Ye Hao's Short Stories Collection
Chapter 8
【Ye Hao】Stop and Go (All)
Stop and go (full)
The time was on the 280th and ninth day after Liu Hao retired, at 26:[-]:[-] pm, Liu Hao made the second major decision in his life.
——He formally decided to pursue Ye Xiu
The first major decision in his life was to take a break from school to play games.
Such thoughts occupied his mind one day, when he was still in the final exam, he had written all the questions in the math test paper, and spent the rest of the time wandering in vain.Thinking about the scene of the online game last night, and thinking of the training camp enrollment on the bulletin board of the Excellent Era trade union, thinking about summer vacation, let's go and have a look.
At that time, I didn't have much hope. I used my lucky money to pay a few thousand yuan for training. I stayed for more than a month, and I thought it was a different place to play computer. I didn't expect that the final assessment passed, and Ye Qiu personally picked it. It made Liu Hao very happy.
At that time, the hot summer sun was shining brightly, full of youthful free and easy dazzling, it was the taste of popsicles, cold water, and the sun.It was at that time that Liu Hao made the first major decision in his life.
But now, the boy is no longer, and it's late autumn, the weather in City B is so cold, the wind blows and blows, thinking that there is still haze in the wind, Liu Hao almost doesn't want to breathe.No way, who let the e-sports headquarters be in city B?
After retiring, he accepted the invitation of the e-sports station and became the host of their radio station. He mainly talked about e-sports news and game information, and occasionally explained games with Li Boyi.
After retiring from the military, they all found a new path. Zhou Zekai went home to take over the business, Wu Yuce went to work as a planner in a game company, and Fang Rui was forced by his family to go on a blind date.
He has also found a job that suits him, and frankly speaking, he is very good at this job, and he has been trained to be fluent since he was still very young.But to be honest, Liu Hao doesn't really like this job. He has always given others the impression of being well-rounded, and it seems that he would choose such a job for granted.
He knew how bad his reputation was in the past. During that time, even people in the professional circle didn't like him.When Ye Qiu first left, because without Ye Qiu's restraint, the boss intensified his business activities, the team members didn't care about training, and the new captain was such a bear, but he still had to get used to it.
Obviously he has done everything he wanted to do, the position of captain, the dominance of the team, from now on this team will be controlled by him, but he just feels uncomfortable.Then he started letting himself go, trying to take it easy on himself, and the players started to loosen up.
After meeting Ye Qiu in the online game, he started to make trouble for the other party, which made him feel very happy. For some reason, he felt much more comfortable this way.He would still be trembling with anger from the other party, as in the past, after losing his temper, he felt much more comfortable.
There were a lot of things in the team, he had to take care of them, the new captain had a bad temper, he had to coordinate well, the boss was becoming more and more disregarding the feelings of the players, and he was determined to lead Excellent Era to charge Qian, so he still had to please.
I put out a smiling face in the mirror every day, but when was the last time I really laughed out loud.In the past, Ye Qiu still had reasons to lose his temper, so is there anything to be angry about now?
He didn't want to admit that question, is this really the glory you want?
This time he went to City B to record a talk show, interviewing a top e-sports player, Ye Xiu.At that time, Ye Xiu had been the team leader of the national team for two years and the coach for one year. He declared that he would give up his position after this term and officially quit the glory circle. The highest esports anchor serves as the host.
Liu Hao didn't really want to go there in his heart, it was so embarrassing to see each other because of the kindness and resentment in the past.It's hard to explain Liu Hao's feelings for Ye Xiu. He once admired Ye Xiu. That's for sure. Whoever played Glory has never liked God of War, and then he was disappointed, desperate, and gave up disgust. A series of emotional changes went smoothly. pass.Now, I really don't feel anything but embarrassment.
However, the One Autumn Leaf merch that was collected in the past is still kept. Ye Xiu will probably be shocked when he finds out what a sky-high price the One Autumn Leaf merch from Ye Qiu's period is now.
Liu Hao was stunned for a while, and lowered his head to realize that he landed on the manuscript, "One Autumn Leaf's courageous advancement, Lord Grim's inscrutability, the touch, memory and even spirit he brought to us..."
The next day Liu Hao saw Ye Xiu as a matter of course. In the dressing room, Liu Hao had just put on his makeup, and when he turned his head, he saw Ye Xiu. The other party turned around and said hi, Liu Hao, but the makeup artist turned his head away.
Liu Hao had no choice but to dryly reply, "Long time no see, Brother Ye."Ugh, it was embarrassing as hell.
But besides the embarrassment, Liu Hao was quite surprised. Ye Xiu wore a suit today, and he looked quite handsome.
As early as in Excellent Era, Ye Xiu had seen that Ye Xiu was a potential stock. Although he was sloppy, it was not difficult to see that Ye Xiu had straight eyebrows, and he was quite temperamental when he was not moving or talking, especially when he was serious about playing games, his face shape was also Looks good, but now I'm puffy.
At that time, Liu Hao thought that Ye Xiu's temperament might be suitable for wearing a suit, but now it seems that the effect is better than imagined.
Ye Xiu also put on makeup very quickly. His skin is already very good. Now Liu Hao has finished communicating with the director. After Ye Xiu comes over, he can start the machine.
Liu Hao faced the camera with a standard smile and fluent lines, "Hi everyone, this is the e-sports column of "No Game No Life". build……"
The show went on for 45 minutes, and it was quite smooth. It went so smoothly that Liu Hao was startled, so that Liu Hao didn't react when it ended.
Colleagues scrambled to shake hands with Ye Xiu, Liu Hao thought, he was leaving.
If you miss this time, you probably won't have the chance to meet again in the future.
He didn't want to admit it before, but now when he saw Ye Xiu, he had no choice but to admit it.
How could it be possible that he didn't have feelings for this person? Ye Xiu was, but it was his first dream, past resentment, regret, regret, and after seeing this person again, it all came out, as well as pure joy.
If you miss this time, you will lose your chance, Liu Hao thought, if he cannot get this person's approval, his "glory" will not end.
Being invited to dinner by Liu Hao was unexpected by Ye Xiu. After all, Ye Xiu felt that the person opposite him hated him very much.But now they are in a hot pot restaurant, facing each other, with a boiling mandarin duck hot pot in between. There are a variety of food inside, floating on the soup surface, tempting the stomach in the stomach.
It's all his favorite food.It is estimated that Liu Hao was afraid that he would run away, so he ordered food as soon as he sat down, and this point has not changed.
Ye Xiu tsk tsk in his heart, seeing Liu Hao eating so much but not opening his mouth, he thought it was funny, and said, "What are you looking for, brother?"
Liu Hao was still struggling, and was annoyed by Ye Xiu's prompting, "What? I can't even invite God Ye to a meal? Are you afraid I will poison you or what?"
Oh oh oh, Ye Xiu couldn't help but say, "Liu Hao, you've changed."
"What's wrong with me?" Liu Hao gave him an annoyed look, and poured the Flammulina velutipes into the pot.
"You used to keep smiling no matter how angry you were, but today it's fine." Ye Xiu ordered Flammulina velutipes to Mala, "I used to feel ashamed when I saw your fake smile."
"You...!" Liu Hao slapped his chopsticks on the table angrily, "You haven't changed at all!"
"It's changed." Ye Xiu retorted, "He's much more handsome than before."
Liu Hao was so angry that he was silent for a while, then curled his lips: "I really... how could I think of asking you out, I'm so embarrassed!"
"Really? Brother thinks it's okay."
"Who is as shameless as you!"
Ye Xiu chuckled, but he was telling the truth, he didn't actually hate Liu Hao, maybe it was because he was naturally cold, and other people's emotions couldn't affect him, at best he was rational, at worst he was heartless.
It's not that he wasn't sad, it's just that he couldn't do what he wanted at the time and it wasn't for a while, he had a hunch, it's just that the face was a little bit torn in the end.
But he couldn't say he liked or hated this person, he just felt helpless.But maybe he never really got to know Liu Hao. Liu Hao still remembered what he liked to eat, and chose a location in the smoking area to take care of him. He hadn't noticed that Liu Hao was so considerate before.
The other party is the same as himself, looking for an answer for his past self and a forgiveness for his mistakes when he was young.
Ye Xiu took a breath, "I used to think that our philosophies were different, so there was nothing to talk about, but now I understand, you are right, I really ignored you, not only you, but also others."
"At that time, I was too demanding and made you work hard. I'm sorry."
