rapid fall

"I just wanted to tell you that I will be on annual leave next week, and I will need to disappear for about fifty days."

Chen Feng acted carelessly, but actually his heart was full of dark tides. He knew that he should not reveal the truth to Bingqin, even if he said that he and Zhengshen were serious, she would not believe it.Jiang Bingqin is so familiar with Zhang Chenfeng who played too much in Guangyu, maybe she doesn't remember his serious face at all.

"Fifty days?! You have never taken such a long vacation. I would think you are applying for a honeymoon." Bingqin raised her eyes and stared at him, "Have you been in a relationship recently?"

"how come."

"I heard from Anna that you pushed Miss Zeng's appointment yesterday. I think you have been absent-minded this month. If you didn't have a date, how could you be so distracted? Who is the other party? Do I know you? Don't look for it in the company, I will be very upset Difficult to do."

Jiang Bingqin was Jiang Bingqin after all, her speech was so artistic that Chen Feng was too embarrassed to expose her.However, I did hurt her face to a certain extent. After all, not everyone can take things like her ex-fiancé with a generous smile.

"Sister Qin, the more you control, the more lenient you are. You never said that you have to report private matters to the company." Chen Feng didn't change his face.

"I don't care about your private life, but if it affects your work, I have the right to intervene, right?"

"You really want to know who I've been hanging out with lately?"

Bingqin's eyes dodged for a while, and finally she looked directly at him boldly: "You might as well tell me, so that I can have a chance to weigh the pros and cons."

Chen Feng's face was neither red nor out of breath, and he looked indifferent: "You think too much, Sister Qin. I'm not in a relationship. The person I'm looking for recently is Hong Zhengshen."

"You know about my previous relationship with Zheng Shen?"

"Why, aren't you just good friends? I never pry into the inside story of the boss."

Bingqin's expression turned ugly: "When did you and Zheng Shen get along so well?"

"We slept together."

An expression of disbelief appeared on Bingqin's face. Even after witnessing their passionate kiss, she was still so stunned that she couldn't speak a word when she learned the truth. In the end, she could only lean back on the swing chair and take a deep breath.

She always thought nothing would frighten her, but it turned out to be Hong Zhengshen, the man she really loved.What's even more shocking is that Chen Feng, who is the most dependent and beloved emotionally, actually stimulated her nakedly in the end.

Zheng Shen and Chen Feng?Didn't this combination come together?Why does it feel so sad when it becomes a fact?It's like... being abandoned by them at the same time, and even the little bit of real emotional connection has been completely severed.It turned out that I was isolated from their world and could no longer enter it.

Chen Feng also knew how complicated and unbearable Bingqin's mood would be now, but he had already reached this point, so he could only justify himself, hoping that Bingqin would not focus on Zheng Shen.

"I don't know who would understand this kind of thing. You know his temper. I seem to be a little too involved. It's just right to withdraw now."

"You like him... don't you?"

Chen Feng shook his head with a wry smile, and laughed at himself: "I like him? Heh, do you really think that men and men will take it seriously? I just——I just think that he is sometimes... funny, which makes me a little confused."

He shook his head, as if he wanted to pull out a clear thread from the mess, "Since the matter is already like this, I don't think there is any need to continue playing. It seems that it is really time to stop, so I need A long vacation to get myself back on track, you can't play and become gay."

"I thought you didn't move out of Zhengshen's place because of other reasons." Bingqin smiled reluctantly, "I never thought that you would really...have that kind of relationship. I directed this scene by myself, and in the end It's self-defeating. Ah Feng, I just hope you stop doing it, Hong Zhengshen is not the kind of person to have fun with."

"Yeah, so it's not too late for my conscience to find out now. Sister Qin, I will definitely pay attention in the future and won't involve your friends in my private life again, lest you think I'm ignorant of my business and private affairs. But you can tell me about my vacation. Don't mention it to Zheng Shen, just say that I was sent on a business trip, and when I come back, I will break up with him."

Chen Feng said the hateful dialogue with innocent eyes, without the slightest sense of guilt, this is Chen Feng's real body in Guangyu.

