I want to spread a scandal with you

In the next few days, Chen Zhigu never mentioned the girl who dropped out of school, and took good care of his mother.

I don't know if it's because of Chen Zhigu's return, but Chen Ma's spirit has improved a lot in the past few days.

Today's weather is very good, the sun is warm and warm, Chen Zhigu helped his mother to walk slowly in the garden downstairs of the inpatient department.

Some of the flowers in the garden have already bloomed, and the colorful flowers are very beautiful. Probably because the sun outside is just right, many people come to take a walk downstairs. After Chen Zhigu helped his mother walk around, he found a place where he can enjoy the sun. place to sit down.

"You came back suddenly, has the school made arrangements?"

As a mother, she always thinks about the child's business, and just as she sat down, the first thing Chen Ma asked was his business.

"I have already asked my supervisor for leave, and I can write my thesis at home. Mom, don't worry about it."

The mother and son sat on the chair and chatted, and somehow they suddenly talked about falling in love.

"You didn't have anyone you liked in college?" There was anticipation in the mother's eyes.

Chen Zhigu didn't notice, and his heart tightened suddenly when he heard this, and Gu Chuanye immediately thought of him in his mind, and he was so guilty that he didn't know how to answer for a while.

He even forgot that he and Gu Chuanye had broken up, and was thinking quickly about how he should explain if his mother asked Gu Chuanye.

It wasn't until his mother asked again that he suddenly came back to his senses, and then remembered the fact that he had already broken up, so he replied with a helpless smile: "Not yet."

"Oh..." Chen's mother could not hide her disappointment and sighed for a long time, and she held the growth unit's hand with some earnestness, "Then it is about time for you to find a girlfriend, now you have found a girlfriend, and then talk about it for a few years It's almost time to get married, it's time to find..."

Chen Zhigu was about to excuse himself by saying that he was not in a hurry, and now he was still focusing on his career, but he noticed his mother's pale face in the sun, and the worry and expectation that could not be hidden in her eyes. hope.

So, Chen Zhigu understood that it wasn't that he had reached his age, but that his mother was afraid that she wouldn't be able to wait until he got married, had a child, and lived a happy life. live a happy life.

His heart was sour, as if someone had poured a bottle of 20-year-old vinegar. His eyes were sour from the choking, and he turned his head away suddenly, not wanting his mother to see the moisture in his eyes, but he was unexpectedly hospitalized. I saw a familiar figure downstairs.

Chen Zhigu was stunned suddenly.

Blinking his eyes, making sure it wasn't his hallucination, Chen Zhigu looked at that person fixedly, then turned around as if nothing had happened, and continued talking to his mother, "Okay, I will definitely find a girlfriend as soon as possible."

"Hey! Good!" A smile appeared on his mother's happy face.

"Mom, we've been out for a while, we should go back, in case the doctor can't find anyone."

"Then let's go up," Chen's mother supported Chen Zhigu's hand and stood up, not forgetting to educate him, "Don't forget what you said, don't shrink back when you see a girl you like. "

"Please eat, watch a movie, and send flowers. Girls like these now. Don't be like your father, who can't even say a nice word in a daze."

"Hey, okay, I'll remember." Chen Zhigu replied, while looking at the figure standing still and getting closer to him with his peripheral vision.

"Also, if a girl is interested in you, don't refuse in a hurry to ask you out, you know? Let's get along first, in case it's a good girl..."

Getting closer and closer, Chen Zhigu lowered his eyes as if he had never met him before, and passed by his side, listening to his mother's love teaching in his ears.

After walking past Gu Chuanye for a few steps, he couldn't help but look back, but he was still standing there, silently looking at him like a stone.

"What's wrong?" Mother Chen asked him.

"It's nothing, I read it wrong, I thought it was a former classmate." Chen Zhigu looked away, shook his head, and helped Chen Ma into the elevator.

