temptation trap
Chapter 6
One day, when Lin Yue returned home, he found that neither his son nor Xiao Bai was in the room. This kind of situation had basically never happened in the past one or two experiences. Following the sound of moaning, Lin Yue went to the laboratory downstairs.
Lin Yue rarely set foot in this place, probably the only time was when Xiao Zanzan was born.Lin Yue pushed the door open and went in, seeing Uncle Li holding Xiao Zanzan in one hand and patting Xiao Bai with the DV in the other.Lin Yue looked along, Xiao Bai was lying on his side on the bed, covered with a quilt, his head was dripping with cold sweat, Xia Sen was rubbing her back.
"What's wrong? Did you fall down?" For a moment, Lin Yue could only think of this.
"No, Xiaobai is about to give birth!" Xia Sen replied quickly.
Lin Yue stood in a daze as if struck by lightning, unable to move.
Since getting to know Xiao Bai, things that challenged his cognitive limit happened one after another.
Lin Yue thought he was immune, but now it seems that he still overestimated himself.He got used to Xiao Bai with a big belly, and accepted the fact that his son came out of a man's belly.But if he really wanted to watch Xiao Bai give birth, seeing the child come out of Xiao Bai's back hole alive, Lin Yue still felt nauseous.
"Come here, don't just stand there, Xiaobai needs you most now!" Seeing Lin Yue standing still, Xia Sen urged.
Like a wooden man, Lin Yue did what Xia Sen said. He walked to Xiao Bai's bedside, and Xiao Bai stretched out his hand to hold Lin Yue weakly.Xiao Bai's hands were wet and cold, still trembling slightly, Lin Yue gently held Xiao Bai back, his mind was still pounding against the shore.Suddenly, Xiao Bai shook himself hard, Lin Yue was pulled back to his senses by the pain, and looked intently at Xiao Bai on the bed.
Xiao Bai groaned repeatedly in pain, his glasses were tightly closed, cold sweat trickled down, and merged with the tears flowing from the corners of his eyes, flowing down the river.Lin Yue's heart twitched, he couldn't bear to see Xiao Bai in pain.
Xia Sen asked Xiao Bai to take a deep breath, and Xiao Bai lost his mind due to the pain and couldn't hear anything.Lin Yue sat beside Xiao Bai's bed, lifted Xiao Bai's body, and let him lean against his chest.
The familiar body, the warm smell, and Lin Yue's steady heartbeat, all of these made Xiao Bai feel relaxed, his stomach was still twisted like a knife, but his heart was much calmer.
Xiao Bai calmed down, Lin Yue kissed the top of his head lightly, and massaged Xiao Bai's stomach skillfully, many nights, Xiao Bai was too disturbed to fall asleep, Lin Yue always coaxed him like this, but Xiao Bai's stomach became much harder today, and the child was also agitated a lot.
Lin Yue's actions moved Xia Sen very much. For such a long time, when Xiao Bai was pregnant and uncomfortable, it turned out that Lin Yue took care of Xiao Bai so tenderly.
Xiao Bai's pain became more and more frequent, his tears wet Lin Yue's clothes, and the hand holding Lin Yue fell weakly. Lin Yue suddenly thought, didn't it mean that there was no pain in childbirth? Why did Xiao Bai do this? pain of?
Lin Yue asked Xia Sen, and Xia Sen replied that painless childbirth is only used during formal childbirth, and Xiao Bai is still in labor pains and cannot be used.
Speaking of this, Xia Sen himself felt guilty. It stands to reason that Xiao Bai's labor pain lasted a little longer. This is Xiao Bai's first normal delivery. He has no experience, and the woman's experience can only be used as a reference. To be honest, Xia Sen doesn't know how long Xiao Bai's labor pains will last, and whether he can give birth normally.
Knowing that in the middle of the night, Xiao Bai was tormented by the pain until he was dying, the child still didn't look like he was going to come out, Xia Sen was at a loss, Lin Yue discovered the problem.
Ever since he stepped into Xiao Bai's delivery room and saw Xiao Bai in constant pain, he began to secretly scold Xiao Bai in his heart, scolding him for not knowing how to live a good life, and he actually made himself guilty.But Xiao Bai was in pain all the time, frowning with a white face, it made people feel distressed just looking at it.
Lin Yue's heart is not made of steel and concrete, so he will naturally feel distressed, not to mention that the little guy who torments Xiao Bai has half of his reasons.
Lin Yue comforted Xiao Bai in a low voice, kissed and stroked him.
As the "culprit" and bearer of this pain, Xiao Bai can only hide his grievances in his heart, and has nowhere to express them.
He knew that it was painful for a woman to give birth, and he had heard the horrific cry of a woman when she gave birth.Even if you see it with your own eyes and hear it, you don't feel the same way after all.Thinking about it now, how naive was Uncle Li when he said that if you want to study, you have to study to the extreme. Does extreme mean extreme pain?
Xiao Bai eats Coptis chinensis dumb, and regards Lin Yue as the warmest harbor. Since Lin Yue came in, Xiao Bai's tears have not stopped, because of grievances, more because of Lin Yue's kiss, Lin Yue's Touching, Lin Yue's comforting, he made Xiao Bai feel that at least he is not alone.
Xia Sen wiped the sweat off his forehead and asked Uncle Li, "Uncle Li, let's have a laparotomy, I don't think this will work!"
Uncle Li and the others knew that a laparotomy would mean the failure of the experiment, so Uncle Li hesitated and said, "Wait for another two hours, if it doesn't work, we have to trust Xiaobai!"
After Uncle Li finished speaking, Lin Yue obviously felt tears welling up in Xiao Bai's eyes again, and his body shook violently twice, Lin Yue understood that Xiao Bai couldn't bear it anymore.Just when Lin Yue was about to argue with Uncle Li to get Xiao Bai off quickly, Xiao Bai, physically and mentally exhausted, vomited.Not caring about arguing, Lin Yue hurriedly took off the oxygen mask from Xiao Bai's mouth, and pulled him to the bedside so that he could vomit comfortably.Vomiting and labor pains again, Xiao Bai actually felt the feeling of death.
"Don't wait! If you wait any longer, you will die!!" Lin Yue was really scared.
Xia Sen was silent, and Uncle Li was thoughtful.The silence in the room erupted Lin Yue's anger, he shouted: "You inexplicable madmen, don't those shit experiments are more important than life?"
"Wait a little longer!" Uncle Li said calmly, almost coldly.
Xia Sen is scratching his head now, he can't bear to see Xiao Bai go on like this, he is not reconciled to ending this experiment by himself, this feeling is like frying himself in a frying pan.To make matters worse, Lin Yue now seemed to be a volcano about to erupt, and he had to release Lin Yue to get rough on them.
Lin Yue's attention was on Uncle Li, and he stared at him with fire-breathing eyes, as if trying to wipe him out.Xia Sen's attention was on Lin Yue, fearing that he would cause violence.Only Uncle Li's attention was on Xiao Bai, so he found out that Xiao Bai's water had broken.
"The amniotic fluid is broken, soon! Soon!" Uncle Li shouted excitedly holding the DV.
Xia Sen and Lin Yue quickly turned their attention back to Xiao Bai.Xia Sen was so excited that he almost jumped up, he asked Lin Yue to put Xiao Bai on the bed and lie down, and separated Xiao Bai's legs greatly.
Such a rapid change made Lin Yue's reaction a little slow, and when he knew what happened, he sincerely thanked Xiao Bai for the quilt.Because it was covering it, Lin Yue couldn't see what was going on inside.The teacher said that if he saw it, Lin Yue didn't know if he could bear it.
Lin Yue could not look down, he held Xiao Bai's hand, and looked at Xiao Bai wholeheartedly, appearing to be deeply affectionate.Xiao Bai also held Lin Yue's hand tightly, like a person floating in the middle of the sea grabbing a life-saving driftwood.
Xia Sen yelled for Xiao Bai to use more strength, but Xiao Bai acted as if he didn't hear it at all, still struggling on his own.Lin Yue caressed Xiao Bai's forehead, and said softly, "Xiao Bai, use your strength!"
Lin Yue's voice was ten times softer than Xia Sen's, but Xiao Bai heard it clearly, and he gradually gave up struggling and began to use his strength.
Xia Sen had given Xiao Bai special medicine to expand the posterior acupoint, Xiao Bai only felt that his lower body was a little numb, and he couldn't use his strength.
