Drunk into late autumn for you
Chapter 20
Before, I thought you were so seductive that you could fascinate someone surnamed Mo.Heh, could it be that you are better than others in bed? "
The congregation laughed.
Guan Shanyu's lips had been bitten until they turned purple.Gong Zang frowned, fearing that Guan Shanyu would commit suicide, he sealed several of his big holes, then ignored him, and ordered the congregation to set up ambush everywhere.
Seeing that everything was ready, Gong Zang turned his head and grinned grimly at Guan Shanyu: "If you betray the divine religion, even if he escapes to the ends of the earth, he will die."
The two days were extremely slow amidst the waiting of the congregation, and Gong Zang was even a little out of breath.As the sun gradually set to the west, his complexion became darker and darker like the twilight around him. When he walked up to Guan Shan, Yushen kicked him for a hundred years.
"If your surname Mo doesn't come to the appointment tomorrow, I will chop you up and feed you to the wild dogs on the mountain."
The potency of the drug had already worn off, but Guan Shanyu hadn't eaten any grains of rice except for clear water in the past two days.
Gong Zang was irritated by his attitude and raised his foot again.
"Guardian Gong, put your feet down." A voice that Guan Shanyu didn't want to hear sounded in time, the voice was still soft, but overflowing with Guan Shanyu's unfamiliar murderous aura.
He couldn't help but follow the prestige, and under the setting sun as thick as snow, he saw the man approaching slowly.Covered in travel and dust, his face was tired and hard to hide.Behind Mo Wanlou, his wife, who had the same haggard look as him, followed step by step, holding her baby tightly in her hands.
Gong Zang slowly lowered his foot which was less than an inch away from Guan Shanyu's face, his face showing color. "Mo Wanlou, you are finally willing to show up. It seems that I have arrested the wrong person."
Mo Wanlou didn't say anything, just glanced in Guan Shanyu's direction. Before Guan Shanyu could see his expression clearly, Mo Wanlou had already looked away, raised his palm lightly, and already had a weapon in his hand.
This was the first time Guan Shanyu saw Mo Wanlou using a weapon.The dagger, which is less than a foot long, becomes thinner towards the tip. It is said to be a dagger, but it is more like a hammer.
"Let him go." Mo Wanlou held up the short sword and pointed at Gong Zang's eyebrows.
Gong Zang backhanded and pulled out the two giant axes on his back.He was still smiling, but there was no smile in his eyes. "Anyone who is an enemy of my god religion has always had a dead end. The surname is Mo, you can't bear him, I will kill him to be buried with you."
Mo Wanlou did not show an impetuous expression as Gong Zang wished. Instead, he was extremely calm. He looked at the tip of the sword, pointing to the ground, as quiet as a rock, and his whole body was wide open. Flaws, so that the opponent does not know where to start.
Guan Shanyu had clearly warned himself in his heart not to look at the person who deceived him and played with him in the palm of his hand, but his eyes were against his will, and he was staring at Mo Wanlou.
He had never seen such a solemn expression on Mo Wanlou's face before, and he knew that this battle would inevitably splatter the mountain with blood.
"what--"
Following Gong Zang's preemptive shout, the giant ax turned into a double image, and slashed towards Mo Wanlou with a fierce and astonishing whistling sound.And the congregation lurking all around each held their swords and rushed forward.
This battle ended quickly, but it was also tragic beyond Guan Shanyu's imagination.The group of people who were still alive just now turned into broken limbs all over the ground in an instant, with blood flowing like rivers.
Gong Zang's face was also hit by a sword, blood flowed profusely, and his giant ax also slashed Mo Wanlou's right shoulder.The short sword flew far away, and fell to the ground with a "clang".
With blood stains all over his face, Gong Zang laughed wildly and came towards Guan Shanyu, kicking Zhong Guan Shanyu hard in the chest.
With severe pain, Guan Shanyu spat out a mouthful of blood, and Gong Zang kicked up with his second kick. Mo Wanlou's expression changed drastically, and he didn't bother to pick up the sword, and swooped in to rescue Guan Shanyu.
It was at this moment that Gong Zang was waiting, he turned around violently, raised his giant ax high, and slashed at Mo Wanlou.
"be careful--"
The woman rushed over desperately and knocked Mo Wanlou away, but she was slashed in the chest by a huge axe, and the blood splashed Gong Zang's face before she died, and the baby fell from her hand to the ground, making a childish cry After calling, there was no sound.
"Zuiqiu!" Mo Wanlou roared suddenly, his whole body shook violently, his eyes turned red, and he struck out with a palm with all his strength, knocking Gong Zang off the ground and falling off Guanri Cliff.
Holding the body of his wife and children trembling silently for a while, Mo Wanlou finally put down the body, staggered into Guan Shanyu, and untied the rope for him.
"Go away!" This was the first sentence Guan Shanyu said to Mo Wanlou after the two had been away for many years.
He should be grateful to Mo Wanlou for coming to rescue him, but his whole heart was filled with the strong resentment of being deceived and teased, and he could no longer tolerate other emotions, even the sharp pain in his chest and foot became insignificant.
Why lie to him? ...
