Duckweed

In any case, Shi Jinnian's willingness to actively cooperate with the treatment can be regarded as a bright future.

Gu Wei invited the best psychiatrists in Didu to consult and formulate a treatment plan, and finally the experts finalized the electric shock therapy.This method is generally used to correct homosexuality, and now that the society accepts it more, this method is no longer fashionable.The treatment of sexual addiction is still under development in China, and there is no perfect model, so we can only learn from past experience.

The specific method is to give electric shocks when the patient has desire.Rest for 3 minutes and repeat again, repeat three clicks for each treatment, one treatment per day, one course of ten days.Drugs can be used to induce vomiting when necessary.

Experts have repeatedly assured that the curative effect of this is very good, and it is not as painful as imagined. It is to establish an aversion mechanism in the body for the patient's conditioned reflex against evil thoughts through electric shock, just like Pavlov's dog experiment.Let patients instinctively fear when they think of desire.

Gu Wei was very hesitant about this absolutely uncomfortable treatment, worrying that Shi Jinnian would not be able to bear the painful process.However, the reality is such a backbone - not accepting this is tantamount to giving up treatment, and Shi Jinnian's recovery is nowhere in sight.

In the end, it was Shi Jinnian's own idea, and offered to accept electric shock therapy.

He said: "Anyway, if you don't sit in the electric chair, you won't let me feel good. It feels uncomfortable."

Gu Wei didn't understand why a good person would rather be electrocuted than stop his obsession with doing that with others.

On the first day of treatment, Gu Wei was worried and accompanied him to see it.

The doctor said that the first step of the electric shock is to make the patient desire. He took out the pornographic magazines that he had prepared in advance, both male and female, and asked Shi Jin to choose the year, and said that if it was not exciting enough, there would be AV and GV.

Shi Jinnian said with a smile, "Why bother, just wait a moment." He sat on the chair and stared at Gu Wei with a smile for a while, then said to the doctor: "It's fine."

Both the doctor and Gu Wei were speechless with black lines on their faces.

The next step was the electric shock process. Gu Wei couldn't take it anymore after only a few glances, and turned around to leave the consultation room.

He couldn't bear to watch his friend trembling from the electric shock, his face turned white and his teeth were clenched. He was afraid that if he continued, he would impulsively take Shi Jinnian away.

The guilt of the smell of disinfectant filled his abdominal cavity. He was fidgeting in the hospital corridor, not knowing what kind of torture Shi Jinnian would endure inside, as if a strong electric current was passing through his flesh and blood. , he felt the same way.

Time passed little by little, and after an unknown period of time the doctor came out and told him to take the man away.

Gu Wei walked in with a numb scalp, and saw his friend slumped on the electric chair, his clothes were soaked like a corpse salvaged from drowning, motionless.

Gu Wei was seized by great fear all of a sudden, he didn't dare to go over and shake his friend's body, fearing that he would really die right away.

The doctor is used to it, saying that it is the same for the first time.

Gu Wei said, "It will gradually get better in the future?"

The doctor smiled and said, "I'll get used to it gradually in the future."

"...Can't you turn down the current a bit next time?"

The doctor said with a half smile, "This kind of treatment can't make him comfortable."

Shi Jinnian slowed down a little, and slowly raised his head that was powerlessly drooping aside.

Gu Wei bent down and asked with concern, "What do you think?"

Shi Jinnian slowly shook his head and remained silent.

Gu Wei couldn't bear it, "Why don't we... let's not come. Try another hospital?"

Shi Jinnian still shook his head, "Let me rest for a while and I'll be fine - this kind of suffering is nothing, at that time I was arrested by Wu Yuntang and forced to rehabilitate the drug is really worse than death - this is really nothing." Inaudible sigh.

Gu Wei's throat moved, but he didn't say anything after all.

He forced himself to calm down—if he retreated at this moment, what would he do later?Could it be that Shi Jinnian spent the rest of his life just seeing men "stand up" in less than a minute?Could it be that he can only live in a dark place away from the crowd? ——This is not the time for a woman's benevolence, his heart is completely frozen.

During the next few days of treatment, neither Shi Jinnian nor Gu Wei mentioned giving up the treatment, although Shi Jinnian became thinner and weaker at a speed that could be seen by the eyes.