Bingqin's eyes passed through Chen Feng's shoulders, and saw the tall figure gradually coming out of the hidden place behind, her eyes widened suddenly, she couldn't control herself in astonishment.

"Zheng Shen!"

When Bingqin called out this name, Chen Feng's impeccable disguise loosened for the first time.His fingers trembled, he gradually closed them, and then slowly turned around to look at the man who was so perfect in his eyes,

"I hope I won't see you again when I go back tomorrow." Zheng Shen's face was livid.But every word is sonorous and clear.Then turned around firmly and left, and there was no room for turning back.

"Zheng Shen." Chen Feng called out to his back, the voice was not loud, but it was the result of trying to suppress the trembling of the voice.

When the man was about to disappear around the corner, he then called out again, "Hong Zhengshen——"

The viscera were already dislocated and colic at the moment that person appeared, damn it, if the acting skills are too good, he will die for no reason.

At that time, Chen Feng felt that he was going crazy, completely lost his position, and was chasing something he didn't know like a headless chicken. He had never been so afraid in his heart like this moment. He felt that there was something precious in his hand. However, it suddenly collapsed and loosened into fine sand, slipping from the fingers, and it is difficult to restore the old appearance even if it is reassembled.

There is only one fanatical thought left in my heart: catch up, catch up!But his footsteps couldn't keep up with that person's figure.

It is obviously not a good time to go up and explain now, Chen Feng frowned deeply, all kinds of things with Hong Zhengshen flashed through his mind, half an hour ago, they were so romantic and beautiful, but they were immediately brought back to their original form by his impromptu performance .

However, Chen Feng really wanted to ask Zheng Shen, do you also look at me like an outsider?Am I really that unworthy of your trust?Why can't you try harder to love me after I fall in love with you?

I really hope that when he hears those words before, he can laugh it off and say, "Do you think I will believe it?" However, the person who can say those words is not Hong Zhengshen.Hong Zhengshen was as insecure as he was. Before they knew themselves, they hardly dared to trust anyone easily.

Chen Feng felt that in his past and present, he often repeated a stupid thing, building trust with his own hands, and then destroying it with his own hands.

That day, Zheng Shen walked out of the clubhouse early and did not go home. He checked into a random hotel along the way, tossed and turned in an unfamiliar bed, and finally couldn't fall asleep.

When he arrived at Yaori early the next morning, Zheng Shen felt powerless for the first time, so depressed that he could hardly work normally, so he simply asked for leave and came back, only to find that Zhang Chenfeng had already emptied his belongings in a sensible manner.

That's good, save him from doing it.

So I lay down on my bed and slept for most of the day. I woke up from a dream in the middle of the day. When I sat up completely, I found that it was already evening, so I washed my face and drove to Yau Ma Tei by myself to eat claypot rice and oyster cakes. And fish paste siu mai, these common people's food and the noisy environment of Zhou State made him feel that he was still alive.

After eating, I went to the top of Victoria Peak to watch the night view. After two hours of wind blowing, I felt a lot clearer, and then I went to Bar Street for a drink.A lot of beauties came to strike up a conversation, and after drinking a few glasses of spirits, he finally had the illusion of returning to the world.

It turned out that without the company of that person, there would be no problems in my life. It was just a broken love, not even a broken love. Therefore, it seemed that there was no more energy and artificial sadness to remember myself At the beginning, he devoted himself desperately like a madman.

It turned out that it was just sex.

In fact, in everyone's phone book, there will be a number that you will never call or delete. In everyone's heart, there will be a person that you will never mention or forget.

But if that person is still trying to contact you, then maybe his will was not as firm as he imagined at that time.

For the next two consecutive days, Zheng Shen spent the night in the office, taking a nap on the sofa when he was tired.

It was around ten o'clock in the evening that day, and he was still sitting at his desk reading a manuscript, when someone knocked on his door suddenly.

Zheng Shen raised his voice and asked, "Leah? Have you left yet?"

There was no response from outside, but it was obvious that the person was still there. Zheng Shen stood up suspiciously, walked over steadily, put his hand on the doorknob and paused for a few seconds before pressing it down.