The helpless Xiao Bai made Xia Sen helpless, he could see the top of the child's head, but he just lingered inside and couldn't get out.Xia Sen wanted Lin Yue to press Xiao Bai's stomach and help him.
It's just that Lin Yue was about to pull his hand out of Xiao Bai's hand, Xiao Bai was like a refugee whose life-saving food was robbed, he was desperately grabbing, his eyes were wide open, but after losing focus and struggling, Xiao Bai His physical strength was even more lost, his breath was short of breath, his body was heaving up and down, and he could no longer use his strength.
Uncle Li set up the DV and pointed it at Xiao Bai's back acupuncture point. He is the only one who can help Xiao Bai in this house.Uncle Li pressed down with all his strength, but Xiao Bai's body didn't even react at all, just like a toy with drained batteries.The silence in the room was suffocating, Lin Yue stared at Xiao Bai closely, and kept probing his breath with his hands.
Lin Yue didn't know what kind of state a person was in when he was about to die, but he felt that Xiao Bai should be like this now, and he was afraid that someone would be inattentive.Xiao Bai left.
When the child came out, no one noticed except Xia Sen. Uncle Li was sweating profusely. Lin Yue concentrated on holding Xiao Bai's hand, fearing that it would become cold.After the child came out, he didn't cry to announce that he had passed into the world. Xia Sen held the child tremblingly, sniffed his breath with trembling forehead, although it was faint, it was still there.
"Why won't the child cry?" Lin Yue was in a state of confusion.
Uncle Li wiped the sweat from his forehead, and said, "Maybe it's too young, Xia Sen, put her in the incubator quickly, and then give Xiaobai some treatment!"
Uncle Li's words seemed to give Xia Sen a reassurance, he let out a sigh of relief, and went to work quickly.In fact, they had already prepared for the child to be born too young, and formulated several plans accordingly. Xia Sen was just too nervous, and left them behind for a while. Xia Sen placed the child and came back to deal with it Xiao Bai then reported to Lin Yue that the father and daughter were still safe.
Seeing that Xiao Bai was in a deep sleep, Lin Yue's heart calmed down a little, but when he thought of the newborn child who couldn't even cry, Lin Yue was so angry that he wanted to curse.
Lin Yue went to see the child. He came to the child's incubator, and finally saw the child clearly. She was a girl, her little beauty.But she is really small, much smaller than Xiao Zanzan at that time, her body is red and wrinkled.
Lin Yue staggered for a while, and then held onto the child's incubator to stabilize himself.Lin Yue clenched his hands tightly and rattled.The child looked so weak, as if he had exhausted all his strength to inhale a little air.
Lin Yue hated it so much, hated this bullshit experiment, the one who was born was half dead, and the one who was born was half alive!
Lin Yue remembered that Xiao Bai had told him that although Xiao Bai proposed this experiment himself, it was only carried out with the strong support of Uncle Li.Lin Yue was furious when he thought of the way Uncle Li was holding the DV calmly and calmly.
It just so happened that Uncle Li also came with Xiao Zanzan in his arms at this time, and he didn't look worried at all.Happily hugging little Zanzan and pointing at the child struggling to breathe inside, he said, "Zanzan, it's my sister, come on, let's see my sister!"
Crazy, all crazy!Lin Yue looked at Uncle Li coldly, but screamed wildly in his heart.
Lin Yue is this kind of person, even though he hates him to the core, he can still look pleasant on the surface.
Lin Yue returned to Xiao Bai's side and asked Xia Sen to take a deep breath first, and then come to replace him later. This time he thought about leaving again. He had thought about it many times, but this time it was a little different. This time he Take all the fetters and leave together.
After spending more than a year with Xiao Bai, Lin Yue understood one thing.The little lunatic Xiao Bai was educated by that old lunatic Uncle Li.Xiao Bai is an orphan who was brought up by Uncle Li, so he naturally has a deep affection for Uncle Li.Xiao Bai did what Uncle Li said.
Now Lin Yue is even more worried that his little Zanzan and the newborn child will be turned into little lunatics by Uncle Li. Thinking of this, Lin Yue can't help but shudder.
Leaving is an inevitable path, but Xiao Bai, a little lunatic, is he willing to easily leave the old lunatic who raised him?Lin Yue didn't have a clue, so he simply put it aside for the time being. After all, this is still a matter of months or even 11 years later. The most important thing right now is to let the child grow up and let Xiao Bai recover.
Unfortunately, Lin Yue was the most helpless in these two matters. The newborn child was too young to even breastfeed. Lin Yue was so anxious that he was going to watch the child starve to death?
Xia Sen and the others prepared a big syringe and pushed the milk into the child's mouth little by little. At the beginning, they couldn't grasp the essentials. Seeing the child's face flushed from choking, Lin Yue wanted to mention murder.
Xiao Bai's condition is also not good. After giving birth, his waist has been suffering from severe pain, and his stomach is not good. Many times, he will vomit soon after eating.Women have to eat supplements during confinement, Xiao Bai is doing well now, just like when he was sick, he vomits whatever he eats.
This major and minor illness made Lin Yue unhappy, listless when he went to work, and silent when he returned home.Two weeks have passed, and the baby has not yet come out of the incubator, and still needs to be fed with a syringe.
The child was not improving, and Xiao Bai was anxious, unable to take care of himself, and the situation was even worse.
Every time Lin Yue saw Xiao Bai's frail appearance, he felt anxious and angry. As the saying goes, a poor person must have something to hate, and it was most appropriate for Xiao Bai.When Lin Yue was agitated, he really wanted to grab Xiao Bai from the bed and beat him up, who made him cherish neither himself nor his child.
But every time Lin Yue was aggressive, he would be defeated by Xiao Bai's sickly appearance.At most, they would drag Xiao Bai up, force him to open his mouth, and pour him a few mouthfuls of chicken soup.
Life can’t always be so good and not always so bad, there will always be laughter after the pain, for example, the child will cry, can feed itself, and leave the incubator, Xiao Bai no longer eats and throws up , can get out of bed and walk around, no longer sick.The two of them got better, and Lin Yue's mood also turned from cloudy to sunny.
Lin Yue had a formal talk with Xiao Bai, hoping that Xiao Bai would end this kind of experiment, which would be bad for the child and him.He sincerely wanted to live a solid life with Xiao Bai and the two children, and hoped that Xiao Bai would understand his feelings.
After this turmoil, Xiao Bai was exhausted both physically and mentally. Those sleepless nights caused by his illness made Xiao Bai seriously think about the meaning of his life and the value of his experiments.
His own pain is on him, and the child's pain is on his heart.And Lin Yue, Xiao Bai loved him, and was even more grateful that he was always by his side when he was sick.Xiao Bai's 12-degree dislike makes Lin Yue sad, but the experiment has devoted most of his energy so far, just like another child of his.
Although he was extremely reluctant and his body was very weak, Xiao Bai took care of the child wholeheartedly, hoping to make up for his mistakes.Lin Yue was very satisfied with Xiao Bai's dedication.
Whether he is willing or not, he is already the father of two children. After getting used to taking care of children, Lin Yue's other desires are much less.He didn't know whether it was luck or misfortune.
Sometimes when Lin Yue was changing her daughter's diaper, she would think of her demeanor when she was a flower picker and the chicness of playing in the world. Thinking about it now, it really feels like a lifetime away.Now, he is willing to stay at home wearing an apron, cooking for his son and breastfeeding his daughter. Time changes a person so invisible.
A peaceful life makes people lazy to think, Lin Yue put aside the matter of leaving again.Until one day Xiao Bai fainted suddenly after dinner, which dropped a heavy bomb in their lives, because Xiao Bai was pregnant again.
After waking up, he opened his eyes. Xiao Bai saw Lin Yue sitting with his back to him. He didn't need to guess that Lin Yue must be angry now. Not as murderous as Xiao Bai had imagined, but more frighteningly cold, Xiao Bai was so frightened that he didn't even dare to speak.
"Just wake up, go to sleep."
Lin Yue got up and left after leaving a word.Xiao Bai sat alone in the room, his struggles for many days had gradually deteriorated into despair.
After Xiaomei was born, Xiao Bai found an opportunity and told Uncle Li that he didn’t want to continue the experiment. Although there were only two successful cases, which did not meet the standard of three cases required by authentic academics, he was able to publish the results. The last one Natural breastfeeding should be given up for the time being, and it will not be too late to continue if conditions permit.
