Love him and endure the cold

Maybe it's just knowing that he won't be able to take care of you one day.Now I have completely changed my view of him. Han Jingxiao is more determined than I imagined. When he believes in one thing, he will devote himself wholeheartedly, so... Yunyi, at this moment, I have no idea how to get along with him He fights..."

"What are you talking about? I'm asking where is he!" Yes, I know I'm a fool. I used to see Han Jingxiao acting strangely and contradictoryly, but I didn't have the courage to admit that he liked me, so I became jealous Guess what, I wasted so much time...

If I could do it all over again, I would definitely cherish every moment we have together.Xiao, I didn't really know the reason why you are so strange until now, it turns out...you love me too...

"You don't say it, do you? If you don't say it, don't hinder me!" Looking at the silent Jun Yinghong, I suddenly felt agitated. Why are there always so many obstacles and so many people between me and Han Jingxiao?

I walked past him, but he grabbed my wrist suddenly.

"Yunyi, you are actually very smart. Now that I have appeared in front of you, you should know that it is impossible for Han Jingxiao to come back again. I mean, he has chosen to give up on you!"

106. Depression

"Usually you are so smart, I don't believe you can't even figure this out!" Jun Yinghong looked at me fixedly, his hand on my shoulder tightened, and I felt a burst of pain, isn't it? From the shoulders, but from the heart.

"Impossible, absolutely impossible! You said it yourself, Han Jingxiao is a person who will go to the end once he is determined, so how could he give up on me? He clearly asked me to wait for him in Shurong Town Going back...Impossible, you lied to me." I looked at Jun Yinghong, but I didn't even have the confidence to say these words myself, in fact, every word of Jun Yinghong hit the nail on the head.

If Han Jingxiao hadn't really given up, how could he find Jun Yinghong?Just, why?Even if you want to sentence a person to death, at least tell him what crime he committed.

This is why I have always felt insecure when facing Han Jingxiao, and it is also the reason why I have always been unwilling to believe in happiness.In fact, Shu Yichen is right, I am because of fear, because I love Han Jingxiao to the bone, that's why I am so afraid of losing, yes, I don't believe in myself, I don't believe that I am good enough to Let Han Jingxiao stay by my side all the time.

"That's right, but how much of a person's life can be decided by himself? Even a position like Han Jingxiao's is always restrained. Love? After all, it's only when a person has a carefree existence that he is in the mood to go A luxury to try. If a man's life is at stake, or the life of someone he cares about is in danger, then love is nothing but something that can be thrown away at any time. Anyway, he no longer has the ability to give you what you want now. If you want, why not just follow me back to the north? Anyway, you have hesitated before, haven’t you?”

I broke free from Jun Yinghong's arm, that's what I've been worried about.In the past four years with Han Jingxiao, although I can't say that I understand him 100%, but I can still see some clues.It's as if he is obviously not a person who will be threatened and restrained by others, but he seems to be worried about something with his hands tied.

Sometimes when I wake up in the middle of the night, I will feel that Han Jingxiao has been suffering from insomnia, but I will pretend that I don’t know anything, and then stay with him insomnia until dawn. I know that everyone has his taboos. If I touch Touch me and maybe lose him altogether.

So he must have suffered some pain that outsiders don't know about. Those things have been pressing on his heart so that he can't be free. I know that he is also very hard, but I can't share it for him.

"Anyway, I'm not going to leave him alone."

"Enough! How long do you want to be willful? What you have to do at this time is to accept the reality. You will only become a burden for him!"

Jun Yinghong grabbed my wrist.

"Burden?" I smiled, yes, of course I am his burden, just like that dream, no matter how hard I chased, I couldn't get to his side...

"So what? Even if I'm self-willed? He won't even think about getting rid of me now!"

My hand clenched suddenly, no matter who stops me, I will not compromise!

"Do you still remember what Qiu San said to you before the attack?" Jun Yinghong suddenly changed the subject.

"What do you mean? Be straightforward! I don't have that time now!" I was a little impatient.

"Qiu San said that even if he dies today, he doesn't want to see you sad. The same is true for me... Although it will be very painful to do something to the person I love, but if I hurt you, I can't bear it even more. Yunyi, I am very capable. I understand that Qiu San's feelings, but I have to do this... I'm sorry, please forgive me."