The door opened, the four eyes met, a thrilling heat rose from the body, the painful anxiety and the torment that tortured the nerves for days, completely came out when they finally faced each other.

They didn't say anything, they stared at each other silently for a long time, the reflection of each other in their pupils was clear and deep.Until Chen Feng raised his right hand, pressed his thumb on Zheng Shen's lips, and then gradually exerted force, until the pulp of his fingers rubbed against his lips, and when the teeth closed together, a new round of pain arose.

Chen Feng took the lead to cross the boundary line, and casually locked the door of the office.

When he was hugged tightly, even though he was only wearing a single shirt, Zheng Shen could still feel the high temperature bubbling in the close joint. Chen Feng kissed him, his breath trembling slightly, and the tip of his tongue twitched wantonly, and then the hem of his shirt was caught Lifting it up, the palm pressed against his tense back.

When the footsteps approached, the buttons of the clothes were undone one by one by the other hand, and the smooth chest and the well-defined texture were touched and pressed by the slender fingers.

Zheng Shen retreated steadily, until he stuck to the desk behind him, only to realize that he had once again fallen into the vortex of passion. When the man's fingertips slipped into the abdomen, the body tightened instinctively, and lust is often like this. When the time comes, he always attacks his blind spots so unexpectedly, crushing his willpower in one fell swoop.

The strength of the palm is getting stronger and stronger, and he directly pulls the button of his trousers, pulls the zipper, enters the alluring area without hesitation, provokes the center of desire that is gradually rising, the place where painful secret love combines with taboos, primitive His hunger and thirst broke through the proper barriers, an unbearable moan escaped from his mouth, he suddenly moved wildly, his tight buttocks trembled slightly due to the full load of tension, and his lingering fingers spread his erotic intentions indulgently .

Chen Feng likes to see Zheng Shen's perfect handsome face blushing, his beautiful body full of oily allure, his hot eyes just staring at him with contradictions, that sullen desire can instantly disintegrate his concentration, and then he doesn't care about the consequences wanted to possess him.

He was clearly a stronger man than himself, why did he always stare at him so unpredictably? The environment in the office was too exciting, and they were excited while panting heavily.

Chen Feng buried his head in Zheng Shen's neck, breathing fiercely, biting his ears playfully, and suddenly caught his ears. When his underwear was torn off, his passionate desire was fully exposed, shameful and exciting.Chen Feng started to take off his clothes, throwing everything away, his frivolous thoughts were unconcealable and enthusiastic.

Chen Feng half-kneeled down, lowered his head to catch his mouth, swirled his nimble tongue around his head first, and then swallowed it with perfect technique. The intense pleasure made Zheng Shen raise his chin comfortably. Not long after, the high fever The bodily fluids spurted out.

When Chen Feng stepped back, half of his lips were still on his lips. He wiped it with the back of his hand and licked it with his tongue.

Just when Zheng Shen was not in a good mood, Chen Feng had already got up and threw him on the solid wood desk, hugged the other's head and kissed him as if venting, while rudely sweeping away the obstacles on the desk.

After the kiss was over, Chen Feng pulled Zhengshen's shoulders, making him lie down on the table, clasped his hands on the edge of the table that was within reach, his waist was forced to bend at ninety degrees, his feet were separated, and his body All that remained was a white shirt half-slung over his shoulder.

This provocative gesture made Chen Feng's blood boil.

When the finger penetrated into the rear, Zheng Shen shouted in a flustered and helpless voice: "Zhang Chenfeng, you..."

The next moment, he was filled with a dull pain, and he came in almost recklessly, and when Zheng Shen was struggling, Chen Feng's deep and soft voice came from his ear: "I love you!"

The movement of friction became strong and powerful, the angle gradually deepened and the pain of tearing repeatedly attacked, Zheng Shen whimpered and groaned like he was injured, just after his brutal penetration again and again, the paralyzed and familiar pleasure immediately revived, and his lower abdomen twitched. Tight, sensitive frenzy climbed back to the top with spasms all over.

Zheng Shen couldn't resist the illusion brought about by this kind of masochistic sex, but principles, strength, dignity, and self-control retreated manically with this unstable relationship, and he was so dazed that he couldn't extricate himself, and he was ups and downs in pain and carnival lust .

