Facing scumbags, I choose BE
Chapter 5
If time can reincarnate, he hopes that their fate will end in this life in the next life.
Jing Huan's stiff palms couldn't help touching his chest. Through his underwear and sweater, he could still clearly feel a small lump of hardness in the place that should have been flat. He hadn't felt such a strong feeling this morning.
After leaving the hospital, the doctor said that he now felt that the two sides of his chest were really filled with iron juice, and his whole heart fell down.
My heart has gone from being shocked at the beginning to now slowly calming down and accepting.
He is ill, and it may be a serious illness that cannot be cured anyway.
His heart was as cold as water, looking at the gorgeous houses around him, he suddenly felt that he was in a gorgeous and spacious cage, surrounded by gold edging, extremely luxurious, he was like a bird in the cage, no matter how much he moved, he couldn't fly out here.
In the past few years, he has been imprisoned in this gorgeous cage for too long, and his wings have been slowly broken in this inch of soil, and he doesn't know how to fly.
He regards this place as his home, a place where he can avoid danger and embrace warmth. He is willing to let go of his brilliance and become a perfect backup.
But now the warmth is slowly dissipating, and I don't know how long I can hug.
He picked up his cell phone and wanted to call Chu Qing.
Finally, looking at the familiar number, he slowly put it down, what's the use of telling him?
Will Chu Qing be worried?
Will you hug him and tell him not to be afraid of having him around?
Jing Huan looked at the sky, thinking about Chu Qing's expression when he knew he had breast cancer, and embraced him with a hoarse voice and eager face, as if he embraced the whole world.
He also hugged Chu Qing back, feeling the care from Chu Qing in his arms, and a few soft words made him feel even more anxious and distressed.
Thinking of this, Jing Huan suddenly laughed, would Chu Qing do this?
If it was placed in the first few years, when they were deeply in love, and he had a fever and a cold, it might really be like the sky is falling, and he would take care of him meticulously.
What now?
There seemed to be a smell of perfume in the air, with three notes of front, middle and back, which was the smell he just smelled from Chu Qing's body last night.
That is the taste of luxury smeared on another person.
Thinking of this, Jing Huan laughed again, dry and hoarse. Now, Chu Qing probably won't be the same as back then. He remembered that he had caught a cold last month.
When Chu Qing returned home after a week's business trip, he was slightly taken aback when he saw the cold spirit on the table, and then said indifferently: "If you don't exercise at home every day, your body is useless, right? I can't handle it this day."
Jing Huan still remembers his expression at that time, he was stiff and dull, and then he forced a smile: "Recent flu, you should also pay attention."
After changing clothes, Chu Qing didn't see him throw a sentence: "I'm not you, I won't even sneeze even in short sleeves this day."
The tip of Jing Huan's nose couldn't help but feel sour.
Chu Qing, in fact, is already gradually not caring about him, but she still can't accept it.
He is a long-lasting person, he believes that he will live together forever, he believes that his vision is like his achievements in the past, and he believes that he will not misjudge people.
However, this belief seems to be slowly shaking.
Still don't tell him.
If you know clearly, so what if you are really worried?In exchange for a few words of sympathy, he was worried
His illness will not get better, so let yourself slowly enjoy the limited time with him.
The phone rang suddenly.
Jing Huan saw that the familiar number, Chu Qing actually called him.
How long, he did not take the initiative to call.
Could it be that you came here to ask because you knew you were not feeling well yesterday?
All of a sudden, all the haze and negativity in Cai Jinghuan's heart disappeared because of this phone call, and his mood slowly rose like a Ferris wheel.
"Hello, brother." Jing Huan's voice was imperceptibly choked.
"Huanhuan, I'm not going home today, I have something to do at the company, you cook something delicious..."
The mood dropped to freezing point in an instant, Chu Qing simply said a few words and hung up the phone.
Listening to Didi's busy voice, Jing Huan felt a sudden chill in his body. How could he still have expectations?
Why is he still full of fantasies about Chu Qing?
The phone calls he answered with joy were only a few words, and he had heard those words hundreds of times, and he was already tired of them.
Chu Qing didn't even ask him if he was okay with yesterday's discomfort, and hung up the phone in a hurry.
Jing Huan laughed self-deprecatingly, it's fitting, it's all because of his own sentimentality and self-righteousness.