Mo Wanlou was stunned by the phrase "Get away", staring at Guan Shanyu, as if blood was about to drip from his eyes, he grabbed Guan Shanyu's left hand with all his strength, and hissed, "You hate me so much?"
Yes, he must not soften his heart, and must not allow himself to fall into Mo Wanlou's carefully woven love net again.
He drew his sword angrily, not daring to look at Mo Wanlou's desperate eyes like a dying beast, and turned his head away. "Let go of me! Protector Mo, I will never be fooled by you again!"
"...Because I lied to you back then?..."
Mo Wanlou's questioning was so empty that it seemed to come from a distant horizon, and his eyes became equally empty.He smiled suddenly, grabbed Guan Shanyu's wrist holding the sword, aimed at his heart, and stabbed deeply.
"Ah!" Guan Shanyu wanted to withdraw his hand subconsciously, but the sharp sword had already pierced through Mo Wanlou's body with blood coming out from behind.He let go of the hilt of the sword in shock, watching the blood gushing out from the mouth of Mo Wanlou, his whole body was stiff, his mouth opened wide, but he couldn't make any sound.
"Brother Guan, can you stop being angry with me now?" Every time Mo Wanlou uttered a word, he gradually became limp, and finally fell on his back. "I just, just don't want to be hated by you, so I hide it from you..."
The moonlight fell on his face, a bit sad, a bit self-deprecating, and more, an indescribable listlessness...
Guan Shanyu stayed for a long time before jumping to the side of Mo Wanlou's voice, but Mo Wanlou had already lost her breath, and those eyes that were as warm as water in the past were wide open, unable to rest in peace.
"... Wanlou? Wan, Wanlou..." He really didn't want to force Mo Wanlou to death. Guan Shanyu picked up the man's body, hugged him tightly, and kept kissing Mo Wanlou's face, Mo Wanlou Evening floor blood stained lips. "Wanlou, talk! Don't lie to me again..."
At this moment, he desperately hoped that Mo Wanlou was still lying to him and would wake up again, but the man's body became colder and stiffer in his arms as the night wore on.
Guan Shanyu finally knew that Mo Wanlou was really dead.And what is he still alive for?
The injury to that foot seemed to have not fully flared up until now, and it hurt so much.
He was coughing up blood, and with the gentlest force of Mrs. Mo Wanlou, he withdrew the sword from Mo Wanlou, moved it to his neck, and wiped it slowly and without hesitation.
"Wow!"
A faint cry of a baby woke him up like a thunderbolt.
Child, still alive?He struggled to stand up with the sword leaning on him, and went to pick up the swaddling baby.It was a baby boy who was only a few months old, his face was blue from the cold night wind, he was waving his little hands and crying non-stop, and he didn't know that his parents had passed away forever.
Guan Shanyu knew that he would not die—this was Mo Wanlou's child.He had already caused the tragic death of Mo Wanlou and his wife, so how could he leave the child unattended, starving to death in Huangshan, or even becoming the prey of wild beasts.
He took off his coat to wrap the child around, and then painstakingly buried the woman's body in the forest.
Looking at Mo Wanlou's body, he couldn't do anything no matter what. Once the soil was spilled, he would never be able to see Mo Wanlou again in this life. corpse.
He would not give anyone a chance to trample on Mo Wanlou's body.
Guan Shanyu started a big fire, staring blankly at the blazing fire, devouring the man.The chest was terribly empty, as if some part of his body was burned by the fire along with Mo Wanlou.
Floating boats on the river, drinking and chatting happily; setting sun on the top of the mountain, looking at the moon and listening to the pine... He is still wandering in the world, but the person with whom he talked and laughed happily will never come here again, staring at him tenderly and affectionately, and calling him with a smile "Brother Guan..."
Guan Shanyu suddenly burst into tears, and threw himself on the extinguished fire like crazy, grabbed the ashes that were about to be blown away by the night wind, and swallowed them in big mouthfuls.
In this way, can he keep Mo Wanlou forever?
He buried his face in the pile of ashes, weeping uncontrollably.
The next day, he held the child in his arms, endured the pain, and slowly descended Huangshan.
The child had been hungry all night, and his crying was exhausted.He finally found a farmhouse in a small village at the foot of the mountain, which happened to have a nursing woman.The woman couldn't bear Guan Shanyu's pleas, and seeing that the child was really pitiful, she hugged her and nursed it.
Guan Shanyu begged along the way and took the child back to Jiangnan.Sometimes he couldn't find a woman to breastfeed, so he had to ask someone to cook some rice milk, and dipped his fingers in it to feed the child.
The child was very well-behaved, sucking his finger, and soon fell asleep, but as soon as he took his finger away, the child was awakened, pulled his hair and cried loudly.
So when he returned to Broken Sword Xiaozhu that day, his senior brothers saw his fingers slobbered by the child, all of them couldn't help laughing, and hurriedly asked someone to find a nanny for the child.
He watched the baby fall asleep sweetly in the nurse's arms, finally relieved, sat in the chair, and began to cough and vomit blood.Gong Zang's kick was far more severe than he had imagined. In order to return to Xiaozhu as soon as possible, he also had to take care of his children on the way, so he had no time to calm down and adjust his breath to heal his wounds, and it became a chronic illness.
