blood of cain

Only by reading carefully can you gradually distinguish the difference and keep it in mind.

In the eyes of others, Kahan doesn't seem to have changed much, and is still as kind, gentle, and slightly timid as before.

But the fact is not like this, even he himself does not know that the heart that was sealed after amnesia, became more and more rigid and cold with the passage of time and the breakdown of emotions.

Stubbornness and ruthlessness are like a terrifying virus, constantly eroding every inch of the body.

He is completing the most important transformation, from the Kahan who would make Sen Jie love and bore, to the dangerous and unknown area, and under the unchanged appearance, the inside is changing rapidly.

On the second day, Kahan put on the most solemn dress and went to the prime mover together with Samuel.

Samuel strolled, he walked in front of Kahan, but deliberately slowed down a few steps so as to be side by side with him: "Kahan, are you nervous?"

Kahan, whose personality was changing silently, didn't feel too nervous. He smiled slightly and shook his head to Samuel: "I'm fine, you don't have to worry."

"Father God is very kind, as long as you are devout, nothing will happen." Samael urged again.

Smiling shyly, he looked nervous but looking forward to it, Samuel didn't see clearly the mocking light that flickered in his eyes.

Yuandongtian is beautiful, beyond words.

The majestic palace standing among the clouds is the seat of God.

Although the inauguration ceremony has been here, the temple of the gods is not easy to enter.

Kahan stood in the clouds, watching the sea of ​​clouds engulfing in front of him, watching the red sun gradually rise, and the white clouds in the east shot out a thousand zhangs of light.

Frowning, he raised his hand uncomfortably to cover the light that was so intense that it hurt his eyes.

The faint and clear singing came from afar, and he followed the sound to see that beautiful angels were flying and singing in the air.

The white temple surrounded by colorful lights is the place where the Supreme God Yahweh overlooks the world.

Kahan looked up, trying to see where the top of the hall was, but the towering hall went straight into the clouds, surrounded by thick clouds, completely covering it.

Samael led Kahan, and soon came to the front of the temple, saluted with the guarding cherub, and entered directly.

Samael led the way ahead, and Kahan followed behind. The only sound of their footsteps in the empty hall was clear and loud.

Kahan was a little dazed, for a moment he only felt that this place was so familiar that it made his heart ache, and in a daze, he only knew to follow Samuel forward.

"Kahan, this way." Samuel waved to him from the front, then lifted the gauze curtain in front of him, motioning for Kahan to go in.

d28.2 He knew that the world behind the veil had to move forward by himself, so he nodded to Samael, without any hesitation, and quickly passed him into the main hall of Jehovah.

The smog is lingering, fused with the light golden light, the sacred purification power is everywhere here, and here is the real place of God.

He raised his eyes, the innocence of the past had almost disappeared in the dark blue pupils, and the deep and melancholy made one's heart chill.

A curtain of pearls more than ten feet long separates Kahan from Jehovah, and only a vague figure can be seen vaguely, sitting elegantly on the bench at the top, standing still, but such a vague scene exudes infinite majesty.

He is a god, the supreme god, the world was born by him, all creatures are controlled by him, all things exist because of him, and it seems so natural to crawl in front of this person.

Kahan knelt silently, knelt on the ground, and said in a respectful tone, "Kahan has seen God the Father."

It was such a seemingly rude sentence, but he said it steadily, it was not very annoying.

Jehovah's compassionate and gentle voice broke the stagnant space: "Kahan, my child, get up."

"Thank God Father." After speaking, he stood up silently, watching his nose, nose, nose and heart, not intending to say a word.

The person sitting above sighed faintly: "Kahan, Father God knows that you have just been hit by pain, if you are willing to talk to Father God, maybe it will make you feel better."

Kahan was startled and looked up.

The bead curtain trembled, and the next moment the man stood in front of Kahan.

Even though he was used to seeing all kinds of handsome men, he was still suffocating at the moment.