She thinks that Chu Qing still misses their relationship for so many years.
……
over the phone.
"Brother Qing, let's have oysters today. I haven't had them for a long time, and I miss that taste." A crisp, coquettish voice came lazily from the top floor office.
Qian Yu was dressed in a white down jacket, with chestnut hair dyed, a face that was as delicate as makeup, delicate and small facial features, especially those watery eyes that were as beautiful as a doll.
He stepped forward and took Chu Qing's arm, his sweet voice pleaded, and even that face became much more vivid and lovely.
After Chu Qing hung up the phone, she turned to look at him, seemingly helpless: "It's up to you."
Qian Yu heard the answer she wanted, and happily buried her head in Chu Qing's arm: "Brother Qing, you are the best person in the world to me."
Chu Qing's body froze instantly, the words sound familiar.
He remembered Jing Huan's birthday in a certain year, and it wasn't long before they came out to make a living.
Chu Qing used part of the money from the first bill he talked about to buy an eight-inch small cake for Jing Huan. At that time, they didn't have their own house.
Rented a single apartment in a part of the city, Chu Qing celebrated Jing Huan's first birthday that night.
Jing Huan doesn’t like cakes with dyed colors and thinks it’s unhealthy to eat. The colorful colors must have a lot of pigments, so Chu Qing specially asked the cake shop’s chef to make a pure white cream cake, sprinkle some chocolate on it, Frame some simple patterns.
Under his urging, Jing Huan closed her eyes and made a wish for herself.
Then, he slowly opened his eyes and looked at Chu Qing, his voice was soft but clear: "Brother, you are so kind to me."
Because Jing Huan's parents had passed away unexpectedly at that time, Jing Huan was alone and had no one else to get close to except him.
Chu Qing still remembered that time, when he pulled Jing Huan closer to his arms, under the dim light, he made a solemn promise to the person in his arms: "Brother will always treat you so well."
That night, they cuddled together for a long time, Jing Huan completely gave herself to Chu Qing, and they exchanged themselves on Jing Huan's birthday together, vowing to trust each other and support each other to walk through the best years of life together.
Chu Qing looked at the fog gradually rising outside the window, and there was a twitch somewhere in his heart.
"Brother Qing? Brother Qing?" Qian Yu's voice sounded urgent and puzzled.
Chu Qing withdrew her thoughts, how long ago it was.
"It's nothing." Chu Qing smiled at him.
Qian Yu retracted his original heart, and only then did he clearly understand what he was thinking about. His expression seemed to have traveled to a long time ago, which was an area he didn't know, especially those deep black eyes with rare Gentle and gentle, that was something he had never seen before.
Qian Yu panicked for a moment, he couldn't figure out what he was thinking at that moment.
He knew that Chu Qing was very poor before he succeeded, and he got up step by step with his own hands.
He likes this kind of handsome and capable man.
He also knew that it was not enough to just have face in front of Chu Qing, because Chu Qing had found a few before, and they were changed within a few days.
And he, Qian Yu, was the one who stayed in front of Chu Qing the longest.
Chu Qing likes obedient and sensible people who know how to measure. He has always played the role of a well-behaved and docile little sheep in front of him, and occasionally acted like a baby. He was attracted by his temperament the first time he saw Chu Qing, and he vowed to stay forever. In front of you clearly.
But Chu Qing didn't think so.
He told him clearly not to think too much about it.
He can terminate this taboo game at any time, and he expressly ordered that he is not allowed to reveal the slightest relationship between them in front of outsiders.
Otherwise, Qian Yu will leave.
Together, they have the final say.
Qian Yu didn't dare to disobey in the slightest, but he was unwilling to follow Chu Qing in such a vague way all the time, not to mention how status and connections he had now, but he was an extremely attractive person.
Chu Qing seldom smiled at him, and always had a cold face every time he finished something.
But now, he actually smiled at him, and that smile was a little doting, which made Qian Yu's whole heart lift up.
"Brother Qing, I've already booked a room. That restaurant's business is very good. I'm afraid we won't be able to eat it if it's too late." Qian Yu's whole person was much brighter because of that smile, and her words were more gentle than usual.
"Go." Chu Qing said a few words more rarely.
Qian Yu turned around, with joy never seen on her face.
It is said that Chu Qing is an insoluble stone, but he doesn't think so, he thinks that Chu Qing is a passionate person, given time, he will definitely walk into his heart completely.
