Through 1979

When Li Ran returned, Hu Jianjun was in a daze in the room, sitting on a chair in the living room, his back was straight, and he was motionless.The sound of Li Ran's door opening made the silent room a little noisy.

Seeing Li Ran coming back, Hu Jianjun stood up and took Li Ran's hand: "Haven't you called home for a week?" During this time, Li Ran was so busy that he rarely called back.

Before Li Ran could answer, Hu Jianjun opened the door and led him out. There is a private phone now, but they are not the owner of the house, so they didn't install it in the house.Leading Li Ran to the direction of the public phone, Hu Jianjun said in a low voice: "Auntie said that she must call home at least once a week. If you don't go, you will be misremembered."

Li Ran recovered from his stupefaction and nodded, but in fact Hu Jianjun's sudden actions made him confused.Although Hu Jianjun's words, movements, and eyes were all correct, Li Ran always felt that something was a little strange.

Asking Li Ran to pick up the microphone, Hu Jianjun walked a little further away and looked at the pedestrians on the road.Li Ran took a breath with the microphone and dialed a very familiar number.The phone was connected, and just as he was about to speak, Father Li's crackling words came out of the phone. That series of words directly made him swallow everything he wanted to say, even why Father Li answered the phone. I don't have time to think about it, but he obviously called Mama Li.

"You want to go abroad?" Father Li finally got to the point after talking in a daze.Li Ran frowned. He didn't know how Father Li, who was thousands of miles away, knew about it. He looked at Hu Jianjun suspiciously. Li Ran moved his mouth and began to speak: "Well, I have such a plan. I just went to the office to pay the bill. application."

Father Li is a typical strict father, taciturn, no matter how much he loves his child in his heart, he can't express it on his face, nor can he say it out of his mouth.Even if he did say it, it would be hard to escape the awkward tone.Compared with Li Ma who would say that Li Ran is a good boy before, Li Ran, who got up halfway, felt more unfamiliar with Li Dad.

Father Li standing there, with a black face, was wondering if the Jun boy was lying to him, but now he was a little annoyed after hearing Li Ran's affirmative answer.After taking two steps impatiently, Father Li wondered: "Why did you suddenly have such a weird plan?"

Going abroad is really not a good word. Even if the government called for it very positively, Father Li felt that it was a shame for Chinese people to go abroad.Going abroad has now become synonymous with not getting along.Father Li was very aggrieved. His son obviously had excellent grades and performed well, so why did he have the idea of ​​self-exile.

Li Ran held the microphone, and heard the seeds of disapproval from Li's father's words.He lowered his voice and said a series of good words, Li Ran hoped to change Li's father's thinking.Glancing at Hu Jianjun who was standing in the distance, he covered his mouth and said, "Father, as I just said, going abroad is not as bad as you think. The country requires students to go abroad to learn new knowledge, and to serve the motherland when they return. Well, don't worry, after I go out..."

Father Li frowned and interrupted him: "Don't talk about coming back, once you leave, your mother and I don't expect to see you in the future, how many people go out and never come back!"

Hearing what Father Li said, Li Ran hurriedly ensured that he would come back. He was sure that he had patriotism or something.What's more, if you don't come back, you won't pay back the money owed to the country. Some people can do it, but he is obviously not one of them.

Father Li ignored his assurance, and turned up his voice: "What you said is useless! The army boy told me before that people who go abroad can't get along in the country, so they change places." Li Ran looked at him in shock. Xiang Hu Jianjun, Jun boy, put down his hand covering his mouth, thinking that what he didn't want Hu Jianjun to hear was silly.Frowning, Li Ran was speechless at the thought that Hu Jianjun instilled in Li's father after being surprised at the beginning. People who go abroad can't get along in the country. There are some of them, but very few, okay?

Father Li frowned, children need exercise, but there is no need to overdo it, he would not accept going abroad.After giving the ultimatum, Father Li said: "Anyway, you can't go out of this country, just stay at school and study. If you don't stay at home and eat meat, if you have to go to a foreign country to eat vegetables and lose face, I will never allow it."

Li Ran curled his lips in a rare way: "Foreign main dishes are not green vegetables, but..."

"You don't eat greens, and you don't understand the language, so you have to eat grass roots." He replied firmly to Li Ran's words, and Li Dad made the decision for him. In these days, as long as the idea of ​​a filial son is brought out under the stick, no child has human rights. A mind that can make its own decisions.

"Go back to school and ask the teacher to cancel the application, ask the reason, and say that your father is unwilling. Anyway, if I say you can't go, you can't go. If you go, you will be like your third sister, and you will not be allowed to go home for no more than ten years! "

The hegemonic father did it, and Li's father went on to apply the Huairou policy. "Your mother doesn't know about this. She still thinks that you are the same as what you said before. Continue to study and become a university teacher after graduation. The Li family has not Your mother is overjoyed to be an educator. You can’t help but scream when you chat with people. My son will be a teacher in the future. If you don’t want her to blow the roof off, just listen to your father and don’t go.” After finishing speaking, Father Li said to go home early, and hung up the phone quickly, only to be rushed by his anger, Li Ran, who had only spoken a few words, held the microphone weakly, wanting to cry without tears.

After hanging up the phone, Li Ran glanced at Hu Jianjun and frowned. Li Ran wanted to ask him what he was doing?The application form had been written long ago, and even though I hid it in a good place, it was difficult for Hu Jianjun to find it.But after finding out, it's nothing to ask parents to put pressure on them.

With this in mind, he looked at Hu Jianjun squarely, but after meeting Hu Jianjun's eyes, he suddenly couldn't continue speaking.Tangled to move his eyes away, Li Ran hesitated for a while, and could no longer ask what he wanted to ask.Hu Jianjun's eyes, for some reason, really made him feel cold.The coolness was not strong, but it made him tremble uncontrollably.

Silently, the two walked back. On the way, Hu Jianjun was silent at first, then stopped suddenly, and kicked hard on the nearby tree.The tree was medium in thickness, and Hu Jianjun kicked it very hard, so even though its roots were deeply rooted, it still couldn't help swinging from side to side, shaking off countless dust.Li Ran looked at him full of anger, his face turned pale.In his impression, Hu Jianjun always had a playful smile on his face. This was the first time Li Ran saw him get angry.

Too lazy to take care of the dirty things on his body, Hu Jianjun threw Li Ran down after shaking his head covered in ashes, and left alone.Breathing out, Hu Jianjun told himself not to look back.

When he first saw the application form, Hu Jianjun's feelings were extremely complicated. He was very angry, but at the same time, he was also filled with another emotion, which was powerlessness.

Looking at the thin piece of paper, he was clearly only nineteen, and his future was unlimited, but Hu Jianjun felt that apart from other things that would only be known with the passage of time, the future of himself and Li Ran had already been decided.

One, two, and then three, one more simple thing.He asked Li Ran several times if he had something to hide, but he still didn't get an answer.Li Ran was able to run away again in high school, so Hu Jianjun thought dejectedly, now that he has thought about it again, will it be like this in the future?

But Li Ran ran away, but Hu Jianjun didn't know if he could catch up.He is also afraid, what if he suddenly gets tired one day, regrets it, and doesn't want to chase after him?Perhaps at that time Liu'er will feel that his goal has been achieved, and the two returning to the normal route is the best ending.

But Hu Jianjun held the paper, as long as he thought of this phenomenon, he couldn't bear it.There are many things that hopeless love is polished by time, but Hu Jianjun doesn't want to be a part of it.The love they grew up together, the two of them are so familiar with each other, if Hu Jianjun lets go tomorrow, then he will never find someone he can like so much again.