Although the treatment period is not as good as being hospitalized, according to the doctor's advice, Shi Jinnian is absolutely abstinent. Gu Wei was worried that he would make trouble at night, but when it was time for him to go to bed, Shi Jinnian automatically went to the guest room and closed the door. nothing.

Gu Wei thought that the treatment was effective, but one night he couldn't sleep and woke up and wanted to make a pot of tea for himself, but he saw Shi Jinnian staring at the TV with dull eyes on the sofa in the living room.

The TV was muted, no wonder Gu Wei couldn't hear it.On the screen, the actress dressed as a concubine of the Qing Dynasty winked exaggeratedly.

"Insomnia?" Gu Wei went to sit on the sofa, because he was worried that his friend would be in heat, and deliberately sat at a subtle distance that wasn't too close.

Shi Jinnian didn't even look at him, as if he had no interest at all, "It's just boring."

The two of them sat for a while, and neither of them thought of canceling the mute, just watching a pantomime play on the screen.

"Why are you insomnia?" Shi Jinnian asked suddenly.

"...I drank too much tea."

"You can't drink strong tea before going to bed."

"I can't drink it...I'll go and warm up two cups of milk, and we'll each go to bed after drinking it."

"It's not from a certain cow, is it?"

"No, you can't drink that stuff."

Gu Wei went to heat the milk and served it.

Shi Jinnian held it in his hand, and drank obediently - he seemed to be obedient to whatever Gu Wei said recently, and probably believed that he was sick and needed to be cured or something.

After drinking, Shi Jinnian's upper lip was covered with white froth, like a white mustache.

Gu Wei raised his hand...to wipe his mouth.

He couldn't have such ambiguous physical contact with his friends at such a late night.

He raised his hand and turned off the TV, "Go back to sleep, I have to go to the hospital tomorrow."

Shi Jinnian got up as he said and followed him to the guest room.

Gu Wei sent him to the door, meaning that he would be relieved to see him close the door and go in.

Shi Jinnian stopped at the door, hesitated, and said, "...can I go to sleep in your room?"

Gu Wei almost jumped up and ran away, and then reminded him to follow the treatment schedule, he had suffered so much and couldn't give up halfway, but Shi Jinnian's next words softened his heart.

"It's just tonight, I promise I won't touch you." Shi Jinnian raised his head to look at him, a little pleadingly, "...I, I'm actually afraid to sleep alone."

Gu Wei pretended to smile lightly and said, "What are you afraid of?"

Shi Jinnian said: "...I'm afraid of the dark, I'm afraid of the silence, I'm afraid of ghosts hiding somewhere...I haven't closed my eyes for several days."

Gu Wei smiled and said, "You are such a big man, how did you sleep before?"

After asking, he regretted it. Before Shi Jinnian, there were many benefactors, and thousands of people tasted a little bit of red lips. He wanted to sleep with different people every night, enjoying the sense of security of strangers.

Shi Jinnian bowed his head and did not answer this question, and begged him after a while, "Is it really only one night? I really won't do anything to you, I swear..."

Gu Wei sighed and pulled him to his bedroom.

When he got into bed, Jinnian was lying down perfectly, almost too politely, not daring to move.

Gu Wei took advantage of the black joke and said that the effect of electrotherapy is quite obvious, and he is a different person.

Shi Jinnian said: "It's not electrotherapy, it's because I figured it out. You are just my friend, not a family member... Even the family members will only dislike me and abandon me even at night. I used to rely on you Honesty, it’s actually pretty boring.”

Gu Wei heard these words fresh, it didn't seem like they came out of Shi Jinnian's mouth, he turned sideways and looked in the direction of his friend in the dark suspiciously, "What's the matter with you? ... This is the first time I've heard you talk about Parents, they..."

Shi Jinnian's tone didn't change significantly, and he said flatly, "It's nothing." He even turned his back, as if he was going to sleep.

Gu Wei said: "You point this way, if you go further, you should fall under the bed."

Shi Jinnian arched inward.

He kept his own law and order like this, as if there was a border between the Chu River and the Han Dynasty between the two of them.