Uncle Li hesitated for a moment, but still hoped that Xiao Bai would complete the experiment as soon as possible.It is the academic attitude that a scientist should have from the beginning to the end, and the experiment is half completed in this way, and there is no way to explain it to other researchers.Uncle Li also persuaded Xiao Bai that when the experiment is over and there are no worries, he can live a carefree life from now on.
Xiao Bai understood what Uncle Li meant. This experiment not only occupied his energy for more than ten years, it also took up most of Uncle Li's efforts in the past ten years. Everyone who has worked hard to get to today.But Lin Yue, but the child??? Xiao Bai was caught in the middle of a dilemma.
In the end Xiao Bai compromised, he didn't dare tell Lin Yue to tell the truth, he lied when Lin Yue asked him if he needed a condom, only three months later, another little life formed in Xiao Bai's belly up.
Lin Yue didn't want to talk to Xiao Bai, and Xiao Bai didn't know how to explain to Lin Yue.
Xiaomei's health is not good and she always gets sick. Lin Yue's thoughts are all on Xiaomei, so he can just stop thinking about Xiao Bai.
The child's health was not good, and Lin Yue ignored him, Xiao Bai's mood was inevitably depressed, and the depressed mind led to more serious symptoms of misogyny.
After vomiting upside down again, Xiao Bai was helped out of the toilet by Xia Sen and the others, and he fell on the bed weakly, his tears couldn't stop falling down like this, and he fell asleep as soon as he fell.After waking up, Xiao Bai found Lin Yue sitting beside him.
Whether it was real or a dream, the gloomy Xiao Bai exerted all his strength, propped up his body and rushed towards Lin Yue.Hugged him fiercely and cried: "Don't ignore me, I know I was wrong, I really don't want to continue, but Uncle Li raised me up, he said that being a scientist can give up halfway, and Those who do research with me, I can't be so selfish!"
Xiao Bai cried and shouted loudly, Lin Yue stroked Xiao Bai's back quietly, let him talk, let him cry.
Xiao Bai cried for a while, and found that Lin Yue was not only hugging her but also comforting her. Xiao Bai wiped away his tears excitedly, pushed Lin Yue away slightly, and said excitedly to his fellow: "You are not angry with me anymore. .right!"
Xiao Bai was so excited that he even spit out his saliva, splashing onto Lin Yue's face.Xiao Bai blushed in embarrassment, while Lin Yue smiled softly, wiped the saliva off his face, and said, "Don't be angry, as long as you and the child are fine."
This unexpected but flawless ending made Xiao Bai extremely excited and joyful, and from then on he didn't feel dizzy or sick anymore.
Lin Yue has been lukewarm towards Xiao Bai since then, Xiao Bai feels guilty, as long as Lin Yue treats him better, he will be satisfied, and he is sincere and fearful all day long.
Another three months later, Xiao Bai started to grow a belly, this time he was always inexplicably upset.
He didn't dare to vent to Lin Yue, and he couldn't vent to Uncle Li, let alone vent to the children. Sometimes he couldn't bear it anymore, so he threw the pillows, and several pillows were killed in battle.Every time Lin Yue wondered why there were always goose feathers in the room, Xiao Bai planted the blame on his son.
Xiao Bai's painstaking efforts to conceal it were ultimately in vain.Once Xiaomei fell ill and had a persistent fever, Xiao Bai dragged his exhausted body by his daughter's side, anxious and annoyed.
At this time, Lin Yue came to feed Xiaomei with a baby bottle.Xiao Bai only felt hot all over his body, and a wave of anger shot straight to the top of his head. He couldn't control it anyhow. He touched the bottle and suddenly said angrily, "It's because you give the child such cold water that she gets sick. You!" After the words came out of his mouth, Xiao Bai immediately regretted it, how could he have the position to say such things to Lin Yue.
The child's illness also disturbed Lin Yue, and the anger that had been accumulated for a long time broke out like a runaway.With the clicking sound of Xiaomei's milk bottle touching the ground, Lin Yue roared, "Don't you fucking play with me here and shout "Catch the thief! If it wasn't for your fucking shit experiment, the child would be able to do this!"
Xiao Bai felt ashamed in his heart, and naturally his aura was inferior, he said: "At least I gave her life, and it will get better in the future!"
Lin Yue snorted, and said noncommittally: "You also have to ask Xiaomei if she would like to be made like this by you!" Lin Yue didn't care whether Xiao Bai was angry or not, and went to find a new bottle for Xiaomei.
These words are not salty or light to others, but in Xiao Bai's ears, they are better than honeyed words.Lin Yue didn't blame himself for being willful, why?Of course it's because of love!Love is all inclusive!Xiao Bai fantasized complacently, and then couldn't help giggling.
But the fact is just the opposite. At this time, Lin Yue already had a plan in mind, and he maintained the superficial peace only to let Xiao Bai and the others relax their vigilance.
Lin Yue found a new baby bottle, poured warm water and went back to the house. As soon as he entered the door, he saw Xiao Bai holding his belly and smiling at himself. This person is uncertain.He really looks more and more like a woman, Lin Yue then shook his head and told himself: What Xiao Bai looks like has nothing to do with him.
When going to bed at night, Xiao Bai couldn't sleep, tossed and turned, moaning softly.
The people beside him turned over as frequently as pancakes, so Lin Yue couldn't fall asleep, so he pretended to be kind and helped Xiao Bai sit up, and asked with concern: "What's wrong, what's wrong?"
He is already an old man, Xiao Bai no longer blushes and is no longer shy, he directly leans his head on Lin Yue's chest, and said coquettishly: "It's normal for my chest to swell and hurt!"
"I never heard that your chest is swollen!" Lin Yue put his hand into Xiao Bai's pajamas as he spoke, but his finger brushed the side of the nipple inadvertently, and Xiao Bai had already moaned unconsciously. Su, Xiao Bai's body softened in an instant, Xiao Bai was soft in front of him, Lin Yue felt that something was wrong, he withdrew his hand and said, "What's wrong with you?"
"The purpose of this experiment is to breastfeed naturally, so I took some medicine! Can you rub my breasts? Gently!" In the darkness, Xiao Bai looked at Lin with bright eyes and a smile. jump.
Lin Yue was already tired of Xiao Bai's experiments, and he didn't even want to hear about breastfeeding, but Xiao Bai's current appearance was really cute, like a kitten who had been coquettishly waiting for him to caress.
Lin Yue stretched out his hand to Xiao Bai's chest, stroked it lightly, and Xiao Bai breathed heavily.Just as Lin Yue pinched Xiao Bai's nipple with his fingers, Xiao Bai cried out in pain, and tears burst out.Lin Yue had a sincere smile on his face, Xiao Bai like this was so fun, Lin Yue took off Xiao Bai's shirt, and let him sit on his lap with his legs apart.
Lin Yue lowered his head and lightly tapped Xiao Bai's nipple with the tip of his tongue.Xiao Bai groaned, because of the medicine, his chest was swollen all the time, it felt much more comfortable for Lin Yue to help him lick it.
Lin Yue's lower body also began to raise his head, he motioned for Xiao Bai to stand up a little bit, and put his avatar inside.Xiao Bai's body was limp and a bit heavy, and his movements were exceptionally clumsy. He finally aimed at Lin Yue's clone and sat down.
Xiao Bai's posterior acupoint has not undergone any expansion, and it is a bit difficult to enter.After Xiao Bai used the posterior acupoint to give birth, Lin Yue thought it must have become loose.Lin Yue remembered that they had sex for the first time after Xiao Bai gave birth, and Lin Yue stabbed it straight in without thinking, which made Xiao Bai scream in pain, and almost hurt his little brother himself.
After that time, Lin Yue asked Xiao Bai how he managed to maintain the elasticity of the posterior acupoint muscles after giving birth.
Xiao Bai smiled mysteriously, said a strange drug name with more than eight letters, and said with emotion, thanks to Xia Sen's right attack.Otherwise, with the nature of any medicine, even if you use a little more, it may cause an irreversible situation.
Lin Yue asked Xiao Bai, is it a mysterious and irreversible situation?
Lying in Lin Yue's arms, Xiao Bai said earnestly, "It's a minor thing if you can't have sex. If it's serious, you'll have to live in diapers for the rest of your life!"
Lin Yue was dumbfounded after hearing this, he really didn't know if Xiao Bai was crazy or a fool.
