from my heart [last days]

Most women's radars are inherently sensitive, and Li Luo happens to be one of the best.

There were dozens of people in the whole laboratory, she should be the first one, and maybe the only one who noticed that Xie Congxin was in a bad mood.

That kind of 'bad' is very subtle, no wonder other people can't see it, it's really Xie Congxin's performance is too inconspicuous.

He works and rests as usual, eats as usual, concentrates more on research than before, sleeps later than anyone else, wakes up earlier than anyone else, every moment Li Luo sees him in the laboratory, can be read from his eyes' No distractions' four words.

At first, Li Luo didn't realize that there was something wrong.

He always eats nutritious meals on time and regularly, and never misses a single medicine that he needs to take every day. He cleans himself up neatly and neatly, and maintains the greatest possible cleanliness under limited conditions.

Even if he is in a hurry every morning, he still puts a little effort into matching clothes and hair care, so that Li Luo, a woman, feels a little ashamed when she sees her—she hasn’t put on makeup for a long time in order to sleep in for an extra 10 minutes .

What's wrong with Xie Congxin like this?

No, there is no problem.

But not having a problem is also a kind of problem.

The first time Li Luo realized that something was wrong was that the printer of the research institute had a malfunction one day. The high-intensity printing every day made this printer, which was not very old, lose its temper, and the printed words were all ghosted.

This thing is no less important than any experimental machine, Li Luo immediately asked other assistants to find someone to fix it, and when he came back, he saw Xie Congxin standing in front of the printer, waiting for the next document to pop out.

"Ah, brother, the printer is a bit broken." Li Luo hurried forward, "I have already found someone to fix it, and it should be fixed this afternoon."

Xie Congxin just responded, and Li Luo watched him take the data report from the spout, and said calmly, "It's okay, I can see it clearly."

"..." Li Luo glanced at the printed paper, there were three or four layers of double images, stacked together in pitch black, how could it be seen clearly?

Xie Congxin stapled the documents and went to the office.

Li Luo watched his back going out, but couldn't tell what it felt like.

It was the report on the parasitic concentration of the antigenic retinopathy of LDV1-infected patients, which was very important. She thought Xie Cong was anxious to read it, so she didn't think much about it.

In the evening, the printer was finally repaired. Li Luo thought about going to Xie Congxin to type a report again. When he went to the office and knocked on the door, he didn't hear a response. He opened the door carefully and went in. He saw Xie Congxin lying on the table, as if he was asleep. up.

Li Luo pursed her lips and smiled, saying that Xie Congxin was still too tired, and it would be good to sleep for a while, so she thought of going to put some clothes on him. The printed handwriting was clearly the report from the afternoon.

Judging from the traces, it was torn by hand, very shredded, some pieces fell on the ground, even on the ends of Xie Congxin's hair, the chaos was like a catharsis.

There is a paper shredder in the office, and there is no need to shred the documents, so Li Luo felt something was wrong.

She bent down to look at Xie Congxin's forehead protruding from his arms, wanting to see if he was okay, but unexpectedly saw Xie Congxin's knees covered with a coat.

It's not a famous brand, the color is a bit dark, and the style doesn't look like the kind Xie Congxin would wear.It took Li Luo less than three seconds to figure out that it was Pei Ze's clothes, half of which covered Xie Congxin's legs, half of which was placed under his face, and the brim of the hat pressed a faint red mark on Xie Congxin's face.

Li Luo was stunned for a while.

She rewinded her memory and suddenly realized that Xie Congxin had never mentioned Pei Ze since he was discharged from the hospital.

He didn't try to find out about Pei Ze like he did when he was hospitalized.

Li Luo didn't think much about it at first, because Xie Congxin in her eyes was strong and indestructible, and he was not someone who would be shaken by love.

Before that, she didn't even realize that there was something wrong with Xie Congxin's calmness in the past two weeks after he was discharged from the hospital.

Su Shiqing hadn't shown up for a long time, and Yan Shen would always come and leave in the morning, Xie Congxin didn't say a word, just let them concentrate on their own business, and don't bother with others.

Li Luo obviously couldn't remember his expression when he said this sentence, but he suddenly realized at this moment that Xie Congxin, like all ordinary people in this world, would be worried because his lover lost contact for a long time, and would also be sad because he couldn't see him. miss.

Li Luo squatted on the ground, picked up the piles of shredded papers and threw them into the trash can, thinking that maybe she was still a little angry.

Because Xie Congxin, like them, knew nothing about Pei Ze and Su Shiqing's movements.

His temper was not good in the past, but after returning from the heavy city, he has eased up a lot, and he no longer blurts out thorns, but this does not mean that he will be able to accept what his lover and teacher planned together with a good temper, but only hide it from him.

Li Luo made these analyzes with a woman's sharp and sensitive thinking, and then quietly withdrew.

She began to observe Xie Congxin more carefully.

From Xie Congxin's occasional empty eyes when eating, and eating the celery that he had never touched before without changing his face, to the back view of him going upstairs with a cane alone at night when he insisted on not being helped.

