just to eat the grass

Du Heng felt that he was born for Su Meng.

Back then, he went crazy and killed Su Meng. Later, his cousin Du Yu and Zhang Junhao sent him to a mental hospital. Life in the mental hospital was boring and scary.

He remembered that when he first entered the hospital, all the nurses dared not touch him, and he was extremely aggressive. Later, it was Du Yu and Zhang Junhao who pressed him on the bed and tied him up, and then started the treatment.

He took a lot of medicine and took a lot of sedatives. He didn't know how long it took before he finally became sober. Although he was sober, sometimes he would still feel confused and irritable.

One day, Du Yu brought him a photo. At that time, he was picking up the bedside table and was about to smash the nurse who was always giving him sedatives. When he saw the photo, he cried, and he also remembered Many things happened. His favorite Su Meng was killed by him with a gun.

Usually because of the medicine, it is easy to fall asleep or get confused, and it is particularly irritable when awake, but looking at Su Meng's photo, he will be very quiet.

Life in that kind of place is really not for people. One day, while the nurses were not paying attention, he quietly opened the door of the mental hospital, and fled out with Su Meng's photo.

The air outside is very fresh, and the greenery inside the hospital is also very good, but I always feel that the sunshine outside is the real sunshine.

He was wearing a hospital gown and walking on the street. He was a handsome man, but he had an almost crazy smile on his face, scaring away many passers-by.

Holding Su Meng's photo tightly on his chest, Du Heng felt extremely satisfied.

The medicine he took in the morning started to take effect, and Du Heng felt groggy and wanted to sleep. The wicked child seemed to see that something was wrong with him, and even hit him with small stones when he was staggering and walking.

A child held a large stone in his hand and threw it at him, which just hit his knee. Du Heng groaned, and finally fell to the ground. His knee hit the cement road, and the pain was even worse.

Just at this time, the wind blew up, and the photo in his hand was blown away by the wind. Du Heng became anxious immediately, ignoring the pain in his leg, and immediately got up, limping to grab the photo in the air.

In the photo, Su Meng is smiling. It is Su Meng in his youth. He has big eyes, hair dyed an arrogant yellow, and his white teeth are exposed when he smiles. His wheat-colored skin looks healthier under the sun. Du Heng smiled. It's like returning to the green years.

The photo was blown to the road by the wind, Du Heng trotted to keep up, and ran to the middle of the road, the wind finally stopped, Du Heng picked up the photo on the ground with a smile, and then wiped it on his clothes, the boy’s smile on the photo was still the same So brilliant, Du Heng also laughed, turned around, and wanted to leave.

His smile condensed on his face, and he frowned slightly, and in the next second, a large truck mercilessly took his life away.

The second the car suddenly drove in front of him, he woke up completely, full of remorse, he regretted killing Su Meng, regretted that he overstepped, regret... regret...

People say that when a person is about to die, he will see the deceased. He seemed to see Su Meng waving to him again, with blond arrogant hair and a bright smile.

He smiled and said, "Du Heng, let's go, my buddy went to a bar a few days ago and it was very enjoyable, let's go and have fun together?"

He thought he was dead, but he was alive.

When he woke up, he found a child sleeping next to him. He thought he was dreaming in a car accident, and this was the ward of a mental hospital, but the whole room was no longer monotonous white. With my own eyes, I confirmed that I was not dreaming, and then I was surprised to find that my hands had become very short.

What's going on here?

He sat up and looked blankly at everything in front of him. The child beside him moved, and then turned around. Some of the bulging cheeks looked very cute, and he wanted to take a bite, but the corners of the red mouth were still drooling. , looks so cute.

Summon?That's his Summon...

Looking at the child in surprise, he poked his baby-fat cheek with his hand in disbelief, and then poked again. At this time, the child woke up, wiped the corners of his mouth, and said sullenly: "Du Xiaoheng , don't disturb my sleep."

He didn't dare to look in the mirror, and sat stiffly in that sitting position for two seconds, not knowing whether to face the child in front of him, but the child rubbed his eyes again and fell asleep.

Du Heng didn't dare to breathe loudly anymore, for fear that this was a dream, that he would disappear in the blink of an eye, so he lay down gently, and hugged the child sideways.

The real body temperature and the faint smell of soap on the other person made him feel at ease. He buried his head in his neck, and the child moved uncomfortably, then turned over and hugged him.

Du Heng smiled, stroked the other person's hair with his hands, and then lightly kissed him on the forehead.

It wasn't until he lived in such an awkward way for a week that Du Heng believed that he was reborn as a primary school student.

Du Heng is a stubborn and rigid person, he is as stubborn as his father in his bones, with a cold personality, he likes Su Meng, he liked Su Meng in his previous life, he liked it so much that he went crazy, and he also likes it in this life.

In his previous life, he spent half his life with him with the idea of ​​protecting him well, and in this life, he also thought so hard, to be nice to him, to always be nice to him, and not to let those tragedies happen again.

Later, he also discovered that Su Meng was unusual. He was obviously a primary school student, and sometimes he spoke in a tone as if he had experienced a lot, but sometimes he was so naive as to die.

He didn't dare to act rashly, so he could only test him step by step. After a month, he knew that Su Meng was also reborn.

When he knew this, he became uneasy. He was afraid that Su Meng would know that he was born again. Su Meng would never forgive himself. Now Su Meng is willing to talk to him, and it is definitely because he is young and ignorant. , So, he chose to conceal.