"Master!" He Fanghuan was terrified, and wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth with his sleeve, and there were faint tears rolling in his eyes.
"I'm fine." He smiled wearily.He won't let himself die until he brings up the children in Wanlou.
Zuiqiu, he had heard Mo Wanlou call these two words that day, but he didn't know whether it was his wife or the child that Mo Wanlou called at that time, and Guan Shanyu couldn't know the answer, so he named the child Zuiqiu.
Half a year later, Zuiqiu began to babble, and the first sentence he learned was "Master".
"Master, Master, hug..." The child walked towards him with two soft legs, giggling.
Although he was suffering from cold due to the cold weather and was coughing again, he still hurried over and hugged Zuiqiu with a smile.
Only when he sees Zuiqiu again, will the lingering pain in his heart subside.He coaxed Zuiqiu softly, completely unaware that under the shadow of the eaves not far away, He Fanghuan was looking at him with a disappointed expression on his face.
Autumn dies, autumn thickens again.
Guan Shanyu has never been married, and has never even had any interest in women.He put his heart and soul into raising children.Zuiqiu grew up under his nose year by year, and became closer to him. Outsiders said that his master and apprentice are like father and son.
Gradually, he really regarded himself as Zui Qiu's father, until that morning when he was practicing swords, Zui Qiu appeared in front of him wearing a brand new aqua blue silk shirt. shadow.
Guan Shanyu suddenly felt as if someone had punched him hard in the chest, and he almost suffocated in an instant. For more than ten years, he thought that he had buried that unbearable past in his heart, but it turned out that he had never let it go.
That night, he locked himself in the room alone, pulled out the long sword hanging on the wall, and sat watching the dark brown bloodstain condensed on the sword.He should go to accompany Wanlou, but Zuiqiu is still young.
He also wants to watch Zuiqiu grow up on behalf of Wanlou, marry a wife, start a family, have children, and live to old age in peace.That was the only force that supported his survival.
Zuiqiu probably didn't notice his gaffe that day, he still practiced sword with him every day as usual.However, at some point, Guan Shanyu suddenly discovered that the clothes Zuiqiu was wearing recently were all aqua blue.
He is afraid of seeing Zui Qiu who looks more and more like Mo Wanlou, but he can't restrain the longing in his heart, and often looks at Zui Qiu in a daze.
No, that person is just a child of Wanlou.He warned himself more than once, but there was always something scratching his chest, as if he was about to break out.On the day of the Dragon Boat Festival, everyone in Xiaozhuli should have a glass of realgar wine.He was full of thoughts, and after the banquet was over, he drank wine alone under the moon, and drank a pot full of it. He was drunk when he saw the moon was in the sky, and walked to the Luozhao Garden.
The window of Zuiqiu's bedroom was still open, he was afraid that Zuiqiu would catch a cold at night, so he went to try to close the window, but he saw Zuiqiu lying on the bed with his eyes closed tightly, having nightmares over and over again.
"...Master..." An unconscious whisper came out of Zuiqiu's mouth, so soft that Guan Shanyu almost wanted to blurt out his answer.
Under the shadow of flickering candles, Zui Qiu's face flushed red, and her slightly parted lips were even redder and more attractive.The young man clamped the quilt between his legs, twisted and dawdled slightly, and yelled softly again.But Guan Shanyu couldn't hear who Zuiqiu was calling this time, all he could see was that flushed, handsome face.
I vaguely remember that on the Yanbo River, he sat opposite Mo Wanlou and chatted freely over wine.At that time, Wanlou was drunk, his face was reddish and his eyes were rolling, telling him that he was drunk before drinking...
He stumbled back and escaped from Zuiqiu's window.
If he didn't leave, he didn't know if he could still control the strong impulse.But once the desire that has been sleeping in the body for many years is aroused, it is difficult to calm down.The power of alcohol burned his sanity to the very last, and the remaining consciousness told him that he should go back to his room quickly, but his feet seemed to be disobedient, and he retreated slowly.
No, he must not have such evil thoughts towards Zui Qiu that he is inferior to a beast!He stretched out his hand, pressed it firmly against the wall beside him, lowered his head, and panted.
That was He Fanghuan's bedroom, a slight snort could be heard from the door.
On that night, Guan Shanyu seemed to be possessed by a demon, trembling and gently shaking the door latch, trembling inside.
The man sleeping soundly on the bed was also his disciple. The young man's appearance was far less handsome than Zui Qiu's, with sharp-edged brows and eyes, not at all similar to Mo Wanlou and his son, but Guan Shanyu had no time to think about his resemblance at that time. .
The fire of desire had the upper hand, he touched He Fanghuan's sleeping point, and covered it tightly.
It was almost dawn when Guan Shanyu woke up from the hangover, and immediately saw his surroundings clearly, his whole body went numb.
He Fanghuan lay prone beside him, still unconscious, with a bloody mess between his legs.
Guan Shanyu's hands and feet gradually trembled, seeing He Fanghuan's back moved slightly, as if he was about to wake up, he jumped out of bed in panic, put on his clothes hastily, rushed out the door, and fled back to his room.