After returning to the ward, he helped his mother to lie down on the hospital bed. Chen Ma was still talking about love and marriage, but Chen Zhigu was a little absent-minded.

As soon as he gets back he has to start taking care of his mother, he has to go home to cook, he has to go to dialysis with his mother, write down all the medicines that his mother needs to take, and then watch the time to let his mother take medicines, usually when he gets home Already tired and just want to sleep.

So during this period of time, he hardly had time to think about Gu Chuanye. He thought that if he didn't think of Gu Chuanye anymore, it meant that he had forgotten this relationship.

But just the appearance of Gu Chuanye caused an uproar in his heart, causing his already calm heart to stir up waves again.

While reminding him of the anger and pain of being fooled, there are also thoughts and joys that he doesn't want to admit.

"Chigu, what's the matter with you?" Chen Ma said a few words but didn't hear Chen Zhigu answer. Looking at it again, Chen Zhigu was obviously distracted.

"Huh? I'm fine," Chen Zhigu replied after regaining his composure, and then paused, "Mom, let me go out and see if that one just now is my classmate."

After finishing speaking, he hurried out and walked out of the ward. Chen Zhigu's eyes were a little anxious, and his pace quickened. He pressed the elevator and went back to the first floor.

When he got out of the elevator, Gu Chuanye was no longer standing there. Chen Zhigu's heart sank, and he couldn't help but trot out of the inpatient building. He looked around but saw no one.

Reluctantly looking for someone like a headless chicken, when he passed the corridor downstairs of the inpatient department, a hand suddenly stretched out from behind him, and grabbed Chen Zhigu's wrist.

"I knew you would come down to find me!" The boy's voice contained joy and unknown anxiety.

Chen Zhigu turned his head, Gu Chuanye looked at him with a smile, as if nothing had happened, Chen Zhigu just looked at him quietly without saying a word.

Seeing this look made Gu Chuanye panic from the bottom of his heart, he managed to maintain a smile, "What's wrong with you? Why don't you speak?"

Chen Zhigu looked at Gu Chuanye carefully, his face was really young, he was still a child at first glance, he hadn't grown up at the age of seventeen or eighteen.The personality is also like a child. Only children will hurt others without scruples, because they will never know what kind of pain they have brought to others.

But what he likes is such a child who is still a child.

He couldn't help but think of his mother.His mother's desire for him to find a girlfriend was already obvious, and he knew that he couldn't fulfill this wish, and even thought maybe he should confess his sexuality to his mother.

But he wasn't sure if he could bear the consequences after confessing, even if his mother accepted his sexuality.Then fucking want to see him in a stable partner.

And Gu Chuanye must not be the one who can make his mother feel at ease.

Therefore, no matter from that perspective, Gu Chuanye was not the right person for him.

"What are you doing here?" He avoided talking about Gu Chuanye's question, his tone a little cold.

"I miss you, so I came to see you." Gu Chuanye was a little aggrieved, he came directly to the hospital as soon as he got off the train, without taking a break at all.

"I'm fine, you can go back."

"I came here specially for you, you just say a few words?" Gu Chuanye's eyes widened in disbelief.

"What else to say? Gu Chuanye, I remember that I have said it many times, we have already broken up." After the brief joy passed, Chen Zhigu was a little tired, and he didn't have the energy to sort out the relationship between him and Gu Chuanye. bad debts.

"But I don't agree! Chen Zhigu! What the hell are you up to?! Are you mad at me about the bet with Xu Qin? Okay! I apologize, I did something wrong."

"Yes! The thing is that I did something wrong, but is the relationship wrong? Is it wrong that I like you?" Gu Chuanye's voice was a little trembling, and the pretended toughness collapsed at this moment, and he almost collapsed.

"If possible, I don't want to come to you so cheaply, but I can't sleep at all when I go home! When I close my eyes, I think about you, and when I open my eyes, I still think about you! I just can't help thinking about you, you What do you want me to do?"

