alien island

The more he drank, the more dizzy he became. In Zhang Yao's chaotic mind, not only did he not forget the memories he recalled in his dreams, but it became clearer. He kept playing those uncomfortable pictures in his mind repeatedly, frowning Eyebrow, Zhang Yao suddenly laughed out loud, pinching his sore forehead with his fingers, and asked Pei Yan, who was silently squatting beside him: "Why are you down? Aren't you going to sleep?"

"Are you okay?" Looking at Zhang Yao's expression of smiling with the corners of his lips hooked, but his eyes were full of worrying gloomy colors, Pei Yan vaguely noticed that Zhang Yao, who had just woken up, seemed to be a little emotional. strangeness.

"Me? Of course I'm fine, you go to sleep, I'll go up after I've been roasted." Answering Pei Yan, Zhang Yao picked up the fruit with the gap in his hand, staring at the blue liquid in the shell, as if recalled something.At this moment, Zhang Yao suddenly wanted to talk to someone. He drank the juice wine in the fruit shell in one go, and threw the empty shell aside casually. He wiped his mouth and asked Pei Yan: "My current Is the reaction a bit weird?"

"..." Nodding his head, Pei Yan expressed his opinion honestly.

"Actually, it's nothing, it's just that the pregnant woman reminds me of my mother..." Zhang Yao didn't focus on Pei Yan, but raised his head and focused on looking at the half-hidden place covered by white moisture in the distance. Black tree shadows.Taking advantage of the drunkenness at this moment, Zhang Yao whispered something about himself.

Zhang Yao was born in a small town near the sea. For a town with few people but a lot of gossip, the fact that Zhang Yao's mother was pregnant before marriage while still in school became a hot topic among everyone in the town at that time. Topics after dinner.The young but extremely stubborn mother refused to tell who the father of the child was, nor would she abort the child in her womb.As a result, the plots like those in the third-rate dog-blood dramas happened one after another. First, they broke with their relatives who have always been upright and serious in the town, and then they rented a house to live and work by themselves, and stopped going to school. Born to raise itself.

Zhang Yao was born when no one was expecting it, and took his mother's surname Zhang, and his mother's relatives never came to visit him and his mother. Disgrace in the family.Zhang Yao didn't know who his father was since he was a child. In order to feed and clothe the family, Zhang Yao went to work from morning to night every day to earn money.

Zhang Yao, who often plays alone outside, is always pointed at by others behind him. If he wants to play with other children, the parents of other children will immediately find out. Stare at him.In places where he thought he hadn't heard, he was talking loudly that he was a bastard, a shameless person.Zhang Yao, who was shocked when he heard these hurtful words when he was a child, ran back to cry to his mother, but only saw a cold empty room.Because his mother hadn't come home from get off work at that time, when his mother came back, he had already fallen asleep.

This kind of life continues in the small town. Zhang Yao has been growing up surrounded by those contemptuous and disgusting eyes. The children around him have also changed from being pulled away by their parents to jumping and laughing directly beside him, saying that he is a good mother. Born without the bastards taught by their father, the children suddenly became extremely united and evil at that time, and they would change their tricks every day to toss and humiliate Zhang Yao, who was still young at that time. I haven't come home yet, only the cold rice and cold dishes that my mother made in the morning for the whole day are on the table.

Gradually, Zhang Yao learned to resist. If others laughed at him, he would rush forward and fight with them. If others threw a note at him, he would throw their schoolbags into the fire and burn them all. Splashing water on him, he directly pushed him into the pool, and when he got to the back, his frenzied posture of fighting desperately made the other children completely afraid of him, no one dared to provoke him, and no one dared to fight with him anymore. He touches.

After he injured many children in the school, the school leaders couldn't bear it anymore and resolutely refused to allow him to stay in the school to study. They also called his mother who had been busy outside and pointed at Zhang Yao. If the child can't teach, go to another school.It was useless for the mother to beg, so she could only pull Zhang Yao away. Looking at Zhang Yao's old wounds and new wounds and the defensive eyes that only showed attacks, the mother realized at this time that when she was not paying attention, some things had changed. spoiled.

It's a pity that it's too late to regret it. Even if the mother quit her busy job and led Zhang Yao to move away from this nightmare town and live in a bigger strange city, Zhang Yao hated it in his heart at that time. His own mother hated her for giving birth to him, was despised by others, hated that she didn't give him a complete family, and he, who was in the rebellious period, hated everything, didn't study well in the new school, and instead got along with those who didn't Bad students mixed together, fighting and playing wantonly every day, doing whatever they wanted.