The slender and strong feet are white in color but have obvious strength. They are naked|naked and step on the ground at will.

He was dressed in a plain white robe, the collar was fastened meticulously, which was in stark contrast to the bare|bare feet, but it was not out of place in the slightest.

The bright golden long hair is definitely the only beauty Kahan has ever seen. The golden color of the rising sun carries a fascinating sense of redemption, which can crazily wash away the sinful heart.

Deep blue eyes that embrace the universe, eyebrows that slant into the temples, and a resolute face.

Seeing that Kahan was in a trance, Yahweh smiled slightly, stretched out his right hand to caress Kahan's face, and said softly, "Son, don't worry about him anymore, come to God the Father."

Speaking of hugging him into his arms, Kahan was bewitched by the fragrance that filled his nose. The clear fragrance reminded him of the large expanses of white roses in the starry sky.

Kahan's body was shaking slightly, Jehovah only hugged him and patted him slowly, neither of them said a word.

Suddenly, Kahan laughed, he felt that he was extremely ridiculous, what is the sad and sad appearance now?Would that person feel any heartache because of this?I know in my heart that it is impossible, and heartache is just a waste of emotion.

Just now, he almost thought that he was hugged by that person, and he was still quietly nestled in that person's warm embrace, enjoying boundless safety and happiness.

Yahweh observed Kahan's expression, and he was a little surprised to see that those moving dark blue eyes were full of pain and gradually formed stubbornness and coldness.

If one's nature is kind and gentle, no matter how much suffering one suffers, one's personality will not really change.

Unless that layer of kindness and gentleness is only the surface layer, what is buried in the heart is not as simple as the surface.

There is such an existence in the heavens now?For a moment, Yahweh was very complicated. Kahan was the only child besides Lucifer who could comprehend domain magic, which also showed that he had the talent to create the world. If he had the right guidance, he would grow up in a short time, and then possess own world.

But if so, the world today will certainly be affected by it.

It is impossible for the Lord to allow this kind of thing to happen, so no matter how strong Lucifer is, he is firmly watched by the Lord, and the progress of the domain magic has long lagged behind.

Originally, he wanted to take care of Kahan directly, but now he found that the child was not as simple as it appeared on the surface, interest suddenly arose in his already indifferent heart, and interest flashed in his eyes.

Trying to comfort the child in his arms as gently as possible, and bringing him into the bead curtain, before Kahan recovered, he dragged him to sit on the divine throne together.

The Lord said softly: "The pain will leave you sooner or later. If you are willing to let go sooner, he will leave sooner. Kahan, God the Father wishes to drive away the pain that plagues you with his own hands. Are you willing?"

He looked up at the Lord in bewilderment. He really didn't understand all these changes, and he couldn't turn his mind so far.

He just came to pay homage to the Father God, but in the end he was dragged by the Father God to sit on the supreme throne, listening to the Father God's soft voice to comfort him.

"Father God...I..."

"Don't be afraid." Yahweh's gentle smile dazzled Kahan, and a feeling of deja vu filled his heart. He seemed to have seen Sen Jie, and he was as gentle and pampered as ever.

The eye sockets are a bit moist. How could Kahan, who has been suffering in pain these days, not miss the happy life in the past?

Being so comforted by Jehovah, tears welled up in his eyes immediately. He grasped the skirt of Jehovah’s clothes with trembling hands, and then buried his weeping little face into his arms, sobbing silently.

In this world, is there a more terrifying existence than the man named Jehovah?

That is a man who can confuse all things, as long as he is a little gentle and pity, he can play with all things in his palm.

He squinted his eyes slightly, looking at the red lips of the child in his arms who were bitten tightly by his teeth. Those lips were very pitiful, they were bitten to nothing, and they were so pale that it hurts.

Unknowingly, his throat was a little dry, Yahweh pursed his lips, but he couldn't get rid of the sudden impulse. He lowered his head and moved closer, quickly kissing his poor lips.