I knew it was wrong, and soon my hands and feet became limp, and my body fell backward in disbelief. Jun Yinghong reached out to catch me.Of course I knew that this person was very poisonous, but I didn't expect that he could do it if he said he could do it.

I stared at him, but he sighed and covered my eyes.

"Don't look at me like this, maybe you will blame me now, but one day you will know why I did this. Don't see him again, isn't it good to be with me? Don't worry, I will take you out of Suzhou as soon as possible, Don't think about him anymore...all the suffering you have suffered will pass, and I will give you happy days in the future..."

I closed my eyes in despair, how can I escape when I get to Jun Yinghong's side?How else can I find Han Jingxiao?

Before I didn't know that he loved me, I could let myself try to leave, but now that I know that he loves me, we can be together, but why didn't you let me go this day?

"Don't cry...you know...it will hurt me if I see you cry...don't cry, come back to the north with me, you'll be fine soon..." Jun Yinghong lowered his head and kissed my eyes.

I didn't cry, it's just... my heart hurts...

"Before I leave, I will give you a gift... Just wait, I will not let anyone who hurt you go!" Jun Yinghong's voice made me terrified, and I suddenly realized something that I have always wanted Ignore the fact that no matter how gentle Jun Yinghong treats me, he is still the landlord of Feixue Building that everyone in the world fears.

107. Problem

I didn't expect that the so-called gift Jun Yinghong gave me was a person, a person I was not familiar with, but who I had entangled with.

I looked coldly at Jing Fei standing below, this person is just a poor person, of course Jun Yinghong knew that I was poisoned that day had nothing to do with this person, and he was arrested just to get out the person behind the scenes That's all.

I knew the meaning of what he did was not just to give me a sigh of relief, because the person behind that was really targeting Han Jingxiao at the time, so Jun Yinghong actually wanted to return Han Jingxiao's favor.

Jing Fei looked at us without any fear, of course I know what he thinks in his heart, last time he said that everything he did was for the one he loves, if this is the case, how could he betray the one he loves people?

Of course, it would be a different matter if Jun Yinghong asked the question in an unorthodox way, but he knew that I would definitely not want to see him do this.

"Mr. Yun is indeed not a mortal. There are always so many people who love you deeply. In fact, I should say that Mr. Yun should leave this place of right and wrong as soon as possible, otherwise he will be further stimulated and hurt..." Jing Fei looked at I suddenly smiled lightly.

I watched him not speak, and I was too lazy to even move.I know myself and Jun Yinghong must be very ambiguous in the eyes of others at this moment, because Jun Yinghong is holding me and sitting across his lap.Wearing the kind of long-sleeved gown he likes me to wear, with my hair loose, I know myself how alluring I'm going to look.

I didn't resist because my inner strength was sealed by Jun Yinghong again, nor was it because of some strange poison in my body.I just don't want to move right now.Even curled up in his arms is nice.If you don't look into my eyes, the picture of me and Jun Yinghong at this moment must be very beautiful and harmonious, no matter how you look at it, it should be a couple of lovers.

But it was not, my sight was slightly off, and I looked at the bronze mirror on the side.A pair of indifferent eyes appeared in the mirror, no, not indifferent, but calm as if they didn't care about everything.

My heart is like a pool of stagnant water, except for Han Jingxiao, no one can make it stir up waves again.

"Young Master Jing, even though you are the son of the prefect, don't think that your father's status will definitely protect you. I respect you now and let you stand here because I know Yunyi doesn't want me to use anything against you. Despicable means, but if you still refuse to cooperate, even if Yunyi protects you, I can't guarantee that I won't hurt you."

Jing Fei shook his head indifferently.

"Of course, the landlord of the Feixue building can do whatever he wants. Seeing how carefully the landlord is holding Mr. Yun, you can know how important Mr. Yun is to Mr. Jun. Since Mr. Jun also has a lover, then You should understand what Jing Fei is thinking. Even if the person you love doesn’t love you, I will go through fire and water for him. Jing Fei is also very aware that Lord Jun has various ways to deal with me, but please ask Lord Jun to help me. Forgive me, if Lord Jun pushes you too hard, Jing Fei would rather die."

I finally turned my gaze away from the bronze mirror and looked at Jingfei.With a slight struggle, Jun Yinghong's hand on my waist loosened slightly.

"Are you uncomfortable? Are your legs numb? I'll rub it for you