After closing the door, he leaned against the door panel, still trembling, his mind went blank, and he didn't know what to do next - how could he be so obsessed and do such a thing to Fang Huan!
Self-blame, shame, and remorse, like thorns full of poisonous thorns, tightly locked his throat, almost making it difficult for him to breathe. He pulled his messy hair helplessly, only to find the black jade hairpin in Wanji Lost.
Did it fall into the grass while running just now?Or, was it left on Fang Huan's bed last night? ... When Guan Shanyu thought of the latter possibility, his heartbeat almost stopped, and he didn't have the courage to go out to look for it, so he covered his face.
That day, he didn't take half a step out of the room.Zuiqiu came to him to learn swordsmanship, but he said that his cough relapsed, so he turned him away.The whole day, he was worried, afraid that He Fanghuan would knock on the door to question him, but until dusk, what he was afraid of did not happen.
He Fanghuan knew that he only walked out of his wing the next day, and came to greet him with some unsteady steps. "Master, I heard from Junior Brother Mo that you have coughed again, do you want me to invite Dr. Cui here?"
"No, it's an old problem. It's useless to look at it." He didn't dare to look at He Fanghuan's pale face, and forced a smile: "I'll just rest for two days. You and Zuiqiu can practice swords."
However, He Fanghuan didn't seem to understand his order to evict the guest, and still stood at the door and stared at him steadily.
Being stared at by that kind of eyes, Guan Shanyu pierced his body like needles, and even his smile froze. Fortunately, He Fanghuan didn't continue to look.When he walked away, Guan Shanyu found that he was sweating through his clothes.
Let him go, have you already found out? ... In the following years, this question has been haunting Guan Shanyu like a haunting ghost.
He was not very close to this senior disciple, and since then he has been trying to avoid He Fanghuan. Except for a few words when he was giving the sword, he hardly talked to He Fanghuan, and was even afraid of meeting him face to face.
Facing his alienation from the outside, He Fanghuan's gaze dimmed day by day, and he became more and more reticent.Only when he saw Guan Shanyu and Zuiqiu chatting and laughing relaxedly, his eyes would become hot.It was jealousy that wanted to burn someone down.
But Guan Shanyu couldn't see it.His eyes are always fixed on his beloved Zuiqiu, and he is gratified to watch Zuiqiu finally grow up, but he never expects that a thousand-year-old blood ganoderma shatters his 20 years of hard work and expectations.
Zuiqiu, why would you ruin your bright future for him?
The moment he broke Zuiqiu's tendons with his own hands, his heart was like a knife.
He thought that after all his efforts, he could finally persuade the sect master to let Zuiqiu return to Xiaozhu, and live a peaceful life from now on, but instead he put Zuiqiu into the center of the vortex of crisis.He claimed to care about Zui Qiu the most, but he didn't know until after Zui Qiu sadly said goodbye that he learned from his senior brother who came to seek revenge that before Zui Qiu left, four fingers had been cut off by his fellow disciples.
No wonder when Zui Qiu bid farewell, he refused to let him open the door to see him for the last time, afraid that he would be sad if he found out?
"...Silly boy..." He dragged his heavy legs back into the room, took off the long sword, touched the bloodstain, and cried silently.After all, he failed to protect Zuiqiu properly.
Zui Qiu must have been completely disappointed in him as a master, so she insisted on leaving him.
The child who wobbled towards him back then and stretched out his hand to hug him with a smile no longer needed him. He didn't know what else in this world was worth letting him live on.
The cold sword tip slowly pierced into the chest, but the atrium was burning like a fire.When Wan Lou was stabbed through the heart by a sword, it must have been a hundred times more painful than it is now.He closed his eyes and pressed the blade hard.
"Master!" The door of the room was kicked open vigorously, and He Fanghuan's wild shouts filled Guan Shanyu's entire auditory world.
In the splash of blood in front of his eyes, He Fanghuan's thin face seemed to be distorted, and his mouth kept opening and closing, but Guan Shanyu couldn't hear what he was saying, and could only vaguely see He Fanghuan holding his hand. Looking at the black jade hairpin he left behind that night.
Sure enough, Fang Huan already knew it was him...but why didn't he say it?Are you going to risk your life to block Xun Lan's sword for him that day?Fang Huan, why are you so stupid?
The vision became more and more blurred, but the boy's face from many years ago was extremely clear.It was Fang Huan, who was raising his hands, holding a bowl of hot chicken soup in front of him. "Master, don't be sad. After drinking the chicken soup, you will be cured."
"Fang Huan, Fang Huan..." He wanted to be the same as before, touching the top of He Fanghuan's head to comfort Fang Huan. As soon as his fingertips touched Fang Huan's face, he lost all strength and fell softly.
When the chaos of consciousness flew away, a warm palm held his hand.The man stared at him with affectionate eyes, and smiled softly: "Brother Guan, I finally waited for you..."
It's great, he can finally talk to Wanlou again, and get drunk together... He also smiled slowly, whispering softly, "Wanlou..."
He had waited too long for this day.