Liu Hao's eyes widened and he was stunned, "Captain, you..." He realized that he had used the old address, and quickly changed his words: "What are you talking about, Brother Ye, we were indeed the ones who hurt you at that time, so please don't apologize. "
"Well, we really blame you. Maybe you can't understand it. For you, it's natural for you to persist in your dreams, but for us, it's natural for us to be difficult to persist in dreams."
"Do you still remember Chen Yehui? Forget it, he used to be in the same training camp as me, and his grades were pretty good, but at the time you said he had no talent, and he hated you very much, thinking that you ruined his future."
Liu Hao sighed, "Actually, we all know that you can't blame others if you don't have talent or ability. I said you suppressed me, but it was just an excuse. You are so powerful, why do these things?"
"We're just very uneasy and afraid of being eliminated. We didn't try our best on purpose, but..." Liu Hao lowered his head and smiled wryly, "If we try our best and still lose, it will be so painful."
Liu Hao shook his head, "Sorry, Brother Ye, I didn't mean to blame you. You were not wrong. We were too young and naive at that time. I always thought that after doing so much for you, you still don't understand me. Now I think I don't think I've done anything to help you, neither to relieve your stress, nor to help the team."
"I don't know what they think, but I regret it. If only I could have been braver at that time, I would have pushed my lack of ability on you."
"Sorry for hurting you at that time. Also, thank you for listening to me."
Having said that, Liu Hao raised his head and faced Ye Xiu with a light smile. It was a smile from the bottom of his heart, "I have followed three captains, and they are all very strong, but you are the best."
After staying in Wind Howl for almost half a year, Liu Hao finally opened his heart. At the beginning, the team members in Wind Howl didn't like him very much, especially Tang Hao's straight heart, his thoughts were written on his face.
It's only been four years since Liu Hao made his debut, and he has changed three teams and three captains. After experiencing so much, Liu Hao can't settle down.He knew that Tang Hao didn't like him, and he didn't like Tang Hao either.
Tang Hao is more difficult to serve than Sun Xiang. Sun Xiang is rough, and he can basically be coaxed. When Tang Hao is sensitive, you can tell whether he is telling the truth or not. It is very wrong with him.Tang Hao's temper is not very good, and Liu Hao's temper is not much better, but he just endures it usually, and there is even less communication when he comes and goes.
Liu Hao was very disheartened at the time, always suspecting that his luck was bad.Now that he thinks about it, he realizes his mistake. In the past, he always complained that Ye Qiu was too demanding of him. In fact, he was not the same. He was too picky about his team and captain.
After all, the former captain was a God of War and a master tactician, and the team was the only wealthy team, so the others were of course looked down upon.
Speaking of which, the turning point of his relationship with Tang Hao was the defeat with Xingxin.
It was really embarrassing that day, and Liu Hao passed out immediately after the scene, so that Tang Hao was the one who held the press conference, and what he said almost drove the manager to death.
When he woke up, he was directly in the hospital. Liu Hao woke up in a daze, always feeling very tired, tired and scared.He knew that he was a big factor in this defeat, and he felt powerless for the first time.
When I looked up, I saw Tang Hao coming in from the door, and the doctor spoke to him later.Liu Hao sighed inwardly, thinking that a storm was coming.
"Are you awake?" Tang Hao sat next to his bed, "The doctor said that your hypoglycemia was caused by too much stress, what's the matter? You are afraid that they will retaliate against you if you hurt someone, right?"
Tang Hao's words directly stabbed Liu Hao's wounds, every word hurt his heart. Before Liu Hao could react for a while, he looked at him calmly, and after two seconds, "Can you fucking forget about Ye Xiu!"
This sentence spread loudly throughout the ward, Tang Hao was taken aback, Liu Hao was so angry that his eyes turned red, he took two deep breaths, "Yes! What happened to Ye Xiu?! You fucking Talking about this all day long is not annoying! How good do you think you are?! It wasn't you who forced Lin Jingyan to leave, did you?"
Tang Hao immediately became angry. He stood up and grabbed Liu Hao's collar. Liu Hao pulled his hand away forcefully. He hadn't quarreled with anyone for a long time, and he didn't know that he was such a rushing person.
"What? Did you say it wrong? You think you can ignore everything if you have the strength, right? You can make others lose face in public, right? Then you can push the responsibility to those who are weaker than you. Let me tell you, I His mother has tolerated you for a long time, when I was the captain, you were still a substitute, show me respect!"
Afterwards, the two quarreled a lot, and later they fought in the hospital. Later, the hospital security came and separated the two. When they returned to the hotel, they both failed. The manager was shocked, and just wanted to scold Tang Hao, Liu Hao said, "I don't blame the captain, I did it first." Then he turned and went back to the room.
The manager was even more surprised. Liu Hao looked gentle, he didn't expect to fight so much, and Liu Hao himself didn't expect it.Time has polished him into a person he doesn't even know himself, who is snobbish, hypocritical, and unscrupulous.
For a long time, he has never been so tired as now, and he has never been so hopeless as now. He wanted to give up for a moment.
Along the way, he had seen too many people who gave up, and he was the only one who became a regular player in the same period. Maybe he was really not pure enough, maybe the circle of glory really didn't suit him.
It's over, it's over.
At this moment, there was a knock on the door. He got up from the bed and opened the door. Outside was Tang Hao who had been treated.
"team leader?!"
Tang Hao had a gauze hemostatic patch on his face. He glanced at Liu Hao and frowned, "Have you not healed yet?"
Uh, just after taking a shower, Liu Hao casually said.
The two were deadlocked at the door like this, or did Liu Hao break the weird atmosphere, Captain, come in?
Tang Hao said good, and went in.Tang Hao sat beside Liu Hao's bed, and Liu Hao sat on the sofa.
Tang Hao was silent for a while, and said, "I'm sorry this morning, I didn't mean to say that."
"It's okay, it's all the truth, and it's me who needs to apologize, I..."
"I said no!" Tang Hao roared and interrupted Liu Hao, "That's not what I wanted to say! I want to ask you why you performed so poorly when you met Ye Xiu. I didn't want to provoke you with the past. !"
Liu Hao was too shocked to speak.
"I can't speak, if I say something unpleasant, just pretend you haven't heard it." Tang Hao looked at him seriously.
"It's okay, I'm the one, I'm sorry for saying excessive things." Liu Hao lowered his eyes.
Tang Hao said again, "Our team is indeed still far behind. Indeed, when you were the vice team, I hadn't made my debut yet, and I still have a lot to learn."
"I don't care what happened to you and Ye Xiu in the past, but you have to get back to your form as soon as possible. Also, if you have something to say, talk about it without beating around the bush. We will gradually correct the team's problems."
"Don't think about anything else, just be my vice-team honestly, senior."
Liu Hao used to think that language is meaningless if it is not accepted by others, so he always uses different expressions to guide and motivate.Before he knew it, he had forgotten how to tell the truth, he thought, sometimes expressing one's emotions is also very important, and the information others get from your emotions is always the most direct.
In the past, he was used to suppressing his emotions. During the years of Howling, he relearned to release his emotions.Ye Xiu said that he has changed, because he is now used to not suppressing his feelings anymore, and has become more honest.
People learn different things from different environments and become different, that is growth.
"But thinking about it now, you really are the best. You have a cheap mouth, but you have good skills, good tactics, and a good temper." Liu Hao sighed. The two had already left the hot pot restaurant and walked on the cold street. There is embarrassment, no more resentment, only regret, like old acquaintances for many years, "Why didn't we have a chance to quarrel or fight."
"Isn't there a chance now?" Ye Xiu's voice came out leisurely, smoking a cigarette beside him.
Then it will be too late, Liu Hao thought to himself.He stopped at a corner, "Brother Ye, I'm leaving, goodbye."
"What? Going back? Let's talk more!" said quickly.
"Besides, it's time to pour bitter water again, and it's all over!"
"How could it be!" Ye Xiu quickly grabbed him, "You have said for so long that you hate me, but I still haven't said how wronged I was!"
"And an apology is fine? Then why do you need the police? It's a must for ten or eight meals, and it's a must for karaoke all night!"
When Ye Xiu opened his mouth to speak, white air formed in the air. He said, "Maybe you think I don't care, but I care more than you. After all, Excellent Era was founded by me."
"So we are the same. Say more, Liu Hao, it doesn't matter if it's irreversible, some things are only understood after the past."
It was on that day that the relationship between Liu Hao and Ye Xiu changed. In the past, he was the captain, he was the vice team, he was the world champion, and he was an ordinary player. The unequal status made it hard for them to say a lot. .
Today, the status of the two of them is finally equal.