"If I knew I would be like this now, I would never have made that bet!"

Chen Zhigu looked at the moisture in the corners of his eyes, with a painful look on his childish face. It was obvious that this relationship was tormenting Chen Zhigu and him at the same time.

After discovering this, the anger that had accumulated in his chest for a month suddenly dissipated. He suddenly understood that in this matter, no one is right or wrong. joke.

On the contrary, he, an adult not only failed to see clearly, but sank into it. In the end, even if he suffered, he shouldn't resent others.

This can only further prove that the two of them are not suitable.

"Okay, I forgive you." Chen Zhigu took his words.

Gu Chuanye's face immediately revealed an expression of surprise and surprise, but before his smile could spread, he was beaten back to the bottom by Chen Zhigu's next sentence.

"We can still be friends if you want."

Gu Chuanye's smile froze on his face: "What do you mean?"

Chen Zhigu sighed, and decided to have a good talk with Gu Chuanye calmly.

"I've thought about it seriously, the two of us are not suitable, you just passed away, and someone more suitable for you will appear at the beginning of your life. And I..."

"What I need is someone who can make me feel stable. Gu Chuanye, life needs stimulation, but it cannot last forever."

"I didn't come here to listen to what you said." The cold voice interrupted him, Gu Chuanye lowered his head, and his long bangs blocked his eyes.

"Chen Zhigu, before I let go, you must never think of leaving me." Gu Chuanye slowly raised his head, his eyes full of hostility.

"You are mine! You can only be mine! Don't try to find someone else!"

Looking at Gu Chuanye, whose mood was obviously deteriorating rapidly, Chen Zhigu felt a little dizzy and tired, not to mention that such domineering and controlling words also aroused Chen Zhigu's anger.

"Gu Chuanye! I'm just my own! No one but me can decide who I'm with!"

"I guess you know about my mother's situation. I don't have the energy to talk to you now! You said you were serious, so let me ask you, do you think you have the confidence and ability to stand in front of my mother and tell her Do you want to be with me forever?!"

Chen Zhigu questioned in a hurry, but both of them were stunned.

One didn't expect him to say the three words "a lifetime" to Gu Chuanye, and the other never thought about the three words "a lifetime".

Looking at Gu Chuanye's stunned expression, Chen Zhigu felt lost and at the same time had a feeling of 'ah, it really is so'.

"Since you don't have one, then Gu Chuanye, please don't come here again. We will live separately from now on." After finishing speaking, Chen Zhigu walked past Gu Chuanye.

And Gu Chuanye watched Chen Zhigu walk up, and wanted to open his mouth several times to say that I can be with you forever!But he looked at Chen Zhigu's back and never made a sound.

☆、Chapter 52

Probably because he was scared off by the words "Lifetime", Gu Chuanye didn't appear again after that day.After Chen Zhigu secretly waited for a few days, he felt a little disappointed and thought that he had probably gone back.

This idea just flashed through Chen Zhigu's mind for a short time, and he didn't have time to think about it, because his fucking condition suddenly deteriorated and he was transferred to the intensive care unit.

Time has become something that has no concept at all. Chen Zhigu rushed to the hospital every day when he opened his eyes. Although he couldn't go in, he still had to guard at the door, fearing that something might happen and the doctor could not find his family.

I stayed up all night and didn't dare to sleep to death at night, and woke up in a daze.Before I knew it, a week passed, and Mama Chen's condition stabilized, and she was transferred back to the general ward.

Just when Chen Zhigu was a little relieved, he accidentally discovered that his mother was still secretly contacting the out-of-school girl, hoping that she could return to school and not give up on herself.

Chen Zhigu simply couldn't understand his mother's behavior. He didn't understand why he should worry about other people's affairs when he was dying.