——The end of the episode "Wind and Rain in the Evening Building"
I wish you all the best in the new year, all wishes come true, and the whole family is healthy!
The congregation laughed.
Guan Shanyu's lips had been bitten until they turned purple.Gong Zang frowned, fearing that Guan Shanyu would commit suicide, he sealed several of his big holes, then ignored him, and ordered the congregation to set up ambush everywhere.
Seeing that everything was ready, Gong Zang turned his head and grinned grimly at Guan Shanyu: "If you betray the divine religion, even if he escapes to the ends of the earth, he will die."
The two days were extremely slow amidst the waiting of the congregation, and Gong Zang was even a little out of breath.As the sun gradually set to the west, his complexion became darker and darker like the twilight around him. When he walked up to Guan Shan, Yushen kicked him for a hundred years.
"If your surname Mo doesn't come to the appointment tomorrow, I will chop you up and feed you to the wild dogs on the mountain."
The potency of the drug had already worn off, but Guan Shanyu hadn't eaten any grains of rice except for clear water in the past two days.
Gong Zang was irritated by his attitude and raised his foot again.
"Guardian Gong, put your feet down." A voice that Guan Shanyu didn't want to hear sounded in time, the voice was still soft, but overflowing with Guan Shanyu's unfamiliar murderous aura.
He couldn't help but follow the prestige, and under the setting sun as thick as snow, he saw the man approaching slowly.Covered in travel and dust, his face was tired and hard to hide.Behind Mo Wanlou, his wife, who had the same haggard look as him, followed step by step, holding her baby tightly in her hands.
Gong Zang slowly lowered his foot which was less than an inch away from Guan Shanyu's face, his face showing color. "Mo Wanlou, you are finally willing to show up. It seems that I have arrested the wrong person."
Mo Wanlou didn't say anything, just glanced in Guan Shanyu's direction. Before Guan Shanyu could see his expression clearly, Mo Wanlou had already looked away, raised his palm lightly, and already had a weapon in his hand.
This was the first time Guan Shanyu saw Mo Wanlou using a weapon.The dagger, which is less than a foot long, becomes thinner towards the tip. It is said to be a dagger, but it is more like a hammer.
"Let him go." Mo Wanlou held up the short sword and pointed at Gong Zang's eyebrows.
Gong Zang backhanded and pulled out the two giant axes on his back.He was still smiling, but there was no smile in his eyes. "Anyone who is an enemy of my god religion has always had a dead end. The surname is Mo, you can't bear him, I will kill him to be buried with you."
Mo Wanlou did not show an impetuous expression as Gong Zang wished. Instead, he was extremely calm. He looked at the tip of the sword, pointing to the ground, as quiet as a rock, and his whole body was wide open. Flaws, so that the opponent does not know where to start.
Guan Shanyu had clearly warned himself in his heart not to look at the person who deceived him and played with him in the palm of his hand, but his eyes were against his will, and he was staring at Mo Wanlou.
He had never seen such a solemn expression on Mo Wanlou's face before, and he knew that this battle would inevitably splatter the mountain with blood.
"what--"
Following Gong Zang's preemptive shout, the giant ax turned into a double image, and slashed towards Mo Wanlou with a fierce and astonishing whistling sound.And the congregation lurking all around each held their swords and rushed forward.
This battle ended quickly, but it was also tragic beyond Guan Shanyu's imagination.The group of people who were still alive just now turned into broken limbs all over the ground in an instant, with blood flowing like rivers.
Gong Zang's face was also hit by a sword, blood flowed profusely, and his giant ax also slashed Mo Wanlou's right shoulder.The short sword flew far away, and fell to the ground with a "clang".
With blood stains all over his face, Gong Zang laughed wildly and came towards Guan Shanyu, kicking Zhong Guan Shanyu hard in the chest.
With severe pain, Guan Shanyu spat out a mouthful of blood, and Gong Zang kicked up with his second kick. Mo Wanlou's expression changed drastically, and he didn't bother to pick up the sword, and swooped in to rescue Guan Shanyu.
It was at this moment that Gong Zang was waiting, he turned around violently, raised his giant ax high, and slashed at Mo Wanlou.
"be careful--"
The woman rushed over desperately and knocked Mo Wanlou away, but she was slashed in the chest by a huge axe, and the blood splashed Gong Zang's face before she died, and the baby fell from her hand to the ground, making a childish cry After calling, there was no sound.
"Zuiqiu!" Mo Wanlou roared suddenly, his whole body shook violently, his eyes turned red, and he struck out with a palm with all his strength, knocking Gong Zang off the ground and falling off Guanri Cliff.
Holding the body of his wife and children trembling silently for a while, Mo Wanlou finally put down the body, staggered into Guan Shanyu, and untied the rope for him.
"Go away!" This was the first sentence Guan Shanyu said to Mo Wanlou after the two had been away for many years.
He should be grateful to Mo Wanlou for coming to rescue him, but his whole heart was filled with the strong resentment of being deceived and teased, and he could no longer tolerate other emotions, even the sharp pain in his chest and foot became insignificant.
Why lie to him? ...