The tip of the tongue licked soothingly, causing Kahan, who was originally stiff in surprise, to relax slightly, and his teeth loosened and he no longer bit his lips tightly.

Gentle temptation, the tip of the tongue brushed over the soft lips, caressing the corners of the lips, when Kahan was no longer on guard, he naturally slipped into it, twitching and teasing.

Kahan's eyes were wet, and he was flustered like a deer. He wanted to retreat, but there was nowhere to retreat.

Yahweh firmly held the back of Kahan's head with one hand, tied his waist tightly with the other, and completely embraced the poor little thing in his arms.

Kissing and kissing, Kahan's breathing gradually increased, her waist also softened, and her two slender legs had long lost strength, and they were limply resting on the pedals.

The shoes were taken off at some point, and the toes, which were as white as jade, fell into the hands of the Lord.

He let go of his lips, then lightly kissed the corner of Kahan's lips, smiled comfortingly, but held his white feet with his right hand, and stroked them slowly, which was unbearably ambiguous.

Kahan's cheeks were flushed, she knew it was wrong, but she couldn't stop it, she could only watch her body continue to sink, unable to extricate herself.

Yahweh seemed to be holding a rare treasure, bent Kahan's knees, and then gently kissed that delicate foot.

Every inch of skin was not spared, kissed delicately, like a feather brushing past, Kahan could not restrain his groan: "Oh...don't...Father God..."

He was going crazy, why would such a thing happen to drink Father God? !this is not right!

Taking a deep breath, when his legs had some strength, he gritted his teeth and wanted to pull his feet back under the quilt in Jehovah's hands.

But it was useless, the firmly held foot could not even move a position.

"Oh..." His body trembled, and he opened his eyes wide in fear, only to see Jehovah take his toes in his mouth!

Tears fell from the corners of his eyes, and he couldn't control it at all. This body responded strangely, as if it had been very familiar with Jehovah.

But God knows, it was indeed the first time he met him.

His arms were trembling, his waist was sore, he was paralyzed on the soft fur-covered throne, his clothes were in a mess, and the direct friction between the skin and the fur brought out a little sensitivity.

Yahweh was slowly sucking into Kahan's delicate toes, licking them one by one, with an expression of enjoyment.

He was intoxicated listening to Kahan's uncontrollable groaning in his ear, the superb teasing methods were not something an unworldly child like Kahan could bear.

Knowing that he was satisfied with the game, he finally let go of those beautiful feet, and slowly lifted Kahan's white robe, revealing those slender legs without any cover.

The fiery palms pressed against the skin of the calf, and Kahan felt so hot that he lost all reason and could only fall down on the steps and gasp like a fish out of water.

Jehovah devoutly worshiped the beautiful body in front of him, kissed and caressed inch by inch.

Kahan's eyes were blurred, looking at the Father God under him, the corners of his lips curled up slightly, obviously enjoying this strange pleasure.

He felt very awkward, and his panic continued unabated. He knew in his heart that what he did was wrong. He still loved Sen Jie deeply, but he couldn't refuse Jehovah no matter what. A man was like a magnet, holding him tightly, and there was no reason for him. Struggling possible.

Soon, those fiery hands slowly grasped Kahan's knees, and gently separated them.

Kahan felt terrified, the uncontrollable feeling of opening his body in front of others was going to drive him crazy.

Shaking his head desperately: "Don't... Father God... don't do this..."

Yahweh raised his head and smiled slowly at him, with anticipation in his eyes, making Kahan's refusal swallowed back.

Such an innocent and excited appearance attacked Kahan's heart fiercely!

Chapter 29 Hazy Love When Cahan returned to his mansion, he realized what he had just done.

Obviously Samuel asked many times to be respectful and pious to God the Father, but in the end he still screwed up.

Gritting his teeth and hugging his shoulders, he fell onto the bed trembling, tears rolling down from the corners of his eyes uncontrollably.

A hole was opened in his lonely heart, and the longing and emptiness that had been suppressed in his heart rushed up wildly like a demon, entwining his entire thoughts.

