are still people who care about what he loves and what he likes, it's not that no one cares about him.

After a long while, he took out his mobile phone and found Wen Ruolan's mobile number, hesitated for a long time and dialed the phone, when the school's unique radio gymnastics sound came from there, making him momentarily in a trance.

"Chichi, what's the matter?" Wen Ruolan answered the phone and smiled slightly.

Tan Chishanger felt that he was hypocritical again, pulled the tape on the sweater with his fingers, pursed his lips and said, "It's nothing, I just wanted to make a phone call all of a sudden."

That year, Wen Ruolan got married and sent him to Tan's house with Uncle Yan. Tan Chi struggled to leave but was locked up by Tan Yanhong. He tore the bed sheet from the room and climbed downstairs and hurt his leg. He stumbled and rushed out I want to go with Wen Ruolan.

However, the people who left with him in the winter and snowy night clearly heard his hoarse shouts, but they never looked back at him who was captured by the bodyguards again.

The one who was abandoned was him.

"Tomorrow's competition, are you already nervous today?" Wen Ruolan smiled softly, and comforted her, "Don't worry, as long as Chichi wants to sing, she must sing well, because you are my mother's son."

"Mom..." Tan Chi's eye sockets were hot and humid for some reason, and he couldn't say a word with his neck stuck.

Wen Ruolan heard something strange in his voice, "What's wrong?"

"I just don't understand why you sent me back to Tan's family to treat my ears," Tan Chi tried to make his voice sound normal, and said rationally, "I obviously don't need my ears to be so good."

For this reason, he would rather endure the pain that ordinary people cannot bear.

There was silence over there, and after a while, the woman's voice was gentle and slow and said: "Because mother wants to give you the best, you are an adult, and I can't be too selfish to ruin your future. Restoring your hearing is the best thing I can give you. Nice birthday present."

The eagle will throw the little eagle off the cliff again and again, let him learn to fly, the method is cruel, but the effect is quick.

It's not that they never love their children, but that they know that failing to fly means falling into the abyss.

After Tan Chi hung up the phone, he couldn't hold back his tears anymore, hugged his knees and buried his head in it, and began to cry.

Not abandoning him, but because of distress, because growing up means becoming yourself.

He didn't want to, he backed down, he used the ground as a prison, and Wen Ruolan, who had always been gentle, was as decisive as him, negotiating with Tan Yanhong and mediating with Shen Jiahui...

This is all the tenderness and love she can give to him as an adult.

Although, cruel.

In the third phase of "Today's King of Singers", Tan Chi sang a new song "Royal Family" in combination with rap and coloratura, with three points of sarcasm and three points of carelessness in the corner of his eyes, and the lyrics were playful and explosive.

One of the sentences "I just don't inherit the throne, I just don't obey", staring at the camera evilly and ridiculing, the barrage was all over the screen.

The instructors gave high marks one after another, ranked fourth, and successfully entered the fourth period.

The new song created by Cheng Chengcheng was not liked by the instructors, and it was brushed off under the name 46.

Wen Yanbo's lyrics and music barely ranked among the top 60.00, and his status was not awkward. In an interview, Yan Yan said with a smile: "I hope to get rid of the label of insufficient creative ability of male group artists. In fact, I have only played [-]% of it now." power."

[Stumbled, 60.00% of skill is converted, doesn't it mean that he is actually in the top few? 】

[Gangzhen, can Wen Yanbo stop casually representing the boy group?It's not that there are no boy group members with excellent creative ability, do you need him to prove it? 】

[UYSY, it’s okay for Wen Yanbo to run variety shows, but it’s embarrassing to watch love dramas recently. Before, the crew gave him a charming design, and everyone confessed, as if everyone had feelings for him... But I didn’t see him Where can I just like it?]

[Thousand fans?Shouldn't this be Tan Chi? 】

[Exercise 60.00% of the skills, the game is not serious and does not go all out, the attitude is really perfunctory]

After the song king's recording ended, Tan Chi met Rong Su who was leaning against the wall in the background after changing his clothes. When Rong Su saw him, he greeted him with a smile on his face and proposed to send him home.

Tan Chi hugged his chest and stared at him coldly for a few seconds, then said with thin lips, "Do you think I will let someone who drugged me with evil intentions send me home?"

At the beginning of the formation of the FOX boy group, Tan Chi and Rong Su were both small and transparent, and the company arranged a dormitory for them.Because they were team members and partners, the two got acquainted not long after, but he could vaguely sense that there was something wrong with Rong Su's eyes when he was looking at him.

A few nights before the company finalized the concert, Rong Su confessed his love without warning, and Tan Chi calmly refused after a brief confusion.The next day, Tan Chi's worried brother's feud and awkward relationship did not come, and Rong Su was still doing what he was doing as before, as if he hadn't confessed.

