temptation trap

Xiao Bai supported the door and fell slowly. Lin Yue acted as if he hadn't seen it, and went downstairs without looking back.

Father Lin and Xia Sen carried Xiao Bai back to the bed, Xiao Bai didn't faint, his eyes were open, but there was no trace of anger from there.

The parents of the Lin family feel sorry for the child, but they have to go downstairs to find out what happened, it's all too strange.Lin Yue lost control and hit someone. This is not the son they are familiar with. Something must have happened. Before they figured it out, they couldn't say anything.

When Lin's father and Lin's mother went downstairs, they saw their son sitting on the sofa with his head bowed and his shoulders hunched.

Mother Lin made a pot of tea. It must have been a long, long story.

Lin Yue talked eloquently, Lin's father and Lin's mother listened silently, Lin Yue spoke frankly, without any concealment, even he told his parents about the matter of fooling around in a gay bar, it's not that Lin Yue didn't want to hide it, it was just that It's messed up, and I can't lie if I want to.

The bizarreness of the matter far exceeded the imagination of the second elder of the Lin family.The child lying on the bed was already their daughter-in-law in fact, and she gave birth to three grandchildren for them.The difference is that his gender is male.

"Then you brought the children back, you don't want him! Because he is a man? You are just playing with men? Right?" Lin's mother asked Lin Yue.

"I'd rather find a woman, but I have three children. If he doesn't stick to that experiment, maybe I will... After all, it's my own!" Lin Yue said hesitantly, holding the tea bowl.

"That's right!" Lin Yue's father also responded, "But, he's a man!" Lin Yue then sighed again.

A second later, Papa Lin suddenly thought of something. He stood up abruptly, raised his hand and cursed, "You unworthy bastard, I didn't send you to the city to go to college for you to spend your life! Go whoring! See if I don’t beat you to death!”

Before Lin Yue could dodge in time, his father's thick palm had already landed on him, it hurt so much!Lin Yue hurriedly put down the water glass, tried his best to avoid the coming fists, and said forcefully, "It's all because of your will, why is it prostitution! And it's much easier for men than women!"

"At least there won't be any children, right!" Mama Lin held her chin in the chaos and continued Lin Yue's words calmly.

After hearing these words, Lin Yue froze instantly, with mixed feelings in his heart, ups and downs, in short, it was not a good feeling.

"You said that if you behaved rightly and sat upright, would you be able to achieve today's results?" Papa Lin grabbed Lin Yue's collar and asked angrily.

"Old man, is it useful for you to say these things now? Now that you have three grandchildren, do you think we will recognize that son-in-law or not?" Mama Lin brought the topic to the core.

Papa Lin shook off Lin Yue angrily, sat back on the sofa, and said angrily, "Can you deny it! Your son has done everything, do we have anything to discuss?"

"What do you mean by 'your son'? If something happens, it becomes 'your son'. Normally, you would say 'my son'!" Lin's mother was also in a bad mood, and her temper that she could barely suppress was on fire.

The old couple were angry at each other, and neither paid attention to the other. Lin Yue stood alone by the side, bowing his head guiltily.He wanted to find a woman to marry and live a peaceful life, just for his parents, Lin Yue hoped that they could live happily ever after.

It was Xiao Bai who disturbed all this, Lin Yue thought angrily.

He raised his head involuntarily, thinking of Xiao Bai upstairs, but he couldn't hate him at all, only a faint sadness and a faint pain.

Several hours passed, Xiao Bai didn't make a sound, it was as quiet as dead.Xia Sen, who was accompanying Xiao Bai, heard the conversation downstairs clearly, and he knew that Xiao Bai had heard it too.At noon, Mother Lin brought lunch. She specially cooked chicken soup for Xiao Bai. Xia Sen wanted to help Xiao Bai sit up and eat. He called several times, but Xiao Bai didn't respond.Xia Sen had no choice but to bring the soup to Xiao Bai's mouth. Xiao Bai was unmoved, and the soup flowed down the corner of his mouth without leaving a drop.

Mother Lin's nose is sore, no matter what shocking things this child has done, the injured look is so distressing.