Jing Huan's stiff palms couldn't help touching his chest. Through his underwear and sweater, he could still clearly feel a small lump of hardness in the place that should have been flat. He hadn't felt such a strong feeling this morning.
After leaving the hospital, the doctor said that he now felt that the two sides of his chest were really filled with iron juice, and his whole heart fell down.
My heart has gone from being shocked at the beginning to now slowly calming down and accepting.
He is ill, and it may be a serious illness that cannot be cured anyway.
His heart was as cold as water, looking at the gorgeous houses around him, he suddenly felt that he was in a gorgeous and spacious cage, surrounded by gold edging, extremely luxurious, he was like a bird in the cage, no matter how much he moved, he couldn't fly out here.
In the past few years, he has been imprisoned in this gorgeous cage for too long, and his wings have been slowly broken in this inch of soil, and he doesn't know how to fly.
He regards this place as his home, a place where he can avoid danger and embrace warmth. He is willing to let go of his brilliance and become a perfect backup.
But now the warmth is slowly dissipating, and I don't know how long I can hug.
He picked up his cell phone and wanted to call Chu Qing.
Finally, looking at the familiar number, he slowly put it down, what's the use of telling him?
Will Chu Qing be worried?
Will you hug him and tell him not to be afraid of having him around?
Jing Huan looked at the sky, thinking about Chu Qing's expression when he knew he had breast cancer, and embraced him with a hoarse voice and eager face, as if he embraced the whole world.
He also hugged Chu Qing back, feeling the care from Chu Qing in his arms, and a few soft words made him feel even more anxious and distressed.
Thinking of this, Jing Huan suddenly laughed, would Chu Qing do this?
If it was placed in the first few years, when they were deeply in love, and he had a fever and a cold, it might really be like the sky is falling, and he would take care of him meticulously.
What now?
There seemed to be a smell of perfume in the air, with three notes of front, middle and back, which was the smell he just smelled from Chu Qing's body last night.
That is the taste of luxury smeared on another person.
Thinking of this, Jing Huan laughed again, dry and hoarse. Now, Chu Qing probably won't be the same as back then. He remembered that he had caught a cold last month.
When Chu Qing returned home after a week's business trip, he was slightly taken aback when he saw the cold spirit on the table, and then said indifferently: "If you don't exercise at home every day, your body is useless, right? I can't handle it this day."
Jing Huan still remembers his expression at that time, he was stiff and dull, and then he forced a smile: "Recent flu, you should also pay attention."
After changing clothes, Chu Qing didn't see him throw a sentence: "I'm not you, I won't even sneeze even in short sleeves this day."
The tip of Jing Huan's nose couldn't help but feel sour.
Chu Qing, in fact, is already gradually not caring about him, but she still can't accept it.
He is a long-lasting person, he believes that he will live together forever, he believes that his vision is like his achievements in the past, and he believes that he will not misjudge people.
However, this belief seems to be slowly shaking.
Still don't tell him.
If you know clearly, so what if you are really worried?In exchange for a few words of sympathy, he was worried
His illness will not get better, so let yourself slowly enjoy the limited time with him.
The phone rang suddenly.
Jing Huan saw that the familiar number, Chu Qing actually called him.
How long, he did not take the initiative to call.
Could it be that you came here to ask because you knew you were not feeling well yesterday?
All of a sudden, all the haze and negativity in Cai Jinghuan's heart disappeared because of this phone call, and his mood slowly rose like a Ferris wheel.
"Hello, brother." Jing Huan's voice was imperceptibly choked.
"Huanhuan, I'm not going home today, I have something to do at the company, you cook something delicious..."
The mood dropped to freezing point in an instant, Chu Qing simply said a few words and hung up the phone.
Listening to Didi's busy voice, Jing Huan felt a sudden chill in his body. How could he still have expectations?
Why is he still full of fantasies about Chu Qing?
The phone calls he answered with joy were only a few words, and he had heard those words hundreds of times, and he was already tired of them.
Chu Qing didn't even ask him if he was okay with yesterday's discomfort, and hung up the phone in a hurry.
Jing Huan laughed self-deprecatingly, it's fitting, it's all because of his own sentimentality and self-righteousness.
She thinks that Chu Qing still misses their relationship for so many years.
……
over the phone.
