unicorn

The words he didn’t say to himself are accompanied by not-so-good-looking illustrations, such as taro (let’s think it is), flowers (the kind drawn by elementary school students), and hamsters (one big ear and one small ear)... …

Shao Xiangyu blinked his sore eyes, he smoothed the paper, carefully folded it, and put it in his wallet.This is the most touching confession in the world...

It started to rain lightly at night, and Shao Xiangyu looked out the window of the study, and saw that the flowers and vegetables in the backyard were all wilted, and only three reeds were still swaying in the rain...

He walked to the backyard and let the cold rain fall on his shoulders.

The goldfish in the pool had not been taken care of and fed for more than ten days, and now they all floated belly up on the surface of the water. Shao Xiangyu dug a hole in the mud, fished them out with a fishing net and buried them.

The rain was getting denser and thicker, and the rustling fell on the eaves, and then dripped down along the eaves, forming small puddles one after another on the ground...

Shao Xiangyu looked at it for a while, then returned to the bedroom.

Chongqiu seldom folds the quilt. He likes to flatten the quilt and cover it on the bed. When he wants to sleep, the first thing he does is to pounce.

Shao Xiangyu lay down with his clothes on, rolled up the quilt and hugged him in his arms, it smelled like Chongqiu...

He reached out to grab Chongqiu's pillow again, but saw a small blue-purple book under the pillow, and Shao Xiangyu picked it up to read... Constellation analysis?It turns out that Chongqiu likes constellations.

The first page of the book was the birthday range of Scorpio, one of the days was circled, Shao Xiangyu opened his eyes wide, isn't this... his birthday?

He turned back curiously, some sentences were underlined, and there were small notes on the side, like "little problem", "favorite", etc...

Shao Xiangyu laughed out loud, and the laughter sounded a bit bitter.

It turns out that he spent so much time understanding me and caring about me, his love is the same as his people, it is all silent, he figured it out by himself, never said it, and never let me find out...I and him On the contrary, every little thing has to be done in a high-profile way.

Shao Xiangyu, you don't understand your lover at all, you can't even compare to a rival in love, and you still think you have to pretend to be a love sage to perfect others... What qualifications do you have to say love?

Shao Xiangyu also saw some sentences that Chongqiu did not pay attention to. Those were advices for Scorpio people to read for themselves, such as "When you are in love, you feel that since two people belong to each other, there should be no gap. If you feel that the other party has violated your , the jealousy in your heart will definitely cause harm to yourself... If you are broken in love, you will fall into a state of grief and self-abuse because you love the other person deeply..."

Another example is "Because of your exuberant energy and deep love, you will want to possess the other party crazily. Remind you to give your lover freedom moderately, otherwise the other party will be breathless... Jealousy is a double-edged sword, which hurts and hurts. Hurt yourself, Scorpio should be careful not to get into love disputes because of jealousy, remember to leave the other party a wide space..."

These words are extremely accurate, if they knew earlier, maybe they would not be so stupid, misunderstood each other, hurt each other, and did so many things wrong...

Shao Xiangyu closed the book, and checked Chongqiu's zodiac personality online with his mobile phone.There is a sentence in it that made Shao Xiangyu pause for a long time——

"Crabs are submissive, they will follow each other closely, think more about pleasing each other and satisfying each other, and feel the love of each other through this... A Cancer who is in love and feels safe will regard sex as a pleasure. A gift for a loved one..."

Shao Xiangyu's eyes were moist, and his lower body was hot.He remembered that on the night when he entered the house for a drink, Chongqiu hid under the quilt without wearing anything, tempting himself to please himself...

I once asked him for a birthday present, and it turned out that he had already given it to me...

So timid and shy, how much love does he have in his heart to muster up such courage?

Why am I so stupid, why am I only now discovering...

Shao Xiangyu woke up after sleeping for three hours, the rain still didn't stop, thin and thin, as if someone's tears were telling endless sorrow...

When it rains in the southern winter, the damp chill will always seep into the bones of the person, even the quilt in Shao Xiangyu's arms becomes damp.

Where will the unicorn go without the protection of the owner?In this rainy day, can you find a corner to hide from the cold...

Shao Xiangyu only felt that his heart was dug out and crushed, stitched up one stitch at a time, and then pulled apart in an instant. Repeatedly, he couldn't sleep anymore, hugging the quilt and murmuring in a low voice: "Chongqiu ...Chongqiu..."

***

Shao Xiangyu went out in the dark at 04:30 and entered Tongxiang City at about [-]:[-].It was already dawn at this time, passing through several small towns, I saw locals starting to set up stalls outside, along the way, the scene outside the window was not as luxurious and lively as a big city, but it had a special human touch.

He looked at the navigation map. Chongfu Town is in the southwest of Tongxiang, and it can be reached by driving along the national highway. It's just that the gloomy weather makes people feel particularly gloomy.

Shao Xiangyu had a bad premonition in his heart, he shook his head and continued to drive cautiously.

