Legend of Love Lake

"Do you think Chen Han is weird?" Zhou Dawei said suddenly.

"Why?" Lin Qiwei couldn't catch Zhou Dawei's point for a while.

"Do you think he is gay?"

When he was in school, Lin Qiwei often didn't know how to answer Zhou Dawei's words, and this feeling reappeared now. "What are you saying?"

"Don't you feel it? He seems to like you very much."

Lin Qiwei seemed to hear an alien language, and couldn't understand at all for a while: "What?"

"I said Chen Han likes you! He didn't sit at that table originally, but he changed seats immediately after you came, and he kept peeking at you all night, and he also served you food, poured wine and juice for you. Except You, who has such treatment?"

Lin Qiwei quickly sorted it out in his mind: "He sat next to me to discuss some business matters with me. He helped me pick up vegetables and pour juice because he happened to sit next to me. You didn't sit next to him, how could he pick up vegetables for you?"

"How many business matters do you have to discuss tonight? Can't you relax after a wedding? He really looked at you differently. Do you remember that when we were in school, a boy in our class confessed to you? Chen Han looked at you His eyes are exactly the same as that of the boy in our class, and his two eyes will shine."

Lin Qiwei smiled disapprovingly: "Did you watch too many idol dramas?"

"I'm serious. I doubted it when I was in college. At that time, some female classmates chased him, and the other party was good, but he just didn't like it. Instead, he likes to be tired of being with boys. Also, he and you Being a colleague is not a coincidence, he asked me about it and knew that you work in Wanli."

is that so?Has Chen Han been secretly in love with me?Lin Qiwei pondered over and over in his mind.

The [-] Park at night is not lonely. Some couples of the opposite sex walk here hand in hand, and of course single men hang around looking for a partner.Lin Qiwei came to the fountain, leaned against the poolside guardrail and looked up at the starry sky.It's not that he didn't doubt Chen Han's hospitality.He often pours tea and coffee for him in the office; as long as he works overtime, Chen Han will definitely stay.But all suspicions were rationalized by Lin Qiwei himself.He is a superior and a senior, so the attitude of a junior assistant is also human nature, right?

A boy who looked like a fair and clean college student came over to talk to Lin Qiwei: "Hello!" Lin Qiwei shook his hand: "Sorry, I'm not. I just came for a walk." A disappointed expression flashed across the boy's face, and then changed into Smile politely: "Sorry to bother you." Turn around and leave quickly.

If Chen Han was gay, would he also come here to strike up a conversation with strange men?Ever been rejected?Thinking that Chen Han's slightly childish face might have been so disappointed, Lin Qiwei felt a little distressed for some reason.

If Chen Han is really gay, if Chen Han really likes me, if Chen Han confesses to me, how should I face it?What would Li Xiaolan think?Am I thinking too much?Maybe it's just Zhou Dawei's overthinking?There is nothing in the world, why should I be so bored and look for trouble?Lin Qiwei asked himself this, and walked out of the park slowly.

Lin Qiwei entered the office on Monday morning, and as soon as he sat down, he saw Chen Han offering a cup of coffee: "It's just brewed, it's still hot."

"You make coffee first and wait for me. If I come in 10, [-], [-] minutes late, won't the coffee be cold?"

Chen Han showed a confident smile: "No! You come in at this time almost every day, and the error is not more than 3 minutes. The coffee will not be cold in 3 minutes."

You've noticed when I come into the office, haven't you?Lin Qiwei wanted to ask, but he didn't. He clearly said that he didn't dare to ask.This question is too embarrassing.Pick up the coffee and smell it first, and then drink it slowly one mouthful at a time. The aroma spreads along the gap between the teeth, the tip of the tongue, and the throat, and the comfort goes all the way to the stomach.Lin Qiwei had to admit that the coffee Chen Han made was to his liking.

"If the senior has no other orders, I'll go do my own thing." Lin Qiwei nodded, and Chen Han returned to his seat and devoted himself to work seriously.

Lin Qiwei secretly observed Chen Han from time to time throughout the day, only to see that he was buried in his work without any unusual behavior.As usual, when Chen Han wanted to drink water, he never forgot to take Lin Qiwei's cup and help him add tea.Does this mean anything?Isn't it just by the way?Is Zhou Dawei thinking too much?

So what if Zhou Dawei's guess is right? "Do I like Chen Han? Can I accept another man's feelings?" Lin Qiwei asked himself over and over again.He once refused Zhou Dawei's classmate's confession, but now he falls in love with Li Xiaolan.But that doesn't mean he has no feelings for men.Since he was a child, he has liked several idol male stars, and he would be moved by the photos of strong and handsome male athletes. He also had Chen Han's childish face and bright eyes in his sleep.Was he attracted to Chen Han unknowingly?He knew that he liked Chen Han, but he couldn't confirm what kind of like it was.