As long as you have the heart, it is not difficult to find that Xie Congxin's anxiety is getting worse day by day, Li Luo sees bags under his eyes, and even during the experiment, Xie Congxin made mistakes that ordinary college students would not make.

Li Luo was very worried about his state, and when Xie Congxin ate celery again, he finally couldn't help but talk, and advised him to sleep an extra hour every day.

Xie Congxin didn't respond, and after chewing two mouthfuls, he felt a little nauseous - he is sensitive to the smell of celery, and usually feels uncomfortable just smelling it.

He endured the discomfort and ate the bite of celery, and then began to pick out what was left on the plate.

Li Luo said again: "Or sleep in the office for half an hour at noon?"

Xie Congxin picked a few chopsticks and felt a little annoyed that they were not clean.The chef in the cafeteria likes celery very much, and often puts a handful in the dishes. Pei Ze knows that he doesn't eat it, so he will pay attention to avoiding it when ordering vegetables. If he can't avoid it, he will pick it out for him before bringing it to him.

He simply gave up the plate of celery and chicken tenders, and said to Li Luo in a coping manner: "Understood."

It was perfunctory, and Li Luo almost sighed.

If she were Pei Ze, she would put Xie Congxin on the bed and sleep for two days and two nights. Unfortunately, she was not Pei Ze, nor even any of Xie Congxin's elders. Apart from persuasion, she had no means to force Xie Congxin to rest.

She went to look for Yan Shen again, hoping that Yan Shen could persuade Xie Congxin.

However, Yan Shen just smiled sarcastically and sadly, and said, "Let him go."

Li Luo felt very desperate, and only then did she realize that the cold war between Yan Shen and Xie Congxin was not over yet, and it might never end.

This state lasted until mid-March, when the weather began to warm up and the snow fell less. The snowplows on the roads worked daily, liberating a piece of white Beijing from the tail of winter.

Xie Congxin inevitably lost weight. He hadn't drawn blood for a long time, but he would go to the cold room of the research institute every day to check whether the blood bags in reserve had decreased.

If it was missing, it must have been used to transfuse Pei Ze's blood, which at least showed that Pei Ze was still alive.

But no, it has been a month, and the blood bags are not missing, and they are still neatly placed. If they are not placed in a sealed environment, they may have fallen into a layer of dust.

Even Li Luo started to worry about Pei Ze.

Su Shiqing must be fine, if something happened, the research institute would have been messed up.Li Luo knocked sideways and asked Xie Congxin if he wanted to go to Su's house, Xie Congxin replied bluntly "no", and Li Luo understood that he was indeed angry, angry with Yan Shen, angry with Su Shiqing, and also angry with Pei Ze's anger.

His anxiety is increasing day by day, and people often call him, and it takes several times to hear him.

Finally, other assistants also found out, and secretly came to ask Li Luo. Li Luo didn't know how to answer, so she could only hang her neck and say that she didn't know. He vented his anger.

But Li Luo understood that this kind of worry was unnecessary, and Xie Congxin was no longer the one who would speak harshly to others like before.

He can no longer tell the rest of his emotions to pay attention to others. In the end, the remaining rationality is squeezed by the waiting day after day, and the remaining ones are all devoted to research. Li Luo often sees him facing the office. The floor-to-ceiling windows are in a daze.

For a whole month, Li Luo was terrified every day, fearing that he would suddenly receive bad news from Pei Ze at a certain moment.

In fact, her worries were unnecessary, Xie Congxin knew better than anyone that Pei Ze was fine.

50.00% of his anxiety stems from the other party's concealment from himself, and 50.00% comes from very simple missing.

Even if he tried to restrain himself, the hotel room was already in such a mess that there was nowhere to go. The dirty clothes were thrown all over the floor, but Xie Congxin didn't want to take them to the laundry.Sleeping alone at night is always uneasy. When he wakes up and realizes that the place around him is cold, he will lose sleep instantly.

He became a little silent, not at all like Xie Congxin from before.

When Su Shiqing and Pei Ze appeared at the research institute unexpectedly on March 18th, Li Luo even secretly planned to spend an hour during the lunch break next Monday and secretly asked the driver to take her to Su's house to find Su Shi Qing asked clearly.

Xie Congxin met the two of them face to face in the corridor, Li Luo happily forgot the order at that moment, and said, "Captain Pei!"

After shouting, he realized that Su Shiqing was also there, so he hurriedly added hello. Su Shiqing smiled and waved to her, signaling her that it was okay.

Li Luo was finally relieved after talking about it for a month. She glanced at the tall and straight Pei Ze to confirm that the other party had a full beard, no missing arms or legs, and nothing wrong with it, then turned her head to look at Xie Congxin.

Xie Congxin's expression was still calm, neither surprised nor surprised, but the dilated pupils could not be hidden anyway, Li Luo pursed her lips and smiled, mouthing to Pei Ze: You are angry.