The night was long, and the drowsiness still hid under the bed and slept soundly, refusing to come out to work for a long time.

Fortunately, there is someone close to me who I know. Even if there is no skin-to-skin contact, I know that such a person is within reach. This kind of thinking makes people feel at ease.An Xin nourished the drowsiness, and soon the two fell asleep one after another.

I know how many flowers fall in the dream, it is the flowering season and the rainy season.

Gu Wei woke up first in the morning, feeling in a daze that he was holding someone in his arms, thinking that he had messed with someone last night, because the satisfaction that was almost blissful in his subconscious hadn't had time to completely sink into the water, he almost followed his instinct to get together Go up and kiss good morning.

Then he suddenly remembered who it was in his arms, and opened his sleepy eyes—who was Shi Jinnian who was not his friend sleeping peacefully beside him?

The night before last night, they clearly slept with each other like a guest, God knows why they became such an ambiguous gesture of an old couple sleeping together in the morning?

Shi Jinnian was arched in his arms like a baby, pillowing on his arm, Gu Wei faintly felt that arm was numb with blood, as if it had been taken off.

However, he was reluctant to move, for fear of waking up Shi Jinnian.He lay flat on his body lightly, with one arm stretched out stiffly, and if he couldn't bear it, he slowly squeezed his fist to activate the blood a little.

Even so, he still hopes in his heart that such a peaceful and peaceful time can last forever. The later Shi Jinnian wakes up, the better. The later he wakes up, the later he can face the hardships of the day.

Gu Wei quietly turned his head to look at Shi Jinnian's sleeping face, peaceful and harmless, with the same eyebrows, eyes, nose and lips from many years ago, but he couldn't help but lament the passage of time, the butcher's knife has been quietly and slightly on this face The outline and lines have been modified a bit, and the dark circles under his eyelashes can be faintly seen in the morning light.He said that he had insomnia for several days, and what he said was true.

Gu Wei thought: "He can't go on like this, let the doctor prescribe some tranquilizing medicine."

It's okay for him to soften his heart once in a while, but he can't sleep with him every night.This is not conducive to treatment.

The doctor heard that Shi Jinnian's insomnia was normal, and said it was a necessary stage of treatment, so he prescribed some sleeping pills.

In the next few days, his treatment became more and more smooth. The doctor said that the curative effect was remarkable. Maybe after a course of treatment, he would look completely new. In the evening, Jinnian really never climbed into Gu Wei's bed again in the name of insomnia.

Gu Wei has already started to think about how to arrange for Shi Jinnian's future life when he recovers completely.

Or he should take Shi Jinnian and leave the imperial capital, leave this city that traps him in darkness, they can go to the sunny south, or go abroad if possible, choose a sunny Mediterranean country to live for two or three years, Expose all the bad luck, maybe Jinnian will have an affair there.And my greatest joy is watching Shi Jinnian find fun again.He will stay with him until it is confirmed that he does not need his own company.

But that time seems to never come——Shi Jinnian is a playful, playful child who won't fall in love easily, and he and everyone else are just one love affair after another That's all.Qian Fan is gone, and the one who stays with him is still his friend—a friendship that lasts forever.

Of course, everything is based on the assumption that Shi Jinnian will recover, and of course there are other necessary conditions, for example, he can successfully change jobs and his career has a certain stability.

Gu Wei was thoughtful and thoughtful in every aspect.However, he firmly believes that everything is slowly but surely moving in a good direction, and he has full confidence in the future.

This morning, Shi Jinnian didn't get up for a long time, Gu Wei was considerate of his hard work and dragged on for a long time before going to wake him up.

Shi Jinnian was in a deep sleep, no matter how he called, he didn't respond.

Shi Jinnian went from mild to severe, until finally he lifted the person and shook his shoulders, but there was no movement at all. He was terrified, he breathed out and was still breathing, but it was as if he was breathing.

As far as he could see, there was a bottle of sleeping pills by the bedside, half of which had been taken.

Gu Wei picked him up and rushed to the hospital like crazy.

When I arrived at the hospital, it was too late for gastric lavage, and the medicine I took in the second half of the night had already been absorbed in the blood and slowly spread throughout the body.Fortunately, after a day and a night, people are awake.