However, he also knows how difficult it is to be gay.To face family resistance, but also to bear the secular vision.If the road of love can be smooth, who would choose to be rough and rough?Between Li Xiaolan and Chen Han, the former is obviously the better choice, right?Now she and Ge Shouzheng are walking together, but they are not married yet, do they still have a chance?Should I choose Chen Han or continue to wait for Li Xiaolan?

At this moment, he was lost in confusion, unable to clarify his true thoughts.

Li Xiaolan officially entered Wanli Enterprise and became the manager of the public relations department.The chances of Lin Qiwei meeting her unexpectedly increased greatly.In fact, she would not go to class five to find Ge Shouzheng, but Lin Qiwei often bumped into her by accident.In the elevator, in the corridor, in the tea room, even during the lunch break, you can meet it by chance on the rooftop.

There were only Lin Qiwei and Li Xiaolan on the rooftop, and the occasion was a bit awkward.The two leaned against the guardrail in silence.Li Xiaolan looked at the [-] building and was fascinated by it.Lin Qiwei looked down at the vehicles and pedestrians on the road, thinking about every detail since he met Li Xiaolan.He once liked Li Xiaolan, but he didn't even have a chance to confess his love.Perhaps Li Xiaolan is destined to be just a passer-by in his life, just like pedestrians hurrying to and fro on the road.

Li Xiaolan came back to her senses and broke the silence first: "Don't you have anything to say to me?"

"No!" What else can I say now?Lin Qiwei still looked down at Malu, but never turned to look at Li Xiaolan.

"Really? I'm dating Ge Shouzheng, you don't care at all?"

Lin Qiwei seemed to have a wound on his chest that had just healed and then was violently torn open. He didn't understand why Li Xiaolan asked such a question.He always felt that Li Xiaolan teased him again and again, and deliberately kept a distance from him.Lin Qiwei felt that his appetite was aroused but he could not get food.This annoyed him, and he wished that Li Xiaolan had never asked him out to dinner or a movie.Lin Qiwei tried to remain calm and replied, "What do I care about? That is your private matter."

Li Xiaolan said sarcastically, "I didn't expect you to be so open-minded."

Lin Qiwei felt that the wound was stepped on again.So what if you are not open-minded?After thinking about it, he decided to tell Li Xiaolan: "However, I want to remind you that Ge Shouzheng is not a good person. He is very caring, and you are not the only girlfriend."

Li Xiaolan sneered: "Hmph! People who are jealous will describe their rivals like this."

This is tantamount to telling Lin Qiwei: "I know you like me!" Lin Qiwei didn't deny it, nor did he intend to admit it, and said lightly: "Whatever you think. I've already reminded you, it's the best of humanity." After speaking, he went downstairs Back to the office, I don't want to entangle Li Xiaolan anymore.

Two months later, Li Xiaolan and Ge Shouzheng held an engagement banquet.All the colleagues from the five classes went, only two of them did not participate.One is Lin Qiwei, he is not narrow enough to curse that this marriage will fail in the future, but he is not generous enough to wish them sincerely.The other is Chen Han.Lin Qiwei didn't go, so he didn't want to participate either.

After get off work, the pair of seniors and juniors went to the gym together.Lin Qiwei ran like crazy on the treadmill, and the speed became faster and faster.Seeing that something was wrong, Chen Han tried to dissuade him repeatedly: "Senior! What are you doing? Don't do this! Calm down! Senior!" Lin Qiwei desperately vented his emotions, but he couldn't hear anything.The footsteps gradually became messy, and if one became unstable, one would fall down.With quick eyes and quick hands, Chen Han carried him off the treadmill in time.Lin Qiwei was taller than Chen Han, and with an momentum, the two still fell to the ground.Lin Qiwei was on top of Chen Han.

The two got up quickly.Lin Qiwei's heart was beating rapidly and he was panting heavily.Chen Han stroked his back gently to help him breathe.Lin Qiwei was dejected, his eyes were blank: "Would you like to drink with me?"

Chen Han doesn't think it's a good way to drown his sorrows with wine, but Lin Qiwei probably won't be able to stop him at this time.Instead of letting him get drunk alone, it's better to be by his side and take care of any situation.

After leaving the sports center, the two found a [-]-yuan fast-food restaurant and ordered four dishes and half a dozen beers.Lin Qiwei didn't eat too much vegetables, and didn't drink less wine.He drank five of the half dozen beers.He didn't cry, he didn't talk, he just kept drinking one cup after another.Chen Han felt very distressed in his eyes, and he didn't know how to comfort him, so he could only quietly accompany him.

