Fanhua is gone

Shu Yan quietly looked at the emergency room where the lights were still on. As time passed, the uneasiness in his heart became more and more intense, and his palms were sweaty. Xiaofan, you will be fine. I won’t torture you anymore, it doesn’t matter if you don’t love me or hate me, I won’t hurt you again, I will watch you from afar, as long as you are happy.

My heart hurts badly for hurting you.

Shu Yan looked at that door, and suddenly remembered that since Lin Fan met him, every time he came here was related to him.What made Shu Yan even more sad was that every time Lin Fan entered the emergency room, he was either to save him or to be hurt by him.Originally, I always wanted to give him happiness and protect him, but in the end I kept hurting him. Shu Yan grabbed his hair, and the regret welled up in his heart, Xiaofan, it turns out that I have never been able to protect you.

The lights in the emergency room went out, Shu Yan stood up abruptly, saw Dr. Li coming out, and asked eagerly, "How is Xiaofan? He's fine, right?"

Dr. Li took off his mask, he could clearly feel that Dr. Li was dissatisfied with him, and it was clearly written on his face: I just won't tell you about Xiaofan's situation!

Shu Yan swallowed, but he was really worried about Lin Fan's injury, so he had no choice but to face up and ask, "Doctor Li, how is Xiao Fan?"

Li Yi still looked at him coldly, then snorted coldly and said, "Did you cause all those injuries on his body?"

Shu Yan nodded honestly, Li Yi immediately punched him in the face, and said angrily: "You, a beast that is not as good as a beast, can't wait to treat Xiaofan so rudely! Do you know that the three Over the past few years, Xiaofan's health has been so poor! He has broken his body because he missed you, and now that you are finally back, you can still be so vicious!"

Shu Yan staggered a few steps back from his beating, raised his head and asked in surprise, regardless of the pain on his face: "What did you just say? You said Xiaofan missed me all the time? You didn't lie to me?"

Li Yi swung his fist again, but was blocked by Shu Yan this time. Shu Yan asked eagerly, "Tell me, Xiao Fan, does he miss me all the time? Isn't he with that Chen Ying?"

"Xiaofan's heart is all on you, how can he accept people other than you! When Xiaoruo finally agreed to Xiaofan to be with you, Xiaofan ran away regardless of his weak body that had just woken up from a coma for a month. Looking for you, but you disappeared out of thin air! It’s been three years since you left! In the past three years, we have seen Xiaofan’s health getting worse day by day, and he doesn’t say anything, but we all know that he feels sorry for you In addition, you thought so hard to make your body like that! Xiaofan waited for three years, but what he waited for was your injury! You bastard, do you know that Xiaofan’s place was made by you? How appalling! Can his body handle it?!"

The more Li Yi talked, the more angry he became, he turned around and left when the fire started.

Li Yi's words were like a thunderbolt striking Shu Yan's body, he was so shocked that he could barely move, and at the same time made him ecstatic!Xiaofan, he had been waiting for him, so he had not betrayed their feelings!

There was great surprise in my heart, it turned out that Xiaofan still loved him, and it turned out that their love had never faded away!This recognition made Shu Yan's whole body glow with sweetness, and he was so happy that he almost floated up.

But after that burst of joy, Shu Yan immediately remembered the harm he had done to Xiao Fan, and the regret in his heart flooded like a tide. Thinking of Xiao Fan's miserable appearance, Shu Yan wished he could slap himself a few times!

Seeing Li Yi turn around and leave, Shu Yan hurriedly followed, and asked nervously: "Xiaofan, how is he doing? How much damage did that injury do to his body? How long will it take to recover?"

Li Yi just snorted coldly and ignored Shu Yan's question.

Seeing that he has been silent, Shu Yan felt anxious as if being scratched by several paws, and his face was covered with sweat, fearing that something might happen to Xiaofan.

"Doctor Li, I'm the bastard, I'm the one who misunderstood Xiaofan, please tell me what happened to Xiaofan?" Shu Yan kept following Li Yi and begged hard.

Li noticed the anxiety on his face, so he stopped and sighed, "I knew I would be so distressed now, so why hurt him like that at the beginning! Xiaofan's condition is very serious, fortunately you sent it early, otherwise it would be really critical !"

"Then is he okay now?" Shu Yan almost jumped out of his throat, looking at Li Yi anxiously and asked.

"After passing the dangerous period, there should be no serious problems... I will probably be able to wake up tonight..."

Shu Yan's body softened, and he supported the wall to stabilize his body. Fortunately, Xiao Fan is fine.