He closed his eyes tightly, recalling the scene at that time, he was still terrified.

His body was out of control, and even his thinking began to stagnate. He was slowly occupied by Jehovah with a delicate kiss, and then he opened his legs involuntarily. All this was so fast that he had no time to think about what was going on.

What appeared in my mind was the self who was afraid at that time. When his body was opened, what he felt was the undeniable breath of Jehovah. The strong and generous chest covered him completely, and his breath was his smell. The breath of sunshine surrounded his whole body, making him Can't say no.

I vaguely remember crying at that time, because the damp heat on my cheeks was slowly licked away by Jehovah.

His deep voice sounded right next to his ears: "Hey...you'll be fine soon, let Father God love you..."

He was trembling, terrified, and he didn't even have the thought of resisting.

But suddenly, Sen Jie's appearance appeared in his mind, thinking of the bloody eyes of the person he loved, and the mocking smile on his mouth, he almost collapsed.

"Honey, you're so cheap."

This gentle insult echoed in his mind repeatedly, and he was almost driven crazy!

Yahweh arrived at the entrance of Kahan, and just when he thought he could definitely enter, a sudden change occurred.

The child who was lying obediently under him suddenly had red eyes, and the hands that firmly grasped Jehovah's arms quickly climbed up to his face, covering his face.

Then the child jumped up and hit the Lord hard on the forehead!

Head on head bump!Make a loud noise!It sounded like the sound of bones breaking.

But Kahan didn't feel the slightest pain. He just had red eyes and a ferocious face. He stretched out his long legs and kicked the godfather who was supposed to be high above him off the couch!

In a hurry, he wrapped the robe he had taken off again, jumped off the couch in embarrassment, and fled staggeringly.

Jehovah was shocked!That gentle smiling face that has remained unchanged for hundreds of millions of years is now full of astonishment, stunned, unbelievable!

He clutched his forehead and sat on the ground like that, forgetting to catch the escaped child back.

He rebelled against him?He actually resisted him? !

Yahweh, who has always been calm and composed, felt angry for the first time, and a pair of cosmic deep blue eyes burned with ice-cold flames. He slowly stood up, straightened his clothes, and stood silently for a while.

He quickly returned to his original expression, smiling gently and dignifiedly.

But at the next moment, he kicked onto the couch like crazy!

The couch fell apart with a bang, Yahweh was full of madness and coldness, and with a wave of his hand, the wreckage of the couch disappeared immediately.

People's self-esteem is strong because people are sometimes too fragile, and their dignity will always be violated.

Angels have weak self-esteem, not because they are different from humanity, but because they are too strong, and their self-esteem is rarely injured, but this does not mean that there are no such problems between angels. I am afraid that such problems often occur between angels.

So for people and angels, self-esteem is both troublesome and important, and they can't let go of it or afford it.

But for Yahweh, the supreme creator god, self-esteem seems to be just one of the things he bestows on angels and humans.

It probably never occurred to him that he ever felt such a thing as self-esteem.

Now, what he feels is very real, and the realness makes him almost crazy.

The kind of self-esteem that men are born with comes from the unchanging laws of nature.

He always thought that as long as he gave some love, no matter which child it was, he would submit to him.

But now this cognition has become a complete joke because of Cahan's resistance.

After thinking in silence for a long time, he couldn't believe it. Was it really that Kahan hit him on the head just now, and then he kicked him to the ground? This is simply unbelievable!

Thinking of this, Yahweh was stunned for a moment, but he finally understood.

That child must be adapting to the uncontrollable fire domain magic, and spontaneously generated power when he was in crisis or cornered.

At this time, the only thing that can explain Cahan's ability to attack him.

It has to be said that he was extremely surprised. There should have been hundreds of years of adaptation period after the awakening of domain magic, and Lucifer was like this.

How could it be possible to master it in just a few days? !

Could it be said that Kahan is exceptionally talented and unique, the only angel who can completely control the magic in the domain?