At that time, Zhang Yao's fights became more and more serious, he didn't go to school, skipped classes to hang out with a group of people, blackmailed and blackmailed and fought, and entered the police station. My father hated his mother, but he didn't realize that his mother, who tried so hard to persuade him to improve, was getting worse and worse, and the white hair on his head was getting longer and more.Compared with women of the same age, Zhang Yao's mother is obviously much haggard.

After barely graduating from high school, Zhang Yao stopped studying, and continued to hang out with hooligans outside, drinking, smoking and fighting together, until the first time he received a call from a neighbor to say that his mother had passed out, Zhang Yao was stunned God, rushed to the hospital.

In the hospital, Zhang Yao felt a little flustered when he looked at his mother, whom he had never seriously looked at for many years.He always thought that no matter what he did, his mother would always be by his side, but it was only today that Zhang Yao knew that his mother might disappear by his side at any time, and he would never have a relative to accompany him.

The sick mother, the first thing she did when she woke up was to look for him, and continued to persuade herself to learn well, and Zhang Yao also listened to his mother's words for the first time, looking at his mother's gray hair, he nodded in agreement, No more messing around outside.

In terms of study, Zhang Yao didn't want to integrate into that environment anymore, and always felt that he was out of place. He just taught himself the books he hadn't studied well in the past few years at home. He occasionally drew pictures on paper, and a word from someone next to him inspired him to go to school. Learn to tattoo.When he rolled up his sleeves, revealing the first tattoo on his arm for experimentation, he showed it to his mother who said that his body was overworked and went back to work after returning from the hospital. The mother looked at the fine tattoo on Zhang Yao's arm , with crooked eyes, praised the painting well, and encouraged him to continue on the right path he chose.

In order to better learn tattoo skills, Zhang Yao has to go abroad to study for a few months. His mother always emphasized that she is in good health and is already recovering, so that he can study with peace of mind.But when Zhang Yao was halfway through his studies, another phone call came to find him. Only then did Zhang Yao know that his mother had been sent to the hospital again. He heard from others that the disease had a sudden onset, and the condition was too serious. .

No wonder my mother always said she was full after eating a little, and her body became thinner and thinner.She has always felt that she is a mother with an upset stomach, and she doesn't pay much attention to her body, and she is afraid that because she feels that she has been only concerned about rebellion and has not noticed her, she will become Zhang Yao like she is now. Blame yourself.Unexpectedly, after the onset of the symptoms, her whole body collapsed rapidly. When the symptoms became so severe that she was hospitalized again, she finally found out what her disease was. Unfortunately, it was too late when the cancer cells invaded her body It has been a long time and cannot be treated anymore.

When Zhang Yao bought the fastest plane ticket and rushed back, before he had time to put down his backpack, and rushed into the hospital at the fastest speed, he only saw his mother who had been covered with a white cloth, and regretted everything. It was too late to remedy.The death of his mother became the deepest pain in Zhang Yao's heart.

After telling these things that had been suppressed in his heart for a long time, Zhang Yao slowly exhaled, still with a self-deprecating smile on his face, and asked Pei Yan: "Do you think I was very boring at that time? Look at mom as an enemy, and I will regret it after my mom dies? Haha, I'm really stupid."

"Don't cry." Pei Yan comforted Zhang Yao while gently touching Zhang Yao's head.

"Ha, I'm obviously laughing, why are you crying? What kind of eyes do you have?" Zhang Yao raised his hands to his forehead to block the emotion in his eyes, his brows were tightly wrinkled, but the corners of his mouth kept trying to curl up, and answered Said Pei Yan.

"Yes, you are very sad." Pei Yan could clearly feel the uncomfortable fluctuating emotions in Zhang Yao's heart at the moment. Although Zhang Yao tried his best to suppress it in his heart, looking at Zhang Yao's expression of wanting to smile made people see it even more. With a distressed expression, Pei Yan subconsciously leaned down on his body, stuck out his tongue, and licked Zhang Yao's frowning brows soothingly, and licked along Zhang Yao's eyebrows all the way to his cheeks.

"Why do you do this trick every time, don't lick it!" Pushing Pei Yan towards his head, Zhang Yao leaned back and dodged.