During the few days in City B, Liu Hao took the time to visit his eldest brother who was working hard in City B.
His elder brother, Liu Chen, who is six years older than him, opened a studio near the Academy of Fine Arts. He mainly knew about the college entrance examination, and now it has a small scale.
Liu Hao told him that he wanted to resign. He was very strange at first, but he didn't object.Liu Hao's parents started to travel around the world a few years ago, and there was no one in their hometown all year round. After resigning, Liu Hao temporarily lived in his brother's house.
After working as a rice bug in his brother's house for a while, Liu Hao finally found a new job.
Liu Hao joined a game company and was mainly responsible for writing copywriting. The work was not difficult, so he got started quickly.
There are not many people in the company, most of them are technicians, and they are all very nice. Liu Hao lives here quite comfortably.With the stabilization of work, the heart that has been fighting in the game all year round has also calmed down.The current Liu Hao is like an ordinary office worker, his life is so ordinary that Liu Hao feels that he might go on like this.
This is the life of ordinary people, plain and simple, with a long life, nine to five, married and have children.
Stability is good, but Liu Hao just felt that something was missing, but he attributed all of this to the baseness of human beings, wanting stability when in turmoil, and longing for excitement when stable.
After all, he is just an ordinary person, and he always wants to return to an ordinary life, and there is nothing wrong with that.
But life won't always be smooth sailing.On this day, the manager called everyone into the conference room and announced the news that the company was acquired.
It's not been a day or two since the company's internal capital turnover has been poor, but I didn't expect it to be so fast. The company's production team still has a project that hasn't been completed.
"Then what about "Magic City"? Is it going to be terminated?"
"Magic City" is an online game that the company is currently producing, and it consumes a lot of money and manpower. They dream of creating an online game that surpasses "Glory".
But these have nothing to do with Liu Hao. What he is worried about now is the large layoffs faced by the company being acquired and replacing the upper management, which means that he will lose his hard-won job.
Although his popularity was not low in the past, his education was low after all. In this era when postgraduates are squeezed out of employment, the employment problem of retiring is a big problem that plagues every e-sports player.
Liu Hao began to think about whether it was too hasty for him to quit his job at the radio station. At that time, he only thought about abandoning his past self and starting over. Now thinking about it, it is too naive.
The quarrel in the meeting room was heated, but in the end it died down, and they decided to sell the project to another game company.
The game "Magic City" is indeed very well done, but Liu Hao believes that it is probably impossible to surpass "Glory".
"Glory" is now in full swing, almost monopolizing the online game industry. This situation is expected to last for another ten years, and in this era of smartphone saturation, mobile games have been developed to the maximum. This is undoubtedly a great competition factor.
It would probably be good to make "Magic City" into a mobile game. Compared with online games, mobile games are easier to access and more flexible in terms of time.It might not be easy to change hands now.
Liu Hao felt that he might have to return to Michong's life again, and he was a little bit guilty. Although his brother didn't mind raising him, he still had a family after all, and he didn't know his sister-in-law very well, so it would be somewhat embarrassing.
But his brother didn't know that Liu Hao thought so. He thought that Liu Hao was just frustrated because of his unstable work. In order to comfort Liu Hao, his brother bought him a new computer with the latest configuration and specially installed Glory.
Liu Hao was so touched that his brother gave him an account card, which was confiscated by his mother when he failed the exam in the second year of junior high school.
That's Zhang's female battle mage. Liu Hao, as God's Chef Ye, also had a dream of fighting. Boys like to fight violently, so it's fun.
At that time, he didn't know that he was better at playing magic sword than fighting method. He chose fighting method because he liked One Autumn Leaf, and he chose female account because he was beautiful.
Playing it again now, I feel somewhat nostalgic.
What would happen if he didn't enter the circle of glory?
Probably no different from now, but at least he won't become the person he is now.
At this time, his sister-in-law was about to go out to buy groceries, Liu Hao hurriedly stopped her when she saw it, her sister-in-law was still pregnant with her second child, what would she do if something went wrong?
Liu Hao took on the task of grocery shopping, looking at the list and learning from the aunt in the market to pick and choose. After shopping, he was walking towards home.
He saw that there seemed to be many people around the road ahead, and some of them even took out their mobile phones to take pictures. Curious, he walked over to have a look.
Seeing a black SUV parked by the side of the road, Liu Hao's first reaction was: Wow, what a local tyrant.
Looking at the young man standing next to him, he was wearing a light-colored casual suit, with a straight figure and a very elegant figure. He waved his hand and said, "Everyone, don't take pictures." He was worried while looking at the car.
Liu Hao glanced at the side face of the other party, and was instantly surprised, "Ye Xiu?!"
"Liu Hao?" Ye Xiu looked back at him and blinked.
When the onlookers saw him, someone called Liu Hao and raised his phone to take a picture of him. Liu Hao subconsciously raised his hand to block it, walked over and asked, "What's the matter with you?"
"Broken down." Ye Xiu smiled wryly.
Liu Hao stuffed Ye Xiu into the car, and got into the car after dismissing the crowd by himself.
"It's out of gas." Liu Hao glanced at the fuel gauge. "And you don't cover up when you go out. It's not that you don't know that you are famous, and you still dress like this... on a blind date?"
"Yes!"
"Really?" Liu Hao was very suspicious, "Ah, but you have reached this age."
"Yes, yes, brother's major life event, what should we do now?"
"What a big deal, call the gas station and ask them to deliver gas."
"Oh, there is another way." Ye Xiu suddenly realized.
"Can you have some common sense?"
Liu Hao took out his mobile phone and called the gas station. Ye Xiu looked at him, feeling a little nostalgic. In the past, Liu Hao was responsible for these chores in the team.I remember one time when I went to a competition, a team member booked the wrong flight ticket. Facing the team members who were about to start, they didn’t know what to do, so they told the deputy team.
Ye Xiu was also listening from a distance at that time. At that time, Liu Hao was furious, and the team member became even more anxious, saying that he should discuss it with the team leader. Captain, how old are you?
All right, all right, get in the car first, Liu Hao waved his hand.Then Liu Hao talked on the phone the whole time in the car.Although Ye Xiu doesn't care about it, Ye Xiu also knows that the team's schedule is very tight. In addition to the arrangement of the players, the communication time between the two teams, and the meeting between the bosses and the venue organizers, Ye Xiu originally wanted to ignore it, but After thinking about it, I still think it’s okay.
When we got to the airport, Liu Hao had successfully negotiated with the flight and changed the flight back.
At that time, Ye Xiu was quite appreciative, but thinking about it now, Liu Hao probably didn't think that he could solve it without telling him, but he didn't want to tell him at all.
Wanting to fully assume the role of the deputy team, that is, something he doesn't want to do, and wanting to find his own sense of existence in this way, this aspect also shows Liu Hao's inferiority complex.As a sub-team, he is not strong enough to partner with the captain, and there is only so much he can do for the team, so he doesn't want to lose this position as well.
That's why Liu Hao hates himself for saying that he "doesn't do his job properly". These tasks were once the umbrella Liu Hao gave him.
The current Liu Hao saw himself clearly, but also too clearly.Ye Xiu thought, it's no wonder that when Liu Hao told me those things, I felt a little out of touch.
I thought Liu Hao would complain to me, how I didn't care about him at that time, how I ignored him, caused him to bear so much, and caused him to live so hard.
But Liu Hao didn't, he blamed all the faults on himself.This shows that Liu Hao is loathing himself, he is eager to change himself, and wipe out the hypocritical, snobbish, good at dancing villain in the past.
Thinking about it this way, it all makes sense now.Ye Xiu was a little helpless, but he felt that he had such an obligation, Liu Hao had changed because of this, and he couldn't go back to the old ways, he wanted to pull Liu Hao out of this dead spot.
"I saw that the radio station has changed staff, have you resigned?" Ye Xiu asked.
"Ah."
"Why did you resign? Didn't you do a good job?"
"This is the first time someone has asked this question. Is it that appropriate?" Liu Hao smiled, but Ye Xiu couldn't help but see the hidden bitterness in it.
"Yes."
"No way." Liu Hao shook his head and smiled even more bitterly.How could it be good, when I saw myself on TV, I would think of myself in Excellent Era, always like wearing a mask, and I felt sick when I saw it.
"No, you're fine." Ye Xiu was sure, "Although you're often distracted, inattentive, unstable and childish, you're fine otherwise."
"Polite, young age, organized, dependable, understanding, gentle, considerate."
Liu Hao looked up in surprise. He found that Ye Xiu was very serious. This expression was so familiar to Liu Hao, exactly the same as when Ye Xiu was his captain. Liu Hao's heart tightened.