Downstairs, Xiao Zanzan was crying and looking for his father.Lin's mother knelt down and whispered in Xiao Bai's ear: "Son, don't worry about it. Did you hear me? The child is crying for you. As a mother, you have to live well even for the sake of the child." !"

Mother Lin was a little embarrassed. She didn't know whether Xiao Bai was a father or a mother to her grandchildren.But no matter what, Mother Lin's words had an effect after all, Xiao Bai's eyes moved, and he became a little angry.

Xia Sen was overjoyed, and hurriedly ran down, grabbed Xiao Zan Zan from Lin Yue's arms, and rushed up all the way.When Xiao Zan saw Xiao Bai, he hurriedly broke away from Xia Sen's arms, crying louder.Xia Sen put the child beside Xiao Bai, and Xiao Zanzan immediately grabbed Xiao Bai's clothes, sobbing aggrievedly.

Xiao Bai's body also moved, he turned his body slightly, slowly raised his hand, and gently stroked the child's small back.

Is this real?Xiao Bai thought to himself, in just a few days, his world was turned upside down.The person who raised him was the culprit who killed his parents, but his dearest lover didn't love him at all.

Xiao Bai didn't know what he should believe, or what he shouldn't believe.

But the child's warm and soft body is not fake, he is hugging himself hard, should he believe it?Shouldn't he believe it?Will one day, the child point to his face and say to him, I don't need you, I don't want you to give birth to me!Could it be that from the very beginning he was a superfluous person who was not needed and loved?Xiao Bai drowned deeper and deeper in the dark vortex, even breathing was painful.Perhaps only death is the most merciful to him now, because there is no need to think and no heartache.Surrounded by familiar and warm feelings, Xiao Zanzan stopped crying, raised his head and smiled sweetly.Facing the child's smile, Xiao Bai's heart twitched suddenly, this pain was no longer the tormenting pain of the endless darkness, it was a tearing pain, a ray of light tearing the darkness.

Xiao Bai's eyes were moist. He had hoped that his research would bring happiness to those living on the edge. He knew the bitterness of not having a family best.He was once grateful for the path he chose. Even now, the smiling faces of Lin Yue and the children are so vivid and deep in his mind, but they are all broken.

Xiao Bai held Xiao Zan Zan in his arms, and still didn't say a word, and didn't eat a bite of food.Xiao Zanzan stayed in Xiao Bai's arms for a long time, felt bored and clamored to leave.After his son was carried away by Lin Yue, Xiao Bai's eyes turned gray again, he thought, no one really needs him, no one loves him.

Mother Lin listened to Xiao Bai's experience completely, and she really felt sorry for Xiao Bai. Although she was not very willing, she decided to try her best to treat him as a daughter-in-law.Lin's father was upright, and from the very beginning he believed that Lin Yue had to be responsible for what he did, even if he was reluctant.

The Lin family's parents reached an agreement, and they formally discussed Xiao Bai's problem with Lin Yue.

His parents' decision was unexpected and reasonable. His parents were upright people. Lin Yue knew this best. That's why he left home without hesitation.

From the beginning to the end, Lin Yue was silent. Mother Lin understood her son. She patted Lin Yue on the shoulder and said, "Son, don't worry about me and your dad talking about gossip in one ear and in the other." I went out. A family reunion is more important than anything else. Besides, we old neighbors all watched you grow up, so it won’t be too much!"

Lin's father also said with emotion: "When you were young, I thought you were different from other children, but I didn't expect the difference to go to this place!"

His parents regarded him as gay, but in fact, Lin Yue really had feelings for women.The reason why he was with a man was just because he felt that he didn't have to be responsible, but he happened to meet Xiao Bai, could it be that fate was playing tricks on him?Lin Yue thought to himself mockingly.

Lin Yue lowered his head and covered his face, giggling.His laughter made the Lin family's parents terrified. They didn't know what the son was thinking.What is the plan for Xiao Bai and the children?

Lin Yue laughed enough, and suddenly said: "Dad, Mom, I actually plan to find a woman, get married and have children. I like men, but I also like women. Even so, are you still willing to accept Xiao Bai?"