The love this time came from an accident, so naturally there was no foreplay, Lin Yue's avatar only entered half of it, and the rest became very difficult.Lin Yue was not willing to do such a spoiled thing. Based on his long-term experience, he stretched out the tip of his tongue to the little blush on Xiao Bai's chest.
"Oh ummm?????" The numb electric current in his body ran around, and as soon as Xiao Bai's body softened, Lin Yue went in smoothly.
Lin Yue was below, and it was difficult to move, so he said to Xiao Bai on his lap, "Don't sit still, move!"
Xiao Bai's body was heavy and limp, he wanted to move but was too lazy to move.So Xiao Bai had to stick to Lin Yue shamelessly, saying coquettishly, "I can't move, I can't move!"
Lin Yue hugged Xiao Bai, wanting to cry and laugh at the same time, this person has already given birth to two children, but he is becoming more and more like a child!In order to punish him, Lin Yue squeezed Xiao Bai's nipples slightly.
"what!"
After Xiao Bai let out a slightly exaggerated scream, Lin Yue let out a breath of comfort, and said in satisfaction, "Baby, I felt good just now, can you do it again?"
The unexpected pain made Xiao Bai's muscles contract naturally, and the tightness of the posterior acupoint gave Lin Yue a suffocating pleasure.
There was moisture in Xiao Bai's eyes, but there was an ambiguous smile on the corner of his mouth, and he said softly: "Okay, but you have to be gentle."
It was too intense just now, Xiao Bai liked it, but it hurt a little too much, but Lin Yue felt very good, and wanted to do it again with joy, he patiently sucked and slipped on Xiao Bai's chest.
Although Xiao Bai was still excited, perhaps because he was mentally prepared, the contraction of the posterior acupoint was far from the strength of the first time.When he had had enough fun, he realized that Xiao Bai's lower body had also hardened.Lin Yue held Xiao Bai's little brother, and said frivolously, "Didn't you say that you can't get hard after taking the medicine that can make you pregnant? I almost forgot that you have this thing under you!"
Xiao Bai was exhausted and lay on his back on the bed, letting Lin Yue touch him. This time, to stimulate his chest, he took several more medicines, but he didn't expect them to have the effect of stimulating erection.
To be honest, Xiao Bai's lower body has been calm and peaceful since the implantation in the womb to prepare for giving birth. Although he can get pleasure from other sources, Xiao Bai still has a knot in his heart. What is the difference between going on like this and a eunuch!
Today his little brother finally dishonest, Xiao Bai was very moved.
Xiao Bai's face turned red slowly, as if he wanted to pass all the strength on his body to his little brother.
From Lin Yue's point of view, Xiao Bai is like an old man on the verge of death, he hits with all his heart, accumulates hard, just for a simple and ordinary spray.
Lin Yue thought that he would have such a day in the future, so he sympathized with Xiao Bai and helped Xiao Bai until a few drops of white turbidity overflowed from Xiao Bai's body.
Although this is the only way, Xiao Bai is already satisfied.The unexpectedly good feeling made Xiao Bai and Lin Yue fall in love with Huanai again.Such excessive indulgence put more burdens on Xiao Bai, and the child in his womb also started to make revolution.
At first Xiao Bai only felt stomach pain, so he lay on the bed to rest, gradually the pain turned into falling pain, and falling pain was a sign of miscarriage, Xiao Bai had to get nervous, he sat for an examination.
The result of the examination was embarrassing as expected, Xiao Bai wished he could disappear from the room out of thin air, he could pull up the quilt to cover his face, not to look at other people's faces.
After the child protested, Lin Yue and Xiao Bai finally restrained themselves.But Xiao Bai's health did not improve obviously, it was always good and bad, his stomach often hurt, his body was limp and he had no strength, and his mental state was getting worse day by day.Xia Sen has nothing to do about it, and he needs heart medicine for his heart disease.
After this incident, Xiao Bai fell into endless self-blame.After Xiaomei was born, her health was not very good. Xiao Bai thought it was his fault that she had to give birth naturally. It was also because of his lack of congenital conditions that Xiaomei had no choice but to come to the world early.He is not qualified to be a parent, he can't even give his daughter the most basic.
And now he nearly ruined another child because of his selfish desires.For this reason, Xiao Bai always sheds tears silently.
Xiao Bai was depressed all day long, and with the tossing and tossing he had suffered in the past few years, his body had indeed suffered a lot.Physical and mental reasons were added together, and Xiao Bai became weaker and weaker day by day.
It's not that Lin Yue didn't try to persuade him, but Xiao Bai got into the horns and didn't listen to anyone.Although Xiao Bai had been depressed before, he had never been so violent this time.Lin Yue suspected that Xiao Bai had antenatal depression. Lin Yue told Xia Sen what he thought, and Xia Sen's reluctance to speak made Lin Yue even more suspicious.
One day when Lin Yue was at work, he received a call from Xia Sen. In the phone, Xia Sen told Lin Yue that two of the medicines Xiao Bai took had the risk of causing depression.
Lin Yue asked Xia Sen, does Uncle Li know?Xia Sen replied that he knew.Lin Yue asked Xiao Bai again if he knew?Xia Sen also knows.Lin Yue smiled helplessly, and said, "Then he's just doing it to himself!"
Xia Sen was silent for a while, and said, "I think it's Uncle Li's responsibility, but we're really not ready for breastfeeding at this stage!"
"No one forced him, did he?"
Xia Sen thought for a while, and said, "Xiaobai just wants to end this matter as soon as possible, and live a good life with you and the children!"
Hearing this, Lin Yue's heart twitched involuntarily, he calmed down and said, "Then what do you want from me?"
Holding the phone, Xia Sen said hesitantly, "Can you take care of him more? I can take care of her body, but you are the only one who can take care of his heart!"
Lin Yue hung up the phone speechlessly, thinking, let the great science take care of Xiao Bai's heart, he is an ordinary person, he really has more than enough heart but not enough energy.
When it was time to get off work, Lin Yue ignored those colleagues who stayed to work overtime, and played the game of disappearing in an instant.After leaving the company, he went to the supermarket to buy the ingredients for dinner, and then drove home quickly to cook for the children.
Xiao Zanzan is now alive and well, and he tastes delicious in everything he eats. He is a reassuring child.Xiaomei can only eat liquid food like porridge. I think Xiao Zanzan had already started eating when he was the same age as Xiaomei, but this worrying baby is also growing up slowly.
After feeding the two little ones and eating himself, Lin Yue came to the bedroom with the noodles cooked for Xiao Bai.The lights in the bedroom were not turned on, and the curtains were not opened, Hunan's mood was like Xiao Bai's now.Lin Yue put the noodles on the bedside, pulled Xiao Bai out of the bed, and said, "Eat something, you are not hungry, the child in your stomach will be too!"
Xiao Bai's eyes were slack, his hair was disheveled like a bird's nest, and he leaned against Lin Yue lifelessly.Lin Yue sighed, picked up the noodles, filled some soup, and brought it to Xiao Bai's lips.
Xiao Bai slowly opened his mouth to drink the soup, and then swallowed the noodles that Lin Yue brought to his mouth. He only ate half of the noodles, and Xiao Bai began to feel uncomfortable again. Lin Yue rubbed his back to prevent him from vomiting. come out.
One symptom of depression is acid reflux. To make matters worse, Xiao Bai was bedridden every day, and his stomach became weaker as a result.Eating and eating like this, Lin Yue finally reluctantly fed Xiao Bai a bowl of noodles.
After the meal, Limao hugged Xiao Bai and quietly rubbed his stomach.
Lin Yue's hand gently moved up and down his abdomen, Xiao Bai felt that at this moment, he, the child, and Lin Yue were closely connected together, thinking of this, Xiao Bai was about to cry again.He thought he was dying, but every time he was hugged by Lin Yue, he felt like he was saved from a desperate situation.
Lin Yue could clearly feel Xiao Bai's attachment.Xiao Bai was restless and struggling, he was holding on to himself tightly.Lin Yue gently kissed the top of Xiao Bai's head, and said to himself, time is running out, just follow him, even if he is gone, and the child is gone, at least the God of Science will accompany Xiao Bai!
Xiao Bai often suffers from insomnia at night. When he can't sleep, he always lies quietly and tries not to disturb Lin Yue.
In fact, Xiao Bai is very afraid of being alone, he always unconsciously thinks about some bad things, wishing to end his life.But Xiao Bai knew that no matter how painful he was, he would have to endure until the child in his womb was born, and he couldn't drag this unborn life to see Hades.