Mo Wanlou was stunned by the phrase "Get away", staring at Guan Shanyu, as if blood was about to drip from his eyes, he grabbed Guan Shanyu's left hand with all his strength, and hissed, "You hate me so much?"
Yes, he must not soften his heart, and must not allow himself to fall into Mo Wanlou's carefully woven love net again.
He drew his sword angrily, not daring to look at Mo Wanlou's desperate eyes like a dying beast, and turned his head away. "Let go of me! Protector Mo, I will never be fooled by you again!"
"...Because I lied to you back then?..."
Mo Wanlou's questioning was so empty that it seemed to come from a distant horizon, and his eyes became equally empty.He smiled suddenly, grabbed Guan Shanyu's wrist holding the sword, aimed at his heart, and stabbed deeply.
"Ah!" Guan Shanyu wanted to withdraw his hand subconsciously, but the sharp sword had already pierced through Mo Wanlou's body with blood coming out from behind.He let go of the hilt of the sword in shock, watching the blood gushing out from the mouth of Mo Wanlou, his whole body was stiff, his mouth opened wide, but he couldn't make any sound.
"Brother Guan, can you stop being angry with me now?" Every time Mo Wanlou uttered a word, he gradually became limp, and finally fell on his back. "I just, just don't want to be hated by you, so I hide it from you..."
The moonlight fell on his face, a bit sad, a bit self-deprecating, and more, an indescribable listlessness...
Guan Shanyu stayed for a long time before jumping to the side of Mo Wanlou's voice, but Mo Wanlou had already lost her breath, and those eyes that were as warm as water in the past were wide open, unable to rest in peace.
"... Wanlou? Wan, Wanlou..." He really didn't want to force Mo Wanlou to death. Guan Shanyu picked up the man's body, hugged him tightly, and kept kissing Mo Wanlou's face, Mo Wanlou Evening floor blood stained lips. "Wanlou, talk! Don't lie to me again..."
At this moment, he desperately hoped that Mo Wanlou was still lying to him and would wake up again, but the man's body became colder and stiffer in his arms as the night wore on.
Guan Shanyu finally knew that Mo Wanlou was really dead.And what is he still alive for?
The injury to that foot seemed to have not fully flared up until now, and it hurt so much.
He was coughing up blood, and with the gentlest force of Mrs. Mo Wanlou, he withdrew the sword from Mo Wanlou, moved it to his neck, and wiped it slowly and without hesitation.
"Wow!"
A faint cry of a baby woke him up like a thunderbolt.
Child, still alive?He struggled to stand up with the sword leaning on him, and went to pick up the swaddling baby.It was a baby boy who was only a few months old, his face was blue from the cold night wind, he was waving his little hands and crying non-stop, and he didn't know that his parents had passed away forever.
Guan Shanyu knew that he would not die—this was Mo Wanlou's child.He had already caused the tragic death of Mo Wanlou and his wife, so how could he leave the child unattended, starving to death in Huangshan, or even becoming the prey of wild beasts.
He took off his coat to wrap the child around, and then painstakingly buried the woman's body in the forest.
Looking at Mo Wanlou's body, he couldn't do anything no matter what. Once the soil was spilled, he would never be able to see Mo Wanlou again in this life. corpse.
He would not give anyone a chance to trample on Mo Wanlou's body.
Guan Shanyu started a big fire, staring blankly at the blazing fire, devouring the man.The chest was terribly empty, as if some part of his body was burned by the fire along with Mo Wanlou.
Floating boats on the river, drinking and chatting happily; setting sun on the top of the mountain, looking at the moon and listening to the pine... He is still wandering in the world, but the person with whom he talked and laughed happily will never come here again, staring at him tenderly and affectionately, and calling him with a smile "Brother Guan..."
Guan Shanyu suddenly burst into tears, and threw himself on the extinguished fire like crazy, grabbed the ashes that were about to be blown away by the night wind, and swallowed them in big mouthfuls.
In this way, can he keep Mo Wanlou forever?
He buried his face in the pile of ashes, weeping uncontrollably.
The next day, he held the child in his arms, endured the pain, and slowly descended Huangshan.
The child had been hungry all night, and his crying was exhausted.He finally found a farmhouse in a small village at the foot of the mountain, which happened to have a nursing woman.The woman couldn't bear Guan Shanyu's pleas, and seeing that the child was really pitiful, she hugged her and nursed it.
Guan Shanyu begged along the way and took the child back to Jiangnan.Sometimes he couldn't find a woman to breastfeed, so he had to ask someone to cook some rice milk, and dipped his fingers in it to feed the child.
The child was very well-behaved, sucking his finger, and soon fell asleep, but as soon as he took his finger away, the child was awakened, pulled his hair and cried loudly.
So when he returned to Broken Sword Xiaozhu that day, his senior brothers saw his fingers slobbered by the child, all of them couldn't help laughing, and hurriedly asked someone to find a nanny for the child.
He watched the baby fall asleep sweetly in the nurse's arms, finally relieved, sat in the chair, and began to cough and vomit blood.Gong Zang's kick was far more severe than he had imagined. In order to return to Xiaozhu as soon as possible, he also had to take care of his children on the way, so he had no time to calm down and adjust his breath to heal his wounds, and it became a chronic illness.
