young and inaction

The street lights were on, and the traffic flow was shining on the road outside the community.There are voice-activated lights in the corridor. From the first time the lights came on, he knew that it was around 19:00.

It's not common sense, nor is it predictable.Because Lin Xingxiu likes to stay in the corridor, the sound insulation seems to isolate the whole world.If Lin Xingxiu stayed like this any longer, he would be scolded when he returned home.

He smiled self-deprecatingly, picked up his bag, and walked out of the corridor.When Lin Xingxiu was about to knock on the door, the door suddenly opened.The light in the room illuminates the entire seventh floor.

Lin Yihang grinned and said, "Hey, bro! Why are you coming back so late? I'll be the one to take out the trash if you don't come back! Can you hurry up when you come back next time?"

Lin Xingxiu ignored him, took the garbage from him, and threw the garbage into the garbage chute calmly.

Perhaps it was because Zhang Rui won money playing mahjong, or had an affair.Today, for the first time, she didn't scold Lin Xingxiu, and even made some meals that she used to cook.

The lights in the dining room illuminated the food, and all of this, even the family, seemed to be in harmony.

After Lin Xingxiu washed his hands, he sat down at the table.The restaurant was silent, only the roar of the air conditioner fan could be heard.

Zhang Rui sandwiched a piece of braised pork for Lin Yihang: "Hey, eat more meat and grow taller!"

Oh, it turned out that there was a sound, and it was the sound of two people talking, but he chose not to listen to it.

Lin Yihang's mouth was full of food, and he said vaguely: "Mom, do you know? Fang Chuan is gay, and he likes men! Are you disgusting?"

Lin Xingxiu's hand that was about to add food suddenly stopped, and he felt his head was empty. He selectively memorized the key words, Fang Chuan, homosexuality.

Zhang Rui clicked his tongue twice and echoed: "Oh, isn't it? I heard Fang Chuan's mother crying today, and I went downstairs to comfort me for a long time.

Scold Fang Chuan for being unfilial!Hey, Lin Xingxiu, from now on, stop having any contact with Fang Chuan.Don't follow him to learn homosexuality, you already disgust me enough now, don't disgust me anymore, if you are really homosexual, I will let all the students in the school know!Don't embarrass me! "

Lin Xingxiu couldn't choose to deaf this time, why did he scold Fang Chuan like this?Fang Chuan is two or three years older than Lin Xingxiu. In the past, Fang Chuan would help Lin Xingxiu with his homework whenever he had time.

To Lin Xingxiu, he is like his only family member, perhaps even closer than a family member.When he was in junior high school, Zhang Rui picked up a broom and beat Lin Xingxiu, shutting him out.

Lin Xingxiu sat in the corridor, the severe winter wind blowing bitingly.

Lin Xingxiu was wearing a thin pajamas, curled up against the corner of the wall.

At that time, he would always think: the little match girl is much happier than me, at least she has a grandma who loves her, and she still has a few matches.

As for Lin Xingxiu, no one around him loves him, because in their opinion, Lin Xingxiu should not have been born, and he killed his father as soon as he was born.

Because he didn't have any matches that belonged to him either.

Lin Yihang and Zhang Rui were still "swearing" Fang Chuan's homosexuality as a pervert.He suddenly looked at his brother and said, "Mom, if my brother is so introverted, is he really the same sex?"

This sentence seems to have touched Zhang Rui's "crazy hole".

Zhang Rui put down his chopsticks, grabbed Lin Xingxiu's hair, slapped Lin Xingxiu a few times, and yelled at Lin Xingxiu like crazy: "Lin Xingxiu! Are you telling me you're gay? Ah? You're disgusting me , you don’t need to use this method to disgust me in turn?”

Lin Xingxiu didn't dare to struggle, but resisted the tingling pain from the scalp to the nerves, and said intermittently: "I, I'm not, I'm not gay...but you are really disgusting!"

In the last sentence, Lin Xingxiu shouted out so loudly when he exhausted all the grievances, blows, and injuries he had suffered in the past 17 years.

This time, this home is really quiet.Originally, Lin Yihang just wanted to pick up a contradiction, let Zhang Rui scold Lin Xingxiu for a while, and watch it for himself.

But he never thought that Lin Xingxiu was like this.

Zhang Rui let go, disbelief written all over his face, and he sat on the ground and began to cry loudly: "Lin Xingxiu, I shouldn't have given birth to you. The fortune-teller said that if you beat your father, you should be left to fend for yourself! You Dad won’t die! Lin Xingxiu! It’s all your fault! It’s all your fault for killing your dad! You were the one who deserved to die!”

Lin Xingxiu suddenly felt that the last light in his heart was completely extinguished.Dropped the glass on the ground and it shattered on the ground.

If the cup is glued back together, then it must not be intact, it is like Lin Xingxiu's heart, the broken fragment, which can never be retrieved and repaired.

Zhang Rui seemed stunned by Lin Xingxiu's actions, his crying turned into whimpering, and he murmured in a low voice, "You are the one Lin Xingxiu should be damned...".

