Love him and endure the cold

Exclaimed.

"Oh~"

Following the prestige, Han Jingxiao saw a little boy fall from a wall.The boy was wearing white clothes and his hair was a little messy. Just by looking at the material of the clothes, he could tell he came from a good family.In the four years since he came to Luoyang, he has basically never been out of the villa, so he doesn't know where the village in front of him is.

Under the moonlight, the boy found him and raised his small face. With just one glance, Han Jingxiao felt his heart tremble.I have never seen a person's eyes so beautiful. Although the other party is only a three or four-year-old boy, his eyes are as watery as the surface of a lake under the moonlight. At this moment, he is looking at him innocently. Han Jingxiao can't help it. Know why the original disturbance is dispelled.

It was because of these eyes that he deeply remembered him for a lifetime...

"Young master, young master? Where have you been, young master? Don't play hide-and-seek with the nanny, come out quickly, and go to sleep." A woman's anxious call came from the fence.

I don't know why, but the little girl stared at Han Jingxiao too, but those clear eyes that were full of water vapor gradually turned into the sea, Han Jingxiao only felt that his whole heart was being submerged.

He probably climbed up the wall for fun and then fell out, right?Han Jingxiao didn't want to go forward at first, but those eyes seemed to have magic power, making his feet unable to control.He wanted to go forward and ask him if he had just been injured, but before he got to him, he heard a series of footsteps.

"Master! What's wrong with you, Master? Did you get hurt?"

Seeing a group of people with torches coming out of Zhuangzi, Han Jingxiao took a step back.Because of this, he never stepped forward.And the boy looked at him from across the crowd.But in the end, Han Jingxiao still watched him being led away.

The next month, after going to the abandoned courtyard, Han Jingxiao went to that place on purpose, but in just one month, the people in that house had already moved out.But maybe it has become a habit, month after month, year after year, he will go to that place every time.

Those eyes, which were as clear as water, became more and more deeply in his memory.He fell in love with those eyes, but could never find the owner of those eyes again.

During a long trip, he met Mo Ziyi.When he fell in love with him, others thought that Han Jingxiao was attracted by Mo Ziyi's amazing talent, but no one knew that he liked Mo Ziyi because of his facial features.

That pair of water-like eyes that will drown one's heart...

Sometimes Han Jingxiao kept thinking, is Mo Ziyi the little boy he met in childhood?no.Does he really love Mo Ziyi?maybe not...

What he loves will always be the pair of watery eyes deep in his memory.In fact, he knew very well that that person could never be Mo Ziyi. When he saw him for the first time, he was only three or four years old, and Mo Ziyi was the same age as himself.

Mo Ziyi rejected Han Jingxiao.

"I will not laugh at your feelings, and I reject you not because of the confrontation between you and me, I reject because you love not me, when you look at me, I can feel that you are revealing me Look at others. Han Jingxiao, you should learn what true love is, and you should think clearly about what you really want."

Everyone in Jianghu believed that Mo Ziyi approached Han Jingxiao purposefully, took advantage of him and then rejected him, but no one knew the real reason why they suddenly became strangers from friends.

Han Jingxiao returned to Fengxue Mountain Villa, yes, what Mo Ziyi said was right, he was indeed thinking of others through him, a person in a distant memory, at the end, Han Jingxiao even began to doubt that Did the encounter under the moonlit night really happen or was it just my hallucination?

On that day, Mo Ziyi became the new owner of Xiqu Valley, and he sent wine and a letter asking him if he had found the person deep in his memory.That day, he was drunk, and that day, no one dared to approach him.Hehe, yes... In the eyes of others, he is always a person who is frightening and afraid to approach... But, he saw Yunyi who was not afraid of himself, and even came into the house to look at him with concern. On that day, he violated himself According to the principle, he went to hug a subordinate who should not be hugged by his side...

That day, when he hugged Yunyi, he suddenly had a feeling that he didn't want to let go, he wanted to keep him by his side forever...

But, he can't...he doesn't know how long he can protect him, because...that person doesn't allow...he, he doesn't have the right to love...

So, it would be better to just let that person go, maybe if he died, he would be freer, but... why does my heart hurt?

Why did it hurt so much after hearing that person was hugged by Jun Yinghong?