Lin's father stood up from the sofa in a jiffy, raised his arm and slapped Lin Yue fiercely, and said angrily: "Do you think your mother and I are willing to find a man to be our daughter-in-law! All these things Didn’t you do it all! A man has to be responsible for what he does, you’re already thirty, and your parents still wipe your ass, thank you for being able to say what you just said!”

Mother Lin quickly got up to stand in front of her son, and said angrily, "Why do you beat people at every turn! Can beating solve the problem?"

Mother Lin glared at her husband angrily, then turned her head and said to her son, "Son, do you think there will be no gossip now that you find a woman to marry? Let's not talk about which good girl is willing to be a stepmother for three children." , even if people are willing, it is inevitable for outsiders to be talkative. Besides, Xiao Bai's child is really pitiful, you just leave him alone... In the end, how do you feel about Xiao Bai?"

"Mom, I don't hate him, really! Except for the experiment of the man having children, I don't hate the rest. I also like children, that's why I've been procrastinating until now! Mom, I'm actually quite messed up!" Lin Yue He looked at his mother in distress.In front of mothers, people are always soft and weak unconsciously, and Lin Yue is no exception.

"Do you love him?" Mama Lin asked.

"Mom, what is love?" Lin Yue asked back.

The two elders of the Lin family looked at each other, how could they explain this question clearly that no talented person from all walks of life could answer well for thousands of years.

Mother Lin paused, and said, "You'd better tell Xiao Bai what you think in your heart, maybe it will be better if you talk about it."

"This love is a feeling. Feelings are the hardest thing to say. It is easy for some people, but too difficult for others."

Papa Lin talked leisurely, but Lin Yue was fooled by the sudden sensibility of his straightforward father.He looked up and down at his own father, whom he knew so well that he couldn't be more familiar with him, and jokingly said, "Dad, is that easy or difficult for you?"

Father Lin looked at his son's sly smile, thought about what he had just said, and blushed instantly.In order to maintain his image in his son's mind, Father Lin stood up from the sofa in a hurry, found an excuse and disappeared.

Lin Yue looked at his mother again, who was sitting there alone with a smirk on her chin, completely ignoring his existence.Lin Yue felt both amused and envious of his parents' behavior like this.

Papa Lin's testimonials brought back Mama Lin's memories of the past. Lin Yue, a child, was very much like him in both appearance and temperament, and even the problem of not being able to love was in the same line as him.

At the beginning, even though Papa Lin pursued each other wholeheartedly, she entered into the marriage reluctantly. After that, she had Lin Yue, and after so many years of ups and downs, in retrospect, happiness is still a big part of her life. most.

Mother Lin patted her legs and stood up suddenly. She wanted to say thank you to her husband for his persistence and his stalking. If not, she might still be alone and taste loneliness.

Mother Lin walked out of the living room quickly, remembering that her son was still troubled, she came back and said to Lin Yue: "If you are a woman, it will be good if a good man pulls you forcibly!" At this point, Mother Lin paused , then clapped his hands happily and said, "That Xiao Bai is a man, right?"

Lin Yue was confused, watching his mother float away, then back, and then away again.But what my mother said was right, he had to talk to Xiao Bai, even if it didn't work, it would be better than now.

At dawn the next day, Lin Yue got up and went to Xiao Bai's room.He gently pushed open Xiao Bai's door, and a depressive atmosphere came over his face. Xia Sen was sleeping soundly on the other side of the room.And Xiao Bai's sparkling eyeballs were flickering, especially glaring in this night, he must have been sleepless all night.

Lin Yue quietly walked to Xiao Bai's side, gently helped him sit up, wrapped him in a thick coat, and carefully picked him up.During this period, Xiao Bai remained silent, being manipulated by Lin Yue like a lifeless doll.

Lin Yue sighed, and whispered, "I'll take you to the beach to watch the sunrise!"

Xiao Bai was hugged by Lin Yue and walked out of the house. The cold spring morning made Xiao Bai shiver.Lin Yue raised the corners of his mouth and said with a smile: "You know how to know what's hot and cold, it seems that the wood is not thorough enough!"

Xiao Bai raised his head and glanced at him, then lowered his eyes again.

Lin Yue hugged him and walked all the way until Xiao Bai only saw the sea.The boundless and chaotic sea roared depressingly, and the strong fishy smell made Xiao Bai wrinkle his nose.

