When it came to the line of homosexuality, liking the same sex, this string of words was like a key to unlock Zuo Yi's heart. He finally knew why he was different from other boys, because he didn't like the opposite sex at all.

Since then, Zuo Yi secretly learned about these things from the Internet and books, but Zuo Yi may not have the idea of ​​finding a companion for other gays, because he doesn’t know where to find them. At that time, homosexuals were like underground workers, and the connections were usually in very secret places, where it was so open as it is now, Zuo Yi was groping, but he didn't get to the edge.

After the college entrance examination, Zuo Yi, who has always been nothing special, approached his father, and directly told his father that he liked the same sex. Zuo Yi didn't know where the courage came from, maybe it was suppressed for too long. , I want to find someone to talk to but there is no place, he has always attributed his impulse back then to this motive.

If you want to ask Zuo Yi's father's reaction, of course he disagrees. Zuo Yi still remembers how angry his father was at that time. Such a refined person almost smashed the whole house in anger, "I tell you, as long as I am here, I don't allow you to discredit the Zuo family. What happened to the Zuo family? You want the Zuo family to be the last one? I don't care who you like, as long as you can give me a grandson, but before, you have to be honest with me. "

His father's words made his ears hurt, but the young and energetic Zuo Yi didn't give in too much, "I just don't, you think I don't know anything about what you are doing? It's just that you have some bad money, and you cheated on my mother." What did you do outside? You want me to tell you? It’s okay now, my mother is not coming home, you think I don’t know how to hide it? I understand, I understand everything, you can give birth to yourself, your property I do not care."

With a crisp sound, the angry father and son were stunned, Zuo Yi covered his face and looked at his father in disbelief, "You?"

Zuo Yi's father looked at his slap, and slapped him impulsively, "I, I am your father."

"Who said no, do you want to doubt my mother? I told you that even if you cheated on me ten thousand times, my mother wouldn't do it. Don't touch me," Zuo Yi shook his father's hand to see how he was doing.

"Xiao Yi?" Zuo Yi's father looked at his son's background and called Zuo Yi's nickname, which he hadn't called for a long time.

Zuo Yi straightened his spine for a moment, and then went upstairs without looking back. Zuo Yi's father collapsed on the sofa, "Oh!"

Zuo Yi didn't say a word until the two-month summer vacation before going to university. He didn't book the train ticket and packed his backpack until the university was about to register. Before going out, Zuo Yi looked at the house without looking back. out the door.

Zuo Yi's father was still worried. He knew that Zuo Yi was too stubborn and would definitely stick to his own opinion, so he didn't hold out hope that Zuo Yi would tell him to leave someday.His wife never came back from abroad, but later she called and told him that Zuo Yi had arrived at school.How ironic, a person in China needs to be told by someone far away from abroad to know his son's whereabouts, but the father and son Zuo are equally proud and stubborn, so that they gradually drifted apart and did not understand each other.

A quarrel from the beginning of the summer vacation, because of a slap in the face, it finally became silent, and the two of them seemed to be strangers.Zuo Yi came to the school with such a heavy heart. Looking at the boys on the campus, Zuo Yi didn't feel happy all of a sudden. Instead, he was thinking about how to hide his secret. Zuo Yi had already seen through his father's reaction. The public's attitude towards homosexuality is not well accepted. Based on this reality, Zuo Yi can't make it public yet.

In the new semester, the so-called sunshine in the dullness had to be counted in the person I saw in the bathroom on the first day of registration, and this person was Zhang Ran.

The registration time for Public Security University was at the end of August, and Zuo Yi just followed the crowd to pay the money, er, his New Year's money, Zuo Yi didn't ask his father for tuition.For a while, because the glass of water he drank just after getting out of the car was a bit uncomfortable, he was anxious to find the toilet, so he asked the seniors of the academy to help him take care of his luggage, and rushed into the toilet on the first floor of the teaching building.

After getting comfortable, Zuo Yi wanted to find toilet paper, but when he saw that the toilet was gone, Zuo Yi was shocked. His facial tissues and toilet paper were all in his luggage bag, and the small bag on his body was only a bank card, and his shoulders drooped. , At this time, two people came in from outside to use the urinal. One person seemed to be talking to the person next to him about working at night or something, and the other went out first. Zuo Yi knocked on the door and said, "Does the senior have any paper? The bathroom Out of paper?"

The boy outside came over and knocked on his door when he heard a voice from here, and said, "Did you speak?"

"Yes, I'm sorry senior, do you have toilet paper?" Zuo Yi felt embarrassed that it was like this on the first day.