Most of the people who passed by in the corridor were in a hurry, their faces were numb, or their complexions were sallow, and they were covered with a dead air.Chen Zhigu stood quietly behind the door, listening to his mother trying to persuade the girl on the other end of the phone in a weak voice.

This scene is so familiar, in his memory, his mother always put her students first, no matter how late, as long as her students call, she will definitely answer.

Almost all weekend time is spent on her students, who seem to be more like her children than him.

And not just for his mother, but for his father as well.

They always put the most energy on their students. He was once angry, but he didn't respond. Then he studied hard to make himself better, but except for one sentence, he didn't attract more attention from his parents. look.

"Cough cough...cough cough..." Suddenly there was a rush of coughing in the ward, Chen Zhigu's expression changed, and he immediately opened the door and walked in.

His mother was covering her mouth and coughing badly, and there was a mobile phone under her hand propped on the bed.As soon as she saw Zhigu Chen coming in, Mother Chen immediately hung up the call.

Chen Zhigu glanced at the phone and didn't say anything. He walked over without saying a word and patted his mother's back lightly to help her feel better.

After the cough stopped, Chen Zhigu sat by the bed in silence.Chen's mother also lay on the bed with some anxiety, she didn't know how much Chen Zhigu had heard.

"That girl's name is Li Wenwen?"

After a moment of silence between mother and child, Chen Zhi asked.

"?!" Chen Ma looked up at Chen Zhigu in surprise.

"I asked Dad, and he told me everything." Chen Zhigu stood up and tucked up the quilt for his mother, "Give me her contact information, and I will get it. You can recuperate at ease in the hospital."

"I will definitely settle this matter satisfactorily." Chen Zhigu assured his mother, while he was talking, the door of the ward opened, and Father Chen came to bring them food.

After dinner, when Chen Zhigu was about to pack his things, he suddenly received a call from Xu Tuzhi.

Xu Tuzhi came to J City and wanted to come to see his mother, so he asked him on the phone which hospital his mother was in. Chen Zhigu told him that Xu Tuzhi would arrive in about 10 minutes.

"Hello, Uncle and Auntie. I'm a friend of Chen Zhigu. My name is Xu Tuzhi. I'll come and see you." Xu Tuzhi sent a bouquet of flowers to Chen Ma.

The sweet smell of fresh flowers dilutes the slightly bitter taste that always fills the ward, and the pink flowers also add a bit of color to the ward.

"I don't know what flower you like, I hope you like it."

"I like it, I like it, thank you for coming to see me." Chen Ma hugged Hua with a smile.

"I'll help you put the flowers up." After a while, Father Chen stood up and hugged the flowers, and went out with a water bottle.

Xu Tu's handsome and sweet mouth amused Chen's mother, and Chen's mother smiled for a while and asked, "Little Xu, how old are you this year?"

"23, auntie."

"It's 23, one year older than our Zhigu, so you should have a girlfriend, right?"

When this fatal question was asked, the smile on Xu Tuzhi's face froze: "Um, this question is not in a hurry."

"Oh, how can you not be in a hurry, let me tell you, you are looking for a girlfriend now, talk for a few years..."

The topic of girlfriend is a fatal topic for people like Xu Tuzhi who are so bent that they can't straighten up.After only a few questions, Xu Tuzhi didn't know how to answer.

Chen Zhigu and Xu Tuzhi lived together for almost a month. Although the two of them didn't talk much, he could probably guess that his sexual orientation was the same as his own. Seeing that he was going to be taught by his mother how to love Dao quickly stepped forward.

"Have you had lunch yet? Shall I accompany you to have something to eat?"

Xu Tuzhi gave Chen Zhigu a thankful look, and said, "I didn't feel hungry even if you didn't mention it, but I really feel hungry when you say it."

"Then go and eat quickly." Sure enough, Mama Chen's attention was diverted immediately.

Just at this time, Dad Chen came back with the vase in his hands, and after explaining something to Dad Chen, the two of them went out.