This is the first time Xiao Bai has seen the sea. He has lived for more than 20 years, and he has been to only a handful of places. He has spent most of his time in the laboratory.

Along with the sound of the surging tide, Xiao Bai's heart throbbed slightly.

Lin Yue found a rock and asked Xiao Bai to sit down.He patted Xiao Bai's shoulder, pointed to the right direction with his head, and said, "Look, it's beautiful over there. When I was young, I thought it was a place where gods lived. I yearned for it so much. I only realized it when I grew up. It was just the lights of the city. But that’s when I began to yearn for the city, because that’s where the gods live.”

On the right side of the sea, there are twinkling lights, like treasures floating on the sea, ethereal and bright, no wonder Lin Yue has such thoughts.

Xiao Bai glanced at Lin Yue inadvertently, and felt a strange feeling, is this Lin Yue?Or was the Lin Yue he knew not the real Lin Yue?Why are his eyes as indifferent as water?

Lin Yue also took a look at Xiao Bai. After he came out, Xiao Bai's reactions gradually increased. This is a good sign. Lin Yue felt beautiful in his heart, and continued: "Although I am not a genius like you, I have learned from childhood. I have always been good, and I am especially fascinated by computers. At that time, I was young and curious about new things, and finally I became a hacker.”

computer?hacker?Shocked, Xiao Bai stared at Lin Yue with a piercing expression.

It's been a long time since I saw Xiao Bai's shining eyes, and Lin Yue felt his heart beating again. He bowed his head and kissed Xiao Bai's eyes, and when they looked at each other, Xiao Bai's face turned red again.

"Being a hacker is really enjoyable. At first I just played a prank. When I went to college and went to a place farther than the place where the gods live, I became free and expanded, and my desires became greater. I started to help others steal business secrets and make money to spend.”

"Business secrets?" Xiao Bai said shyly, this is his long-lost opening.

Lin Yue was very satisfied with this progress, he smiled, and continued: "Yes, the commercial secrets between competitors only earned a few dozen yuan at the beginning, then it became thousands of yuan, and then it became 10,000+, even millions. I was rich before I graduated from college, until I was targeted by the police.”

"Get out of here!" Xiao Bai was a little nervous.

"Although I used the anti-tracking program, the police still found the school. Fortunately, the campus network IPs are similar, and sometimes they are mixed. The police can only lock our dormitory, and they don't even know the floor. They are alone I have been investigated individually, and I am also one of their main suspects, and I was invited to drink coffee."

"So you can't do it anymore?"

"Well, I went to a place farther than there, which is your place. Since then, I have been rich and beautiful. But I may be looking for something called love. You Do you know what love is? My dad said it was a feeling." Lin Yue said to Xiao Bai.

"It's a feeling that I don't want to be separated from him, I want to be together no matter what!" Xiao Bai murmured.

Lin Yue was stunned and said, "Do you know the feeling of love?"

"Don't you know?" Xiao Bai asked back.

Lin Yue shook his head and said, "So I don't love you, because I don't know what love is!"

This time it was Xiao Bai's turn to be stunned, how could someone not know about such a simple thing, looking for love?What a gorgeous excuse, should he believe Lin Yue?Can he still trust Lin Yue?

Xiao Bai smiled sadly, his eyes dimmed again.It felt as if the cracking program had reached the last level but fell short. Fortunately, Lin Yue didn't have much expectation for this conversation.

Lin Yue hugged Xiao Bai tightly and said to him: "If you want to leave, I will never stop you. If you have nowhere to go, then just stay! The weather is going to be hot, and my family also needs a helper. And the children we I can’t give it to you for the time being, wait until you adjust your state!”

With Lin Yue and the child by his side, Xiao Bai survived despite the pain.Although he ate on time, his appetite was always poor, and he often couldn't sleep at night, making him look sick.

Lin Yue's family owned a hotel, and since Xiao Bai's wound healed, Lin Yue asked him to help with things, so that he wouldn't think about nothing.

Back in his place, Lin Yue suddenly became lively, calling friends, drinking heavily, talking and laughing loudly.Xiao Bai never knew that Lin Yue had so many friends and could laugh so freely.It turned out that the Lin Yue he knew was not the real Lin Yue at all, everything was false, so how could he talk about love! , will gulp down the alcohol to the extreme, and will hug others so brilliantly.