Could it be?Is he the catastrophe that he can never escape?

Because it is No.1, so many things can’t be explained right away... so I have no choice but to present some plots in this way. Of course, readers and adults can regard it as a side story, a small episode It's all good, in short, it's all related to the main story, but it's just presented from another perspective besides Xiaoyun's.In the future, such stories will be interspersed in the story to make the whole story more complete and full. I didn’t want to write it like this, because I was afraid it would be messy, but I thought that if I didn’t explain some things first, I would give it to people when it was time to reveal the secret. It feels too thin and too fast... Next time I don't need to weigh No.1, 555555~~~~ I can't explain a lot, I am so anxious to write...

101. dream

My dream is not complicated, it should be said that I often have this dream.Naturally, I don't know the reason, and I don't remember when it started. Anyway, this dream will appear from time to time.

There was a person in the dream, a little boy who was not much older than me. It was a night, and I couldn’t see the face of that little brother clearly. I just remembered his eyes. Under the moonlight, those eyes were like abysses.

I couldn't understand what was in those eyes, but I felt that he was unhappy, and very unhappy.He seems very lonely, also seems very helpless, he seems to be alone.I really want to go over and stand by his side, I really want to hold his hand and tell him that I am willing to be his friend.

In fact, I have never been very good at observing words and expressions, but as if destined, I can see his heart.

This should be just a dream... I don't remember ever seeing such a person, but in the dream, I already regarded him as my confidant.When my parents passed away, when I was hurt by Han Jingxiao again and again, because I met him in my dream, I didn't feel lonely.

But today's dream is obviously a little different from the past.Every time I dreamed about this boy before, I just stood there, not because I didn’t want to move, but because I couldn’t move my feet at all, but today I found that I can move.

I walked towards him tremblingly.It's been more than ten years... This partner in my dream has been with me for more than ten years... I can finally see his face clearly. At this moment, I start to be afraid. I'm afraid that he will disappear as soon as I get close. I was afraid that my approach would disturb him, and that he would never appear in my dreams again...

"You..." I actually found that I could speak in my dream.

The boy was obviously taken aback, too.I stretched out my hand to him, but suddenly there was fog around me at this time, and I shouted to the surroundings in panic.

"Don't go, I just want to see how you look, if you don't want me to approach, I'll just stand here!"

The surrounding fog suddenly dissipated, I stared blankly, the surrounding scenery remained unchanged, but the figure in the distance changed.The little boy was no longer there, replaced by the tall and slender figure of a man.

This figure is so familiar... I quickly chased after him, but when I chased, that figure was also moving forward, he was walking so fast, I couldn't catch up at all!

Anxious, I gasped helplessly in my dream, so tired... No matter how hard I tried, I still couldn't shorten the distance between us... This feeling of pain and helplessness is so familiar and painful, I don't want to chase after it anymore, but My intuition tells me that if I catch up, I can get an answer...

But in the end, I still can't catch up.

"Wait!" I exclaimed and sat up.

"what happened?"

Panting unsteadily, I turned my head, and beside me was the sleepy Han Jingxiao, and I was sitting on the bed in the room right now.

Phew... So I've woken up from a dream, but I still haven't been able to see it...

"It's nothing, it's just a dream."

Han Jingxiao also sat up and put his arms around my shoulders.

"Oh? What kind of dream?"

"In my dream, I've been chasing someone, but I can't catch up no matter what I do..." I turned my head to look at him, and I remembered, isn't the familiar figure in the dream Han Jingxiao?Hehe...it must be thinking day by day and dreaming at night.

"You are too tired, go to sleep, it's still early, don't worry, I will be here in the future, I will never let you go on hard work alone, and your dreams will only have sweetness in the future..." Han Jingxiao You must have guessed who I was chasing in my dream, right?

Pulling me back to sleep, I closed my eyes with peace of mind, yes, with him by my side in the future, I will never run after him again...

The moment I was about to fall asleep, I seemed to hear Han Jingxiao talking to me.

"Yunyi, don't worry, when I finish my mission, I will let that person give me back my freedom, and we will leave here and find a place to start again... I will definitely make you happy forever..."

When I woke up again, Han Jingxiao was no longer there, and I left