Xu Tuzhi was really hungry, so he dragged Chen Zhigu into a Chongqing noodle shop next to the hospital. During the meal, while the two of them were chatting, Chen Zhigu told him about Li Wenwen. Xu Tuzhi's interest.

"Huh? I'll be with you. I just happen to be idle recently." When talking about idleness, Xu Tuzhi's eyes flashed a trace of indifference, but he quickly covered it up.

"I'll be in J City recently. If you have anything to do, you can call me anytime." Xu Tuzhi ate the noodles in a few mouthfuls, took out a piece of paper and wiped his mouth, "Why don't you go now."

Just leave as soon as you say, it just so happens that Father Chen has time to accompany Mother Chen today, Zhigu Chen called his father and talked to him.

Xu Tuzhi drove over, and the two got in the car and went straight to Li Wenwen's house, the address was given to him by Chen's mother.

Li Wenwen's home is in the outskirts of City J, the oldest old urban area in City J, with frequent population movements, most of the people living there are migrant workers, and some people from families in J City who are not well-off.

Here you can see low shanty houses, old houses with almost completely peeled off walls, wires extending from all directions are messy and tangled together, spreading out above people's heads like a big net, and people under the net Under the training of life, his expression is numb.

Dilapidated, defeated, and oppressive were their first impressions. Chen Zhigu never thought that there would be such a place in J City.

"Let's go." The car couldn't go in anymore. Xu Tu got out of the car, followed by Chen Zhigu. The two of them walked in, carefully identifying the house number on the mottled wall.

No. 125, Sixu Street West.

This is the address of Li Wenwen's house. The two of them groped all the way to find it, and finally stopped in front of a door that was so faded that it could hardly be seen that it was red.The door is very small, probably only big enough for one person to pass through, and there is a strong smell of medicine coming out of the gap.A crumbling and weathered sign on the door read: No. 125 Sixu Street West.

The door was unlocked, so Chen Zhigu knocked on the door: "Hi, is anyone there?"

After knocking a few times, footsteps soon came from inside, accompanied by a sound of cursing: "Who the hell! What door are you knocking on in broad daylight?"

squeak--

The door was pushed open, and in the darkness, a smell of medicine mixed with a strong smell of alcohol rushed into the noses of the two of them in an instant, and a figure gradually appeared.

The room was very dimly lit, and the man who opened the door looked like he had been fished out of a wine tank. From head to toe, he exuded a strong smell of cheap alcohol, which was pungent and smoky.

His complexion was sallow, his eyes were red, his hair was tangled in strands, and he was quite tall. He stood at the door and blocked part of the view inside.

Xu Tuzhi and Chen Zhigu frowned indiscriminately, Chen Zhigu guessed that this should be Li Wenwen's father.

When the man saw them, his eyebrows fell: "Who are you? What are you doing? I said I asked for money first, but I didn't have a penny!"

Chen Zhigu was about to speak, but Xu Tuzhi stopped him: "Hello, are you Li Hui's father? We are community workers here. We heard that Li Hui had a car accident, so our director sent us here have a look."

"If there's anything to see, why don't you send me some money..." the man muttered as he walked into the house with frivolous steps.

Chen Zhigu and Xu Tuzhi followed in, and only then were they able to see the whole picture of the room.

It was really a tiny room, with only one small window on one wall, and that was all the light during the day.From the entrance, there is a simple table with a cutting board and some dishes on it. It seems that it should be a corner for cooking.

A folded table stood against the wall, and empty wine bottles were strewn about on the floor.

There are two beds on the left and one on the right, separated by a curtain in the middle, and a bunk bed on the right, and the upper bed is covered with a pink quilt.There is also a small brown bear doll on the head of the bed.

On the lower bunk, a boy with his eyes closed and pale face was lying on the bed, and he didn't know if he was asleep or in a coma.

"This is Li Hui, right? How is the injury?" Xu Tuzhi glanced at the person on the bed, and turned to ask Father Li.

