my son blue

After everything was arranged, Lan Ran and Yang Yang started living together

At the beginning, I was still a little uncomfortable. For example, when I woke up in the middle of the night and was thirsty, I opened my eyes and saw a handsome face with no eyes.

Yang Yang felt that this was suffering, or that Lan Ran did it to exercise his courage, otherwise, if he was scared like this every day, those without heart disease would be scared out, and those with heart disease, uh... Yang Yang can only say , Pain is healthier XD!

At the party that day, it can be said that we got together very happily, or it could be said that we broke up unhappy.

Ever since Xiao Taozi heard that Lan Ran was Yang Yang's son, she had been lacking in interest. She lay down on the table and drew circles, while Xiao Bai frowned sullenly. Go to your Zanpakutao.

Then, after hearing the name of Yang Yang’s Zanpakuto and the department, Xiaotao stared at his sword, pouted slightly to express dissatisfaction and resentment, as if to say: Why is your Zanpakuto’s name so similar to Captain Aizen’s? And the ability and Xiaobai also think about it, why do I have no similarities with Captain Aizen and Xiaobai for so many years, Zanpakuto?

For this resentment, Yang Yang could only respond with a wry smile, Zanpakuto is born from the soul, and what abilities will be produced is beyond his control.

When the meeting ended, Yang Yang looked at the backs of Xiaotao and Xiaobai leaving, and sighed.

Because of one Aizen, the distance between them...

Yang Yang suddenly felt a little sad.

He felt that Xiaotao seemed to be a little hostile to him from now on.

As for Xiaobai...

Then there is no way of knowing.

Yang Yang raised his head and looked at the blue sky. The others left long ago. Even Kuchiki Rukia, who wanted to discuss the same Zanpakuto ability with Yang Yang, changed her route because she saw Haiyan on the way.

Is it romantic?

Yang Yang clenched his Zanpakuto tightly, remembering the result of communicating with it that day.

The ability of wind, flowers, snow and moon is the four landscapes of nature.

The wind is the wind, the breeze, light wind, warm wind and strong storm are all within the scope of the wind.

The flower is a magnolia condensed from snowflakes, which has a fragrance effect, meaning it is fragrant and intoxicating.

Snow is snow, snow in light snow and blizzard, the amount depends on the mood, just like the wind.

And the month...

Yang Yang pursed his lips and sighed.

"In your eyes, what does the moon represent?" That day, a gust of wind with snowflakes swirled in front of him, making him look at the crescent moon in the dark night, and asked him.

"What does it represent?" Yang Yang asked back. There are many definitions of month, some represent homesickness, some represent loneliness, and some represent happiness. He doesn't know what the definition of month is.

"What does the moon look like in your eyes?"

"The moon in my eyes?" Yang Yang murmured, staring at the crescent moon.

Before laser surgery to correct his eyesight, Yang Yang was a little nearsighted and had a little bit of astigmatism because he stared at the computer for a long time. The moon in his eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of fog, or a layer of veil, hazy, It's unreal, and after the treatment, I still feel that the moon is still the same.

So Yang Yang told the truth.

"Is that your answer?"

"...Yes!" Yang Yang hesitated for a while, then came back, always felt that Fenghua Xueyue's words seemed to be discussing with him the ability of Zanpakuto's last moon.

Strange, is there such a Zanpakutō that can only be determined after negotiation?

Yang Yang was puzzled.

"Then, the moon is an illusion, and the facts are covered by a layer of veil, so you can't see the truth clearly. This is your ability!"

"...I see." Yang Yang shook the handle of the knife and said with a smile, "I know, thank you!"

"I am willing to serve you, my lord!" Then the speed of rotation increased with a whirring sound, and gusts of wind and snow were raised, before finally disappearing.

Facts are covered with a layer of veil, can't see the truth?

hehe~

Yang Yang covered his face, thinking it was very funny.

As expected of the Zanpakuto born from his own soul, he really knows himself better than himself.

For example, when he was 13 years old, during that dark time, those people kidnapped him to get money, and let the disease he feared never show any kindness to him.

It is better to ask for yourself than for others.

Because he was weak and defenseless, he had the opportunity to take advantage of it, because he was afraid of being bullied because of his poor health, and a pair of sharp pencils that he carried with him, when he pretended to faint, those people finally came to see him , So he took out a pencil and smashed it into the opponent's heart.

With the determination to die, he insisted that even if he died, he would be ruthless.

The man died instantly, with blood splattered all over his face.

He thought he would die at that time, but he didn't expect that the police came from the sky like magic soldiers and saved his life. When he made a statement later, he said: I did it to protect myself.

And those people also believed him, and the doctor checked him. At that time, he was indeed ill. How could a child with such a painful heart have the ability to fight back, so...

He killed someone, but was found not guilty. He killed someone intentionally, but was comforted by everyone.

Yang Yang is not as silly as he appears on the surface, he has his dark side.It's just that it's well hidden and no one notices.

There is a demon in everyone's heart, and that incident released the demon in Yang Yang's heart.

Demons raged and invaded his heart.

Beauty is covered with dirt, and then beauty is buried.

Yang Yang has always wanted to cover up the dirt and tried his best to use up his beauty, but Zanpakuto melted away his beauty.

It's like every time you think about it, you have an angel and a demon on your shoulders.

romantic...

The wind and snow are beautiful, but also for destruction.

Huayue is beautiful, but it is deceitful.

