Yi suppressed the helplessness in his heart, and didn't intend to say anything, the two of them passed the night in a daze.

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25. Relatives visit...

Zuo Yi was speechless, because he didn't know how to face Zhang Ran, so tell him, hey, buddy, I've liked you for five or six years, what do you think of me, besides not being able to have children, I don't lack any other functions .

Zhang Ran was speechless because he was in a mess and his mind was confused. Although Zhang Ran couldn't remember everything that night, he knew clearly that even if he imagined it in his mind, he would not be very disgusted. Could it be that he has always liked the same sex? This cognition directly subverted Zhang Ran's sexual orientation for the past twenty years, and also confused Zhang Ran.

Zhang Ran was born in the countryside and grew up in the countryside. He was enlightened later than other children since he was a child, not talking about learning to speak, but referring to the distinction between genders. It was not until he was eleven or twelve years old that Zhang Ran understood that there are men and women in the world. It is not the same, but it is different, why is it different, Zhang Ran is still puzzled, because at that time he had no time to be puzzled, his parents died in a forest fire, there is no place to seek such a natural disaster For compensation, he only had one uncle. After the separation from Zhang Ran's father, the two families did not leave frequently. After Zhang Ran's parents died, his uncle took him back home due to the public opinion of the whole village. In that family, he didn't have time to think about these useless things.As soon as I open my eyes in the morning, I have to work, and then I go to school. I have to think about what to do when I go back to class. I am not allowed to eat if I can’t finish my work at night. The problem of tuition fees was suddenly laid before his eyes. His uncle was a lazy man with a complete sample of eating, drinking, whoring and gambling, and his aunt was a well-known shrew in the village. Zhang Ran knelt on the ground and begged for the whole afternoon, unable to , and finally went to the village chief’s house. With the village chief’s sympathy, he sold the house built by Zhang Ran’s parents to pay for the tuition fees for three years. Because of his really good grades, he finally got to where he is today.

In college, Zhang Ran worked part-time after class and participated in some sports outside of class. He was exhausted all day long and didn't participate in many bedtime meetings in the same dormitory. He was ignorant of women until he graduated from college, and he never got close. There is no hope.After work, it is even more realistic. Everything is tied to money. He has no money, no rights, no house, no car. He is tall, so he had a deep or shallow relationship with a girl for two months after graduation, but soon all kinds of conflicts broke out, firstly, he had no money, secondly, his working hours were not fixed, he often worked overtime, and he couldn’t arrive at the dating site on time. Finally, judging from the current situation of this city, Zhang Ran can't afford to buy a house without eating or drinking for the rest of his life.The girl broke up with him very quickly. For this love, others thought it hurt Zhang Ran too much. In fact, only Zhang Ran knew it. Not to mention liking that girl, but among the girls he more or less came into contact with after that, he only admired him at most, and he never had the desire to associate with him.

Zhang Ran himself also thinks that it’s good to continue like this. It’s good to be alone all the time. At least you can do whatever you want. No one will ask you to attend appointments on time when you are tired, and no one will force you to remember the anniversary. Some people think of Western festivals and want you to lead them to a big meal to celebrate, so Zhang Ran naturally avoids all blind date activities.

But now Zhang Ran seems to understand something, why he has always disliked girls and finds them annoying, could it be, could it be, oh my god.Zhang Ran, who was lying on the bed, got up all of a sudden, put his head in his hands and leaned against the head of the bed, gasping for breath, no wonder, no wonder I don't feel disgusted about the matter with Zuo Yi even if I think about it, so, so, really , is that true, I'm a gay, I'm gay.

Apart from this explanation, Zhang Ran couldn't think of why he didn't like girls, stayed away from girls, avoided blind dates, and didn't dislike the affair that had already happened. Zhang Ran collapsed, staring at the ceiling with wide eyes thinking.So what about Zuo Yi? In Zhang Ran’s mind, he quickly recalled the fragments of the acquaintance with Zuo Yi up to now, filtered like a revolving lantern, Zuo Yi’s coldness, Zuo Yi’s smile, Zuo Yi’s way of buckling his car, But there was no such thing as being with Zuo Yi that night.

Zuo Yi in the next room was also sober, but he didn't think as much as Zhang Ran thought, because he already knew that he was gay, but Zhang Ran's appearance before and after dinner yesterday and the appearance of him coming to his room, Zuo Yi was a bit confused. I wonder if Zhang Ran would hate himself.If a person is silent, sometimes there will be more or less sensitivity, and Zuo Yi is the same.