"In your opinion, was Liu Hao in the past that bad?"
"I..." Liu Hao was speechless.
I used to be too lazy to care about you, and now I won't do that anymore.Just because what you said to me that time came from the heart, I should also tell you the truth.
Thinking this way, Ye Xiu said, "I've already forgiven you, so it's time for you to let it go."
The air in the car was suddenly silent, and after a while, Liu Hao sneered, "What are you talking about, don't you hate me too?"
"You obviously don't care about me at all, so don't pretend to mind."
"To be honest, I've been thinking about it before, when Angkor retired, did you promote me because you wanted a sub-team, a substitute for Wu Xuefeng who can help you manage the team and cooperate with you."
Liu Hao said sarcastically, Ye Xiu thought that this person finally showed his true colors, as if his sincere repentance before was all a faux pas.At that meeting at the hot pot restaurant, both parties had reservations, and there was no way to do it. The time had passed for too long, and they didn't know how to face each other, their former enemy.
Enemies are easy to knot and difficult to untie, and it is not so easy to untie the knot in the past.
Ye Xiu has always been afraid of trouble, especially in this regard, but he hopes that if possible, he can turn the fight with Liu Hao into friendship, and it can be regarded as an end to the past.
"Maybe you're right. I really don't like you. I used to think that you formed a clique and put all your energy on other things. But in fact, maybe it's Qingxing's fault in my heart. After Xuefeng left, I really didn't like you." Get used to it, and you can carry on the work flawlessly."
"Sometimes I don't know what I'm thinking in my heart. At that time, I just wanted to play Glory."
"But I was also afraid that I would harm you. You were still young at the time, and I was afraid that you would delay your glory. I am also quite contradictory. Maybe I was too harsh on you."
"Before you said that I suppressed you to prevent you from being prominent, I only thought you were making trouble for no reason at the time, but now I think it's unbelievable that I gave you such a feeling, I..."
"Brother Ye..." Liu Hao interrupted Ye Xiu. He lowered his head slightly and lowered his eyes, looking very depressed. Ye Xiu had seen his hypocrisy and his exciting side, but he had never seen him like this before. When I first found out that I could become a professional player, the club told me that the team needed a sub-team like Angkor, and maybe they would choose me.”
"Excellent Era is a wealthy team on the surface, but in fact it is strong outside and capable in the middle, and the road to commercialization is very difficult." Liu Hao sighed and fell into memories, "Sometimes seeing Tao Xuan is like seeing myself. I don't have much talent in business, and I have suffered a lot in order to support Excellent Era, and I also wanted to be a good deputy team, which later delayed my glory." Liu Hao smiled wryly.
"I didn't come to you to complain. I hated you very much in the past, but now I'm only confused. I feel sorry and regret, but more of it is really helpless. Even if I have a chance to go back to the past now, I still don't know what to do. Only then can Excellent Era be saved."
Liu Hao closed his eyes, maybe ordinary people would not understand why he was so obsessed with the past, and the past would not change, but he did not regret what he did in the past, and the apology was not sincere, but he felt that he was unable to fulfill his dreams in the past. Regret is real.
"That's why I don't want to tell you, we know that you worked hard, and we did our best, but Excellent Era is still going downhill, and we don't know what to do?"
Facing Excellent Era, which continued to decline at that time, Ye Xiu thought it was because the team members were not strong enough, Liu Hao thought it was because the club was not united and each had their own agendas, and Tao Xuan felt that Ye Xiu's ability had declined.They worked hard for Excellent Era, but they couldn't get each other's understanding, which led to a vicious circle, and finally pointed the finger at Ye Xiu, which led to this result.
But what can I do.
"Maybe I'm looking for you just to find an answer, otherwise I won't let it go." Liu Hao said.
Ye Xiu thought, probably because of being young, young and vigorous, able to fight hard, but if one is not careful, one will make mistakes, unable to understand others, naive, and belittling oneself are all characteristics of youth.
"But it's over, Liu Hao, and it's not meaningless." Ye Xiu said, "When I retired, I thought a lot about it. Sometimes I thought that if I could win the championship with Happy, why Jiashi couldn't? When there is any problem in Excellent Era, can it be changed if it is solved."
"But it's not like that. Even if Excellent Era didn't have those problems, I wouldn't keep winning."
"If I hadn't left Excellent Era, I wouldn't have won the fourth championship."
Ye Xiu smiled easily, "If you think about it this way, you can figure it out, so just be yourself, you've done a good job." Ye Xiu patted Liu Hao's head.
For a moment Liu Hao was still a little dazed, but in the next second a gust of bitterness flooded up, his eyes turned red quickly, and he was about to burst the embankment, so he quickly turned his head away.
After all, he still got the approval of this person, but he didn't feel relieved.
This man had never smiled at him in the past, his smile was not his own, no matter what he did.He was extremely unwilling, his glory was over, he couldn't fight side by side with this person, he couldn't help Excellent Era win the championship.
Unwilling to turn into tears, he still wanted to win the championship with Ye Xiu and Excellent Era.
However, this original dream can only be regarded as a unique regret of youth, accompanied by all kinds of ups and downs, gradually disappearing, buried in the ocean of memory, powerless.
Seeing Liu Hao's eye circles getting redder and redder, Ye Xiu couldn't help crying, and wanted to pat his head.
He and Liu Hao have different personalities and different ideas of pursuing glory, but in fact Liu Hao's enthusiasm for glory does not need to be less than half of his, otherwise he would not be sad or happy because of it.
Facing Liu Hao who couldn't stop crying, others might find it ridiculous.Just like others will never understand why you cry for those trivial things, others don't understand, it's only because you have paid your heart.
Ye Xiu was full of emotions, life is unpredictable, joys and sorrows, in this long time, there is no unquenchable fire, no ice that cannot be melted, no eternal love, and hatred will eventually fade away.However, a good thing happened on this day, that is, he and Liu Hao finally reconciled.
After a long time, Liu Hao recalled this incident again. At that time, he had already become good friends with Ye Xiu, and he felt that it was too difficult.
It is really not easy for people to get closer to each other.
Now we go back to the first paragraph of the story.It was 26:[-]:[-] in the afternoon, and Liu Hao was facing Ye Xiu.
The boarding prompt at the airport sounded, and Ye Xiu was going to board the plane in 10 minutes.
On this road, Liu Hao drove like a speeding death car. Although there were not many cars on the expressway in the middle of the night, there was a lot of haze.With the anger of being woken up, Liu Hao raced with all his strength. Every time Liu Hao changed gears, Ye Xiu had to take a deep breath.
After resigning from the position of team leader, Ye Xiu was thrown by his family to practice in the army. The blind date that time was very successful, and he probably will get married soon after returning.Ye Xiu said so.
Thinking back, Liu Hao stepped on the gas pedal hard. Ye Xiu only remembered the day before he went to the military area. Unfortunately, Liu Hao was dragged to act as the driver.
The two hurried all the way for fear of being late, but they arrived 10 minutes too early.
"You are too scary Liu Hao..." Ye Xiu felt guilty.
"Aren't you afraid of being criticized for being late?" Liu Hao sneered.
It was only later that Liu Hao found out that Ye Xiu was originally from a military and political family, the second generation of the military, and a prominent local family.At that time, he was very surprised, "I didn't expect you to be a lady!"
"Forehead……"
During this period of time, his life has not changed much. He is still busy looking for a job. Later, when his parents returned to China, they found a friend to introduce him to a sales job in a small company, and they went everywhere to find someone to give him a blind date.
The same is true of other people, good and bad, and gradually overcome the problems of low education, being out of touch with society and not being able to find a job.
This is the reality, it is neither as hopeless as you imagined, nor too beautiful.
This was Liu Hao's conclusion when he saw Ye Xiu's panting figure.This person's ordinary appearance in the eyes of others is incomparably exquisite in his own eyes. His beautiful hands are the most precious treasures in the world. He walks away from him with his most beautiful and somewhat desperate feelings.
Liu Hao took a deep breath and said, "Brother Ye, let me tell you something."
I used to have a person I liked very much. At the beginning, I just admired him and treated him as an idol.Later, when I really met, I felt that it was different from what I imagined, and I was a little disillusioned.
But I still like him very much, he is very powerful and dazzling, and there is a feeling that dreams will come true in him.
In the beginning, it was only the admiration of the young Mu Qiang, but later he was gradually attracted by his personality.From wanting to fight side by side with him at first to falling in love with him.