Yang Yang's dark side is that when he can't maintain the beauty on the surface, he will want to destroy it.

Like the game he played all night when his parents died.

The beauty brought to him by his parents, but left, he chose to destroy himself.

Yes, Yang Yang at that time wanted to commit suicide, but the gods took pity on him and failed to make him do what he wanted, and then sent happiness, that is, his two sons.

Yang Yang is a person who cannot live without support.

When those who care about him and those he cares about leave him, he feels that he has no purpose in life, and his life is very empty, so he really wants to understand himself.

Like, the whole world abandoned him, and he abandoned himself.

He can also change from good to dirty for the people he cares about.

Just like he did with his two sons.

Lan Ran and Ku Luoluo may not know how crazy Yang Yang was when they first had the disease at the age of 4.Regardless of his own health, he threatened the dean and attending doctor at that time.

If they are not cured, he will let your whole family be buried with him, and of course he will not survive.

He's not kidding, he's serious.

As a father, you can't protect your children, how sad it is. Parents in the world know it.

Yang Yang rubbed his eyelids, sniffed his nose, thinking of that time, he felt so sad that he wanted to cry.

His two favorite children, the only sons in the world who are closely related to him by blood, what would he do if they were gone.

Parents abandoned him, and if even his son abandoned him, he would really not be able to survive.

Walking slowly all the way back to the fifth team, ignoring the God of Reaper who greeted him and bending over to salute, he came to the captain's office. He saw Lan Ran sitting on a chair, reviewing documents with a brush, and there was a thick layer next to him. step forward.

Clenching his fists on the edge of the table, pursing his lips, Chi asked, "At that time... it hurt!"

He had experienced countless times how painful it was during the attack, and his fingertips trembled slightly when he thought about it.

"What's wrong?" Lan Ran looked up, a little confused.

"When I was four years old..." Yang Yang bent down, stretched out his arms, and slightly pressed the palm of Lan Ran's heart, he shook his lips, frowned and smiled bitterly: "... At that time, it was very painful, right? "

Aizen opened his eyes slightly, then nodded and smiled, "It hurts!" His big warm hand pressed Yang Yang's cold back, "It hurts, I still remember it fresh!" That was worse than when he was Aizen A kind of pain that Soyousuke had never experienced before and after his life in Soul World.

The pain of skin cuts is not as severe as the pain in the heart. It is said that the fingers are connected to the heart. Once the heart hurts, it hurts more than the whole body.

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." Holding onto the clothes on his chest, Yang Yang lay down on the table and finally couldn't restrain himself from crying.

They have inherited their own disease, but there is nothing they can do when they are in pain, and they can only rely on threats to feel at ease. They are so powerful, they have never been in such pain, they are their own sons, but they suffer such crimes, all of this is his fault!

If he hadn't watched "Reaper" and "Hunter x Hunter" at the beginning, if he hadn't liked the two of them, then all this would not have happened.

Sure enough, it was my fault, it must be my fault.

"It's none of your business..." Lan Ran rubbed Yang Yang's snow-white hair, which was soft and comfortable, and he comforted him: "Besides, I am very grateful to you. If there is no time travel, my ending would be It must have been imprisoned for 2 years!"

What is gained is bound to be lost, and what is given can be gained. There is no free lunch in the world, and no price means no gain. They understand better than anyone else.

But but...

Have you ever thought about the grief and anguish of being a father when you see your child in so much pain that you can't save it, have you ever thought, have you...

"A teacher for a day and a father for life..." Lan Ran held Yang Yang's other hand and said with a smile, "This is an ancient Chinese saying, we understand it!"

Even if they don't admit it, the fact that Yang Yang used to be their father can't be changed. They understand the pain of his father. Yang Yang didn't know they had a daughter, so...

"...Father, we all understand!"

"...Ah?" Yang Yang raised his head, blinked, a tear fell from the corner of his eye, he was a little stunned, "Do you understand?"

"We understand!"

"Does Kurolo think so too?"

"Hmm!" How could they, who were twins, not know.

"Hehehehe..." Yang Yang lay on the back of his hands, his shoulders trembling uncontrollably as he laughed.

You understand, you understand...

I have been struggling, I can't figure it out, thinking that their character will not have such a mood, but he said they understand.

If he is a teacher for one day and a father for the rest of his life, then he can understand that Kuroro cares about himself, Aizen you care about yourself, not wishful thinking, clinging to the former blood relatives and swearing at them, but they have nothing to do. Did you just agree to take him in?

"Hehehehehe..." Yang Yang couldn't help laughing, laughing loudly, his body trembling when he laughed, and he couldn't stop the pain in his heart.Holding his stomach, he seemed to stop laughing a little bit, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, Yang Yang smiled brightly again and said heartlessly: "Even if it is true, I still get cold when you call me father." ..."

Aizen: "...Really."

Aizen smiled, and continued: "So don't be misled by the original book. We who are familiar with the plot, we who have experienced family affection, we already know what is good and what is worth pursuing. We rely on other people's dubbing to make our voices."

"When we enter there, we are living individuals. When you come here, this place is no longer a virtual world, we are all real!"

"I know!" Yang Yang lowered his head, looked at the two tightly clasped hands, blushed slightly embarrassed, "I know!" Then he pulled out his hand awkwardly, his eyes dodged: "I'm hungry, let's go!" Then He fled away.

"Hehe~" Lan Ran chuckled, shook her head helplessly, and continued to sit down to review the documents.