"Comfort you." Seeing that Zhang Yao was suffering, Pei Yan wanted to use his own method to comfort him. Licking is a way to make others feel comfortable and relaxed. Among foxes, tigers and beasts, that's it. to express and convey emotion.

"I've said it many times, people don't use this method to comfort each other." Zhang Yao originally had some uncomfortable emotions, but being disturbed by Pei Yan, it really relieved a lot, and his strength was no match for Pei Yan , Zhang Yao was pushed to the ground by Pei Yan, Zhang Yao continued to turn his head to resist: "Stop! I told you not to lick!"

The objection was obviously ineffective at this time. Pei Yan rode on Zhang Yao's body and pushed Zhang Yao to the ground full of fallen leaves.The foot that Zhang Yao was trying to kick was held tightly by his legs, and the two arms that wanted to hit his head were also caught by his hands and pressed to the ground. Pei Yan lowered his head slowly, a little He licked Zhang Yao's face bit by bit, regardless of Zhang Yao's constantly twisting and resisting head.

Until Zhang Yao raised his head in protest and struggled, his lips accidentally touched Pei Yan's.

Pei Yan was a little stunned. The feeling just now was the same as the feeling of electricity, but it was a little different. He couldn't describe it. He just felt that the feeling just now was very wonderful.

As for Zhang Yao, he was still struggling to get rid of Pei Yan's strong suppression. Taking advantage of Pei Yan's dazed moment, he raised his arm and swung it violently, breaking away from Pei Yan's hands. He crawled out from under him, stepped back, and kept saying, "Pei Yan, you really should learn more about human common sense."

"Zhang Yao..." Pei Yan stared at Zhang Yao's lips and spoke slowly.

"What?" Seeing Pei Yan staring at him suddenly with a bewildered expression, Zhang Yao didn't understand why he was stimulated.

"Here, touch..." Pointing to his own lips, then to Zhang Yao's, Pei Yan didn't understand what he wanted to say.

"Huh?" Looking at Pei Yan pointing back and forth at his mouth and his own in doubt, Zhang Yao thought for a while, and seemed to have deduced what Pei Yan wanted to express: "You mean kissing?"

"kiss?"

"It's just two people kissing, you pointed your lips." Did Pei Yan think this method was also a method of comfort?Thanks to him being able to come up with this method, there is obviously no one to teach him this kind of thing... Moreover, even if Zhang Yao needs this kind of comfort to relieve his emotions, it should be done by a beautiful girl, not Pei Yan This big man is right.

But... Looking at Pei Yan who was still touching his lips, with a confused expression as if he didn't understand anything.Zhang Yao thought, since he tried so hard to comfort himself, and now even if he wants a woman to comfort him, there is only that underage girl by his side, then he might as well accept Pei Yan's kindness and help him by the way For this man who grows up and doesn't understand anything, a little basic common sense is fine.

It's a miracle that there are still so many people who don't know what kissing is, Zhang Yao couldn't help thinking.

"You, come here, I'll teach you." He hooked his hand towards Pei Yan, and Zhang Yao, who was completely irrational at this time, made this heroic decision and planned to teach Pei Yan himself. Yan What is kissing.

Pei Yan looked at Zhang Yao's expression, as if he understood what Zhang Yao wanted to do with him, his eyes couldn't help flashing with excitement, all four limbs prostrated on the ground at the same time, using the posture he was used to and couldn't change for a while, he crawled close to Zhang Yao's. Next to him, he sat down face to face with Zhang Yao.

Although Jiu Jin messed up his mind, looking at Pei Yan's face, Zhang Yao still scratched his head subconsciously, feeling as if he was doing something that he would definitely regret, but before he could do it again Thinking calmly, the curious Pei Yan had already brought his head closer to lick Zhang Yao's lips, but because of the sudden approach from the distance, both of them hit the bridge of Zhang Yao's nose.

"Damn! Calm down the fuck, and listen to my command!" Kissing is not like this, rubbing the bridge of his nose that hurt from Pei Yan's sudden attack, Zhang Yao was really speechless, staring at Pei Yan After a few seconds, he continued: "When it comes to kissing or something, you need to keep your head away from the other person's side, so as not to bump into each other. Also, don't bump into each other suddenly."

"Oh." Nodding, Pei Yan carefully memorized the steps Zhang Yao taught.