Later, a lot of things happened and he also had a lot of conflicts. I thought that in the future, I could only
Stop and go (full)
The time was on the 280th and ninth day after Liu Hao retired, at 26:[-]:[-] pm, Liu Hao made the second major decision in his life.
——He formally decided to pursue Ye Xiu
The first major decision in his life was to take a break from school to play games.
Such thoughts occupied his mind one day, when he was still in the final exam, he had written all the questions in the math test paper, and spent the rest of the time wandering in vain.Thinking about the scene of the online game last night, and thinking of the training camp enrollment on the bulletin board of the Excellent Era trade union, thinking about summer vacation, let's go and have a look.
At that time, I didn't have much hope. I used my lucky money to pay a few thousand yuan for training. I stayed for more than a month, and I thought it was a different place to play computer. I didn't expect that the final assessment passed, and Ye Qiu personally picked it. It made Liu Hao very happy.
At that time, the hot summer sun was shining brightly, full of youthful free and easy dazzling, it was the taste of popsicles, cold water, and the sun.It was at that time that Liu Hao made the first major decision in his life.
But now, the boy is no longer, and it's late autumn, the weather in City B is so cold, the wind blows and blows, thinking that there is still haze in the wind, Liu Hao almost doesn't want to breathe.No way, who let the e-sports headquarters be in city B?
After retiring, he accepted the invitation of the e-sports station and became the host of their radio station. He mainly talked about e-sports news and game information, and occasionally explained games with Li Boyi.
After retiring from the military, they all found a new path. Zhou Zekai went home to take over the business, Wu Yuce went to work as a planner in a game company, and Fang Rui was forced by his family to go on a blind date.
He has also found a job that suits him, and frankly speaking, he is very good at this job, and he has been trained to be fluent since he was still very young.But to be honest, Liu Hao doesn't really like this job. He has always given others the impression of being well-rounded, and it seems that he would choose such a job for granted.
He knew how bad his reputation was in the past. During that time, even people in the professional circle didn't like him.When Ye Qiu first left, because without Ye Qiu's restraint, the boss intensified his business activities, the team members didn't care about training, and the new captain was such a bear, but he still had to get used to it.
Obviously he has done everything he wanted to do, the position of captain, the dominance of the team, from now on this team will be controlled by him, but he just feels uncomfortable.Then he started letting himself go, trying to take it easy on himself, and the players started to loosen up.
After meeting Ye Qiu in the online game, he started to make trouble for the other party, which made him feel very happy. For some reason, he felt much more comfortable this way.He would still be trembling with anger from the other party, as in the past, after losing his temper, he felt much more comfortable.
There were a lot of things in the team, he had to take care of them, the new captain had a bad temper, he had to coordinate well, the boss was becoming more and more disregarding the feelings of the players, and he was determined to lead Excellent Era to charge Qian, so he still had to please.
I put out a smiling face in the mirror every day, but when was the last time I really laughed out loud.In the past, Ye Qiu still had reasons to lose his temper, so is there anything to be angry about now?
He didn't want to admit that question, is this really the glory you want?
This time he went to City B to record a talk show, interviewing a top e-sports player, Ye Xiu.At that time, Ye Xiu had been the team leader of the national team for two years and the coach for one year. He declared that he would give up his position after this term and officially quit the glory circle. The highest esports anchor serves as the host.
Liu Hao didn't really want to go there in his heart, it was so embarrassing to see each other because of the kindness and resentment in the past.It's hard to explain Liu Hao's feelings for Ye Xiu. He once admired Ye Xiu. That's for sure. Whoever played Glory has never liked God of War, and then he was disappointed, desperate, and gave up disgust. A series of emotional changes went smoothly. pass.Now, I really don't feel anything but embarrassment.
However, the One Autumn Leaf merch that was collected in the past is still kept. Ye Xiu will probably be shocked when he finds out what a sky-high price the One Autumn Leaf merch from Ye Qiu's period is now.
Liu Hao was stunned for a while, and lowered his head to realize that he landed on the manuscript, "One Autumn Leaf's courageous advancement, Lord Grim's inscrutability, the touch, memory and even spirit he brought to us..."
The next day Liu Hao saw Ye Xiu as a matter of course. In the dressing room, Liu Hao had just put on his makeup, and when he turned his head, he saw Ye Xiu. The other party turned around and said hi, Liu Hao, but the makeup artist turned his head away.
Liu Hao had no choice but to dryly reply, "Long time no see, Brother Ye."Ugh, it was embarrassing as hell.
But besides the embarrassment, Liu Hao was quite surprised. Ye Xiu wore a suit today, and he looked quite handsome.
As early as in Excellent Era, Ye Xiu had seen that Ye Xiu was a potential stock. Although he was sloppy, it was not difficult to see that Ye Xiu had straight eyebrows, and he was quite temperamental when he was not moving or talking, especially when he was serious about playing games, his face shape was also Looks good, but now I'm puffy.
At that time, Liu Hao thought that Ye Xiu's temperament might be suitable for wearing a suit, but now it seems that the effect is better than imagined.
Ye Xiu also put on makeup very quickly. His skin is already very good. Now Liu Hao has finished communicating with the director. After Ye Xiu comes over, he can start the machine.
Liu Hao faced the camera with a standard smile and fluent lines, "Hi everyone, this is the e-sports column of "No Game No Life". build……"
The show went on for 45 minutes, and it was quite smooth. It went so smoothly that Liu Hao was startled, so that Liu Hao didn't react when it ended.
Colleagues scrambled to shake hands with Ye Xiu, Liu Hao thought, he was leaving.
If you miss this time, you probably won't have the chance to meet again in the future.
He didn't want to admit it before, but now when he saw Ye Xiu, he had no choice but to admit it.
How could it be possible that he didn't have feelings for this person? Ye Xiu was, but it was his first dream, past resentment, regret, regret, and after seeing this person again, it all came out, as well as pure joy.
If you miss this time, you will lose your chance, Liu Hao thought, if he cannot get this person's approval, his "glory" will not end.
Being invited to dinner by Liu Hao was unexpected by Ye Xiu. After all, Ye Xiu felt that the person opposite him hated him very much.But now they are in a hot pot restaurant, facing each other, with a boiling mandarin duck hot pot in between. There are a variety of food inside, floating on the soup surface, tempting the stomach in the stomach.
It's all his favorite food.It is estimated that Liu Hao was afraid that he would run away, so he ordered food as soon as he sat down, and this point has not changed.
Ye Xiu tsk tsk in his heart, seeing Liu Hao eating so much but not opening his mouth, he thought it was funny, and said, "What are you looking for, brother?"
Liu Hao was still struggling, and was annoyed by Ye Xiu's prompting, "What? I can't even invite God Ye to a meal? Are you afraid I will poison you or what?"
Oh oh oh, Ye Xiu couldn't help but say, "Liu Hao, you've changed."
"What's wrong with me?" Liu Hao gave him an annoyed look, and poured the Flammulina velutipes into the pot.
"You used to keep smiling no matter how angry you were, but today it's fine." Ye Xiu ordered Flammulina velutipes to Mala, "I used to feel ashamed when I saw your fake smile."
"You...!" Liu Hao slapped his chopsticks on the table angrily, "You haven't changed at all!"
"It's changed." Ye Xiu retorted, "He's much more handsome than before."
Liu Hao was so angry that he was silent for a while, then curled his lips: "I really... how could I think of asking you out, I'm so embarrassed!"
"Really? Brother thinks it's okay."
"Who is as shameless as you!"
Ye Xiu chuckled, but he was telling the truth, he didn't actually hate Liu Hao, maybe it was because he was naturally cold, and other people's emotions couldn't affect him, at best he was rational, at worst he was heartless.
It's not that he wasn't sad, it's just that he couldn't do what he wanted at the time and it wasn't for a while, he had a hunch, it's just that the face was a little bit torn in the end.
But he couldn't say he liked or hated this person, he just felt helpless.But maybe he never really got to know Liu Hao. Liu Hao still remembered what he liked to eat, and chose a location in the smoking area to take care of him. He hadn't noticed that Liu Hao was so considerate before.
The other party is the same as himself, looking for an answer for his past self and a forgiveness for his mistakes when he was young.
Ye Xiu took a breath, "I used to think that our philosophies were different, so there was nothing to talk about, but now I understand, you are right, I really ignored you, not only you, but also others."
"At that time, I was too demanding and made you work hard. I'm sorry."