Every time the sun rises, it is the continuation of hell. Xiao Bai doesn't like to look at the bright sunshine outside, and he doesn't want to talk to the children.
Lin Yue rarely set foot in this place, probably the only time was when Xiao Zanzan was born.Lin Yue pushed the door open and went in, seeing Uncle Li holding Xiao Zanzan in one hand and patting Xiao Bai with the DV in the other.Lin Yue looked along, Xiao Bai was lying on his side on the bed, covered with a quilt, his head was dripping with cold sweat, Xia Sen was rubbing her back.
"What's wrong? Did you fall down?" For a moment, Lin Yue could only think of this.
"No, Xiaobai is about to give birth!" Xia Sen replied quickly.
Lin Yue stood in a daze as if struck by lightning, unable to move.
Since getting to know Xiao Bai, things that challenged his cognitive limit happened one after another.
Lin Yue thought he was immune, but now it seems that he still overestimated himself.He got used to Xiao Bai with a big belly, and accepted the fact that his son came out of a man's belly.But if he really wanted to watch Xiao Bai give birth, seeing the child come out of Xiao Bai's back hole alive, Lin Yue still felt nauseous.
"Come here, don't just stand there, Xiaobai needs you most now!" Seeing Lin Yue standing still, Xia Sen urged.
Like a wooden man, Lin Yue did what Xia Sen said. He walked to Xiao Bai's bedside, and Xiao Bai stretched out his hand to hold Lin Yue weakly.Xiao Bai's hands were wet and cold, still trembling slightly, Lin Yue gently held Xiao Bai back, his mind was still pounding against the shore.Suddenly, Xiao Bai shook himself hard, Lin Yue was pulled back to his senses by the pain, and looked intently at Xiao Bai on the bed.
Xiao Bai groaned repeatedly in pain, his glasses were tightly closed, cold sweat trickled down, and merged with the tears flowing from the corners of his eyes, flowing down the river.Lin Yue's heart twitched, he couldn't bear to see Xiao Bai in pain.
Xia Sen asked Xiao Bai to take a deep breath, and Xiao Bai lost his mind due to the pain and couldn't hear anything.Lin Yue sat beside Xiao Bai's bed, lifted Xiao Bai's body, and let him lean against his chest.
The familiar body, the warm smell, and Lin Yue's steady heartbeat, all of these made Xiao Bai feel relaxed, his stomach was still twisted like a knife, but his heart was much calmer.
Xiao Bai calmed down, Lin Yue kissed the top of his head lightly, and massaged Xiao Bai's stomach skillfully, many nights, Xiao Bai was too disturbed to fall asleep, Lin Yue always coaxed him like this, but Xiao Bai's stomach became much harder today, and the child was also agitated a lot.
Lin Yue's actions moved Xia Sen very much. For such a long time, when Xiao Bai was pregnant and uncomfortable, it turned out that Lin Yue took care of Xiao Bai so tenderly.
Xiao Bai's pain became more and more frequent, his tears wet Lin Yue's clothes, and the hand holding Lin Yue fell weakly. Lin Yue suddenly thought, didn't it mean that there was no pain in childbirth? Why did Xiao Bai do this? pain of?
Lin Yue asked Xia Sen, and Xia Sen replied that painless childbirth is only used during formal childbirth, and Xiao Bai is still in labor pains and cannot be used.
Speaking of this, Xia Sen himself felt guilty. It stands to reason that Xiao Bai's labor pain lasted a little longer. This is Xiao Bai's first normal delivery. He has no experience, and the woman's experience can only be used as a reference. To be honest, Xia Sen doesn't know how long Xiao Bai's labor pains will last, and whether he can give birth normally.
Knowing that in the middle of the night, Xiao Bai was tormented by the pain until he was dying, the child still didn't look like he was going to come out, Xia Sen was at a loss, Lin Yue discovered the problem.
Ever since he stepped into Xiao Bai's delivery room and saw Xiao Bai in constant pain, he began to secretly scold Xiao Bai in his heart, scolding him for not knowing how to live a good life, and he actually made himself guilty.But Xiao Bai was in pain all the time, frowning with a white face, it made people feel distressed just looking at it.
Lin Yue's heart is not made of steel and concrete, so he will naturally feel distressed, not to mention that the little guy who torments Xiao Bai has half of his reasons.
Lin Yue comforted Xiao Bai in a low voice, kissed and stroked him.
As the "culprit" and bearer of this pain, Xiao Bai can only hide his grievances in his heart, and has nowhere to express them.
He knew that it was painful for a woman to give birth, and he had heard the horrific cry of a woman when she gave birth.Even if you see it with your own eyes and hear it, you don't feel the same way after all.Thinking about it now, how naive was Uncle Li when he said that if you want to study, you have to study to the extreme. Does extreme mean extreme pain?
Xiao Bai eats Coptis chinensis dumb, and regards Lin Yue as the warmest harbor. Since Lin Yue came in, Xiao Bai's tears have not stopped, because of grievances, more because of Lin Yue's kiss, Lin Yue's Touching, Lin Yue's comforting, he made Xiao Bai feel that at least he is not alone.
Xia Sen wiped the sweat off his forehead and asked Uncle Li, "Uncle Li, let's have a laparotomy, I don't think this will work!"
Uncle Li and the others knew that a laparotomy would mean the failure of the experiment, so Uncle Li hesitated and said, "Wait for another two hours, if it doesn't work, we have to trust Xiaobai!"
After Uncle Li finished speaking, Lin Yue obviously felt tears welling up in Xiao Bai's eyes again, and his body shook violently twice, Lin Yue understood that Xiao Bai couldn't bear it anymore.Just when Lin Yue was about to argue with Uncle Li to get Xiao Bai off quickly, Xiao Bai, physically and mentally exhausted, vomited.Not caring about arguing, Lin Yue hurriedly took off the oxygen mask from Xiao Bai's mouth, and pulled him to the bedside so that he could vomit comfortably.Vomiting and labor pains again, Xiao Bai actually felt the feeling of death.
"Don't wait! If you wait any longer, you will die!!" Lin Yue was really scared.
Xia Sen was silent, and Uncle Li was thoughtful.The silence in the room erupted Lin Yue's anger, he shouted: "You inexplicable madmen, don't those shit experiments are more important than life?"
"Wait a little longer!" Uncle Li said calmly, almost coldly.
Xia Sen is scratching his head now, he can't bear to see Xiao Bai go on like this, he is not reconciled to ending this experiment by himself, this feeling is like frying himself in a frying pan.To make matters worse, Lin Yue now seemed to be a volcano about to erupt, and he had to release Lin Yue to get rough on them.
Lin Yue's attention was on Uncle Li, and he stared at him with fire-breathing eyes, as if trying to wipe him out.Xia Sen's attention was on Lin Yue, fearing that he would cause violence.Only Uncle Li's attention was on Xiao Bai, so he found out that Xiao Bai's water had broken.
"The amniotic fluid is broken, soon! Soon!" Uncle Li shouted excitedly holding the DV.
Xia Sen and Lin Yue quickly turned their attention back to Xiao Bai.Xia Sen was so excited that he almost jumped up, he asked Lin Yue to put Xiao Bai on the bed and lie down, and separated Xiao Bai's legs greatly.
Such a rapid change made Lin Yue's reaction a little slow, and when he knew what happened, he sincerely thanked Xiao Bai for the quilt.Because it was covering it, Lin Yue couldn't see what was going on inside.The teacher said that if he saw it, Lin Yue didn't know if he could bear it.
Lin Yue could not look down, he held Xiao Bai's hand, and looked at Xiao Bai wholeheartedly, appearing to be deeply affectionate.Xiao Bai also held Lin Yue's hand tightly, like a person floating in the middle of the sea grabbing a life-saving driftwood.
Xia Sen yelled for Xiao Bai to use more strength, but Xiao Bai acted as if he didn't hear it at all, still struggling on his own.Lin Yue caressed Xiao Bai's forehead, and said softly, "Xiao Bai, use your strength!"
Lin Yue's voice was ten times softer than Xia Sen's, but Xiao Bai heard it clearly, and he gradually gave up struggling and began to use his strength.
Xia Sen had given Xiao Bai special medicine to expand the posterior acupoint, Xiao Bai only felt that his lower body was a little numb, and he couldn't use his strength.
The helpless Xiao Bai made Xia Sen helpless, he could see the top of the child's head, but he just lingered inside and couldn't get out.Xia Sen wanted Lin Yue to press Xiao Bai's stomach and help him.