"Master!" He Fanghuan was terrified, and wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth with his sleeve, and there were faint tears rolling in his eyes.
"I'm fine." He smiled wearily.He won't let himself die until he brings up the children in Wanlou.
Zuiqiu, he had heard Mo Wanlou call these two words that day, but he didn't know whether it was his wife or the child that Mo Wanlou called at that time, and Guan Shanyu couldn't know the answer, so he named the child Zuiqiu.
Half a year later, Zuiqiu began to babble, and the first sentence he learned was "Master".
"Master, Master, hug..." The child walked towards him with two soft legs, giggling.
Although he was suffering from cold due to the cold weather and was coughing again, he still hurried over and hugged Zuiqiu with a smile.
Only when he sees Zuiqiu again, will the lingering pain in his heart subside.He coaxed Zuiqiu softly, completely unaware that under the shadow of the eaves not far away, He Fanghuan was looking at him with a disappointed expression on his face.
Autumn dies, autumn thickens again.
Guan Shanyu has never been married, and has never even had any interest in women.He put his heart and soul into raising children.Zuiqiu grew up under his nose year by year, and became closer to him. Outsiders said that his master and apprentice are like father and son.
Gradually, he really regarded himself as Zui Qiu's father, until that morning when he was practicing swords, Zui Qiu appeared in front of him wearing a brand new aqua blue silk shirt. shadow.
Guan Shanyu suddenly felt as if someone had punched him hard in the chest, and he almost suffocated in an instant. For more than ten years, he thought that he had buried that unbearable past in his heart, but it turned out that he had never let it go.
That night, he locked himself in the room alone, pulled out the long sword hanging on the wall, and sat watching the dark brown bloodstain condensed on the sword.He should go to accompany Wanlou, but Zuiqiu is still young.
He also wants to watch Zuiqiu grow up on behalf of Wanlou, marry a wife, start a family, have children, and live to old age in peace.That was the only force that supported his survival.
Zuiqiu probably didn't notice his gaffe that day, he still practiced sword with him every day as usual.However, at some point, Guan Shanyu suddenly discovered that the clothes Zuiqiu was wearing recently were all aqua blue.
He is afraid of seeing Zui Qiu who looks more and more like Mo Wanlou, but he can't restrain the longing in his heart, and often looks at Zui Qiu in a daze.
No, that person is just a child of Wanlou.He warned himself more than once, but there was always something scratching his chest, as if he was about to break out.On the day of the Dragon Boat Festival, everyone in Xiaozhuli should have a glass of realgar wine.He was full of thoughts, and after the banquet was over, he drank wine alone under the moon, and drank a pot full of it. He was drunk when he saw the moon was in the sky, and walked to the Luozhao Garden.
The window of Zuiqiu's bedroom was still open, he was afraid that Zuiqiu would catch a cold at night, so he went to try to close the window, but he saw Zuiqiu lying on the bed with his eyes closed tightly, having nightmares over and over again.
"...Master..." An unconscious whisper came out of Zuiqiu's mouth, so soft that Guan Shanyu almost wanted to blurt out his answer.
Under the shadow of flickering candles, Zui Qiu's face flushed red, and her slightly parted lips were even redder and more attractive.The young man clamped the quilt between his legs, twisted and dawdled slightly, and yelled softly again.But Guan Shanyu couldn't hear who Zuiqiu was calling this time, all he could see was that flushed, handsome face.
I vaguely remember that on the Yanbo River, he sat opposite Mo Wanlou and chatted freely over wine.At that time, Wanlou was drunk, his face was reddish and his eyes were rolling, telling him that he was drunk before drinking...
He stumbled back and escaped from Zuiqiu's window.
If he didn't leave, he didn't know if he could still control the strong impulse.But once the desire that has been sleeping in the body for many years is aroused, it is difficult to calm down.The power of alcohol burned his sanity to the very last, and the remaining consciousness told him that he should go back to his room quickly, but his feet seemed to be disobedient, and he retreated slowly.
No, he must not have such evil thoughts towards Zui Qiu that he is inferior to a beast!He stretched out his hand, pressed it firmly against the wall beside him, lowered his head, and panted.
That was He Fanghuan's bedroom, a slight snort could be heard from the door.
On that night, Guan Shanyu seemed to be possessed by a demon, trembling and gently shaking the door latch, trembling inside.
The man sleeping soundly on the bed was also his disciple. The young man's appearance was far less handsome than Zui Qiu's, with sharp-edged brows and eyes, not at all similar to Mo Wanlou and his son, but Guan Shanyu had no time to think about his resemblance at that time. .
The fire of desire had the upper hand, he touched He Fanghuan's sleeping point, and covered it tightly.
It was almost dawn when Guan Shanyu woke up from the hangover, and immediately saw his surroundings clearly, his whole body went numb.
He Fanghuan lay prone beside him, still unconscious, with a bloody mess between his legs.
Guan Shanyu's hands and feet gradually trembled, seeing He Fanghuan's back moved slightly, as if he was about to wake up, he jumped out of bed in panic, put on his clothes hastily, rushed out the door, and fled back to his room.
