second life

Lin Yuanxiang remembered things very early. In his first memory, there was only one man's outline with color.

Not tall, very thin, and smells like tobacco.

Compared with the expressionless trainer on the closed island all the year round, this man gave him a fresh feeling.When he saw him for the first time, the man was sitting behind an old wooden table. The table was old wood, and some places had been worn smooth. The man was wearing a long gown, with his legs crossed, looking at him indifferently. What's going on, the hand held by the butler felt slightly sweaty.

The man kept smiling, but he felt as if his whole body had been penetrated. The psychological construction that had been made collapsed suddenly, and the dissatisfaction in his heart came out.

Although he wasn't raised by a man, he didn't want to be underestimated either, so he mustered up the courage to look at the person sitting on the rattan chair until he heard his soft call, and his tense nerves stopped. Slowly relax.

The man's eyes were deep and dark, as if melting thousands of clouds, he said, "You are worthy to be my son."

The first meeting when he was young left deep marks in Lin Yuanxiang's heart. Occasionally, when he dreamed back at midnight, he could still vaguely remember the appearance of the man when he met for the first time, the off-white gown, the jasper pipe in his hand, and the pair of Eyes without emotion.

When I really got to the man's side, I realized what it means to turn one's hands into clouds and turn one's hand into rain, and what it means to kill decisively and invisiblely. What I learned in the past to inherit the Green Gang is like talking on paper, very frivolous.

Whenever this time, I would lock myself in the study, or follow the man closely, remembering his every move in my heart. After a long time, it probably became a habit. No matter how many people are in front of me, Always look for that thin figure at the first time.

The man took him to the banquet, announced his identity to the outsiders, and taught him how to write. The man's calligraphy is very good and majestic. After practicing for a long time, his handwriting has a bit of a man's taste, and the man will greet him. Smile, he doesn't know how much sincerity is in the smile.

On the man's birthday, he sneaked out for the first time and wanted to prepare a gift for him. He couldn't understand why he was so excited, but he didn't reject it. Who knew he was choked when he came back from the outside? .

The man never chose to give in, and shot the hostage's head off, blood sprayed on his face, he stood still, his face turned pale from the nausea that hadn't come out for a long time, the man slowly Walking up to him, in front of everyone, and slapping him hard, he was telling him how disappointed he was.

At that time, he knew that what a man wants is not a son, but a qualified heir.

A man is ruthless, but he can give him a high bed and warm pillow, delicious food, and servants who can be dispatched at will. These things are not unattractive to him in his teens, but they are not so addicted to him.

In those ten years on the closed island, he has already experienced everything he should want and don’t want, and what he should and shouldn’t want. Maybe he hasn’t learned enough other things, the only thing is that under the countless lessons. , firmly imprinted in my heart.

Things that can affect my nerves should either be torn off early, or held in my hands. Even if the kite can no longer fly, and my hands are strangled to blood, I can't let go of the strings in my hands.

After spending a few years with the man indifferently, just when he thought that this man might be ruthless by nature, the butler brought a little girl in his arms. That kind of fragile and soft thing that can be crushed, the man regards it as a treasure. For the first time he saw something that wasn't a man melt in his eyes.

At that time, he had just escaped from a weapon fight in the East District, and he was stabbed three times. The knife in the lower abdomen almost pierced his stomach. In his dream, he seemed to hear a man's voice. When he woke up, the man was Holding the girl standing beside him.

He was condescending, and even the girl looked at him condescendingly.

He said, "This is your sister." At that moment, he realized that it's not that men don't have such things as warmth, but they disdain to give it.

He closed his eyes and slept for a long time. When he woke up, it was night, and the lights in the room clearly projected the appearance of a man on the window. He saw the cold eyes similar to those of a man reflected in the window, and the silhouette that was completely different from that of a man. .

He suddenly smiled, and with a smile, his whole person actually had a gentle and elegant feeling. Those indifference disappeared, and even the obscure eyes were covered by the smile. The feeling passed by the body, the tearing of the skin, the warm and sticky blood.

Killing and being killed, one day, he will end up like this, and men are no exception.

After he was discharged from the hospital, everyone said that he had changed, that he loved to smile and became gentler. Only the man looked at him with a half-smile and said, "It's time to grow up."

The room, which was originally too big for two people, became extremely narrow after the third person came. He gently watched the girl lying in the man's arms, smiling like honey, and the man's fingers were inserted. In the hair, the eyes are soft and overflowing, as if looking at the most beautiful lover in the world.

He hated this girl, and even more hated the man's increasingly forbearing eyes.

The girl became seriously ill because she fell into the swimming pool, and the man took care of her for three days in undressed clothes. The man who always pays attention to appearance even grew stubble. in the kennel.

It took him another whole year to find a suitable left and right hand. After the vacancy was finally filled, the man asked him to drink tea. After going out, his car brake failed and fell into Dongmen Lake. In the season when the water was ice-like but not frozen, he struggled in the lake for a long time, and when he swam ashore, his body was already so stiff that he lost consciousness.Later, the root cause of the disease fell. Every winter, his bones ached intermittently. Every time he ached, he would think of the man's eyes at that time.

The man is laughing, laughing at his overreach, laughing at his stupidity and ignorance.

When he climbed ashore, he realized the man's feelings for the girl, and he also realized himself.

Two years later, he saw another son of the man. In the meeting hall, the 15-year-old boy was flying and arrogant, with the aura of a newborn calf not afraid of tigers. His eyes were dark and gloomy. He sat in the hall with a smile and looked at the boy. Walking up to him step by step, he smiled and said, "Brother."

He suddenly felt that maybe one day, this boy could put everything under his feet, and would there be more changes in the man's expression at that time.

He needs an opponent, and needs to make life more exciting and lively. Over the years, some things have already settled to the point where people cannot extricate themselves. He has been immersed in old memories alone for too long, so he should find someone to accompany him up...

The author has something to say: I found that I’m really not good at fantasies, and I’m very dry when I write them. I’m really ashamed of you. I can't figure out the extra episode...) If there is, put it in a collection.If you really want extra stories, such as birthdays, certain festivals, ahem, just tell me... I'll make a collection and post it slowly, ahem...

So, let's stop here for the time being, thank you for your support all the way, see you in the world!