It's just that Lin Yue was about to pull his hand out of Xiao Bai's hand, Xiao Bai was like a refugee whose life-saving food was robbed, he was desperately grabbing, his eyes were wide open, but after losing focus and struggling, Xiao Bai His physical strength was even more lost, his breath was short of breath, his body was heaving up and down, and he could no longer use his strength.
Uncle Li set up the DV and pointed it at Xiao Bai's back acupuncture point. He is the only one who can help Xiao Bai in this house.Uncle Li pressed down with all his strength, but Xiao Bai's body didn't even react at all, just like a toy with drained batteries.The silence in the room was suffocating, Lin Yue stared at Xiao Bai closely, and kept probing his breath with his hands.
Lin Yue didn't know what kind of state a person was in when he was about to die, but he felt that Xiao Bai should be like this now, and he was afraid that someone would be inattentive.Xiao Bai left.
When the child came out, no one noticed except Xia Sen. Uncle Li was sweating profusely. Lin Yue concentrated on holding Xiao Bai's hand, fearing that it would become cold.After the child came out, he didn't cry to announce that he had passed into the world. Xia Sen held the child tremblingly, sniffed his breath with trembling forehead, although it was faint, it was still there.
"Why won't the child cry?" Lin Yue was in a state of confusion.
Uncle Li wiped the sweat from his forehead, and said, "Maybe it's too young, Xia Sen, put her in the incubator quickly, and then give Xiaobai some treatment!"
Uncle Li's words seemed to give Xia Sen a reassurance, he let out a sigh of relief, and went to work quickly.In fact, they had already prepared for the child to be born too young, and formulated several plans accordingly. Xia Sen was just too nervous, and left them behind for a while. Xia Sen placed the child and came back to deal with it Xiao Bai then reported to Lin Yue that the father and daughter were still safe.
Seeing that Xiao Bai was in a deep sleep, Lin Yue's heart calmed down a little, but when he thought of the newborn child who couldn't even cry, Lin Yue was so angry that he wanted to curse.
Lin Yue went to see the child. He came to the child's incubator, and finally saw the child clearly. She was a girl, her little beauty.But she is really small, much smaller than Xiao Zanzan at that time, her body is red and wrinkled.
Lin Yue staggered for a while, and then held onto the child's incubator to stabilize himself.Lin Yue clenched his hands tightly and rattled.The child looked so weak, as if he had exhausted all his strength to inhale a little air.
Lin Yue hated it so much, hated this bullshit experiment, the one who was born was half dead, and the one who was born was half alive!
Lin Yue remembered that Xiao Bai had told him that although Xiao Bai proposed this experiment himself, it was only carried out with the strong support of Uncle Li.Lin Yue was furious when he thought of the way Uncle Li was holding the DV calmly and calmly.
It just so happened that Uncle Li also came with Xiao Zanzan in his arms at this time, and he didn't look worried at all.Happily hugging little Zanzan and pointing at the child struggling to breathe inside, he said, "Zanzan, it's my sister, come on, let's see my sister!"
Crazy, all crazy!Lin Yue looked at Uncle Li coldly, but screamed wildly in his heart.
Lin Yue is this kind of person, even though he hates him to the core, he can still look pleasant on the surface.
Lin Yue returned to Xiao Bai's side and asked Xia Sen to take a deep breath first, and then come to replace him later. This time he thought about leaving again. He had thought about it many times, but this time it was a little different. This time he Take all the fetters and leave together.
After spending more than a year with Xiao Bai, Lin Yue understood one thing.The little lunatic Xiao Bai was educated by that old lunatic Uncle Li.Xiao Bai is an orphan who was brought up by Uncle Li, so he naturally has a deep affection for Uncle Li.Xiao Bai did what Uncle Li said.
Now Lin Yue is even more worried that his little Zanzan and the newborn child will be turned into little lunatics by Uncle Li. Thinking of this, Lin Yue can't help but shudder.
Leaving is an inevitable path, but Xiao Bai, a little lunatic, is he willing to easily leave the old lunatic who raised him?Lin Yue didn't have a clue, so he simply put it aside for the time being. After all, this is still a matter of months or even 11 years later. The most important thing right now is to let the child grow up and let Xiao Bai recover.
Unfortunately, Lin Yue was the most helpless in these two matters. The newborn child was too young to even breastfeed. Lin Yue was so anxious that he was going to watch the child starve to death?
Xia Sen and the others prepared a big syringe and pushed the milk into the child's mouth little by little. At the beginning, they couldn't grasp the essentials. Seeing the child's face flushed from choking, Lin Yue wanted to mention murder.
Xiao Bai's condition is also not good. After giving birth, his waist has been suffering from severe pain, and his stomach is not good. Many times, he will vomit soon after eating.Women have to eat supplements during confinement, Xiao Bai is doing well now, just like when he was sick, he vomits whatever he eats.
This major and minor illness made Lin Yue unhappy, listless when he went to work, and silent when he returned home.Two weeks have passed, and the baby has not yet come out of the incubator, and still needs to be fed with a syringe.
The child was not improving, and Xiao Bai was anxious, unable to take care of himself, and the situation was even worse.
Every time Lin Yue saw Xiao Bai's frail appearance, he felt anxious and angry. As the saying goes, a poor person must have something to hate, and it was most appropriate for Xiao Bai.When Lin Yue was agitated, he really wanted to grab Xiao Bai from the bed and beat him up, who made him cherish neither himself nor his child.
But every time Lin Yue was aggressive, he would be defeated by Xiao Bai's sickly appearance.At most, they would drag Xiao Bai up, force him to open his mouth, and pour him a few mouthfuls of chicken soup.
Life can’t always be so good and not always so bad, there will always be laughter after the pain, for example, the child will cry, can feed itself, and leave the incubator, Xiao Bai no longer eats and throws up , can get out of bed and walk around, no longer sick.The two of them got better, and Lin Yue's mood also turned from cloudy to sunny.
Lin Yue had a formal talk with Xiao Bai, hoping that Xiao Bai would end this kind of experiment, which would be bad for the child and him.He sincerely wanted to live a solid life with Xiao Bai and the two children, and hoped that Xiao Bai would understand his feelings.
After this turmoil, Xiao Bai was exhausted both physically and mentally. Those sleepless nights caused by his illness made Xiao Bai seriously think about the meaning of his life and the value of his experiments.
His own pain is on him, and the child's pain is on his heart.And Lin Yue, Xiao Bai loved him, and was even more grateful that he was always by his side when he was sick.Xiao Bai's 12-degree dislike makes Lin Yue sad, but the experiment has devoted most of his energy so far, just like another child of his.
Although he was extremely reluctant and his body was very weak, Xiao Bai took care of the child wholeheartedly, hoping to make up for his mistakes.Lin Yue was very satisfied with Xiao Bai's dedication.
Whether he is willing or not, he is already the father of two children. After getting used to taking care of children, Lin Yue's other desires are much less.He didn't know whether it was luck or misfortune.
Sometimes when Lin Yue was changing her daughter's diaper, she would think of her demeanor when she was a flower picker and the chicness of playing in the world. Thinking about it now, it really feels like a lifetime away.Now, he is willing to stay at home wearing an apron, cooking for his son and breastfeeding his daughter. Time changes a person so invisible.
A peaceful life makes people lazy to think, Lin Yue put aside the matter of leaving again.Until one day Xiao Bai fainted suddenly after dinner, which dropped a heavy bomb in their lives, because Xiao Bai was pregnant again.
After waking up, he opened his eyes. Xiao Bai saw Lin Yue sitting with his back to him. He didn't need to guess that Lin Yue must be angry now. Not as murderous as Xiao Bai had imagined, but more frighteningly cold, Xiao Bai was so frightened that he didn't even dare to speak.
"Just wake up, go to sleep."
Lin Yue got up and left after leaving a word.Xiao Bai sat alone in the room, his struggles for many days had gradually deteriorated into despair.
After Xiaomei was born, Xiao Bai found an opportunity and told Uncle Li that he didn’t want to continue the experiment. Although there were only two successful cases, which did not meet the standard of three cases required by authentic academics, he was able to publish the results. The last one Natural breastfeeding should be given up for the time being, and it will not be too late to continue if conditions permit.
Uncle Li hesitated for a moment, but still hoped that Xiao Bai would complete the experiment as soon as possible.It is the academic attitude that a scientist should have from the beginning to the end, and the experiment is half completed in this way, and there is no way to explain it to other researchers.Uncle Li also persuaded Xiao Bai that when the experiment is over and there are no worries, he can live a carefree life from now on.