"How is the injury, can't you see it yourself?" Father Li took out a bottle of wine from the shelf, unscrewed the lid and took a sip, "Speaking of which, my son is injured like this, doesn't the country care? ? We were kicked out of the hospital because we had no money to pay the medical bills! Are you just watching my son die!"

"Didn't you say that children are the future of the country? Now my son is fucking dying, and you are still talking about a shitty future! You have to give me money!"

Chen Zhigu had never seen such a person before, so he was so shocked that he didn't know what to say.Even Xu Tuzhi still remembered the purpose of their visit and communicated with ease.

"Okay, we're here to see if there's anything we can do to help, but before that, we have to do an investigation on your family's situation, and then decide whether it meets the criteria for assistance."

"Oh, that's fine, you ask!" While talking, the man had already drank most of the bottle of wine.

"Where's your wife? Does she have a job?"

"Go to work, do housekeeping in the city, go out early and return late every day, and don't know how to come back early to cook for me, this bitch just wants to starve me to death! Shit!"

Chen Zhigu frowned disapprovingly.His wife is working hard outside. It's fine that he is a big man who doesn't understand his wife's hard work at all, but he still scolds his wife so blatantly!It is simply not a thing!

Xu Tuzhi's eyes darkened, and he continued to ask: "What about your daughter? I remember you still have a daughter."

"Don't fucking mention that loser to me, mother! It's unlucky to say, if it weren't for that loser, her brother would still be lying here now? Don't let me see her, or I will break her leg !” Mentioning this daughter, the man immediately became furious.

Xu Tuzhi and Chen Zhigu looked at each other, and from the man's words, it seemed that Li Wenwen was no longer at home.

"What's going on, tell us carefully." Chen Zhigu asked immediately.

"Damn it. I've already found her in-law's house, what kind of book is she going to read? Damn it, I've collected all the gift money from me, and she dared to sneak away for me. Now it's all right, I didn't take a penny It’s so damn good that I’ve been told a lot about it, she’s a money loser, I should have strangled her to death if I knew this way!”

The more the man talked, the more he went too far. Chen Zhigu didn't want to talk to him anymore, so he asked him directly: "Then you don't know where your daughter is now?"

"If I knew, I would have arrested her long ago!"

Without any useful information, Xu Tuzhi signaled Chen Zhigu to leave.But Chen Zhigu couldn't help but asked, "What's your current job?"

"What? I still have to work? Then what is the purpose of marrying a wife and having a daughter?" The man's eyes widened in disbelief.

What a shame!Chen Zhigu's face turned cold, "I'm sorry, according to our investigation, your family situation is not suitable for our help target, goodbye!"

Without waiting for the man to slam them, the two of them came from the house and closed the door, and there were furious curses in the room immediately.

Chen Zhigu and Xu Tuzhi stood at the door without moving for a while, feeling a little heavy in their hearts. Although both of them have experienced more or less hardships, seeing such a scene, imagining how desperate and painful that girl must have been, I feel that what I have experienced is nothing compared to it.

"Let's find him first." After silence, Xu Tuzhi spoke.

"En." Chen Zhigu nodded.

The two stood for a while, and when they were about to leave and think of a way, they suddenly saw a thin woman walking in their direction. When they saw the two of them, a trace of doubt flashed in their eyes, and they couldn't help it. Glancing at the door behind them, they looked a little surprised.

Soon the woman walked up to them, lowered her head and said in a low voice, "Excuse me, who are you?"

There is another village where the willows are dark and the flowers are bright!Chen Zhigu and Xu Tuzhi realized that this person was probably Li Wenwen's mother, and immediately asked, "Hi, are you Li Wenwen's mother?"

"Yes! I am! Did something happen to Wenwen?" The woman immediately raised her head, unable to hide the anxiety in her eyes.

☆、Chapter 53