cook husband

Chapter 35

Su Ran was so exhausted that Jing Muheng made a fuss, but she couldn't fall asleep anyway.The body is tired, but the mind is very clear.

For Jing Muheng's entanglement, it's not that he didn't think about the possibility that Jing Muheng fell in love with him, but in the end, the laughter from somewhere in his mind told him, don't wishful thinking, at most people think that you are a good cook , It's a pity to leave, there is no one to serve you for a while, it's just uncomfortable.

There is inferiority complex, but more of it is the awareness of self-protection after being hurt.

I would rather not believe it than let myself get hurt again.

Moreover, he is not young anymore, and in two or three years he will soon enter his thirties, and he no longer has the confidence to face the result of losing a bet.

If he is young, he can do it again if he loses, but he has no time to do it again.

He gave Jing Muheng all his best years, but still nothing.

Those most beautiful times failed to catch him, let alone now.

The braiding of the basket is only getting looser and looser, and the water will only leak faster and faster.

The more I thought about it, the more annoying I became, and the more annoying I became, the more I couldn't sleep. Finally, when I was too tired to think about it, the doorbell rang again.

In the silent night, the doorbell rang strangely, which frightened Su Ran who was in a daze.

He yelled towards the door: "Who is it?"

"It's me!" Jing Muheng's voice came in the empty night, it was clearly separated by a door, but it seemed to be separated by thousands of miles.

Su Ran opened the door and saw Jing Muheng's bloodshot eyes, without trembling, her heart felt sour.When I was with myself in the past, I was obviously very high-spirited, but now I feel better, as if I haven't slept for a few days.

When he saw Jing Muheng's bloody right hand, Su Ran's heart throbbed even more uncontrollably.

He also knew that he was very spineless, but he couldn't help it, he couldn't help but feel distressed.

He wanted to take Jing Muheng to the hospital, but Jing Muheng refused to go, and just lay on the sofa, motionless.

Su Ran could only find a first-aid kit, squatted down, disinfected carefully, and bandaged carefully.

When Su Ran stood up, he was slightly dizzy. When Jing Muheng put his arms around his waist and put his head on his chest, he felt even more dizzy.

The two of them didn't speak for a long time, the silence was like the night at this moment, it should be so quiet.

Embracing each other quietly in the middle of the night was Su Ran's once beautiful dream.

The realization at this moment was at the wrong time and at the wrong place.

Such a scene should have happened in their warm home when they were in love with each other, not in this small and simple rental house after they parted ways.

Perhaps, there are others who are wrong.

A person who is afraid of being hurt again but reluctant, a person who has never understood what love is.

It was Su Ran who spoke first, pretending to be calm, trying not to stutter, "Mu Heng, I thought I made it very clear, we shouldn't go on like this. You have your wife, and I'm also working hard to find her. The shadow of love, if we go on like this, we will not be able to get out of the original life and live in the past, that is not a positive attitude towards life.”

Jing Muheng didn't seem to speak, but Su Ran could feel him trembling, and then his chest was wet.

"I thought I could live a good life without you, but no matter how hard I struggle, I can't get out of the net you set for me. I'm stuck in it, and I can't get out." His voice choked and he said no Out of sadness.

Su Ran patted Jing Muheng's back lightly, holding back the tears that were about to burst, "Mu Heng, it's okay, you just don't get used to it without my care for you, just get used to it slowly, and when you get used to it, you'll be fine." It’s over.” No matter how strong the love is, it can’t stand the ravages of time, let alone a simple incompatibility.It's my fault that I spoiled you too much at the beginning, so that after you left me, you still didn't adapt because of my kindness.You are just too dependent, that is not love.

Jing Muheng increased the strength of his arms, and hugged Su Ran tightly as if he was afraid that Su Ran would run away.The phrase "I love you" is on the lips, but after all, I still can't say it.

He never said those nasty things, not to Gu Sui, because she is a woman who doesn't need sweet words, not to Su Ran, because until recently, he was not sure of his love.Therefore, he is like a child without language ability, unable to speak a word.

Who said no?In terms of love, he is just a child who is babbling. He doesn't understand. He used to think that he didn't need to understand, but now he knows that if he doesn't understand, he will lose.What is lost is the most beloved person.

"Senior brother, go back quickly, it's late, and senior sister will worry about you."

Jing Muheng still didn't speak, just hugged blindly.

Time passed for a long time, at least Su Ran felt it was a long time, he sighed and could only take a step back, "Even if you don't go back, you still have to let me sleep!"

Only then did Jing Muheng react a little, and let go of his hand.

Su Ran turned and walked to her bed, but suddenly heard Jing Muheng's low voice reminding her inappropriately.

He said, "Su Ran, I think I'm in love with you."

There was thunder on the flat ground, shaking Su Ran almost paralyzed on the bed.

He looked at Jing Muheng in the dark, he couldn't see clearly, he could only see a vague outline, but he knew that Jing Muheng was also looking at him.

He lowered his head almost in panic, he needed to think, but sadly found that he lost the ability to think.

He couldn't calm down under Jing Muheng's scorching gaze.

Therefore, Su Ran decisively hid in the air-conditioning quilt, wrapping herself airtightly in the hot summer.

The next morning, Su Ran woke up with huge dark circles under her eyes.Jing Muheng's slender body huddled on the narrow sofa for two.

Su Ran quietly entered the kitchen and sat down to have breakfast as quietly as possible.

Jing Muheng got up, saw that Su Ran was having breakfast, and wanted to sit down to eat, but remembered that he didn't wash up.

It's not that I care about hygiene so much, but I start to care about my image, like a teenager in first love who wants to show his best side in front of the person he likes.I am nearly 30 years old, with this appearance, even I can't laugh or cry, but the indescribable joy in my heart is very novel.

The feeling after saying "I love you" at night was even better, like a heavy burden was suddenly unloaded, and there was a burst of relief.

He hadn't had a good rest in the past few days, but this morning, he was still in good spirits, because he had expectations, looking forward to the results given by Su Ran.

Su Ran had already finished her breakfast and was washing in the kitchen. Jing Muheng didn't have the nerve to squeeze into the small kitchen, and just stood at the door of the kitchen.

"Is there any breakfast? I'm a little hungry."

Su Ran didn't look back, and continued with her actions, "No more, you should go back quickly."

Jing Muheng was embarrassed for a while before deciding to get straight to the point, "Su Ran, is there still a possibility for us?"

Su Ran put down the bowl in her hand, turned her head, stared straight at Jing Muheng and shook her head, "It's impossible, you said it, you think you're in love with me, what if your instinct is wrong? Then what should I do? manage?"

"I'm sure, I'm in love with you!"

"How can you be sure in one night?"

"I am sure!"

"It doesn't matter if you are willing or not, anyway, I don't love you anymore!"

Writer's words:

Recently, I found out that my strange aunt is a pedophile. What should I do? . . . .

roll over. . . .

I don't want to review. . . .Woohoo. . .

Ladies and gentlemen, don't bother with the insane stepmother. . . .

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