Lin Xingxiu stood in front of Zhang Rui, frowning tightly, and couldn't see a gleam of light in his eyes: "Don't I want to die? How did my dad die, don't you know? Even if I'm gay, I may not be able to have you Disgusting, how many men have you slept with, don't you know? Are you not disgusting? "

Her eyes widened in disbelief. When her secret was announced, she denied it reflexively: "Lin Xingxiu! I am your mother! You white-eyed wolf! Didn't I take care of you after your father died? You slandered me , you must hate me for doing this!"

Lin Xingxiu still stared at Zhang Rui, his eyes seemed to kill Zhang Rui immediately.Zhang Rui sobbed and cast his eyes on Lin Yihang: "Yihang, Lin Xingxiu is slandering me, I haven't slept with other men..."

Before she could explain clearly, she was interrupted by Lin Xingxiu: "Then your money was brought by the wind? Why didn't you say that you killed your father?! Because you dare not admit it!"

Lin Yihang half-kneeled beside Zhang Rui, raised his head to meet Lin Xingxiu's gaze, and said, "Do you still want to kill my mother? Are you killing our whole family?" Lin Xingxiu felt very comfortable now. It's all because of him holding back in his heart, and it's really cool to let it out now.

He sneered: "Go to hell, it's disgusting for you to live. Make a clean break, so that you are all happy, and I am free!"

Lin Xingxiu never expected that he could say it so easily, and then went into the bedroom to pack his luggage without looking back.

"Tuantuan, go downstairs and finish eating!" Liu Yun shouted to Lu Xichou from downstairs.Lu Xichou rubbed his hair and said puzzledly: "Which Tuantuan is your name? Is it a dog?" Liu Yun poohed a few times: "Of course it's my son, he's white and handsome!"

She pressed Lu Xichou's shoulder and fixed Lu Xichou on the chair.

Liu Yun handed Lu Xichou a piece of disinfectant wipes.Lu Xichou took the wet towel and wiped his slender fingers: "Mom, our school string orchestra will have activities in the afternoon after a while, so I won't come back for dinner." Put the tableware in front of Lu Xichou, and poured another glass of warm water: "La Violin? I'll give some cookies to the students in the club and you take them there."

Maoxuewang, Buddha jumps over the wall, white shredded taro, fish-flavored shredded pork...all of them are Lu Xichou's favorite food.

Playing basketball for a few hours after school in the afternoon, I couldn't stand it anymore, and it was very exciting to gobble it up.Liu Yun held his face in both hands, and looked at Lu Xichou who was eating with relish: "Why doesn't your eating look match your appearance?"

Lu Xichou almost choked, Liu Yun immediately handed him a bowl of soup.Lu Xingxiu wondered if the two were related?

After eating at the speed of a tornado, I ran back to the room at the speed of a tornado and turned on LOL.Sitting in front of the computer in full armor.

Lu Xichou plays games, it's a waste of resources if he doesn't play professionally.Handsome appearance, superb technology... The technical content is not completely superb, in short, it is his capital.

He also has no hobbies, except playing games, he just likes to sleep in Chinese class.With these hands, they can pick up the mouse, press the keyboard, play the violin, and hold a cigarette... but they can't hold a pen.

The only pen I have lost.If you have time to go to the school canteen to buy water, you don't have time to buy a pen.Lu Xichou's principle: no exams, no pens.

Finally, this principle was broken by the head teacher of the second year of high school. Less than a month after the start of school, his name appeared six times on the list of violations.Today the math teacher spot-checked his dictation of the formulas, and the guy refused because he didn't have a pen, and said that he would go to the office to write dictation when he had a pen.

The matter got to the head teacher, the female head teacher in the second year of high school, an old witch, she likes to move around in the class.His class affectionately called him Sister Zhuan.

Sister Zhuan called Lu Xichou to the office and asked him to come to school tomorrow to prepare ten pens and one red pen.Lu Xichou stared at the red blood bar on the opposite side, feeling that he forgot to do one thing.

Red blood bar, blood bar: "Damn, I forgot to buy a pen!" A hand slip wasted a flash: "Oh, I'll buy it tomorrow morning, I'm in a hurry."

Lin Xingxiu pulled the suitcase and stood in the elevator room, looking at himself reflected on it.Maybe that's the end of it?It was already around 20:00, and Luo Ze was full of pedestrians on the street.No matter how lively the street is, Lin Xingxiu feels so lonely.

Lin Xingxiu stayed in the hotel opposite the school, and he planned to write an application for accommodation tomorrow.He didn't have much money, the money in the bank card was called by his grandma before he died.

Before grandma passed away, she was the only one who loved Lin Xingxiu.Lin Xingxiu turned on the hot water, stood under the bathroom heater, raised his head, letting the water and tears mix together.The lights began to dim, and Lin Xingxiu squatted on the ground crying silently.

The past is gone, the dead are dead, and the living will continue to live.