After closing the door, he leaned against the door panel, still trembling, his mind went blank, and he didn't know what to do next - how could he be so obsessed and do such a thing to Fang Huan!
Self-blame, shame, and remorse, like thorns full of poisonous thorns, tightly locked his throat, almost making it difficult for him to breathe. He pulled his messy hair helplessly, only to find the black jade hairpin in Wanji Lost.
Did it fall into the grass while running just now?Or, was it left on Fang Huan's bed last night? ... When Guan Shanyu thought of the latter possibility, his heartbeat almost stopped, and he didn't have the courage to go out to look for it, so he covered his face.
That day, he didn't take half a step out of the room.Zuiqiu came to him to learn swordsmanship, but he said that his cough relapsed, so he turned him away.The whole day, he was worried, afraid that He Fanghuan would knock on the door to question him, but until dusk, what he was afraid of did not happen.
He Fanghuan knew that he only walked out of his wing the next day, and came to greet him with some unsteady steps. "Master, I heard from Junior Brother Mo that you have coughed again, do you want me to invite Dr. Cui here?"
"No, it's an old problem. It's useless to look at it." He didn't dare to look at He Fanghuan's pale face, and forced a smile: "I'll just rest for two days. You and Zuiqiu can practice swords."
However, He Fanghuan didn't seem to understand his order to evict the guest, and still stood at the door and stared at him steadily.
Being stared at by that kind of eyes, Guan Shanyu pierced his body like needles, and even his smile froze. Fortunately, He Fanghuan didn't continue to look.When he walked away, Guan Shanyu found that he was sweating through his clothes.
Let him go, have you already found out? ... In the following years, this question has been haunting Guan Shanyu like a haunting ghost.
He was not very close to this senior disciple, and since then he has been trying to avoid He Fanghuan. Except for a few words when he was giving the sword, he hardly talked to He Fanghuan, and was even afraid of meeting him face to face.
Facing his alienation from the outside, He Fanghuan's gaze dimmed day by day, and he became more and more reticent.Only when he saw Guan Shanyu and Zuiqiu chatting and laughing relaxedly, his eyes would become hot.It was jealousy that wanted to burn someone down.
But Guan Shanyu couldn't see it.His eyes are always fixed on his beloved Zuiqiu, and he is gratified to watch Zuiqiu finally grow up, but he never expects that a thousand-year-old blood ganoderma shatters his 20 years of hard work and expectations.
Zuiqiu, why would you ruin your bright future for him?
The moment he broke Zuiqiu's tendons with his own hands, his heart was like a knife.
He thought that after all his efforts, he could finally persuade the sect master to let Zuiqiu return to Xiaozhu, and live a peaceful life from now on, but instead he put Zuiqiu into the center of the vortex of crisis.He claimed to care about Zui Qiu the most, but he didn't know until after Zui Qiu sadly said goodbye that he learned from his senior brother who came to seek revenge that before Zui Qiu left, four fingers had been cut off by his fellow disciples.
No wonder when Zui Qiu bid farewell, he refused to let him open the door to see him for the last time, afraid that he would be sad if he found out?
"...Silly boy..." He dragged his heavy legs back into the room, took off the long sword, touched the bloodstain, and cried silently.After all, he failed to protect Zuiqiu properly.
Zui Qiu must have been completely disappointed in him as a master, so she insisted on leaving him.
The child who wobbled towards him back then and stretched out his hand to hug him with a smile no longer needed him. He didn't know what else in this world was worth letting him live on.
The cold sword tip slowly pierced into the chest, but the atrium was burning like a fire.When Wan Lou was stabbed through the heart by a sword, it must have been a hundred times more painful than it is now.He closed his eyes and pressed the blade hard.
"Master!" The door of the room was kicked open vigorously, and He Fanghuan's wild shouts filled Guan Shanyu's entire auditory world.
In the splash of blood in front of his eyes, He Fanghuan's thin face seemed to be distorted, and his mouth kept opening and closing, but Guan Shanyu couldn't hear what he was saying, and could only vaguely see He Fanghuan holding his hand. Looking at the black jade hairpin he left behind that night.
Sure enough, Fang Huan already knew it was him...but why didn't he say it?Are you going to risk your life to block Xun Lan's sword for him that day?Fang Huan, why are you so stupid?
The vision became more and more blurred, but the boy's face from many years ago was extremely clear.It was Fang Huan, who was raising his hands, holding a bowl of hot chicken soup in front of him. "Master, don't be sad. After drinking the chicken soup, you will be cured."
"Fang Huan, Fang Huan..." He wanted to be the same as before, touching the top of He Fanghuan's head to comfort Fang Huan. As soon as his fingertips touched Fang Huan's face, he lost all strength and fell softly.
When the chaos of consciousness flew away, a warm palm held his hand.The man stared at him with affectionate eyes, and smiled softly: "Brother Guan, I finally waited for you..."
It's great, he can finally talk to Wanlou again, and get drunk together... He also smiled slowly, whispering softly, "Wanlou..."
He had waited too long for this day.
——The end of the episode "Wind and Rain in the Evening Building"
I wish you all the best in the new year, all wishes come true, and the whole family is healthy!
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