Apocalyptic waste

I don't know if I will see the sun that day.

"Am I being too selfish?" Zhang Yi said, his voice was a little low, almost lost in the sound of the wind and snow.

Nan Shao had such a tacit understanding with him, he knew what Zhang Yi was struggling with with just a word without thinking.Looking back at the half-closed door, Zhao Xin could be seen curled up by the fire through the gap, his small body curled up into a ball in extreme anxiety, tightly holding the blood-stained puppet puppy in his arms , The brows were tightly wrinkled after falling asleep, which made people feel a little bit of vitality.Obviously Jiang Hong was sleeping next to him, and she had to reach out her hand from time to time to check if the child was covered with the quilt and whether he was catching cold, but it just gave people the illusion that he was the only one there, as if he had been abandoned by the whole world .

"What are you talking about, even if you are Yang Yang's father, you can't help him make a decision just because you sympathize with other people, and let him, who doesn't understand anything at a young age, take responsibility that he doesn't even understand himself. "Nan Shao laughed.

This is indeed the case, Zhang Ruiyang has to decide how to go in the future.Before that, as a father, he only needed to protect his son from being forced to choose.

Zhang Yi understood at one point that he was not a stubborn person at all, so when he figured it out, he stopped entangled, turned around and went back to the house with Nan Shao.

However, the mind finally relaxed.Since the end of the world, he has seen many tragedies in the world, including himself as one of them. If it were not for various chances and coincidences, his bones would have been turned into ashes.However, at that time, he didn't have any ability to resist. Apart from desperately letting himself and the people around him live, he didn't have the energy to take care of other people.At most, when I saw it, I felt a little sad and powerless in my heart, and then...then there was no more.If you can't take care of yourself, how can you take care of others.

But now it is different. The sick ghost told him that there is actually a solution to all this. God is not irresistible, and the key to the solution lies in his son.Since then, when he encounters various tragedies caused by the end times, he feels different when he sees them.He can't help but think that these things can actually not happen, if there is no whim of that "god".He wondered if more similar tragedies would happen in the future.He knew the solution, but he wanted to watch.

This is also the reason why he is abnormal.From Lin An, to Lan Lan, to Jiang Hong and Zhao Xin, a backlog of incidents piled up, but it is hard for anyone with some conscience not to be affected.

Of course, even so, he was tormented by complex emotions of guilt, anxiety and worry, and he didn't intend to change his mind at all.It's okay to take his life, but it's not okay to want to kill his son. He is not a saint, and he can't do anything to save the world. He just wants his son to spend this life in peace.If such selfishness is a sin, then he is willing to bear all the sins on his shoulders.