Tan Chi relaxed.

Rong Su suggested that the two of them go to the game hall to relax on the grounds of being nervous the night before the concert.After all, it was the first concert, and Tan Chi agreed that he was lying if he wasn't nervous.

Then, when he was in high spirits playing in the game hall, Rong Su handed him a bottle of drink. After he finished drinking, his mind was dizzy, his whole body was unbearably hot, and his cheeks were terribly hot as if he was drunk.

The abnormal reaction made him feel that something was wrong.

When he was helped by Rong Su into the car and sat in the co-pilot, he pinched his thigh with all his strength to regain consciousness, took out his phone with trembling hands and secretly flipped through the address book, and sent Cheng Huai a message of "Help".

At that moment, Tan Chi didn't even think about why he alone sent the message to Cheng Huai.

Maybe it's the former brother, the current rival, or maybe the enemy always knows himself best. Like Tan Chi, he can't see the other party falling into the mud, and can't see the opponent being humiliated at will by others.

Tan Chi was taken to the hotel by Rong Su and put on the bed. Seeing the other party leaning down to unbutton one by one, looking at him with burning desire in his eyes, every sentence was full of affectionate words that he liked him, but it made him The apex of my heart felt chills, and I groped for the ashtray on the bedside table with my fingers, and smashed it with all my strength when Rong Su bowed his head and wanted to kiss him.

Sticky blood lay down from Rong Su's hair, he covered his head and paused in pain, and was torn away by Cheng Huai who broke into the bedroom, kicked him in the stomach, grabbed his collar and punched him past.

Rong Su was knocked out directly.

Tan Chi, who was gradually losing consciousness, was carried out of the hotel by Cheng Huai. When Tan Chi was confused, he sent him to the seaside, got out of the car and staggered into the sea with willpower, pouring the unspeakable flames on his body little by little. However, the waves rushed towards him, and it seemed that he was hugged from behind, imprisoning all his ready-to-movement movements...

The concert didn't go so smoothly. Tan Chi caught a bad cold after soaking in the sea water, and his voice was strangely dry and hoarse. He finally arrived at the scene but failed to perform at his highest level.

The following month, FOX went solo.

But Tan Chi never expected that Rong Su would still have the audacity to ask him to forgive him.

"...You're still blaming me." Rong Su took a step forward to grab his shoulders, but Tan Chi stepped back and avoided him. His face was filled with remorse and sadness, and his voice sounded affectionate as if he was about to cry. Said: "I really know I was wrong. Let me tell you that you rejected me. You kept saying that you liked Wen Yanbo, but you never mentioned him during the years when I was in Berkeley. You didn't like him. You just thought ...You just think that you should like him because he saved you, he is a template in your heart..."

Tan Chi looked at him coldly.

"You just don't want to like me, you don't want to admit that you like me!" Rong Su's emotions became agitated with one sentence, his eyes were red with anger, and all the gentle appearance disappeared, "So, that's the only way I can completely own you Only then can you change! And I can sing all your songs perfectly, we are made for each other, you will like me sooner or later!"

Tan Chi narrowed his eyes slightly, and the corners of his lips slightly curled up mockingly: "It's ridiculous."

Rong Su took another step towards him, becoming angry and wanting to hold him in his arms, he gritted his back molars and said, "It's not ridiculous at all!"

Tan Chi saw the person rushing forward, pulled his arm and put his knee on his stomach, heard the other person push the person away with a muffled sound, patted his dirty hand and said:

"First, you only sang at an average level in my song;"

"Second, don't use your subjective liking to cover up your crime violations. I didn't take you to court because of my brother's final affection;"

"Third, I hate people who pester me."

Rong Su fell to the ground, covered his belly and grinned, every word made him feel like falling into an ice cellar.

Tan Chi turned around and raised his foot to leave, when he saw Cheng Huai who was standing six or seven meters away with dark eyes, his eyes flickered, he walked towards the elevator a little uncomfortable, and said impatiently: "Didn't I tell you not to come?"

Cheng Huai took off his coat and put it on him, said "hmm" lightly, took his hand and walked towards the elevator.

Even if he hates entanglement, how can he give up his last hope?

Because I have been deeply loved and know the taste, I would rather be despicable and perish than lose freely.

Tan Chi followed him into the elevator in silence, and said tacitly for a while: "...Thank you for saving me that time."

Soaked in the sea water, he became dizzy and passed out in a daze.When he woke up again, he was at Cheng Huai's house. He didn't notice any abnormalities in his body, and ran away in his pajamas before Cheng Huai came out of the bathroom to take a shower.