This matter became his secret. Later, Su Meng was bitten by a dog. When he was with him for the vaccination, after Su Meng hugged him and promised to be together forever, his heart began to shake.

In the last life, he stayed by his side so dullly, and then drove himself crazy, so is it going to be like that in this life?

But the only thing that is certain is that Su Meng seems to like him a little bit, so he buried this secret and made up his mind to live a good life with Su Meng.

He was so comfortable by Su Meng's side and grew up with him. Su Meng once asked himself if he also came here, but he always pretended to be stupid, and Su Meng was not the kind of thoughtful person at first. People, so I also believed him.

Until Yuexi appeared, he completely panicked.

The originally comfortable and happy days began to be mixed with other impurities. He was afraid, afraid that the girl named Tang Tang would appear, Su Meng loved that girl, he was afraid that if that girl appeared, Su Meng would not want himself.

If that's the case, Du Heng would rather never get Su Meng. Su Meng was a dream to him before, but now Su Meng is an untouchable lover to him. He clearly hugs each other and sleeps every night, but he always I feel like I can't reach his heart.

Yuexi was supposed to appear when Su Meng was 17 years old, but it was so many years earlier. He was uneasy, but he couldn't find someone to tell, so he started writing a diary to vent his fear. He was afraid that he would be as extreme as in his previous life After being suppressed, he did something to hurt Su Meng again.

He thought that with the appearance of Yuexi, Tang Tang, the most important turning point in Su Meng's life must also appear.

Thinking of the previous life, Su Meng liked Tang Tang so much, it could be said that he was like a moth to the fire, but the person Tang Tang liked was himself, and Su Meng didn't know.

Su Meng didn't know that Tang Tang once gave him a box of candies, but he refused because Tang Tang said that her candies were only for those who like them.

Tang Tang's way of expression is actually very euphemistic and very young. Tang Tang is indeed a good girl, but he doesn't like it, and is even a little jealous.

Jealous that this girl can be treated like that by Su Meng, jealous that this girl has received Su Meng's love, Su Meng likes her, every time he likes her, he hates her.

Su Meng's pursuit seems to make Tang Tang very distressed. She doesn't like Su Meng, but only likes Du Heng, but Du Heng likes Su Meng. Seeing Tang Tang's lonely expression on his face after rejecting Su Meng every time, Du Heng's heart It also hurts.

So, one day, he said to Tang Tang: "Su Meng and I are very good buddies. I will never like the girl he likes, so please stay with him. I don't want to see him sad."

At that time, Tang Tang asked him with tears in his eyes: "Do you want to see me sad?"

He glanced at him indifferently: "Su Meng's position in my heart cannot be replaced by anyone."

Later, Tang Tang and Su Meng got together.

Since then, they have been threesome. Su Meng and Du Heng have been playing together for so many years. Su Meng has no intention of not having a girlfriend and not being buddies, so it is basically the two of them who send Tang Tang home. A boy escorts a girl.

In school, Tang Tang became the most envied and jealous object of girls, because a bad boy and a good boy were all around her.

However, Su Meng didn't know that Tang Tang liked Du Heng, so after she agreed to Su Meng, she seldom smiled. Even if she smiled, it was no longer the sweet, candy-like smile like before.

She can laugh. In class, when she saw Du Heng looking at the banyan tree outside the window in a daze, she laughed, but she was not happy. Su Meng only felt strange, and always thought that Tang Tang would be unhappy because of her poor performance. Yes, but what he doesn't know is that she loves him, and he loves him.

Until that incident happened, Su Meng completely collapsed. During the seven days when Su Meng was hospitalized, he even skipped classes to accompany him. He also felt very sad about Tang Tang's death, because without Tang Tang, he Su Meng would be sad, so he would be even sadder. All he expected was for Su Meng to be happy.

He was reborn with great difficulty, and had been with Su Meng for so long, kissing and caressing, even though Su Meng said that he fell in love with him and wanted to spend the rest of his life with him, but he was still afraid in his heart, He was afraid that his weight in Su Meng's heart was not as important as Tang Tang's.

Because he cherishes and likes it so much, he becomes a little timid.

In fact, he was not drunk that night, Yue Xi let him drink, it was only a little, maybe it was the reason for drinking to strengthen his courage, he actually forced Su Meng, and then, Su Meng's performance also surprised him, it seemed that he didn't have much trouble. Blame him, does he really like himself?Du Heng couldn't help thinking that.

Tang Tang's appearance caught him off guard, it was too sudden, but Su Meng's attitude towards her also made him a little anxious, so he degenerately thought, let Su Meng get used to it quickly, as long as he feels that he can't live without her on the bed. You can do it yourself, as long as you can stay by Su Meng's side, as long as you can be together.

He felt that the emotions of his previous life appeared, and he was easily irritable. He was also very afraid that he would hurt Su Meng. Du Heng looked at Su Meng on the bed, and he turned the laptop to face him. He felt the end of the world was coming.

Su Meng discovered his secret. He once thought, what would Su Meng do if one day he found out that he was also born again?In the end, if he smashed it, he felt that he was confident that he would not let Su Meng know this secret in this life, but now, his secret was discovered by his loved ones, and those unbearable things in his previous life suddenly made Du Heng feel like he was about to collapse. .

Du Heng's Adam's apple moved, his voice was hoarse, and his expression suddenly became a little dazed, even the veins on his forehead were exposed: "Xiaomeng...I'm sorry..."