"Brother Qing, let's have oysters today. I haven't had them for a long time, and I miss that taste." A crisp, coquettish voice came lazily from the top floor office.
Qian Yu was dressed in a white down jacket, with chestnut hair dyed, a face that was as delicate as makeup, delicate and small facial features, especially those watery eyes that were as beautiful as a doll.
He stepped forward and took Chu Qing's arm, his sweet voice pleaded, and even that face became much more vivid and lovely.
After Chu Qing hung up the phone, she turned to look at him, seemingly helpless: "It's up to you."
Qian Yu heard the answer she wanted, and happily buried her head in Chu Qing's arm: "Brother Qing, you are the best person in the world to me."
Chu Qing's body froze instantly, the words sound familiar.
He remembered Jing Huan's birthday in a certain year, and it wasn't long before they came out to make a living.
Chu Qing used part of the money from the first bill he talked about to buy an eight-inch small cake for Jing Huan. At that time, they didn't have their own house.
Rented a single apartment in a part of the city, Chu Qing celebrated Jing Huan's first birthday that night.
Jing Huan doesn’t like cakes with dyed colors and thinks it’s unhealthy to eat. The colorful colors must have a lot of pigments, so Chu Qing specially asked the cake shop’s chef to make a pure white cream cake, sprinkle some chocolate on it, Frame some simple patterns.
Under his urging, Jing Huan closed her eyes and made a wish for herself.
Then, he slowly opened his eyes and looked at Chu Qing, his voice was soft but clear: "Brother, you are so kind to me."
Because Jing Huan's parents had passed away unexpectedly at that time, Jing Huan was alone and had no one else to get close to except him.
Chu Qing still remembered that time, when he pulled Jing Huan closer to his arms, under the dim light, he made a solemn promise to the person in his arms: "Brother will always treat you so well."
That night, they cuddled together for a long time, Jing Huan completely gave herself to Chu Qing, and they exchanged themselves on Jing Huan's birthday together, vowing to trust each other and support each other to walk through the best years of life together.
Chu Qing looked at the fog gradually rising outside the window, and there was a twitch somewhere in his heart.
"Brother Qing? Brother Qing?" Qian Yu's voice sounded urgent and puzzled.
Chu Qing withdrew her thoughts, how long ago it was.
"It's nothing." Chu Qing smiled at him.
Qian Yu retracted his original heart, and only then did he clearly understand what he was thinking about. His expression seemed to have traveled to a long time ago, which was an area he didn't know, especially those deep black eyes with rare Gentle and gentle, that was something he had never seen before.
Qian Yu panicked for a moment, he couldn't figure out what he was thinking at that moment.
He knew that Chu Qing was very poor before he succeeded, and he got up step by step with his own hands.
He likes this kind of handsome and capable man.
He also knew that it was not enough to just have face in front of Chu Qing, because Chu Qing had found a few before, and they were changed within a few days.
And he, Qian Yu, was the one who stayed in front of Chu Qing the longest.
Chu Qing likes obedient and sensible people who know how to measure. He has always played the role of a well-behaved and docile little sheep in front of him, and occasionally acted like a baby. He was attracted by his temperament the first time he saw Chu Qing, and he vowed to stay forever. In front of you clearly.
But Chu Qing didn't think so.
He told him clearly not to think too much about it.
He can terminate this taboo game at any time, and he expressly ordered that he is not allowed to reveal the slightest relationship between them in front of outsiders.
Otherwise, Qian Yu will leave.
Together, they have the final say.
Qian Yu didn't dare to disobey in the slightest, but he was unwilling to follow Chu Qing in such a vague way all the time, not to mention how status and connections he had now, but he was an extremely attractive person.
Chu Qing seldom smiled at him, and always had a cold face every time he finished something.
But now, he actually smiled at him, and that smile was a little doting, which made Qian Yu's whole heart lift up.
"Brother Qing, I've already booked a room. That restaurant's business is very good. I'm afraid we won't be able to eat it if it's too late." Qian Yu's whole person was much brighter because of that smile, and her words were more gentle than usual.
"Go." Chu Qing said a few words more rarely.
Qian Yu turned around, with joy never seen on her face.
It is said that Chu Qing is an insoluble stone, but he doesn't think so, he thinks that Chu Qing is a passionate person, given time, he will definitely walk into his heart completely.
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