Liu Hao's eyes widened and he was stunned, "Captain, you..." He realized that he had used the old address, and quickly changed his words: "What are you talking about, Brother Ye, we were indeed the ones who hurt you at that time, so please don't apologize. "
"Well, we really blame you. Maybe you can't understand it. For you, it's natural for you to persist in your dreams, but for us, it's natural for us to be difficult to persist in dreams."
"Do you still remember Chen Yehui? Forget it, he used to be in the same training camp as me, and his grades were pretty good, but at the time you said he had no talent, and he hated you very much, thinking that you ruined his future."
Liu Hao sighed, "Actually, we all know that you can't blame others if you don't have talent or ability. I said you suppressed me, but it was just an excuse. You are so powerful, why do these things?"
"We're just very uneasy and afraid of being eliminated. We didn't try our best on purpose, but..." Liu Hao lowered his head and smiled wryly, "If we try our best and still lose, it will be so painful."
Liu Hao shook his head, "Sorry, Brother Ye, I didn't mean to blame you. You were not wrong. We were too young and naive at that time. I always thought that after doing so much for you, you still don't understand me. Now I think I don't think I've done anything to help you, neither to relieve your stress, nor to help the team."
"I don't know what they think, but I regret it. If only I could have been braver at that time, I would have pushed my lack of ability on you."
"Sorry for hurting you at that time. Also, thank you for listening to me."
Having said that, Liu Hao raised his head and faced Ye Xiu with a light smile. It was a smile from the bottom of his heart, "I have followed three captains, and they are all very strong, but you are the best."
After staying in Wind Howl for almost half a year, Liu Hao finally opened his heart. At the beginning, the team members in Wind Howl didn't like him very much, especially Tang Hao's straight heart, his thoughts were written on his face.
It's only been four years since Liu Hao made his debut, and he has changed three teams and three captains. After experiencing so much, Liu Hao can't settle down.He knew that Tang Hao didn't like him, and he didn't like Tang Hao either.
Tang Hao is more difficult to serve than Sun Xiang. Sun Xiang is rough, and he can basically be coaxed. When Tang Hao is sensitive, you can tell whether he is telling the truth or not. It is very wrong with him.Tang Hao's temper is not very good, and Liu Hao's temper is not much better, but he just endures it usually, and there is even less communication when he comes and goes.
Liu Hao was very disheartened at the time, always suspecting that his luck was bad.Now that he thinks about it, he realizes his mistake. In the past, he always complained that Ye Qiu was too demanding of him. In fact, he was not the same. He was too picky about his team and captain.
After all, the former captain was a God of War and a master tactician, and the team was the only wealthy team, so the others were of course looked down upon.
Speaking of which, the turning point of his relationship with Tang Hao was the defeat with Xingxin.
It was really embarrassing that day, and Liu Hao passed out immediately after the scene, so that Tang Hao was the one who held the press conference, and what he said almost drove the manager to death.
When he woke up, he was directly in the hospital. Liu Hao woke up in a daze, always feeling very tired, tired and scared.He knew that he was a big factor in this defeat, and he felt powerless for the first time.
When I looked up, I saw Tang Hao coming in from the door, and the doctor spoke to him later.Liu Hao sighed inwardly, thinking that a storm was coming.
"Are you awake?" Tang Hao sat next to his bed, "The doctor said that your hypoglycemia was caused by too much stress, what's the matter? You are afraid that they will retaliate against you if you hurt someone, right?"
Tang Hao's words directly stabbed Liu Hao's wounds, every word hurt his heart. Before Liu Hao could react for a while, he looked at him calmly, and after two seconds, "Can you fucking forget about Ye Xiu!"
This sentence spread loudly throughout the ward, Tang Hao was taken aback, Liu Hao was so angry that his eyes turned red, he took two deep breaths, "Yes! What happened to Ye Xiu?! You fucking Talking about this all day long is not annoying! How good do you think you are?! It wasn't you who forced Lin Jingyan to leave, did you?"
Tang Hao immediately became angry. He stood up and grabbed Liu Hao's collar. Liu Hao pulled his hand away forcefully. He hadn't quarreled with anyone for a long time, and he didn't know that he was such a rushing person.
"What? Did you say it wrong? You think you can ignore everything if you have the strength, right? You can make others lose face in public, right? Then you can push the responsibility to those who are weaker than you. Let me tell you, I His mother has tolerated you for a long time, when I was the captain, you were still a substitute, show me respect!"
Afterwards, the two quarreled a lot, and later they fought in the hospital. Later, the hospital security came and separated the two. When they returned to the hotel, they both failed. The manager was shocked, and just wanted to scold Tang Hao, Liu Hao said, "I don't blame the captain, I did it first." Then he turned and went back to the room.
The manager was even more surprised. Liu Hao looked gentle, he didn't expect to fight so much, and Liu Hao himself didn't expect it.Time has polished him into a person he doesn't even know himself, who is snobbish, hypocritical, and unscrupulous.
For a long time, he has never been so tired as now, and he has never been so hopeless as now. He wanted to give up for a moment.
Along the way, he had seen too many people who gave up, and he was the only one who became a regular player in the same period. Maybe he was really not pure enough, maybe the circle of glory really didn't suit him.
It's over, it's over.
At this moment, there was a knock on the door. He got up from the bed and opened the door. Outside was Tang Hao who had been treated.
"team leader?!"
Tang Hao had a gauze hemostatic patch on his face. He glanced at Liu Hao and frowned, "Have you not healed yet?"
Uh, just after taking a shower, Liu Hao casually said.
The two were deadlocked at the door like this, or did Liu Hao break the weird atmosphere, Captain, come in?
Tang Hao said good, and went in.Tang Hao sat beside Liu Hao's bed, and Liu Hao sat on the sofa.
Tang Hao was silent for a while, and said, "I'm sorry this morning, I didn't mean to say that."
"It's okay, it's all the truth, and it's me who needs to apologize, I..."
"I said no!" Tang Hao roared and interrupted Liu Hao, "That's not what I wanted to say! I want to ask you why you performed so poorly when you met Ye Xiu. I didn't want to provoke you with the past. !"
Liu Hao was too shocked to speak.
"I can't speak, if I say something unpleasant, just pretend you haven't heard it." Tang Hao looked at him seriously.
"It's okay, I'm the one, I'm sorry for saying excessive things." Liu Hao lowered his eyes.
Tang Hao said again, "Our team is indeed still far behind. Indeed, when you were the vice team, I hadn't made my debut yet, and I still have a lot to learn."
"I don't care what happened to you and Ye Xiu in the past, but you have to get back to your form as soon as possible. Also, if you have something to say, talk about it without beating around the bush. We will gradually correct the team's problems."
"Don't think about anything else, just be my vice-team honestly, senior."
Liu Hao used to think that language is meaningless if it is not accepted by others, so he always uses different expressions to guide and motivate.Before he knew it, he had forgotten how to tell the truth, he thought, sometimes expressing one's emotions is also very important, and the information others get from your emotions is always the most direct.
In the past, he was used to suppressing his emotions. During the years of Howling, he relearned to release his emotions.Ye Xiu said that he has changed, because he is now used to not suppressing his feelings anymore, and has become more honest.
People learn different things from different environments and become different, that is growth.
"But thinking about it now, you really are the best. You have a cheap mouth, but you have good skills, good tactics, and a good temper." Liu Hao sighed. The two had already left the hot pot restaurant and walked on the cold street. There is embarrassment, no more resentment, only regret, like old acquaintances for many years, "Why didn't we have a chance to quarrel or fight."
"Isn't there a chance now?" Ye Xiu's voice came out leisurely, smoking a cigarette beside him.
Then it will be too late, Liu Hao thought to himself.He stopped at a corner, "Brother Ye, I'm leaving, goodbye."
"What? Going back? Let's talk more!" said quickly.
"Besides, it's time to pour bitter water again, and it's all over!"
"How could it be!" Ye Xiu quickly grabbed him, "You have said for so long that you hate me, but I still haven't said how wronged I was!"
"And an apology is fine? Then why do you need the police? It's a must for ten or eight meals, and it's a must for karaoke all night!"
When Ye Xiu opened his mouth to speak, white air formed in the air. He said, "Maybe you think I don't care, but I care more than you. After all, Excellent Era was founded by me."
"So we are the same. Say more, Liu Hao, it doesn't matter if it's irreversible, some things are only understood after the past."
It was on that day that the relationship between Liu Hao and Ye Xiu changed. In the past, he was the captain, he was the vice team, he was the world champion, and he was an ordinary player. The unequal status made it hard for them to say a lot. .
Today, the status of the two of them is finally equal.
During the few days in City B, Liu Hao took the time to visit his eldest brother who was working hard in City B.