Another burst of violent pumping, the pain when the hip bone hits the corner of the table, seems to push this violent relationship into the most secret place, the wildfire ignites the chaos, the more I want to be gentle, but I find that the behavior often runs counter to it , How can I love like ordinary people.

The lower body involuntarily reacted again due to repeated stimulation. He was obviously very tired, but his physiology was terribly honest. Feeling the change in Zheng Shen, Chen Feng leaned forward while leaning down on the back of his neck as if encouraged. Hickey, enjoying the subconscious tightening of his back hole when his whole body was tensed.

Chen Feng was so excited by this ecstasy that he almost let out, he gritted his teeth to hold it back.

It's not a fledgling kid anymore, but it's completely unexpected that he is completely addicted to having sex with one person like now, and his partner is a high-quality mature man like Hong Zhengshen.Even from the very beginning, I thought he was unique and charming, but I never thought that one day I would pursue him like crazy.

That fiery forbidden land was stamped into Chen Feng's exclusive mark, this tight body could give him bliss, and the pleasure of swelling his chest made Zheng Shen unable to hold back the tempest-like rhythm any longer.

"Ah, um... um! I can't do it..."

Chen Feng touched his lower body and pulled it up. After hearing his provocative murmur, he whispered in his ear, "Don't you feel it there? Let's...together!"

Zheng Shen looked back at him abruptly, his eyes were sharp and full of hints of shame, those moist eye sockets made Chen Feng's heart suddenly frantic, his throat trembled, and that glance dug out all the violence and tenderness from the depths of his soul up.

Chen Feng pierced again with all his enthusiasm, listening to the groans mixed with pain and happiness in his ears.

"Uh-ah!"

Zheng Shen panted with difficulty, and pressed his forehead weakly against his right arm. He didn't know that he was struggling and writhing, just in line with the rhythm of Chen Feng swinging his hips. He heard his heartbeat that had already jumped out of his throat, When you look at it, it is far and near.

He clearly felt the rough existence when the sharp weapon scratched the inner wall, and he was enduring the intense aggression that made him suffocate. Chen Feng grabbed it and lifted it upwards, forcing his chest to touch the table, but the lower part was on the verge of collapsing in mid-air with the strong attack.

The body in motion is strong and gorgeous, every pumping seems to inject venom into the opponent's blood, a slight response can lead to a more intense encounter, layers of flames surround the body and push it to the top, sweet and greasy sultry Scattered in the surrounding air, the restlessness of the fit fluctuates in extreme selflessness, and finally loses itself.

Because of Zheng Shen's natural strength, when he was passive, his whole body exuded a lewd aura, which could easily make Chen Feng aroused, caressing his black hair with his fingertips randomly, and thrusting his body more instinctively Urgent, in the next second, the body stopped suddenly like a thread that was about to be snapped, and after a suppressed roar, passion shot out.

Chen Feng turned Zheng Shen's face, bit his lip hard, the tip of his tongue pressed deeply, and they swallowed the moan of reaching the top when they climaxed.

The two overlapping sweaty bodies shone obscenely under the dim desk lamp. No one could deny that they had an indescribable fit in a certain way.

Chen Feng rubbed against Zheng Shen's body a few times, and sighed in a low voice: "Huh... I thought I was going to die just now."

Zheng Shen was exhausted and his chest was numb from the oppression. He knew that his defenses against this person had been peeled off layer by layer. The original deep-rooted persistence turned into weakness in the end and was fully exposed in front of this person.

Even if the sex is enjoyable, it can't hide his passivity and embarrassment as a man afterwards. What he has to overcome is not only the physical disobedience, but also the will and spiritual compromise and indulgence.

Five minutes later, the two were sitting on the reception sofa in the north corner of the two-person office. Zheng Shen was sitting casually with his shirt open and his long legs stretched out, with his arms resting on the back of the sofa. Lazily, he took out a cigarette from the pocket of his coat thrown on the ground, lit it, took two puffs slowly, and handed it to Zheng Shen's mouth.