The two of them got up more or less late the next day due to a night of contemplation, so Zhang Ran missed the breakfast time with Zuo Yi. In fact, he thought it was quite good, at least the two of them would not feel so awkward.

Zhang Ran rushed to the bureau, but there was nothing wrong with it. Recently, the bureau didn't give them any task. Except for Jin Xiucheng, the whole team didn't come, and they were all bored to kill time.It was almost noon, Zhang Ran was flipping through a novel that had been put in a drawer before, when he heard the phone on the table beeping, he picked it up without thinking, but his face changed soon after he picked it up , His face darkened, he hung up the phone a few times, turned around and went to ask Zhou Xueming for leave.

"Mingzi, I want to ask for leave," Zhang Ran frowned tightly.Although Zhang Ran looked a little troubled when he came in the morning, but now Zhang Ran seems to have more troubles.

Zhou Xueming was puzzled, seeing what could happen to Zhang Ran after the Chinese New Year holiday, but looking at Zhang Ran's expression, he really seemed to have something to do, "What's the matter, is it okay?"

"It's okay, just take care of some small things at home," Zhang Ran didn't want to bring out some of the messy things in his family. The typical man's self-esteem made him not willing to ask his good friend for help. Hope they worry too much.

Seeing that Zhang Ran insisted on not speaking, Zhou Xueming had no choice but to sigh and said, "Okay, go ahead, talk about it if you have something to do, but don't carry it yourself, we are good friends."

"I understand," Zhang Ran nodded gratefully, gestured to Lao Ma and Li Lili, and left.

After a while, Xiao Yu, who delivered the documents, came back and said, "Why did Brother Zhang leave? I just saw him go downstairs with a sullen face. It was scary."

Li Lili pushed Xiao Xiao lightly, gestured to the dazed Zhou Xueming with her mouth, and said, "I didn't see that Ming Zi was worried, so don't ask."

Xiao Yu saw that Zhou Xueming was meditating with his chin resting on his chin. The refreshment he saw in the morning was still gone, and only a layer of anxiety floated on Zhou Xueming's face. Tackle chores at your own desk.

Zhang Ran went downstairs, picked up the car, and drove towards the train station. When he arrived at the parking lot, he felt a little helpless when he saw the scene of Spring Festival travel with big and small packages in front of him. When I got to the exit, I waited there while listening to the announcement on the radio.

When the news that the KXXX car was coming into the station late, the people around were shouting and cursing, but Zhang Ran felt a little relieved, as if he had been given a reprieve, and hid behind the people holding his mobile phone to the side.A middle-aged woman standing in front looked back at Zhang Ran and said anxiously, "It's late again, I don't know how late."

Zhang Ran nodded in agreement, knowing that these people who pick up relatives and friends are always particularly anxious when they pick up people again. Hovering between joy and anger, this feeling is really uncomfortable.

"Young man, you are also picking up people, is it a KXXX car?" The middle-aged woman seemed to want to pass the time when she had nothing to say.

Although Zhang Ran was in a bad mood and didn't want to say it, but he couldn't ignore him when he saw his appearance, so he had no choice but to bite the bullet and say, "Yes, I'll pick you up."

"Well, I heard that it's been cold in the Northeast recently. I guess they will be warmer when they come back. I hope they don't get used to the weather." The middle-aged woman frowned and looked at the electronic display board.

"Really, isn't winter in the Northeast always very cold?" Zhang Ran didn't pay attention to the weather there for a long time, so he didn't know much about it.

The middle-aged woman glanced at Zhang Ran in surprise, thinking that the young man who picked him up didn't look like he was picking up a relative, why did he not care about his family so much.

Zhang Ran saw the confusion of the middle-aged woman, so he just shrugged and continued to fiddle with the phone.

Just when the atmosphere between the two of them was a bit tense, a blunt broadcast sounded on the radio, "Dear passengers and friends, the KXXX train from City H is about to enter platform 3 of this station. Offline, thank you for your cooperation."

When Zhang Ran heard this, he put the phone back into his pocket and put it away carefully. This is the time when there are the most people and the thieves are the busiest. Don't give them an opportunity. Although the phone is not expensive, there is nothing you can do about it.After placing it, Zhang Ran looked at the small doors through the crowds. Five minutes after the sound of the announcement, a large group of passengers came from

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