"This time Xiaofan wakes up, you have to treat him well, if you dare to hurt him, Xiaoruo and I will never let him see you again!" Li Yi said with narrowed eyes.

"Don't worry, I will still protect him well... I'm afraid that he won't accept me anymore..." Shu Yan said bitterly, he really hurt him too deeply this time, thinking of Shu Yan's body trembled uncontrollably for the vicious words he said, and the things he did that were worse than animals. What kind of nerve was wrong in him to do such things to Xiaofan!

And when he thought of Lin Fan lying on the bed with blank eyes, Shu Yan's heart ached fiercely. This person he wanted to protect with his life's love was left with scars from his injuries.

When it was time to visit Lin Fan in the ward, Shu Yan immediately ran over, took a deep breath at the door, and calmed down his pounding heart, then pushed the doorknob and gently opened the door.

When he walked in, he saw Lin Fan lying quietly on the hospital bed, the paleness on his face strongly stimulated Shu Yan's heart.Shu Yan walked over, sat down on the edge of the bed, gently held those emaciated hands, and put them in the palms, trying to warm these cold hands.

Seeing Lin Fan's sleeping face, Shu Yan's throat was filled with soreness, Xiao Fan, I'm sorry, I didn't know you were waiting for me, I'm sorry, I shouldn't be so angry and hurt you so deeply.

Wake up soon, okay?When you wake up, you can beat me and scold me however you want, from now on, I will never let go of your hand again!If someone still dares to rob you, I will take you away and take you to a place where there are only two of us, okay?In this way, we can live together in peace for a lifetime.

Although Li Yi said that Lin Fan would wake up at night, Shu Yan was always uneasy. He looked at the clock on the wall from time to time and saw that the hands kept moving, but Lin Fan still showed no sign of waking up. Shu Yan's heart couldn't fall to the ground, and he stared at Lin Fan closely. As long as he moved a little, Shu Yan's heart would immediately lift up.

At seven o'clock in the evening, Lin Fan finally opened his eyes, staring blankly at the ceiling above his head, there are some wooden lakes, where is this?Wasn't he locked in that room by Shu Yan?Why do you feel like the ceiling has changed after sleeping?

"Xiaofan...you...are you awake?" A voice came from above, sounding a little nervous.

Lin Fan turned his head, stared blankly at Shu Yan in front of him, and then said dumbly: "Yes, I'm awake, you can continue..."

After hearing Lin Fan's words, Shu Yan's heart was pierced, he held Lin Fan's hand tightly, and said softly: "Xiao Fan, I'm sorry, I'm the bastard, I'm sorry... I will never hurt you again Now...how is your body feeling?"

Lin Fan's head was even more confused. Why did he not only change the ceiling when he woke up from a sleep, but Shu Yan also seemed to change back?

Seeing Lin Fan's stunned expression, Shu Yan knew that he was suspicious of his sudden change of attitude, so he explained gently: "Xiao Fan, I already know, so you didn't betray our feelings... so you Waiting for me all this time... I'm sorry, I didn't figure it out and got carried away by jealousy, and did such a cruel thing to you... Can you forgive me?"

"Am I dreaming?" Lin Fan murmured, not letting Shu Yan look at him so tenderly.

"Xiaofan..." Seeing Lin Fan's unbelievable expression, Shu Yan was heartbroken. He bent down and hugged him, and hugged his thin body tightly in his arms, "Xiaofan, what is this?" It's not a dream, I'm back, we will never be separated again... When you recover, we will go abroad to get married immediately, this time, we will never be separated because of others..."

Lin Fan was held in Shu Yan's arms, his head rested on Shu Yan's warm chest, he was stunned for a long time, and then he murmured again: "Sure enough, I'm still dreaming... that's great, the Shu Yan in the dream is still the same as before. Same, will hold me tenderly and talk..."

Shu Yan's eyes were sour, and tears fell without warning, it was because he hurt Xiao Fan too deeply that he felt that the sudden tenderness was in a dream.

Shu Yan's tears fell on Lin Fan's face, it was cool, Lin Fan raised his hand to touch it, then stretched out his hand to wipe the tears on Shu Yan's face, and said softly: "Why in my dream, you Will cry so sad? Don't cry, I will be sad..."

Lin Fan's words made Shu Yan's tears burst out like an uncontrollable flood. Shu Yan hugged him tightly, buried his head on Lin Fan's shoulder, his heartache made him suffocate, and the tears wet Lin Fan. Fan's clothes...