Zheng Shen didn't usually have the habit of smoking, but he still opened his mouth slightly to take it.An ambiguous smoke ring filled the air, blurring his vision.

"Zheng Shen." Chen Feng suddenly broke the silence and called him softly.

Zheng Shen looked at him slowly, although the look in his eyes was worn out by weariness, his aura had not weakened at all. His voice was hoarse and quiet: "What do you want to say, you'd better finish it at once."

The lust between Chen Feng's brows and eyes was still there, so he looked at Zheng Shen more tenderly than usual: "What I said that night was not my intention. Heh, I admit that I rarely tell the truth to outsiders, but to you , I have not been perfunctory, so don't question my motives for being with you."

"It doesn't matter. I don't even know what kind of person you are. I just don't want to be fooled anymore." Zheng Shen was a little strange. At this moment, he didn't have anything in his chest that he wanted to explode. Seeing Chen Feng appearing in front of him At that moment outside the door, the fluctuating emotions before miraculously... calmed down.

Chen Feng randomly picked out a business card placed on the coffee table, wrote an address on it, and handed it to Zheng Shen.

"The address of my new apartment, sister Qin, they all thought that I would eventually return to the United States, but they didn't know that I had recently decided to settle in Hong Kong. The reason is——you."

Zheng Shen was speechless for a moment, his eyes flickered, and he looked at him seriously.

Chen Feng continued: "I know it's a bit sudden to mention this... The real reason why I said I'm going to disappear for almost two months is that I promised to take care of a patient for a friend, because the privacy of the client is involved, so I can't tell the truth .”

Hearing this statement, Zheng Shen's expression softened: "I'm afraid you are saying one thing and doing another. I really don't know what we are doing."

Chen Feng smiled bitterly: "It's not what you think, it's just that I owe the other party a big favor, so I promised to spare time to assist her client to complete the treatment in Hong Kong. I know it sounds crazy, but I don't want to say Come up with more nonsense to lie to you."

Chen Feng continued to persuade, "If you want to come to me someday, you can call me anytime. I don't want to force you, and I hope that there will be no more secrets to hide from you in the future, because I really care about you."

Chen Feng's confession made Zheng Shen feel inexplicably agitated, and he gently covered his eyes with his palms, as if to calm his heart down.

It was almost eleven o'clock when Zheng Shen opened the door for Chen Feng.

Chen Feng took a step, turned around and supported the door frame and asked, "Can we start over, Zheng Shen?"

"I have no idea."

"call me."

Zheng Shen was about to close the door, but Chen Feng held his face one step ahead of him, and sucked his lips heavily, a skillful deep kiss, accurately hitting the point that could excite both parties, and the rushing desire swept over again , This scene comparable to foreplay was interrupted by the sound of a document falling to the ground.

The two turned their heads suddenly, and found that the assistant Leah was at a loss watching the intimate interaction between the boss whom all the women in the company had a crush on, and a super seductive strange handsome man, until they realized that their behavior as if they had been immobilized was very strange. It was ridiculous and abrupt, so he immediately squatted down in a panic to pick up the scattered papers.

Chen Feng is quite experienced in this kind of emergencies, he stepped forward calmly and helped to pick it up, just after she got up quickly, Chen Feng gently handed out the rest in his hand, and then moved his face closer to the already Liya, who was completely overwhelmed by his aura, showed an extremely sinister and charming smile in front of her eyes, and then whispered in her ear in a voice so soft that only the two of them could hear: "This is a secret between me and you."

Leah blushed nervously and subconsciously nodded.Chen Feng withdrew to a safe distance in satisfaction, then took a deep look at Zheng Shen, and walked away without hesitation.

Zheng Shen didn't expect that such a secret affair would be bumped into by his personal assistant, and it was very embarrassing, but such a stalemate was not a solution, so he took the lead to relieve the frozen atmosphere: "Actually, he..." After thinking about it, he felt There was no need to explain, so I had no choice but to give up, "Forget it."

Liya finally realized that she was still immersed in the oppressive feeling just now. That handsome man who was so suffocating would really cause a cardiac arrest. Now that she is fully awake, she feels very embarrassed: "I won't talk to you. Someone else mentioned, I was in the design department helping Akun and the others to check the copywriting, and I was about to leave."

