Yaoer

Geng Xiaojie sat by the basketball court, watching the special forces play basketball in the afternoon sun.Handsome guys abound, but there is no Lu Feihu.

Lu Feihu hadn't looked for him for many days, and he didn't even send him an email after returning from vacation in Lijiang that day.

Career, relationship, Geng Xiaojie used to go all the way to the end, never thought about these issues.However, when he started to get together with Lu Feihu, he realized the problem of his career.Having enough food and doing a good job is not considered a career, but a matter of survival. Once feelings arise, it will in a sense show that his life is not just about making drawings and doing research.

Where is his future?This is the first time Geng Xiaojie has started to seriously think about this issue since he grew up.

In the past, he only needed to study well, get a scholarship, and provide for himself. He came to the workshop because he didn't know where to work. The college asked him to come for an interview, so he came directly.

Other than that, he never thought about what kind of car and house, who he would start a small family with, and support each other until the end of old age.Now he finally faced it, he and Lu Feihu are two people, after the passion faded when they first fell in love, he began to realize that they are not one person, not a whole, two people are not equal to us.

Could it be that they will live in the military camp in the future, go out once every two or three months to have a room, have sex, and return as usual?

Geng Xiaojie suddenly had the urge to resign, he didn't really want to work in the workshop, he wanted to give up something, but what about Lu Feihu?

Lu Feihu never mentioned their future, as if he was still thinking about it.

Geng Xiaojie lit a cigarette, and there was a whine beside him, Xiaohu came.

Xiaohu held the Bao Miao Xian Bao in his mouth, and whining, he took the small Bao Miao Xian Bao from the dormitory all the way to the basketball court to find Geng Xiaojie, meaning he wanted to eat it, but he couldn't tear it open.

Geng Xiaojie couldn't help laughing, and said, "Didn't you find someone to tear it apart for you?"

Geng Xiaojie tore open the Miaoxian package for the little yellow cat, took out a piece of white paper from the bag to put it on, and squeezed the beef on the paper. Xiaohu was satisfied and started to eat.

Geng Xiaojie took a puff of smoke, feeling that this was a fork in his life, even if he resigned, would he be able to stay with Lu Feihu?

The nature of their work is fixed, by the way... Geng Xiaojie suddenly remembered something.Lu Feihu's five-year foreign transfer is coming to an end!

At the end of next summer, Lu Feihu will leave after his term expires and return to the headquarters of the military region.Get a new person in charge.

And Geng Xiaojie still wants to stay here, this is only his third year in the workshop, it is impossible for him to follow Lu Feihu.

The workshop has a very strict management system. Persons in charge like Dr. Hu are only allowed to go home one day a week.If you retire at the age of 60 here, the state will give you a pension.

Geng Xiaojie has never had any worries, if he really stays in the workshop for the rest of his life...it will be the same wherever he eats and sleeps, as long as there is a place for him to do something he likes.In the past, he studied physics, but now he is designing military machinery.

But I don't know when, this kind of life doesn't seem to attract him much.Let him stay in the workshop for a lifetime like Dr. Hu, Geng Xiaojie asked himself, it is impossible.

He patted Xiaohu's head, as if he had thought clearly, but he couldn't think clearly enough.Because Lu Feihu didn't say anything, and this summer, he was leaving.

Geng Xiaojie was a little sad again, why is it so troublesome to live! !Why!

At five o'clock in the afternoon, Geng Xiaojie returned to the dormitory. Once the interns left, the dormitory returned to normal.

He began to clean up the domestic garbage left by Fang Yukun, snack bags, empty drink bottles, paper towels were thrown everywhere, and the quilts and mattresses were not returned to the logistics center.

Thinking of Lu Feihu while cleaning... Dr. Hu obviously didn't want to get too close to him.

Will Lu Feihu take advantage of him?Geng Xiaojie couldn't express his annoyance when he thought of this, no, but Dr. Hu felt that Lu Feihu was using him and the people in the workshop.

The more Geng Xiaojie persuaded himself not to think wildly, the easier it was for him to make up his mind in the direction of unbridled thinking.What if it is?Then he...