Didn't even say thank you.

Cheng Huai didn't know what to think, he held his hand tightly, looked at him and said, "...Thank you for choosing me."

no one else.

Tan Chi lowered his eyes and said nothing.

In the tenth issue of Lian Zong, the MCs returned to the Lian Zong villa one after another. After dinner, the MCs gathered in the living room to chat. Mo Susu proposed to play something exciting—Truth or Dare.

No one objected.

In the first round, the wine bottle pointed at Mo Susu, and Tan Chi raised his paw excitedly and asked, "Why did you like Wei Yan before?"

Without Wei Yan's partner to do tasks, I often feel boring.

"What reason do you need to like it?" Mo Susu shrugged, but he didn't hide it, and said quite straightforwardly: "Simple being attracted, he misses him when he is in, and he still misses him when he is not. There’s no way I fell in love with it.”

"How did you know you liked him?" Tan Chi asked her again.

"Our two families are neighbors. I have known him since junior high school. At that time, I was stupid. I shouted to my brother. When I was more sensible in high school, one day I was picking up books from the library, and he helped me from the back from the bookshelf. Take it down, just for a moment, I have a very strange feeling that I may be in love." Mo Susu took a sip of his drink, sighed deeply, and said, "Who knew that my brother shouted too much, he really put me in love." Becoming a little sister! Mistake!"

Xie Li gossiped and asked, "What is that strange feeling like?"

Mo Susu leaned on the sofa, blinked and smiled, "Dizzy."

"...Dizziness?" Tan Chi muttered to himself in a daze, his eyes dodged, and he grabbed the sofa cushion under him and crumpled it a little.

It seemed that he had felt dizzy, but unlike Mo Susu's description, his mind still felt blank for a while.

"... Oh, and my mind is down, as if I can't hear anything in my ears, but I can only see him." Mo Susu added like an emotional mentor.

Tan Chi gasped for breath, looking at her in disbelief, his mood was as complicated as a mess.

Mo Susu took the wine bottle around and played for a few more rounds. He was drawn to ask some weird questions or take big risks. When the bottle was pointed at Tan Chi in the sixth round, he shrugged and chose the truth. talk.

This time, Mo Susu sipped his tea lightly, coughed dryly and asked, "Who was the object of your first wet dream?"

Tan Chi's breathing was stagnant for a moment, and he was a little at a loss, frowning as if he was in a dilemma.

Wen Yanbo frowned, drinking tea to cover up his displeasure, and when he raised his eyes, he glanced at Tan Chi, whose thin lips were in a line, and gave him a look of "don't tell me", but Tan Chi looked at him. Didn't even look at him.

Annoyed him for no reason.

"He doesn't remember. As for the punishment," Cheng Huai who was beside him grabbed Tan Chi's waist, picked up the white wine on the table and drank it upside down, turned the glass upside down and said to everyone, "I'll replace him."

The two girls looked at each other, and Mo Susu clicked his tongue twice, and said in disgust, "I'm jealous before I'm bullied. Your Tan Chi's first wet dream must be his first love. How many years has it been?"

The dog man who is in love has a rancid smell all over his body!

"You guys play first, I'll go to the bathroom." Tan Chi smiled, but his expression was not very good. He got up and nodded at everyone, got up and went upstairs.

He lowered his eyes and bit his lips and stomped up the stairs, feeling that even the water in the bathroom could not quench his restlessness, so he climbed up the stairs to the secluded top floor, relaxed as if he had finally escaped from the battlefield. He took a deep breath, walked over slowly and sat on the hanging chair, looked up at the pitch-black distant sky, not knowing what to do.

Those memories that were deeply hidden and sealed up firmly seemed to be punctured by Mo Susu's words, and even the phrase "first love" kept circling in his mind.

The first time he was dizzy and blank was Cheng Huai.

That moment appeared when he was 17 years old. Cheng Huai trapped him in a hidden stairwell, approached him with downcast eyes and asked him to call him little brother.

The object of his first wet dream was Cheng Huai.

It was the night after he and Cheng Huai performed the drama "Sleeping Beauty" on stage after he was deaf. In his dream, he was embracing on the stage. When he woke up in the middle of the night, his pants were dirty, and he got up in shame, annoyance and embarrassment. pants.

His temples were throbbing, and he covered his face with his hands in pain, trying to hide those embarrassing memories again, but there were slight footsteps approaching behind him, and he was startled and turned his head to see Cheng Huai walking over with a calm expression. Then Cheng Huai stood in front of him, rubbed his hair and asked, "It's cold on the roof, why did you come up alone?"

"Look at the stars," Tan Chi paused, a little guilty: "Go down and play."