"Thank you, let's go home." He wished he could quickly dismiss Lia, and then closed the door and thought about it.

Sure enough, when she turned around, she found that the mess on the ground was all the debris that had been swept off the table during the sex just now.Hong Zhengshen, oh Hong Zhengshen, I'm afraid Zhang Chenfeng is really your natural enemy.

Perhaps Chen Feng's unfeeling remarks had the expected effect. Bingqin didn't dare to disturb Zheng Shen after the incident. She is half responsible for the current situation.

Bingqin has mixed feelings in her heart. She never thought that Chen Feng would have sex with the same sex. She had never discovered that he had such an orientation before. Even when Smith's problem appeared, she had a little panic. I was afraid that he would not get used to being under the same roof with Zheng Shen.

Unexpectedly, he actually got involved and had so many entanglements with Zheng Shen...

In the end she became a villain.She didn't dare to call to alarm Zheng Shen, because she didn't know how aggressive he was, and she didn't dare to confront Chen Feng face to face, because that was something she was afraid of.So, she approved Chen Feng's long vacation and let him settle down for a while.

But because of her concern for the past few days, she was thinking about this matter all the time, so she called Chen Feng at the last moment.

"I'm not going to judge what's going on between you and him, but I'm really concerned about his condition. Maybe you can explain."

Chen Feng was not surprised by Zheng Shen's position in Jiang Bingqin's heart, so he asked back: "You should know what kind of person he is better than me. Do you think it would be useful for me to apologize now?"

"Ah Feng, you really just wanted to try it out before you talked to him...or is there some other reason?"

"Don't you think it's not a particularly difficult thing to be fooled by a man like Hong Zhengshen?"

"You overplayed it this time. If you annoy him again, don't blame me for falling out with you."

"Sister Qin, this is the first time you have spoken harshly to me. I will remember it in my heart." Chen Feng responded with a smile on his lips, but there was no expression on his face, because he knew that Jiang Bingqin had some embarrassment when he said these words. How serious.

Whether Jiale or Bingqin, they all try their best to protect Zhengshen. He is indeed worthy of love, but he is the only one who bears with himself. It is a lie to say that he is not moved.

Now this kind of feeling that my heart warms up when I think of him, it must be the legendary period of passionate love.It's really evil, it turned out that I would also be boiling because of another person, I thought I was already numb emotionally, but who knew that when there was a suitable opportunity, I would just fall into it, completely ignoring the posture and the consequences.

It turned out that he was irrational and stumbled with love, with fatal attraction. Even his self-righteous mind would have a large number of visual blind spots.But one thing has not changed, that is, I am still irresistible to dangerous and taboo love.

Three days later, Chen Feng saw Xin La.A healthy Middle Eastern woman, 29 years old, has a quiet and steady demeanor. She has long coiled hair, sunken eyes, deep eyebrows, nose and pretty lips. She has a sweet and exotic appearance, and she is more approachable than it looks in the photos.

From the airport to the residence, Chen Feng found that she only said no more than five sentences. She is a person who knows how to protect herself. Therefore, it will be more difficult for him to unravel and guide her memory.

Chen Feng knew very well that for the next month or so, he would have to be with this woman to make her feel fully safe, and then he was willing to reveal those topics that touched the core area. He had to distinguish the truth from the false and catch her in time. Or maybe she really lost her important memory, and he will try to help her get it back.

This was his main responsibility in the Criminal Psychology Investigation Section and Special Operations Division of the FBI before, doing psychological analysis for suspicious people and keeping abreast of criminal dynamics in a timely manner.

But sometimes if you see too clearly, you will ignore important points, such as yourself.He believes in himself too much, so when there is a deviation, he will go all the way to the dark. He once encountered a lover's betrayal. At that time, he didn't see her last moment of hesitation, but now he once again believes in someone wholeheartedly. .

Hong Zhengshen is because Chen Feng feels that he is different from anyone he has ever met. This man is like the sea, with deep mystery and temptation, making people think he has figured it out, but he is not.