Gu Wei sat in front of Shi Jinnian with his beard brushed, crying like a big man.

"I'm sorry, if I knew you...you are so stupid, why did you go this way!"

Shi Jinnian's nerves were still damaged, and his reaction and speech speed were both slow, "...I didn't commit suicide...it was just insomnia, and I still couldn't fall asleep after taking the normal dose of medicine...I couldn't help but take a double dose...no Suicide...don't cry, I'm fine."

However, Gu Wei didn't know why he was heartbroken after hearing this, and couldn't stop slapping himself.

When Shi Jinnian was discharged from the hospital, he still looked back at Wei's residence—he had nowhere else to go.

But after dinner in the evening, he sat on the sofa with Gu Wei and talked politely, saying that he felt he was cured of his illness and would no longer be in a rut due to sex, so he wanted to move out and be independent.

Gu Wei looked at him deeply, without saying a word.

Shi Jinnian said: "Thank you for your care during this period of time. A friend in need is a friend. I now know that you are my true friend. Don't worry, I will not do things that make it difficult for my friends."

Gu Wei leaned over, crossed the normal social distance, and rubbed his hand on his leg, "Are you sure your illness is completely cured?"

Shi Jinnian flinched to the side, "...that's it."

Gu Wei's hand has reached a sensitive area, "Facts speak louder than words. You are not well."

Shi Jinnian pulled his hand away, and said angrily: "Normal people will respond to such provocations."

Gu Wei said: "Normal people would get angry or scared when they are provoked like this, they won't be hard, and the speed is so fast."

Shi Jinnian was embarrassed, and a little angry, "This doesn't explain anything - aren't you bragging!"

Gu Wei said: "I'm not trying to argue, I'm telling you, your illness is not cured, and the electric shock treatment is shit, don't treat it, it's useless. Besides, I can't see the crime you suffered."

Shi Jinnian jumped up and said: "You mean that I can only be trapped by your side for the rest of my life as a patient?! Useless?!—Enough! You are just a friend of mine! You don't owe me anything It doesn't matter to you whether I have the root cause of my illness! It doesn't matter to you whether I go or not! I'm a free man and I can go wherever I like! " He yelled hysterically.

Gu Wei suddenly stood up and confronted him.

Shi Jinnian's arrogance was immediately suppressed, "You, it's useless for you to scare me! I won't hang out with you in the future! If you can be friends, you can do it, if you can't be friends, you can GAME OVER! It doesn't matter!"

Gu Wei suddenly pushed him forward and threw him on the soft sofa, kissing him like a glutton.

Shi Jinnian's eyes widened, and now he doesn't know the meaning of this friend's actions.

After the kiss was over, Gu Wei raised his head, wiped the wet corner of his mouth with his fingers, and then stretched out his hands to take off his clothes without saying a word or explaining.

Shi Jinnian's body became hot uncontrollably, but his heart cooled down, and he stretched out his hand and slapped Gu Wei hard.

Gu Wei covered his face and looked at him in surprise, "You don't want to?"

Shi Jinnian pushed him away, sat up and covered his clothes, "Whether you want to spoil me now or pity me, I'm not happy."

Gu Wei hugged him tightly again and whispered in his ear: "We used to read that there are often such plots in martial arts novels - heroes have taken aphrodisiacs, and they have to sleep with others to survive, or else they will have to sleep with others." The tendons are severed, and at this time there must be a kind and good-looking beauty who volunteered to give him the antidote. In the end, the two of them will definitely become husband and wife and become a fairy couple. I think it over, I will be your Antidote, take care of your stomach.”

Shi Jinnian struggled not to let him hug him, "Master, I don't want to take your antidote now!"

Gu Wei gently but firmly comforted his back, "Not only am I going to be your antidote, but I also intend to love you...or I have loved you a long time ago, but no one knows."

Shi Jinnian was frightened and forgot to struggle... What the hell is going on?

However, soon he ran out of time to think about this deep and terrifying question.

What followed was like the little pornographic books they read when they were teenagers, full of simple and not monotonous words——ahhhhhhhhhhhhmmhhhHHHHHHH AhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhmmmmhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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Sweat~ Writing H is really a test of imagination and skills, I am exhausted!