Lin Yue has a friend named Huazi, who is very special.When Xiao Bai saw Huazi for the first time, he was really startled, seeing him roaring and rushing towards Lin Yue, the two twisted together, you punch me and I kick you.

Later, I heard from Lin's mother that Huazi was Lin Yue's best friend, and he had played with him since he was a child.Huazi is now a diving instructor. Three years ago, she married a beautiful daughter-in-law and has a two-year-old daughter.

After hearing this, Xiao Bai was inexplicably relieved.When he found out that he was strange, he really wanted to slap himself twice. He was told that he had never loved you before, and he still had such fantasies.

When Huazi came for the second time, Xiao Bai happened to be standing at the counter.

Hua Zi walked towards him and said with a smile: "That boy Lin Yue has been different from others since he was a child, and now he has found a male wife when he grows up! But it doesn't matter whether you are male or female, as long as you two are happy. By the way, Let's go drinking tonight, do you want to come together and introduce us brothers who grew up to you!"

As soon as Huazi finished speaking, Lin Yue came out. He pinched Huazi's neck and said fiercely, "Do you want to drink him? Look at his thin appearance, you are not afraid of killing someone?"

The trick was seen through, Hua Zi had to apologize, and said: "Come on, come on, I know you love him, which of our men can't drink, he will have to adapt sooner or later, right?"

Lin Yue let go of Hua Zi and said, "I'll talk about this later, he hasn't been trained yet, so he can't play!" After talking to Hua Zi, Lin Yue said to Xiao Bai, "Here I see, you go in first and take the medicine. and then go to bed."

Xiao Bai said "Mmm" and left obediently. When he entered the house, he smelled the familiar smell of medicine. He walked into the kitchen, where Mama Lin was busy. Xiao Bai stood beside Mama Lin and said, "Auntie, Lin Yue Are you going out for a drink again today?"

Mother Lin smiled and said: "Yes, this time is probably the last time before summer. We have a lot of tourists here in summer, and we are very busy, so before summer comes, they will have a carnival. This is Tradition, your uncle will go tonight too!"

"Together?"

"Ah, no! Your uncle and the others are old guys, you can't drink like Xiaoyue and the others, or you will fall down a few before the summer is over."

After Mama Lin finished speaking, she brought the medicine to Xiao Bai's eyes, and said, "Hurry up and drink it, Xiaoyue said you didn't sleep much last night, go to sleep after taking the medicine, or you may be smelled of wine at night." The smell makes it hard to sleep all night!"

Xiao Bai took the medicine and said politely, "I'm bringing you trouble!"

Mother Lin shook her head when she heard this, patted Xiao Bai on the shoulder, and said, "The one who should be thankful is me, thank you for bringing Xiaoyue back. For so many years, you are Xiaoyue's first and only One to bring home!"

Xiao Bai lowered his head, touched the medicine bowl, shook his head and smiled wryly, said: "I caused him so much trouble, and happened so many things, he had no choice but to bring me back!"

"So what? I had no choice but to marry your uncle, but I have lived happily all these years!"

Xiao Bai was drinking medicine, and when he heard Mama Lin's words, he drank all the medicine into his trachea in shock, choking him so hard that he coughed violently.Mother Lin patted Xiao Bai on the back distressedly, Xiao Bai coughed and asked, "Did you have other loved ones at that time?"

Mother Lin shook her head and said, "No! It's not your aunt. I boast. We were pretty when we were young. There were many people who chased me. But I just don't feel love. If it wasn't for your uncle I really don't know how to marry you if you keep pestering me like this!"

"Don't you feel love?" Lin Yue said.

"Well, maybe it is! Xiaoyue's child looks like me, and his personality is also like me in this aspect. He has been liked by so many girls since he was a child, but he just remains unmoved. Alas, like this Speaking of which, I have to thank you for pestering Xiaoyue back then! Otherwise, let alone grandson, I don’t even know where to find my daughter-in-law!”

