I have known love for many years

When Bai Xuecheng came out of the movie theater, his eyes were red, Jiang Fan silently handed him the paper, Bai Xuecheng thanked him in a hoarse voice, held the paper in his hand and squeezed it tightly.He tried his best to bury his face in the raised collar, and stretched out his hand to pull the brim of his hat, feeling that he was really ashamed to be thrown at grandma's house.

A 30-year-old man cried like a dog watching a romantic movie in the cinema, who would believe it?

But then again, who stipulates at what age one must live in a predetermined way?If Bai Xuecheng followed the rules like that, went with the flow, and lived like a model of a unified adult man in the world, he probably wouldn't give up everything in his hometown and return to Nancheng, right?Not to mention that the relationship has not yet settled down, let alone a decent home.

A person like Bai Xuecheng is a failure in the mouth of his relatives back home.

The successful "model room" at the age of 30 is: owning a car and a house with some long-term investment, getting married with a child, planning to conceive a second child, and being at least a middle-level cadre in career.You can't be too old-fashioned, you have to have the demeanor of a young man; lively, cheerful, hospitable, take the whole family out for picnics on weekends, and travel abroad at least once a year; have no bad habits, be humble and decent, but not too humble, Talk humorously and wittily, but not too humorously; know the basics and know how to advance and retreat, can love your wife and go to the kitchen, roll up your sleeves, and can repair water, electricity and waterways and carry heavy objects; Even if you look old, you can’t talk about your mouth and be insecure; you’d better have a hobby of fitness, have a little muscle but not too much, can’t be thin like a bamboo pole, and don’t behave like a pussy...

And Bai Xuecheng basically has nothing to do with these "model rooms".

He has always lived a casual and selfish life, doing whatever he wants.When he was in school in his early years, he was not a good boy in the eyes of his relatives. Fighting was a common occurrence, and he was often called a parent. His grades were not bad and he could barely be considered a school bully, but his personality was not really good.

He is a very emotional person, and his sensibility is often ahead of his rationality. Now he came out of the movie theater rubbing his eyes and wiping his nose, and he still had some unscrupulous sense of security in the dark. Now he was illuminated by the light, and he almost stripped himself It was no different after throwing it on the street, his ears turned red for a moment, he quickened his pace and went into the toilet, and hurriedly said to Jiang Fan: "I'm going to wash my face."

Jiang Fan nodded, but he didn't laugh at him. He stood by the trash can and lit a cigarette.

Bai Xuecheng washed his face in a hurry, leaned against the sink and vomited out the depression in his chest.

In fact, he didn't cry entirely because of the movie, but he just found a reason for himself to express himself through the dark atmosphere and listening to those lines and music.Needless to say, this works quite well, and I feel a lot better.

He's been thinking about Fei Lian too often recently, so that those memories after many years come to him one by one to report, which makes him a little unbearable.

But people are like this, once they leave regrets about certain things, that thing becomes a thorn that cannot be pulled out in the heart, unable to let go and helpless, it makes people toss and turn.If he and Fei Lian didn't like each other and had no feelings for each other, then he would have given up a long time ago, but he fled in a panic at that time, and it is still difficult to think about those things now, and he wanted to find a crack to squeeze himself in. Go, think of the whole world as if you don't exist - in this way, it will be even more difficult to let go.

Bai Xuecheng rubbed his face hard, wiped it clean and went out the door.Jiang Fan was bored and stood under the billboard watching the release time of other movies, Bai Xuecheng coughed awkwardly behind him, Jiang Fan turned his head to look at him, and said with a smile: "Go for supper? I'm a little hungry."

Bai Xuecheng felt quite embarrassed. After all, he was introduced by Chen Xin. Jiang Fanken probably wanted to get acquainted with him—no matter what the reason was, he was obviously out of shape today, and It was a bit embarrassing and ashamed to be so ugly.

So although Bai Xuecheng really wanted to go back, he nodded and agreed to Jiang Fan's proposal. Jiang Fan was obviously very familiar with the neighborhood, so he quickly found a barbecue restaurant, and the two walked there.

Bai Xuecheng didn't order much, but Jiang Fan didn't pay much attention, and ordered a bunch of meat and wine.

There was a lot of people in this barbecue shop, the warm orange light shone on everyone, together with the slight rising smoke, it added a lot of the feeling of the world, Bai Xuecheng sat on the small chair, his legs were aggrieved Put it away, Jiang Fan took the cup and came over, Bai Xuecheng couldn't hold alcohol enough, he didn't dare to drink too much in front of Jiang Fan, so the two chatted slowly.