Driving into Chongfu Town, the center of the town is quite lively, and there are also supermarkets and commercial streets, but with the positioning of the navigation, the car slowly headed towards the west of the town. After about half an hour, the field ridges and The villagers' bungalows were gone, and when they reached the end of the location, it turned out to be by a river. The nearest few houses had to get off the car and cross the bridge, and then they could only enter along the field path.

Shao Xiangyu looked at the information, the address only went here, it was too vague.

He parked the car on the side of the road, took an umbrella and walked into the village. After walking for a while, he saw a small shop at the entrance of the village. Greeting Shao Xiangyu, Shao Xiangyu was stunned for a while...

Although this place is not far from City S, there are too many dialects in southern cities, and each place has its own accent. Shao Xiangyu can't react right now.

Seeing him in a daze, the other party waved his hand and said a lot of words with a smile on his face.

Shao Xiangyu heard a few words with similar pronunciations, and she could barely understand them together. She said that she could not understand Mandarin, but she could understand it, and asked him what he wanted to buy.

Shao Xiangyu came to find someone and told her.

The woman took a look at him and went into the back room, and then brought a teenage boy out. The boy said to Shao Xiangyu: "My mother asked you what kind of person you are looking for?"

Shao Xiangyu realized that she had asked her son to be an interpreter, so she quickly thanked her and said she was looking for an old lady in her 60s named Wang Qiuping.

Chongqiu followed his father to City S since he was a child. It is estimated that few people in the area knew his name. He only told Chongqiu's mother's name, and showed the other party the way the name was written on the information. The woman murmured a few words, This time Shao Xiangyu didn't understand half a sentence.

The boy relayed: "My mother said that she only knew two people named Wang Qiuping. One went out to work with her husband four years ago, and the other went to the inner lane. The eldest daughter of the Wang family in the penultimate building went to the city to study last year. Nursing school."

Neither of these are clearly the case.Shao Xiangyu sighed. He took out 50 yuan from his wallet as a thank-you gift to the little boy, and said, "Uncle gave you the new year's money." After speaking, he turned around and wanted to leave, intending to go inside to ask again.

The boy took the money, but his mother was embarrassed. Seeing that Shao Xiangyu was well-dressed and generous, she quickly stopped him and said a few words. Her son immediately translated: "Mom said, the old man's name is her She doesn't know much, she went to ask my grandma, maybe grandma knows, let uncle wait a moment."

When Shao Xiangyu heard that there was still hope, of course he was willing to wait, and told her Chongqiu's father's name.

The small village is not big, and the woman returned after ten minutes, with a happy expression on her face.

There is indeed a man named this, in his 60s.Divorced in the early years, the man took his son to the city. Later, she got a problem with her eyes and couldn't see, so she never remarried.

Shao Xiangyu thought this was Chongqiu's family.

The woman also said that because Wang Qiuping was married to this village, her health was poor and she was a widow, her natal family came to pick her up a few years ago.

Shao Xiangyu's heart was shocked, and he hurriedly asked her where her natal family was, but the woman said that she didn't know.

The signs of hope that had just been ignited were pinched in an instant.Shao Xiangyu obviously didn't think about what he would do if he couldn't find Chongqiu here. At this moment, his heart was empty, and the cold wind was blowing, and he stood there with stiff hands and feet.

The woman in the shop poured him a cup of hot water, Shao Xiangyu thanked him and took it, but he didn't drink it, but his heart slowly calmed down.

Since this place is Chongqiu's hometown, there must be someone who knows about his mother, and there is no place to ask after he goes out.

He took out a few pieces of money from his wallet and stuffed them into the woman's hand, and said sincerely: "Sister, I am really anxious to find this old man. Your mother-in-law doesn't know, maybe someone else in the village knows, I hope you can help me." , take me to find someone else to ask."

Money can turn ghosts around. When she saw the money Shao Xiangyu gave, she couldn't make any money by running a small shop for ten days and half a month, and her eyes lit up.

As soon as the store door was closed, she led Shao Xiangyu to the village, and the boy followed excitedly.

Along the way, she said that there were a lot of young people coming back from outside when the new year was coming. I thought Shao Xiangyu was also coming back from outside, but it didn't look like it. Those who got along better took their parents out early to enjoy their blessings. Will come back to this place...

Shao Xiangyu felt sad when he heard that.Chongqiu left his mother and was brought to City S by his father since he was a child. The two places are so different, it's hard for him not to feel inferior.God didn't treat him well. Before he met himself, he lived a low life in S City by himself, and he couldn't support himself, let alone take his mother out to enjoy the blessings...

This world is really unfair, rich people like Huo Chunshan are born with everything.They are used to wanton indulgence, and they don't understand Chongqiu's definition of happiness at all. Maybe they just want a stable job, a place to live, and an occasional dessert is enough.

In the face of others' giving, he is trembling, puzzled, and uses silence to disguise his inner uneasiness. Seemingly indifferent, isn't it self-protection?Because he didn't have extravagant expectations for the things he received, he was afraid that if he accepted them, he would lose something.

He is afraid of losing what he has, because everything he holds in his hands is necessary to live...