"Then..." Stretching out his hand to hold Pei Yan's shoulders in front of him, Zhang Yao licked his lips nervously for no reason, and moved his head closer to Pei Yan's direction. When the distance was quite close, Zhang Yao said: " If you kiss, remember to close your eyes."

"Why?" Pei Yan wanted to see every expression and demeanor of Zhang Yao at this time.

"...I don't know, maybe it's embarrassing to stare at each other." Anyway, what Zhang Yao saw on the Internet is what he said.

When the faces of the two were so close that they couldn't be closer, Zhang Yao turned his head slightly sideways, and turned his head in the opposite direction to prevent the tragedy of their noses colliding again.Then, mustering up his courage, Zhang Yao gently touched Pei Yan's cool lips with his lips.

Hmm... This is really the first time Zhang Yao took the initiative to kiss a man.The feeling when their lips touched each other was soft, as if there was no great discomfort, so Zhang Yao tried to stick out his tongue and licked Pei Yan's upper lip tentatively. Obviously, Pei Yan was overwhelmed by this kiss, completely letting Zhang Yao continue to demonstrate.

He licked Pei Yan's lips and kissed him lightly again. Zhang Yao opened the distance between the two of them and said, "Big, that's probably it." God knows why he felt a little hot, Zhang Yao felt that he was the best Or stop now.

"Is this just kissing?" Pei Yan always felt that it was not enough, a little dissatisfied, and asked Zhang Yao unwillingly.

"Uh, continue to kiss deeply, what else..."

"What's behind that? What kind of kiss?"

"Deep kisses and tongue kisses or something... Ha, but the two of us just forget about that kind of thing." Zhang Yao felt that it would be even weirder if he taught them all.

"What's that like?" Pei Yan seemed to be the best student, asking for all the details.

"It's just sticking your tongue into the other person's mouth, sucking and licking the roll or something. In fact, these can only be understood, and it's hard to describe." Zhang Yao thought about it and introduced it roughly.

"Oh..." After listening to Zhang Yao's words, Pei Yan stared at Zhang Yao's lips, and kept sizing them up, as if he was staring at a certain prey.

Zhang Yao was a little flustered by Pei Yan's gaze, and he was about to say something, but Pei Yan, who rushed over like a beast, pushed him against the tree trunk behind him, and supported Zhang Yao with one hand. Pei Yan's neck, Pei Yan kept the steps in mind, first turned his head to one side, and then moved his head closer to Zhang Yao.

Zhang Yao stared at Pei Yan, who was rushing over, not understanding what was going on, but his eyes were suddenly covered by Pei Yan's slender left hand, which made Zhang Yao even more surprised. Unable to see, he wanted to ask Pei Yan what he was going to do.

Pei Yan, who seemed to know what Zhang Yao wanted to ask, moved his lips slightly to Zhang Yao's ear, and whispered softly: "You said, you can't open your eyes when you kiss."

Then you fucking don't block my eyes!Zhang Yao yelled in his heart.Just as he was about to say something, a lip he had just been familiar with touched his mouth. Zhang Yao, who was about to open his mouth, was caught by a slippery and warm thing. In Zhang Yao's mouth, he licked violently without any rules, and kept kissing the inner wall of his mouth. The air in his mouth seemed to be completely swept away by this fierce kiss, making Zhang Yao unable to Panting for breath smoothly, Pei Yan continued to ask for it.

After a long time, when he was about to suffocate, Zhang Yao kicked Pei Yan hard in desperation, and finally separated Pei Yan's lips from his.

His lips were covered by Pei Yan's ferocious kiss, as if his skin had been bitten. Zhang Yao raised his hand and wiped the bitten wound with the back of his hand fiercely. Blood, Zhang Yao raised his head in annoyance and wanted to ask Pei Yan: "What the hell are you doing... um! Mmm... woo!"

Before the question was finished, Pei Yan's kiss came close again, like a child who tasted the sweetness of candy for the first time. Pei Yan was very interested in kissing Zhang Yao.Coupled with the pleasure produced when the two kissed, no matter how much Pei Yan asked for it, it seemed that he couldn't satisfy the growing throbbing and longing in his heart. Zhang Yao, pressed down on the tree trunk, kept asking for it, touching and entangled with Zhang Yao's lips and tongues.And Pei Yan's kissing method is also gradually improving in this continuous exploration.

As for the poor Zhang Yao, he could only be kissed by Pei Yan again at the moment when the deep kisses ended, and when he was about to speak, he fell into an extremely lingering deep kiss...