"Wait, I'll look for it," the boy went out enthusiastically, and the boy came back panting in about 5 minutes, "Open the door and I'll give it to you."

"Okay," Zuo Yi obediently opened the door. At this time, the flushing water had already gone through, and even the smell was gone, leaving only Zuo Yi unable to go out.

The boy outside saw the door opened a crack, and saw a handsome high school boy standing timidly at the door, holding up his jeans in embarrassment.

"Here, I'll prepare some by myself in the future. The toilet paper in the school toilet is often taken away by others, so this is the most uncertain thing." The boy looking for toilet paper has beautiful sword eyebrows, slender eyes, and a smile With a wild mouthful of white teeth, he looks very energetic and handsome, even like the sunflowers painted by Van Gogh, rushing towards his face with a vigorous spirit and a strong youthful atmosphere.

"Thank you, senior," said Zuo Yi, although he had just arrived at school, but it was always right to call him that.

"You're welcome, it's easy to do," the boy said before he noticed that he should leave immediately after handing over the paper. One of them was holding up his trousers inside the door, and the other was standing still with a smile on his face. What to do down here, just stay like this.

Until the person who came with the boy just outside the toilet yelled: "Zhang Ran, you fell in, how about I go get you?"

"Fuck you, Zhou Xueming, believe it or not, I beat you all over the place, let's have a good fight next time in class," the boy raised his head and challenged the outside, only to find that the two of them had been frozen inside and outside the door for a long time , and quickly touched his head, "Uh, sorry, I'm leaving first. If you have something to do, go to the senior to find me, everyone knows me, goodbye."

Zuo Yi nodded, and when he raised his head again, everyone was gone, so he quickly closed the door. This boy was imprinted on Zuo Yi's heart like this, and brought summer sunshine to Zuo Yi who was gloomy. That's what fate is talking about. .Of course, when Zuo Yi taught this to the client later, the client was at a loss, "Are you sure you're talking about me? Not Zhou Xueming, only he can do such a thing, and I can help you ask for toilet paper, Impossible, you must have misremembered."

At that time, Zuo Yi was the first time to remember a boy in his heart. Although he dreamed of a man in his erotic dreams before, but they covered his face. Now it is different. The man in Zuo Yi’s erotic dream Finally, the shy veil was removed, and the real face revealed was the boy handing toilet paper.Zuo Yi was a little scared at first, but soon he became natural, what's the matter, that boy doesn't know him, so he can rest assured and boldly YY him, right?

From then on, that boy had a dark tail, Zuo Yi ran to the seniors after class, watched them in class, watched their activities, so he got to know some senior students, and finally understood Zhang Ran's situation, of course The most talked about is the brotherly love between him and his roommate, and this is what Zuo Yi doesn't like to hear the most.

The senior went to practice soon, and Zuo Yi also lost a lot of acquaintances. He started to hang out with the juniors, and listened to the seniors in the juniors talking about the students of the previous class. There would be something about Zhang Ran in it, so he just It was like a sponge was constantly absorbing, until Zhang Ran and the others graduated, he didn't even think about confessing. Obviously, he carried out this secret love very thoroughly and knew a lot, but social pressure still stopped him, watching Zhang Ran carrying luggage After walking out of the school gate, Zuo Yi finally rushed out, "Senior, have you graduated?"

"Yeah, junior, study hard. There won't be such a good day in the future. You don't know how complicated the internship at the police station is, but it's also very interesting. You should think about it when the time comes. By the way, my train is coming soon. It's time, see you later." After speaking, Zhang Ran waved his arms and bid farewell to this school and this elementary school boy who specially came to the school gate to see him off, leaving only the child who was about to enter the sophomore year at the gate still watching Zhang Ran's back.

Originally, Zuo Yi didn't like to talk. In the past year, in order to get news about Zhang Ran, he forced himself to get acquainted with the juniors and seniors, but he was a boring gourd for people in his grade, but this gourd He is still such a good-looking gourd. With the increase of sophomore activities, whether Zuo Yi is willing or not, there are still many school flowers, department flowers, and class flowers who do not know who will send him love letters, but Zuo Yi never I haven't seen it, but I gave it all to his roommates in the dormitory, but it was unintentional, and they became a few couples. Because of this, people in other dormitories are arguing every day to change dormitories with his roommates. Of course, no one dares to tell him. Because he is too lonely, he rarely talks to others, so everyone still treats him like his roommate.

Zuo Yi graduated with the first grade in his grade, but he didn't choose a career when he graduated, but went abroad. He went to the United States, which doesn't discriminate against homosexuals, and stayed for two years.During the two years, he met his mother whom he had not seen for a long time, and also began to understand life more closely.

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