Xiao Bai understood what Uncle Li meant. This experiment not only occupied his energy for more than ten years, it also took up most of Uncle Li's efforts in the past ten years. Everyone who has worked hard to get to today.But Lin Yue, but the child??? Xiao Bai was caught in the middle of a dilemma.
In the end Xiao Bai compromised, he didn't dare tell Lin Yue to tell the truth, he lied when Lin Yue asked him if he needed a condom, only three months later, another little life formed in Xiao Bai's belly up.
Lin Yue didn't want to talk to Xiao Bai, and Xiao Bai didn't know how to explain to Lin Yue.
Xiaomei's health is not good and she always gets sick. Lin Yue's thoughts are all on Xiaomei, so he can just stop thinking about Xiao Bai.
The child's health was not good, and Lin Yue ignored him, Xiao Bai's mood was inevitably depressed, and the depressed mind led to more serious symptoms of misogyny.
After vomiting upside down again, Xiao Bai was helped out of the toilet by Xia Sen and the others, and he fell on the bed weakly, his tears couldn't stop falling down like this, and he fell asleep as soon as he fell.After waking up, Xiao Bai found Lin Yue sitting beside him.
Whether it was real or a dream, the gloomy Xiao Bai exerted all his strength, propped up his body and rushed towards Lin Yue.Hugged him fiercely and cried: "Don't ignore me, I know I was wrong, I really don't want to continue, but Uncle Li raised me up, he said that being a scientist can give up halfway, and Those who do research with me, I can't be so selfish!"
Xiao Bai cried and shouted loudly, Lin Yue stroked Xiao Bai's back quietly, let him talk, let him cry.
Xiao Bai cried for a while, and found that Lin Yue was not only hugging her but also comforting her. Xiao Bai wiped away his tears excitedly, pushed Lin Yue away slightly, and said excitedly to his fellow: "You are not angry with me anymore. .right!"
Xiao Bai was so excited that he even spit out his saliva, splashing onto Lin Yue's face.Xiao Bai blushed in embarrassment, while Lin Yue smiled softly, wiped the saliva off his face, and said, "Don't be angry, as long as you and the child are fine."
This unexpected but flawless ending made Xiao Bai extremely excited and joyful, and from then on he didn't feel dizzy or sick anymore.
Lin Yue has been lukewarm towards Xiao Bai since then, Xiao Bai feels guilty, as long as Lin Yue treats him better, he will be satisfied, and he is sincere and fearful all day long.
Another three months later, Xiao Bai started to grow a belly, this time he was always inexplicably upset.
He didn't dare to vent to Lin Yue, and he couldn't vent to Uncle Li, let alone vent to the children. Sometimes he couldn't bear it anymore, so he threw the pillows, and several pillows were killed in battle.Every time Lin Yue wondered why there were always goose feathers in the room, Xiao Bai planted the blame on his son.
Xiao Bai's painstaking efforts to conceal it were ultimately in vain.Once Xiaomei fell ill and had a persistent fever, Xiao Bai dragged his exhausted body by his daughter's side, anxious and annoyed.
At this time, Lin Yue came to feed Xiaomei with a baby bottle.Xiao Bai only felt hot all over his body, and a wave of anger shot straight to the top of his head. He couldn't control it anyhow. He touched the bottle and suddenly said angrily, "It's because you give the child such cold water that she gets sick. You!" After the words came out of his mouth, Xiao Bai immediately regretted it, how could he have the position to say such things to Lin Yue.
The child's illness also disturbed Lin Yue, and the anger that had been accumulated for a long time broke out like a runaway.With the clicking sound of Xiaomei's milk bottle touching the ground, Lin Yue roared, "Don't you fucking play with me here and shout "Catch the thief! If it wasn't for your fucking shit experiment, the child would be able to do this!"
Xiao Bai felt ashamed in his heart, and naturally his aura was inferior, he said: "At least I gave her life, and it will get better in the future!"
Lin Yue snorted, and said noncommittally: "You also have to ask Xiaomei if she would like to be made like this by you!" Lin Yue didn't care whether Xiao Bai was angry or not, and went to find a new bottle for Xiaomei.
These words are not salty or light to others, but in Xiao Bai's ears, they are better than honeyed words.Lin Yue didn't blame himself for being willful, why?Of course it's because of love!Love is all inclusive!Xiao Bai fantasized complacently, and then couldn't help giggling.
But the fact is just the opposite. At this time, Lin Yue already had a plan in mind, and he maintained the superficial peace only to let Xiao Bai and the others relax their vigilance.
Lin Yue found a new baby bottle, poured warm water and went back to the house. As soon as he entered the door, he saw Xiao Bai holding his belly and smiling at himself. This person is uncertain.He really looks more and more like a woman, Lin Yue then shook his head and told himself: What Xiao Bai looks like has nothing to do with him.
When going to bed at night, Xiao Bai couldn't sleep, tossed and turned, moaning softly.
The people beside him turned over as frequently as pancakes, so Lin Yue couldn't fall asleep, so he pretended to be kind and helped Xiao Bai sit up, and asked with concern: "What's wrong, what's wrong?"
He is already an old man, Xiao Bai no longer blushes and is no longer shy, he directly leans his head on Lin Yue's chest, and said coquettishly: "It's normal for my chest to swell and hurt!"
"I never heard that your chest is swollen!" Lin Yue put his hand into Xiao Bai's pajamas as he spoke, but his finger brushed the side of the nipple inadvertently, and Xiao Bai had already moaned unconsciously. Su, Xiao Bai's body softened in an instant, Xiao Bai was soft in front of him, Lin Yue felt that something was wrong, he withdrew his hand and said, "What's wrong with you?"
"The purpose of this experiment is to breastfeed naturally, so I took some medicine! Can you rub my breasts? Gently!" In the darkness, Xiao Bai looked at Lin with bright eyes and a smile. jump.
Lin Yue was already tired of Xiao Bai's experiments, and he didn't even want to hear about breastfeeding, but Xiao Bai's current appearance was really cute, like a kitten who had been coquettishly waiting for him to caress.
Lin Yue stretched out his hand to Xiao Bai's chest, stroked it lightly, and Xiao Bai breathed heavily.Just as Lin Yue pinched Xiao Bai's nipple with his fingers, Xiao Bai cried out in pain, and tears burst out.Lin Yue had a sincere smile on his face, Xiao Bai like this was so fun, Lin Yue took off Xiao Bai's shirt, and let him sit on his lap with his legs apart.
Lin Yue lowered his head and lightly tapped Xiao Bai's nipple with the tip of his tongue.Xiao Bai groaned, because of the medicine, his chest was swollen all the time, it felt much more comfortable for Lin Yue to help him lick it.
Lin Yue's lower body also began to raise his head, he motioned for Xiao Bai to stand up a little bit, and put his avatar inside.Xiao Bai's body was limp and a bit heavy, and his movements were exceptionally clumsy. He finally aimed at Lin Yue's clone and sat down.
Xiao Bai's posterior acupoint has not undergone any expansion, and it is a bit difficult to enter.After Xiao Bai used the posterior acupoint to give birth, Lin Yue thought it must have become loose.Lin Yue remembered that they had sex for the first time after Xiao Bai gave birth, and Lin Yue stabbed it straight in without thinking, which made Xiao Bai scream in pain, and almost hurt his little brother himself.
After that time, Lin Yue asked Xiao Bai how he managed to maintain the elasticity of the posterior acupoint muscles after giving birth.
Xiao Bai smiled mysteriously, said a strange drug name with more than eight letters, and said with emotion, thanks to Xia Sen's right attack.Otherwise, with the nature of any medicine, even if you use a little more, it may cause an irreversible situation.
Lin Yue asked Xiao Bai, is it a mysterious and irreversible situation?
Lying in Lin Yue's arms, Xiao Bai said earnestly, "It's a minor thing if you can't have sex. If it's serious, you'll have to live in diapers for the rest of your life!"
Lin Yue was dumbfounded after hearing this, he really didn't know if Xiao Bai was crazy or a fool.
The love this time came from an accident, so naturally there was no foreplay, Lin Yue's avatar only entered half of it, and the rest became very difficult.Lin Yue was not willing to do such a spoiled thing. Based on his long-term experience, he stretched out the tip of his tongue to the little blush on Xiao Bai's chest.