Cheng Huai did not leave, sat down beside him and said, "Let's watch together."

There is no star and no moon, and the night completely covers the world like a huge curtain, without giving the slightest light.

Are you blind or am I blind?

Tan Chi groaned, squatted on the hanging chair, bit his lip and hesitated for a while and asked, "Cheng Huai, you actually don't like me."

"I like you."

Tan Chi felt that he should have an in-depth conversation with reason, and it was rare to catch the moment when both parties were calm and free from anxiety, but he ignored his preference and said to himself: "That's your illusion, the illusion of love caused by the secretion of hormones in the human body, And I'm really good-looking, I don't know when you fell in love with me and wanted me to be your lover..."

When he said this, he paused a little uncomfortable and moved his position away from Cheng Huai. He tried his best to appear wanton and shameless and said, "I don't think you like me, you just want...just want...to fuck me."

"I like you." Turning his head, Cheng Huai could feel his aggression, and almost mercilessly rejected the fact that he liked him, and forced him to look at him forcefully with his hands across his face, almost begging for pain Looking at him, he said, "Chi Chi, let's talk about the truth, shall we?"

"...I'm just trying to reason with you." Tan Chi bit his lip, not wanting to look at his deep, dark eyes, which were so hot that he wanted to run away, so he repeated again: "You want me to kiss you , hug you, and hope that I sleep with you, you just haven't got what you want, so you insist on liking me..."

"I like you, I like you like crazy." Cheng Huai's throat rolled out heavy words, interrupting Tan Chi's rambling word by word, rubbing his thumb with his lips and saying, "Why do you even want this?" If you deny me, you don't even want to admit that I really like you."

In the past, he might have been grateful for Tan Chi's denial of Rong Su's feelings, but now he has realized deeply that Tan Chi is like a person who lives in a house, no matter how straightforward the feelings are in front of him, he will subconsciously Distortion to escape.

There was a long line of people knocking on the door outside. In order to protect himself, he built the house more and more indestructible. Maybe he heard it and built the house a little stronger.

"I didn't," Tan Chi panicked for some reason, and argued, "I'm making a rational judgment."

"If I just like your face, why didn't I take advantage of it the night I saved you? The night in the bathroom, I can do that too, even any night before you lose your memory... In your heart, am I that kind of person?"

"I, I don't know..." Tan Chi panicked completely, pushed him away and stood up abruptly avoiding his gaze, and then thought of something aggressive to stare at him and said: "How dare you say you don't want to kiss me, kiss me and hug me! Do you dare to say that you don't covet me at all?"

Of course Cheng Huai was not someone who would be easily moved by sex, but he couldn't believe it at all.

Impossible, Cheng Huai couldn't really like him, how could he like him? !

Cheng Huai was determined not to let him shrink back, stood up slowly, walked towards him step by step, stretched out his hand to caress his face and said: "Because I like it, I desire intimacy and touch, isn't this the most natural thing? ? You don't need to like me, but you can't deny that I like you."

He seldom said so much, but now he wanted to embed all the words in Tan Chi's heart.

Tan Chi took a step back, looked at him with sincere and fiery eyes, not a trace of falsehood, but suddenly seemed to force him to retreat, covered his head and felt extremely confused, breathing messily, pushed Cheng Huai away and ran downstairs go.

But Cheng Huai didn't intend to let him go, he chased after him and grabbed his hand and put him in his arms, restraining the young man who was struggling desperately in a panic, with a low voice:

"I like you because I want to be with you for the rest of my life. It's not overnight, not a year or two. It's like a madman who only wants to like you alone. It's because I want to create a future for you with my own hands... "

Tan Chi stopped moving for a moment. He froze in place, staring blankly ahead, his heart beating like a drumbeat.

metaphysical.

Cheng Huai noticed that the person in his arms was not struggling, and quietly sniffed the faint fragrance from his neck, knowing that Tan Chi had finally truly faced his feelings, and his heart slowly stabilized.

After a while, Tan Chi said, "When did it start?"

"It's very early."

"How early?"

"...High school." Cheng Huai hugged him even tighter, but felt a little uneasy in his heart.

Tan Chi's mind seemed to be struck by lightning, and he finally remembered the "love at first sight" written in the love letter he found in Cheng Huai's bedroom. Chi asked, "Didn't you like Wen Yan Bo in high school?"

The author has something to say: update late at night, no surprises!Surprise no! ! !

After picking strawberries and grilling, I wrote it, covering my face! ! !I have tried my best to bird! ! !

In addition, when the update was interrupted in those two days, I ran to the next door and opened a collection of short stories, so cuties can collect them. PS: A passionate short story without copywriting! !Loud, no copywriting! ! ! (Only dog ​​blood!)