I have known love for many years

Before going out, Fei Lian told Fei's mother that the company had to work overtime temporarily, but there was no response from the woman in the bedroom.

Fei Lian has long been used to it. Occasionally, when he is under too much pressure, he would rather sleep in the company or a hotel than return to this depressing home.

When he had just worked for a year and got his bonus for the first time at the end of the year, he was so happy and wanted to make his mother happy, so he went to the pet market and chose a silver and white shorthair, but his mother was not happy. In the beginning, she was not friendly to the young cat, and often beat and scolded when she thought of it, which made Fei Lian want to send the cat away.

It's just that the existence of the kitten probably made the mother gradually get used to it, and then it gradually stabilized. Later, the mother also took good care of the kitten. Up to now, the cat has no problems at all, and it is still round and fat. The fur is smooth and shiny.

But probably the shadow of childhood has always existed. Like Fei Lian, this cat has always been deeply afraid of women, and has never dared to be willful or resist.

Occasionally, when Fei Lian looked at the cat's timid and cowardly appearance, he would feel that he had seen his former self. Of course, the current him was not much better.

There is an old saying that if you tie a baby elephant to a stake, the elephant will not be able to struggle, and eventually get used to the presence of the stake; when he grows into an adult elephant, he will be strong enough to uproot a big tree. However, he would still be tied to a small wooden stake, and he would never try to struggle again.

Fei Lian knew that he was wrongly influenced by the "childhood stump", but even if he knew, he couldn't resist his mother.There are not so many complicated and profound reasons, but because she is the mother, the one who gave birth to him and raised him up.

Fei Lian drove in the dark and arrived at the hotel where Bai Xuecheng was staying before he knew it.

He hesitated and stopped the car to look for it, but he heard from the front desk that Bai Xuecheng had already left during the day.

left?The house has not been decorated yet, where will he go?Is there another place to live?Live in... someone's house?

Fei Lian walked out of the hotel, stood on the steps in a daze for a while, and suddenly realized: Maybe Bai Xuecheng asked him to meet, just to make it clear to him.He suddenly ran to the hotel room where they lived, which was a bit too much.Maybe he was already with Jiang Fan or someone else, maybe he caused him trouble, so he wanted to talk.

Fei Lian suddenly realized, and the anxiety and nervousness disappeared, but a sense of blankness and emptiness surged from the bottom of his heart.

He had this feeling before. The first time he had the courage to say goodbye to Bai Xuecheng, he felt that there seemed to be a hole in his heart.

At that time, he didn't know what he said, he just felt the wind blowing in his ears, and Bai Xuecheng's wide eyes and unbelievable expression became blurred.

He stood there for a while, then went to the neighborhood where Bai Xuecheng lived, and sure enough, there was no one at home, and the windows were pitch black with no light coming through.

He went downstairs and walked out of the community, not knowing where he was going.

He didn't want to stay at home, and he didn't want to find anyone, so he wandered around in a daze, went to the supermarket to buy a few cans of beer, and sat back in the car to drink slowly.

When he drank the third can, a person appeared in the rearview mirror, a familiar person, a person he was thinking about.

Wrapped in a down jacket and wearing a hat, Bai Xuecheng rushed into a mobile phone repair shop, who was about to get off work, he hurriedly said: "I can add money, can you help me first?"

Bai Xuecheng searched all the way from the apartment in the studio, followed the map to find several repair shops, all of which were closed, and finally found one near the community, he was covered in sweat from walking, panting: "Just Hit it on the ground and it won't turn on."

The shopkeeper was a young man. He took a look at the phone and said, "I can't fix it today. I'm not sure where the problem is. I'll take it apart tomorrow to find out. I guess it's the screen... "

Bai Xuecheng was in despair. He finally mustered up the courage to ask someone out, but his phone just dropped.God, are you stopping me?

Bai Xuecheng came out dejectedly with his mobile phone. He didn't remember Chen Xin's phone number, nor Fei Lian's phone number. Now he couldn't remember a single number except 110, 119, and 120.It's frustrating.

Almost all other stores at this point are closed, and only barbecue, hot pot, night beer stalls and 24-hour convenience stores are still open.

Oh, and McDonald's.

With an expression of "I don't want to talk.jpg", Bai Xuecheng walked slowly on the street, and then inserted a person at an angle.

Bai Xuecheng: "?"

Bai Xuecheng subconsciously took a step back, thinking he was being robbed, but when he took a closer look, he found it was Fei Lian.

Bai Xuecheng: "???"

Bai Xuecheng couldn't figure it out, what does God mean?

Fei Lian smelled faintly of alcohol, but his eyes were very clear, and he spoke steadily, not like he was drunk: "I couldn't get through to your phone number, so I came here because I was afraid you had something to do, didn't I bother you?"

Bai Xuecheng was stunned for a long time, and the courage in his heart suddenly exploded, and he chose the day to hit the sun!Since you are here, is there any reason for me to let you go? !

So Bai Xuecheng put back the phone and grabbed Fei Lian: "My phone broke, are you in a hurry? Let's find a place to chat?"

With an expression of "You are welcome", Bai Xuecheng said meaningfully: "Look, everyone is here."

Fei Lian: "..."

The word "It's all here" is very easy to use, and the emotions it represents are also very complicated and cannot be expressed and can only be understood.

Fei Lian seemed to be convinced by this word, or maybe he just made an excuse for himself. Anyway, he agreed to have a chat with Bai Xuecheng, and the two found a nearby barbecue stall and sat down.

Bai Xuecheng rubbed his stomach and said, "Even after eating supper these days, you will be fat even if you are not fat."

Fei Lian looked at Bai Xuecheng, and suddenly felt that the world had become a little mysterious - as if at this moment, all the previous grievances and grievances disappeared at the same time, and they could sit down and talk calmly.

The embarrassment that happened when the two suddenly met that day seemed to have been tacitly forgotten by the two of them.

In fact, this night, when the two recalled it many years later, they both felt that it was God's best arrangement.

Fei Lian had nowhere to go, the tension in his heart was about to break, his mood was actually not very good, and then he met the person he wanted to see the most; while Bai Xuecheng was wandering the streets clutching his mobile phone, At one moment, I felt depressed, and at another moment I felt that I was extremely unlucky. The courage that had just surged up in the studio was also fading again and again, and three times exhausted, but at the critical moment, Fei Lian appeared just like that.

It was as if all the troughs, anxiety, failures and frustrations of life were overturned in an instant, so that the two of them saw a little light of hope at the moment they looked at each other.

Even if there was only a little bit of light, to the two of them at that time, it was almost everything.