Geng Xiaojie was halfway mopping the floor, and Xiaohu wanted to eat Miaoxianbao again. Geng Xiaojie tore open a packet and threw it to him, saying, "You won't be able to eat any more, the last packet for today!"

He threw away the mop, sat down at the table, was in a daze for a moment, and sent Lu Feihu an email.

Snail: [I miss you. 】

There was no answer, so Xiaohu happily went to the corner to eat Miaoxianbao.

Geng Xiaojie waited for a long time before sending another text message.

Snail: [I miss you, Brother Feihu, I'm in a bad mood today, and I want to talk to you. 】

Still did not answer, Geng Xiaojie fell asleep on the bed.

I don't know what time it was, it was already dark, and Xiaohu came over again, holding the third bag of Miaoxianbao in his mouth. Geng Xiaojie opened his eyes and looked at Xiaohu.He gave it a pillow and patted Xiaohu off the bed.

"Meow!" Xiaohu yelled angrily, and went out with the Miaoxian bag in his mouth to find someone to open it.

Geng Xiaojie collected himself, lying on the bed unable to get up, looking at the hazy night outside the window.

Ding dong, the computer beeps, and the email flashes.

Feihu: [Have you eaten yet? 】

Geng Xiaojie stared at the computer screen in a daze, and didn't crawl back. After a while, there was another ding-dong.

Feihu: [Not in front of the computer? 】

The internal phone rang, but Geng Xiaojie didn't answer it. He just thought it was boring, did Lu Feihu feel the same way?Is it because of Dr. Hu's problem?Lu Feihu started to ignore him, and he didn't even send emails.

The phone call stopped, and Geng Xiaojie continued to think in the dark. He didn't feel it when the interns were there before, but after everyone left today, he realized that Lu Feihu always seemed to be intermittent. What was he thinking?

It would be great if there was a mind reader for Tinker Bell, love can save a lot of troubles.All the social contradictions in the world are, in the final analysis, the differences between people.People are all independent individuals, with different attitudes to run in with each other, or to control each other... Geng Xiaojie began to think wildly, and fell asleep again after thinking about it.

A few hours later, the phone rang again, and this time it rang for a long time. Geng Xiaojie fell into a drowsy sleep, turned over, grabbed the phone and stuffed it under the bed.

"Open the door." Lu Feihu said.

Geng Xiaojie was so excited that he got up and opened the door. Lu Feihu stood outside the door.

Geng Xiaojie turned on the light casually, cracked a few times, no electricity?ah!The lights are out!

"Uncomfortable?" Lu Feihu raised his hand to touch Geng Xiaojie's forehead.

Geng Xiaojie said: "No... just a little sleepy and fell asleep."

These days, he has been leading the interns. He is very tired and has little sleep time. Geng Xiaojie slept in a mess. Lu Feihu whispered again: "I have been looking for you in the camp for two full hours! Why don't you answer the phone?"

Suppressing anger in his words, Geng Xiaojie said:

"Oh."

"Oh." Lu Feihu said.

Geng Xiaojie turned around and lay down on the bed, ignoring him and continuing to sleep.

Lu Feihu: "Did you eat?"

Geng Xiaojie said, "Why did you suddenly think of looking for me?"

Lu Feihu said: "I've been looking for you all day!"

Geng Xiaojie said: "I'm sleeping! It's you who didn't answer my email first!"

Lu Feihu: "Then you should have a good rest."

Lu Feihu turned around and left, Geng Xiaojie was stunned for a while, then came to his senses, and hurriedly said: "Brother Feihu!"

The surrounding rooms were all asleep, Geng Xiaojie didn't dare to make a loud noise, and when he went out, he knocked over something on the ground, feeling regretful in his heart, he was already very tired, preoccupied, very hungry, and in a bad mood.

"I'm sorry." Geng Xiaojie whispered.

Lu Feihu lit a cigarette at the end of the stairwell and didn't go downstairs, obviously knowing that Geng Xiaojie would chase him out.

"It's nothing." Lu Feihu said, "I'm in a bad mood today."

Both Geng Xiaojie and Lu Feihu fell silent.

Lu Feihu said, "Geng Xiaojie, I have a few words I want to talk to you about."