"Oh ummm?????" The numb electric current in his body ran around, and as soon as Xiao Bai's body softened, Lin Yue went in smoothly.
Lin Yue was below, and it was difficult to move, so he said to Xiao Bai on his lap, "Don't sit still, move!"
Xiao Bai's body was heavy and limp, he wanted to move but was too lazy to move.So Xiao Bai had to stick to Lin Yue shamelessly, saying coquettishly, "I can't move, I can't move!"
Lin Yue hugged Xiao Bai, wanting to cry and laugh at the same time, this person has already given birth to two children, but he is becoming more and more like a child!In order to punish him, Lin Yue squeezed Xiao Bai's nipples slightly.
"what!"
After Xiao Bai let out a slightly exaggerated scream, Lin Yue let out a breath of comfort, and said in satisfaction, "Baby, I felt good just now, can you do it again?"
The unexpected pain made Xiao Bai's muscles contract naturally, and the tightness of the posterior acupoint gave Lin Yue a suffocating pleasure.
There was moisture in Xiao Bai's eyes, but there was an ambiguous smile on the corner of his mouth, and he said softly: "Okay, but you have to be gentle."
It was too intense just now, Xiao Bai liked it, but it hurt a little too much, but Lin Yue felt very good, and wanted to do it again with joy, he patiently sucked and slipped on Xiao Bai's chest.
Although Xiao Bai was still excited, perhaps because he was mentally prepared, the contraction of the posterior acupoint was far from the strength of the first time.When he had had enough fun, he realized that Xiao Bai's lower body had also hardened.Lin Yue held Xiao Bai's little brother, and said frivolously, "Didn't you say that you can't get hard after taking the medicine that can make you pregnant? I almost forgot that you have this thing under you!"
Xiao Bai was exhausted and lay on his back on the bed, letting Lin Yue touch him. This time, to stimulate his chest, he took several more medicines, but he didn't expect them to have the effect of stimulating erection.
To be honest, Xiao Bai's lower body has been calm and peaceful since the implantation in the womb to prepare for giving birth. Although he can get pleasure from other sources, Xiao Bai still has a knot in his heart. What is the difference between going on like this and a eunuch!
Today his little brother finally dishonest, Xiao Bai was very moved.
Xiao Bai's face turned red slowly, as if he wanted to pass all the strength on his body to his little brother.
From Lin Yue's point of view, Xiao Bai is like an old man on the verge of death, he hits with all his heart, accumulates hard, just for a simple and ordinary spray.
Lin Yue thought that he would have such a day in the future, so he sympathized with Xiao Bai and helped Xiao Bai until a few drops of white turbidity overflowed from Xiao Bai's body.
Although this is the only way, Xiao Bai is already satisfied.The unexpectedly good feeling made Xiao Bai and Lin Yue fall in love with Huanai again.Such excessive indulgence put more burdens on Xiao Bai, and the child in his womb also started to make revolution.
At first Xiao Bai only felt stomach pain, so he lay on the bed to rest, gradually the pain turned into falling pain, and falling pain was a sign of miscarriage, Xiao Bai had to get nervous, he sat for an examination.
The result of the examination was embarrassing as expected, Xiao Bai wished he could disappear from the room out of thin air, he could pull up the quilt to cover his face, not to look at other people's faces.
After the child protested, Lin Yue and Xiao Bai finally restrained themselves.But Xiao Bai's health did not improve obviously, it was always good and bad, his stomach often hurt, his body was limp and he had no strength, and his mental state was getting worse day by day.Xia Sen has nothing to do about it, and he needs heart medicine for his heart disease.
After this incident, Xiao Bai fell into endless self-blame.After Xiaomei was born, her health was not very good. Xiao Bai thought it was his fault that she had to give birth naturally. It was also because of his lack of congenital conditions that Xiaomei had no choice but to come to the world early.He is not qualified to be a parent, he can't even give his daughter the most basic.
And now he nearly ruined another child because of his selfish desires.For this reason, Xiao Bai always sheds tears silently.
Xiao Bai was depressed all day long, and with the tossing and tossing he had suffered in the past few years, his body had indeed suffered a lot.Physical and mental reasons were added together, and Xiao Bai became weaker and weaker day by day.
It's not that Lin Yue didn't try to persuade him, but Xiao Bai got into the horns and didn't listen to anyone.Although Xiao Bai had been depressed before, he had never been so violent this time.Lin Yue suspected that Xiao Bai had antenatal depression. Lin Yue told Xia Sen what he thought, and Xia Sen's reluctance to speak made Lin Yue even more suspicious.
One day when Lin Yue was at work, he received a call from Xia Sen. In the phone, Xia Sen told Lin Yue that two of the medicines Xiao Bai took had the risk of causing depression.
Lin Yue asked Xia Sen, does Uncle Li know?Xia Sen replied that he knew.Lin Yue asked Xiao Bai again if he knew?Xia Sen also knows.Lin Yue smiled helplessly, and said, "Then he's just doing it to himself!"
Xia Sen was silent for a while, and said, "I think it's Uncle Li's responsibility, but we're really not ready for breastfeeding at this stage!"
"No one forced him, did he?"
Xia Sen thought for a while, and said, "Xiaobai just wants to end this matter as soon as possible, and live a good life with you and the children!"
Hearing this, Lin Yue's heart twitched involuntarily, he calmed down and said, "Then what do you want from me?"
Holding the phone, Xia Sen said hesitantly, "Can you take care of him more? I can take care of her body, but you are the only one who can take care of his heart!"
Lin Yue hung up the phone speechlessly, thinking, let the great science take care of Xiao Bai's heart, he is an ordinary person, he really has more than enough heart but not enough energy.
When it was time to get off work, Lin Yue ignored those colleagues who stayed to work overtime, and played the game of disappearing in an instant.After leaving the company, he went to the supermarket to buy the ingredients for dinner, and then drove home quickly to cook for the children.
Xiao Zanzan is now alive and well, and he tastes delicious in everything he eats. He is a reassuring child.Xiaomei can only eat liquid food like porridge. I think Xiao Zanzan had already started eating when he was the same age as Xiaomei, but this worrying baby is also growing up slowly.
After feeding the two little ones and eating himself, Lin Yue came to the bedroom with the noodles cooked for Xiao Bai.The lights in the bedroom were not turned on, and the curtains were not opened, Hunan's mood was like Xiao Bai's now.Lin Yue put the noodles on the bedside, pulled Xiao Bai out of the bed, and said, "Eat something, you are not hungry, the child in your stomach will be too!"
Xiao Bai's eyes were slack, his hair was disheveled like a bird's nest, and he leaned against Lin Yue lifelessly.Lin Yue sighed, picked up the noodles, filled some soup, and brought it to Xiao Bai's lips.
Xiao Bai slowly opened his mouth to drink the soup, and then swallowed the noodles that Lin Yue brought to his mouth. He only ate half of the noodles, and Xiao Bai began to feel uncomfortable again. Lin Yue rubbed his back to prevent him from vomiting. come out.
One symptom of depression is acid reflux. To make matters worse, Xiao Bai was bedridden every day, and his stomach became weaker as a result.Eating and eating like this, Lin Yue finally reluctantly fed Xiao Bai a bowl of noodles.
After the meal, Limao hugged Xiao Bai and quietly rubbed his stomach.
Lin Yue's hand gently moved up and down his abdomen, Xiao Bai felt that at this moment, he, the child, and Lin Yue were closely connected together, thinking of this, Xiao Bai was about to cry again.He thought he was dying, but every time he was hugged by Lin Yue, he felt like he was saved from a desperate situation.
Lin Yue could clearly feel Xiao Bai's attachment.Xiao Bai was restless and struggling, he was holding on to himself tightly.Lin Yue gently kissed the top of Xiao Bai's head, and said to himself, time is running out, just follow him, even if he is gone, and the child is gone, at least the God of Science will accompany Xiao Bai!
Xiao Bai often suffers from insomnia at night. When he can't sleep, he always lies quietly and tries not to disturb Lin Yue.
In fact, Xiao Bai is very afraid of being alone, he always unconsciously thinks about some bad things, wishing to end his life.But Xiao Bai knew that no matter how painful he was, he would have to endure until the child in his womb was born, and he couldn't drag this unborn life to see Hades.
Every time the sun rises, it is the continuation of hell. Xiao Bai doesn't like to look at the bright sunshine outside, and he doesn't want to talk to the children.
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