With a sinking heart, Jehovah knew that his pet should be made in advance.

So he stroked his sleeves, turned around and walked towards Lucifer's mansion.

-------------------- Kahan has been in a state of anxiety for a month, but there is no movement from Jehovah. While he is thankful, he is also terrified.

God knows why he suddenly went crazy and resisted vigorously. When his reason returned to his brain, he really regretted it.

He was already in a bad mood because of Senjie, and Kahan couldn't stand the addition of Yahweh who would punish him at any time. He could only hide in the study and read books carefully, or experiment with some magic. The way to occupy the experience and not let yourself think about it.

Saduo had a rare free time that day, so he took Kahan, who was struggling in the study, to the famous bar in the sun to relax.

Although going out made him somewhat uncomfortable, but being with Sado was very happy, and Kahan didn't resist much.

The two ordered drinks respectively, and sat in front of the bar, Kahan shook the wine glass, while Sado took a sip and began to talk: "Kahan, you have been very restless recently, what's wrong with you?"

Kahan frowned, he didn't cause trouble, to be correct, he wanted to leave all of this, but he couldn't help himself, and unconsciously he was already in deep mud.

"It's no big deal, just concentrate on reading your book, don't fail to graduate." Kahan said teasingly, the teasing|teasing meaning couldn't be more obvious.

Sado was dissatisfied, and worried in his heart. He always felt that Kahan was gradually changing recently, but he couldn't tell what had changed, but the faint uneasiness was getting bigger and bigger. Sometimes he looked at Kahan's back and felt that his eyes were blurred. of.

Feeling a little excited, Saduo stretched out his hand to hold Cahan's hand on the bar, and then clenched it tightly: "Cahan, remember, no matter what happens, I will always stand by your side, even if you break the sky Woe, at most I will slap you twice."

What he said was very funny, but Sado had a serious face, and Kahan's heart was warmed by the nondescript words.

Can't help laughing, Kahan agreed, and then joked with Sado, the two talked and laughed very happily.

After a while, they were very drunk, and while drinking madly, they helped each other back to rest.

When Kahan staggered back to the mansion and threw himself on the bed, he suddenly felt that he had an illusion.

Because he clearly saw the sweetheart he had been thinking about day and night.

Sen Jie was sitting next to him, and even reached out to stroke his forehead hair. Those bloody eyes were as deep as ever, shining with a dangerous and deadly light.

After letting him look in, he can no longer look away.

Kahan's eyes were drunk, and he managed to raise his hand to grab Sen Jie's red hair hanging on his chest, and held it firmly in the palm of his hand.

Feeling the cold and smooth touch, he only felt that today's dream was so real, he closed his eyes and rubbed against the pillow contentedly, muttering Sen Jie's name in his mouth.

Kahan on the bed was already completely drunk, Sen Jie stared at his red cheeks for a long while before sighing softly.

He didn't want to pay attention to Cahan anymore, but when he finally created humans, he was the first to think of him.

All he wants is for this child who has been with him for a long time to go to the Garden of Eden to see what happened, just like a child, sending the most cherished toy to the person he likes.

The garden was named after this child, and every time I went to the garden, I would think of Kahan, the child who was smiling happily and crying sadly in his arms.

So not long after, he walked here unknowingly, quietly sat next to him, brushed the broken hair on his forehead, let him grab his own hair, and listened to the other party's delicate snoring, his heart softened again.

Maybe the first softness is because of the freshness, and it is natural to love it when the interest is strong, but when he finally loses interest and throws away the child he once loved very much, it is very abnormal when he is soft again .

For a long time, Sen Jie has never thought about feelings carefully. He takes it for granted that everyone will love him, and whether he loves or not is up to him.

Now everything is subverted because of Kahan's child, he is no longer sure that everyone will love him, and he can't even figure out whether he hasn't even figured out what true love is after living for so many years.

Love, that seems to be a word that he knows very well but is also very unfamiliar.