His elder brother, Liu Chen, who is six years older than him, opened a studio near the Academy of Fine Arts. He mainly knew about the college entrance examination, and now it has a small scale.
Liu Hao told him that he wanted to resign. He was very strange at first, but he didn't object.Liu Hao's parents started to travel around the world a few years ago, and there was no one in their hometown all year round. After resigning, Liu Hao temporarily lived in his brother's house.
After working as a rice bug in his brother's house for a while, Liu Hao finally found a new job.
Liu Hao joined a game company and was mainly responsible for writing copywriting. The work was not difficult, so he got started quickly.
There are not many people in the company, most of them are technicians, and they are all very nice. Liu Hao lives here quite comfortably.With the stabilization of work, the heart that has been fighting in the game all year round has also calmed down.The current Liu Hao is like an ordinary office worker, his life is so ordinary that Liu Hao feels that he might go on like this.
This is the life of ordinary people, plain and simple, with a long life, nine to five, married and have children.
Stability is good, but Liu Hao just felt that something was missing, but he attributed all of this to the baseness of human beings, wanting stability when in turmoil, and longing for excitement when stable.
After all, he is just an ordinary person, and he always wants to return to an ordinary life, and there is nothing wrong with that.
But life won't always be smooth sailing.On this day, the manager called everyone into the conference room and announced the news that the company was acquired.
It's not been a day or two since the company's internal capital turnover has been poor, but I didn't expect it to be so fast. The company's production team still has a project that hasn't been completed.
"Then what about "Magic City"? Is it going to be terminated?"
"Magic City" is an online game that the company is currently producing, and it consumes a lot of money and manpower. They dream of creating an online game that surpasses "Glory".
But these have nothing to do with Liu Hao. What he is worried about now is the large layoffs faced by the company being acquired and replacing the upper management, which means that he will lose his hard-won job.
Although his popularity was not low in the past, his education was low after all. In this era when postgraduates are squeezed out of employment, the employment problem of retiring is a big problem that plagues every e-sports player.
Liu Hao began to think about whether it was too hasty for him to quit his job at the radio station. At that time, he only thought about abandoning his past self and starting over. Now thinking about it, it is too naive.
The quarrel in the meeting room was heated, but in the end it died down, and they decided to sell the project to another game company.
The game "Magic City" is indeed very well done, but Liu Hao believes that it is probably impossible to surpass "Glory".
"Glory" is now in full swing, almost monopolizing the online game industry. This situation is expected to last for another ten years, and in this era of smartphone saturation, mobile games have been developed to the maximum. This is undoubtedly a great competition factor.
It would probably be good to make "Magic City" into a mobile game. Compared with online games, mobile games are easier to access and more flexible in terms of time.It might not be easy to change hands now.
Liu Hao felt that he might have to return to Michong's life again, and he was a little bit guilty. Although his brother didn't mind raising him, he still had a family after all, and he didn't know his sister-in-law very well, so it would be somewhat embarrassing.
But his brother didn't know that Liu Hao thought so. He thought that Liu Hao was just frustrated because of his unstable work. In order to comfort Liu Hao, his brother bought him a new computer with the latest configuration and specially installed Glory.
Liu Hao was so touched that his brother gave him an account card, which was confiscated by his mother when he failed the exam in the second year of junior high school.
That's Zhang's female battle mage. Liu Hao, as God's Chef Ye, also had a dream of fighting. Boys like to fight violently, so it's fun.
At that time, he didn't know that he was better at playing magic sword than fighting method. He chose fighting method because he liked One Autumn Leaf, and he chose female account because he was beautiful.
Playing it again now, I feel somewhat nostalgic.
What would happen if he didn't enter the circle of glory?
Probably no different from now, but at least he won't become the person he is now.
At this time, his sister-in-law was about to go out to buy groceries, Liu Hao hurriedly stopped her when she saw it, her sister-in-law was still pregnant with her second child, what would she do if something went wrong?
Liu Hao took on the task of grocery shopping, looking at the list and learning from the aunt in the market to pick and choose. After shopping, he was walking towards home.
He saw that there seemed to be many people around the road ahead, and some of them even took out their mobile phones to take pictures. Curious, he walked over to have a look.
Seeing a black SUV parked by the side of the road, Liu Hao's first reaction was: Wow, what a local tyrant.
Looking at the young man standing next to him, he was wearing a light-colored casual suit, with a straight figure and a very elegant figure. He waved his hand and said, "Everyone, don't take pictures." He was worried while looking at the car.
Liu Hao glanced at the side face of the other party, and was instantly surprised, "Ye Xiu?!"
"Liu Hao?" Ye Xiu looked back at him and blinked.
When the onlookers saw him, someone called Liu Hao and raised his phone to take a picture of him. Liu Hao subconsciously raised his hand to block it, walked over and asked, "What's the matter with you?"
"Broken down." Ye Xiu smiled wryly.
Liu Hao stuffed Ye Xiu into the car, and got into the car after dismissing the crowd by himself.
"It's out of gas." Liu Hao glanced at the fuel gauge. "And you don't cover up when you go out. It's not that you don't know that you are famous, and you still dress like this... on a blind date?"
"Yes!"
"Really?" Liu Hao was very suspicious, "Ah, but you have reached this age."
"Yes, yes, brother's major life event, what should we do now?"
"What a big deal, call the gas station and ask them to deliver gas."
"Oh, there is another way." Ye Xiu suddenly realized.
"Can you have some common sense?"
Liu Hao took out his mobile phone and called the gas station. Ye Xiu looked at him, feeling a little nostalgic. In the past, Liu Hao was responsible for these chores in the team.I remember one time when I went to a competition, a team member booked the wrong flight ticket. Facing the team members who were about to start, they didn’t know what to do, so they told the deputy team.
Ye Xiu was also listening from a distance at that time. At that time, Liu Hao was furious, and the team member became even more anxious, saying that he should discuss it with the team leader. Captain, how old are you?
All right, all right, get in the car first, Liu Hao waved his hand.Then Liu Hao talked on the phone the whole time in the car.Although Ye Xiu doesn't care about it, Ye Xiu also knows that the team's schedule is very tight. In addition to the arrangement of the players, the communication time between the two teams, and the meeting between the bosses and the venue organizers, Ye Xiu originally wanted to ignore it, but After thinking about it, I still think it’s okay.
When we got to the airport, Liu Hao had successfully negotiated with the flight and changed the flight back.
At that time, Ye Xiu was quite appreciative, but thinking about it now, Liu Hao probably didn't think that he could solve it without telling him, but he didn't want to tell him at all.
Wanting to fully assume the role of the deputy team, that is, something he doesn't want to do, and wanting to find his own sense of existence in this way, this aspect also shows Liu Hao's inferiority complex.As a sub-team, he is not strong enough to partner with the captain, and there is only so much he can do for the team, so he doesn't want to lose this position as well.
That's why Liu Hao hates himself for saying that he "doesn't do his job properly". These tasks were once the umbrella Liu Hao gave him.
The current Liu Hao saw himself clearly, but also too clearly.Ye Xiu thought, it's no wonder that when Liu Hao told me those things, I felt a little out of touch.
I thought Liu Hao would complain to me, how I didn't care about him at that time, how I ignored him, caused him to bear so much, and caused him to live so hard.
But Liu Hao didn't, he blamed all the faults on himself.This shows that Liu Hao is loathing himself, he is eager to change himself, and wipe out the hypocritical, snobbish, good at dancing villain in the past.
Thinking about it this way, it all makes sense now.Ye Xiu was a little helpless, but he felt that he had such an obligation, Liu Hao had changed because of this, and he couldn't go back to the old ways, he wanted to pull Liu Hao out of this dead spot.
"I saw that the radio station has changed staff, have you resigned?" Ye Xiu asked.
"Ah."
"Why did you resign? Didn't you do a good job?"
"This is the first time someone has asked this question. Is it that appropriate?" Liu Hao smiled, but Ye Xiu couldn't help but see the hidden bitterness in it.
"Yes."
"No way." Liu Hao shook his head and smiled even more bitterly.How could it be good, when I saw myself on TV, I would think of myself in Excellent Era, always like wearing a mask, and I felt sick when I saw it.
"No, you're fine." Ye Xiu was sure, "Although you're often distracted, inattentive, unstable and childish, you're fine otherwise."
"Polite, young age, organized, dependable, understanding, gentle, considerate."
Liu Hao looked up in surprise. He found that Ye Xiu was very serious. This expression was so familiar to Liu Hao, exactly the same as when Ye Xiu was his captain. Liu Hao's heart tightened.