Mother Lin spoke sincerely, not as if she was deceiving.Could it be that what Lin Yue said that day was true?Does he really not understand love?Xiao Bai's heart only stirred for a moment and then quickly sank.

Looking at his bruised body, he no longer had the strength to believe it.Xiao Bai returned to the room silently, fell asleep on the bed and soon fell asleep.

This time he slept very deeply, it was rare that he didn't even have a dream, and when he opened his eyes, the sky had already darkened.Thinking that both Lin Yue and Uncle Lin were going to drink and Auntie was the only one in the shop, Xiao Bai quickly got up and went to the shop to help.

When Xiao Bai opened the door and came in, the two older children were playing in the store, and the youngest one was held in the arms of Lin's mother.

Xiao Bai sat next to Mama Lin, and Mama Lin suddenly said to him: "Xiao Bai, your uncle and I don't want to care about the matter between you and Xiaoyue, it's between you and you know best. But after all, I gave birth to Xiaoyue and lived with him for so many years, so I should know him better than you.

I think no matter what he said to you, there must still be you in his heart.Otherwise, the youngest child will not be allowed to have your last name.There may be no way to explain the children's life experience in this life, he can only say that praise is his child, and Yuan'er is your child.

He is afraid that when Praise grows up, he will feel that he has no blood relationship with you and ignore you, deliberately calling the last child yours, do you understand this? "

Xiao Bai didn't think so, he said: "Isn't it because Lin Yue doesn't like Xiao Yuan, I was pregnant with Xiao Yuan without his knowing?"

Mother Lin understood that Xiao Bai was hurt too deeply, and it was really hard for him to believe in anything.She thought that Lin Yue could handle this problem by himself, but it has been more than two months, Lin Yue is like a boring gourd, saying nothing, Xiao Bai is so depressed and unhappy, it really makes people feel distressed.

"Xiaobai, what do you think of me, Auntie?" Mother Lin asked again.

Since coming here, Mother Lin has always taken good care of him, and Xiao Bai is very grateful.He nodded shyly, and said in a low voice, "You are a good person!"

Seeing Xiao Bai like this, Lin's mother probably understood why Lin Yue liked Xiao Bai, Xiao Bai's simple and innocent appearance was really endearing.

"Then can you listen to me?" Mother Lin asked again.

Xiao Bai didn't raise his head, but bit his lips tightly.

Mother Lin's enthusiasm faded, but she still said to Xiao Bai: "I tell you as Lin Yue's mother, my Xiaoyue likes you, you should open up your heart and confirm what I said today. Could it be that my little Yue Is it worth it for you to do it again? Will there be a worse result than the present?"

"Auntie, where do you start again? When Uncle Li adopted me? From that day on, everything is fake! I don't want to be cheated anymore, I really don't want to think about anything, I don't want to do anything anymore Yes! Lin Yue would live well even without me, you must know that." Xiao Bai lowered his head and said softly and without any waves.

Mother Lin's eyes were sore, she put down the baby in her arms, and hugged Xiao Bai tightly with open arms.She forgot about Xiao Bai's parents and what kind of environment Xiao Bai grew up in.As Lin Yue's mother, she only focuses on her son and Xiao Bai's affairs, and Xiao Bai's injury is not only a little bit of love.

Being embraced by the warm embrace, Xiao Bai slowly closed his eyes, it was so warm, it seemed that there was such a warm embrace in the depths of his memory, was it his mother's embrace?Xiao Bai also stretched out his hand, and gently hugged Mama Lin.

Mother Lin stroked Xiao Bai's head and sobbed, "Son, you're still so young, it's not okay to be so disheartened. Just trust my Xiaoyue one more time. That child is a gentle child. He just brought you back. I recognize you. Xiaobai, just trust Xiaoyue and Auntie once more!"

"Auntie..." Xiao Bai hesitated to speak.

The previous happiness reappeared like a lantern, and he had tried his best to forget it during these days.Xiao Bai lives numbly, he wants to watch the three children grow up, he doesn't want to die, but his heart really hurts, only by forgetting can he relax.

Believe it... Come again... Just thinking about it, Xiao Bai felt suffocated.

Mother Lin patted the stiff body in her arms, and said softly, "Xiaobai, don't force yourself, take your time, and believe when you want to believe!"