It's easiest to get drunk when you're bored, not to mention that Lin Qiwei didn't eat something to cushion his stomach first.After walking a few steps away from the fried restaurant, he vomited on the side of the road.After vomiting, he sat on the ground in a daze, with sleepy eyes, and soon fell asleep.Chen Han didn't know where Lin Qiwei's family lived, so he had to call a taxi and take him to his residence in Xindian.

Chen Han was not a frail scholar, but Lin Qiwei was taller and stronger than him, so Chen Han helped him up to the third floor with great difficulty.Fortunately, Lin Qiwei was just lethargic and not making trouble.Chen Han has seen someone who is drunk and crazy, and the three big men can't move him.After entering the room, Chen Han helped Lin Qiwei take off his shoes, socks and coat, and let him lie on his bed.Sitting on the edge of the bed, Chen Han looked at the sleeping senior, his handsome face looked haggard.Looking at it, Chen Han couldn't help reaching out to touch Lin Qiwei's cheek, feeling his heart beating faster, and whispered: "Senior! Don't do this. Seeing you like this makes me feel very distressed, you know?"

Chen Han resisted the urge to kiss Lin Qiwei, and looked at Lin Qiwei quietly, his heart beating so fast that he almost burst out of his chest.Lin Qiwei, who was sleeping soundly, was still handsome, and he felt a little more pitiful.Chen Han fantasized about holding him in his arms and caressing him gently.Thinking about it, I felt a little dry mouth, I couldn't help but feel ashamed, my ears turned red and hot, I was only glad that Lin Qiwei hadn't woken up yet.

Lin Qiwei woke up after sleeping for a while, opened his eyes and sat up, saw a familiar environment, and quickly remembered that this was Chen Han's apartment.Immediately afterwards, a familiar voice sounded in his ear: "Woke up so soon?" Chen Han's figure came into view immediately.Lin Qiwei made up his mind: "You sent me here?"

"Well! I wanted to take you home, but I don't know where your family lives."

"Oh!" Lin Qiwei nodded, "What time is it now?"

"It's past eleven o'clock, it's past eleven o'clock at night. You haven't slept for a long time."

"Really?" Lin Qiwei felt a little pain in his head and instinctively rubbed his temples.

"headache?"

"A little."

"Why don't you take a shower first."

Lin Qiwei thought for a while: "There are no clothes to change."

"That's right!" Chen Han smiled, a little embarrassed: "You probably won't be able to fit my clothes, right?"

"probably."

Chen Han thought for a while: "Then, I think you should take a shower! Although you can't change clothes, it will be more comfortable to take a shower."

"Alright then!" Lin Qiwei just stood up, when Chen Han thought of something again: "Wait a minute, there are clean towels." A desk was placed at the head of the single bed, and a three-layer low cabinet was placed on the other side.Chen Han opened the bottom drawer of the low cabinet, took out a towel and handed it to Lin Qiwei: "I haven't used it." He pointed with his finger and said, "The bathroom is over there." Lin Qiwei said thank you and walked into the bathroom.

Turn on the faucet, and warm water rushes down from the shower head, flows over Lin Qiwei's naked body, and splashes when it falls on the ground.Lin Qiwei turned off the faucet, dabbed some shower gel on his body, and turned on the faucet again.He deliberately stood directly under the shower head, closed his eyes and let the water rush down from the top of his head.What he wanted to wash away was not only the smell of alcohol and sweat, but also the tiredness of his soul.

What is between me and her?Lin Qiwei asked himself in his heart.In the beginning, it was a gathering of a group of people, without any romantic nature.Later, we drank coffee and had dinner together a few times, but we didn't even know each other's family background.Although they have good feelings for each other, it is far-fetched to say that they are lovers.What the hell is this?Since you don't love me, why are you teasing me?If you are interested in me, why marry Ge Shouzheng?

This relationship is over before it even started, can it be considered a lovelorn?Doesn't seem to work?Thinking that he was not even qualified to be broken-hearted, Lin Qiwei laughed at himself.

Because he didn't bring a change of clothes, Lin Qiwei just took a simple shower and finished it in just 3 minutes.Lin Qiwei walked out of the bathroom, but Chen Han was not there.Just wondering, Chen Han's cell phone rang.Lin Qiwei couldn't help laughing, thinking that Chen Han didn't know where to go in the middle of the night, and he didn't bring his mobile phone in a daze.Looking at the reputation, it turned out that the mobile phone was lying on the desk.Lin Qiwei walked to the bedside, glanced at the phone, the picture he saw shocked his heart, and sat at the desk to meditate.