"In your opinion, was Liu Hao in the past that bad?"
"I..." Liu Hao was speechless.
I used to be too lazy to care about you, and now I won't do that anymore.Just because what you said to me that time came from the heart, I should also tell you the truth.
Thinking this way, Ye Xiu said, "I've already forgiven you, so it's time for you to let it go."
The air in the car was suddenly silent, and after a while, Liu Hao sneered, "What are you talking about, don't you hate me too?"
"You obviously don't care about me at all, so don't pretend to mind."
"To be honest, I've been thinking about it before, when Angkor retired, did you promote me because you wanted a sub-team, a substitute for Wu Xuefeng who can help you manage the team and cooperate with you."
Liu Hao said sarcastically, Ye Xiu thought that this person finally showed his true colors, as if his sincere repentance before was all a faux pas.At that meeting at the hot pot restaurant, both parties had reservations, and there was no way to do it. The time had passed for too long, and they didn't know how to face each other, their former enemy.
Enemies are easy to knot and difficult to untie, and it is not so easy to untie the knot in the past.
Ye Xiu has always been afraid of trouble, especially in this regard, but he hopes that if possible, he can turn the fight with Liu Hao into friendship, and it can be regarded as an end to the past.
"Maybe you're right. I really don't like you. I used to think that you formed a clique and put all your energy on other things. But in fact, maybe it's Qingxing's fault in my heart. After Xuefeng left, I really didn't like you." Get used to it, and you can carry on the work flawlessly."
"Sometimes I don't know what I'm thinking in my heart. At that time, I just wanted to play Glory."
"But I was also afraid that I would harm you. You were still young at the time, and I was afraid that you would delay your glory. I am also quite contradictory. Maybe I was too harsh on you."
"Before you said that I suppressed you to prevent you from being prominent, I only thought you were making trouble for no reason at the time, but now I think it's unbelievable that I gave you such a feeling, I..."
"Brother Ye..." Liu Hao interrupted Ye Xiu. He lowered his head slightly and lowered his eyes, looking very depressed. Ye Xiu had seen his hypocrisy and his exciting side, but he had never seen him like this before. When I first found out that I could become a professional player, the club told me that the team needed a sub-team like Angkor, and maybe they would choose me.”
"Excellent Era is a wealthy team on the surface, but in fact it is strong outside and capable in the middle, and the road to commercialization is very difficult." Liu Hao sighed and fell into memories, "Sometimes seeing Tao Xuan is like seeing myself. I don't have much talent in business, and I have suffered a lot in order to support Excellent Era, and I also wanted to be a good deputy team, which later delayed my glory." Liu Hao smiled wryly.
"I didn't come to you to complain. I hated you very much in the past, but now I'm only confused. I feel sorry and regret, but more of it is really helpless. Even if I have a chance to go back to the past now, I still don't know what to do. Only then can Excellent Era be saved."
Liu Hao closed his eyes, maybe ordinary people would not understand why he was so obsessed with the past, and the past would not change, but he did not regret what he did in the past, and the apology was not sincere, but he felt that he was unable to fulfill his dreams in the past. Regret is real.
"That's why I don't want to tell you, we know that you worked hard, and we did our best, but Excellent Era is still going downhill, and we don't know what to do?"
Facing Excellent Era, which continued to decline at that time, Ye Xiu thought it was because the team members were not strong enough, Liu Hao thought it was because the club was not united and each had their own agendas, and Tao Xuan felt that Ye Xiu's ability had declined.They worked hard for Excellent Era, but they couldn't get each other's understanding, which led to a vicious circle, and finally pointed the finger at Ye Xiu, which led to this result.
But what can I do.
"Maybe I'm looking for you just to find an answer, otherwise I won't let it go." Liu Hao said.
Ye Xiu thought, probably because of being young, young and vigorous, able to fight hard, but if one is not careful, one will make mistakes, unable to understand others, naive, and belittling oneself are all characteristics of youth.
"But it's over, Liu Hao, and it's not meaningless." Ye Xiu said, "When I retired, I thought a lot about it. Sometimes I thought that if I could win the championship with Happy, why Jiashi couldn't? When there is any problem in Excellent Era, can it be changed if it is solved."
"But it's not like that. Even if Excellent Era didn't have those problems, I wouldn't keep winning."
"If I hadn't left Excellent Era, I wouldn't have won the fourth championship."
Ye Xiu smiled easily, "If you think about it this way, you can figure it out, so just be yourself, you've done a good job." Ye Xiu patted Liu Hao's head.
For a moment Liu Hao was still a little dazed, but in the next second a gust of bitterness flooded up, his eyes turned red quickly, and he was about to burst the embankment, so he quickly turned his head away.
After all, he still got the approval of this person, but he didn't feel relieved.
This man had never smiled at him in the past, his smile was not his own, no matter what he did.He was extremely unwilling, his glory was over, he couldn't fight side by side with this person, he couldn't help Excellent Era win the championship.
Unwilling to turn into tears, he still wanted to win the championship with Ye Xiu and Excellent Era.
However, this original dream can only be regarded as a unique regret of youth, accompanied by all kinds of ups and downs, gradually disappearing, buried in the ocean of memory, powerless.
Seeing Liu Hao's eye circles getting redder and redder, Ye Xiu couldn't help crying, and wanted to pat his head.
He and Liu Hao have different personalities and different ideas of pursuing glory, but in fact Liu Hao's enthusiasm for glory does not need to be less than half of his, otherwise he would not be sad or happy because of it.
Facing Liu Hao who couldn't stop crying, others might find it ridiculous.Just like others will never understand why you cry for those trivial things, others don't understand, it's only because you have paid your heart.
Ye Xiu was full of emotions, life is unpredictable, joys and sorrows, in this long time, there is no unquenchable fire, no ice that cannot be melted, no eternal love, and hatred will eventually fade away.However, a good thing happened on this day, that is, he and Liu Hao finally reconciled.
After a long time, Liu Hao recalled this incident again. At that time, he had already become good friends with Ye Xiu, and he felt that it was too difficult.
It is really not easy for people to get closer to each other.
Now we go back to the first paragraph of the story.It was 26:[-]:[-] in the afternoon, and Liu Hao was facing Ye Xiu.
The boarding prompt at the airport sounded, and Ye Xiu was going to board the plane in 10 minutes.
On this road, Liu Hao drove like a speeding death car. Although there were not many cars on the expressway in the middle of the night, there was a lot of haze.With the anger of being woken up, Liu Hao raced with all his strength. Every time Liu Hao changed gears, Ye Xiu had to take a deep breath.
After resigning from the position of team leader, Ye Xiu was thrown by his family to practice in the army. The blind date that time was very successful, and he probably will get married soon after returning.Ye Xiu said so.
Thinking back, Liu Hao stepped on the gas pedal hard. Ye Xiu only remembered the day before he went to the military area. Unfortunately, Liu Hao was dragged to act as the driver.
The two hurried all the way for fear of being late, but they arrived 10 minutes too early.
"You are too scary Liu Hao..." Ye Xiu felt guilty.
"Aren't you afraid of being criticized for being late?" Liu Hao sneered.
It was only later that Liu Hao found out that Ye Xiu was originally from a military and political family, the second generation of the military, and a prominent local family.At that time, he was very surprised, "I didn't expect you to be a lady!"
"Forehead……"
During this period of time, his life has not changed much. He is still busy looking for a job. Later, when his parents returned to China, they found a friend to introduce him to a sales job in a small company, and they went everywhere to find someone to give him a blind date.
The same is true of other people, good and bad, and gradually overcome the problems of low education, being out of touch with society and not being able to find a job.
This is the reality, it is neither as hopeless as you imagined, nor too beautiful.
This was Liu Hao's conclusion when he saw Ye Xiu's panting figure.This person's ordinary appearance in the eyes of others is incomparably exquisite in his own eyes. His beautiful hands are the most precious treasures in the world. He walks away from him with his most beautiful and somewhat desperate feelings.
Liu Hao took a deep breath and said, "Brother Ye, let me tell you something."
I used to have a person I liked very much. At the beginning, I just admired him and treated him as an idol.Later, when I really met, I felt that it was different from what I imagined, and I was a little disillusioned.
But I still like him very much, he is very powerful and dazzling, and there is a feeling that dreams will come true in him.
In the beginning, it was only the admiration of the young Mu Qiang, but later he was gradually attracted by his personality.From wanting to fight side by side with him at first to falling in love with him.
Later, a lot of things happened and he also had a lot of conflicts. I thought that in the future, I could only
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