The daily life of a woman who wears a book and spoils her wife

"Make sure she doesn't have a recording device?" A man in a suit came in, and An Yuxuan glanced at him lightly.

"Miss, don't worry!" The man nodded in response, An Yuxuan nodded, his eyes did not relax because of the comfort of the other party, "What about the video? Did you take a clear shot?"

The man showed her the video respectfully, the slap was clear and loud, An Yuxuan could even observe his shaking body.

"Very good!" An Yuxuan smiled instead of anger, that smile without any warmth.

She turned her head to look at the fallen leaves outside the window, and said quietly, "It's windy!"

After Zhang Jiaxuan sent a text message to He Meishan, she went back to her residence and waited. He Meishan arrived at her place half an hour later.

Zhang Jiaxuan stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, looking down at the scattered fallen leaves on the branches. Through the glass, she could feel the desolate atmosphere outside the window.

"What are you looking at?" He Meishan suddenly hugged her from behind, Zhang Jiaxuan's back tightened, and she forgot to react for a moment.

Perhaps it was because she was so engrossed in watching that she didn't even hear when He Meishan came in.Feeling the soft body behind her close to her, Zhang Jiaxuan felt sore in her heart.

Once upon a time, how much she longed for her embrace, she liked the feeling of being held in He Meishan's arms, it was warm, cozy and indescribably stable.

But now, there is only sadness left.

"I didn't see anything!" Zhang Jiaxuan replied coldly, turning around to avoid He Meishan's embrace without any trace.

"What's the matter?" Apparently, He Meishan also noticed Zhang Jiaxuan's abnormality, thinking that it was the recent public opinion. Take care of these things."

"How do you want to deal with it?" Zhang Jiaxuan looked at her sideways with a cold tone.

He Meishan had never seen Zhang Jiaxuan like this before, her eyes were slightly startled, "I will make An Yuxuan unable to stay in the entertainment circle."

Zhang Jiaxuan snorted softly, "Are you willing?"

"What do you mean?" He Meishan frowned, her tone became serious.

"Nothing interesting!" Bypassing He Meishan, Zhang Jiaxuan turned around and went back to the living room, put the tea cakes into the teapot to cook, and watched the heat gradually rising in the air, Zhang Jiaxuan looked up at her, "I seem to be... I've liked you since my sophomore year."

He Meishan was silent, she didn't *know* if she didn't feel Zhang Jiaxuan's movement of avoiding her closeness just now.

With eyebrows slightly drawn together, He Meishan stared at her with surprise in her eyes.

"What about you? When did you fall in love with me?" Zhang Jiaxuan raised her lips and poured He Meishan a cup of tea.

"I don't know, I may have fallen in love with it a long time ago, but I can't believe it." He Meishan held the teacup in her palm, and the warm feeling spread from her palm to her heart.

He Meishan raised her tired eyelids and asked worriedly: "Ah Xuan, what's wrong with you? Don't be like this, okay? No matter what happens, you still have me. I will protect you from the storm."

"You?" Zhang Jiaxuan sneered. When she saw An Yuxuan, all her nerves seemed to be stimulated. After a burst of hysteria, her whole body seemed to be drained of strength. When she looked at He Meishan, her eyes were calm.

"Would you know it?" Zhang Jiaxuan asked in a low voice, as if asking He Meishan, but also as if asking herself, "If you would, back then, you wouldn't have stood by."

"Back then?" He Meishan was puzzled.

"Yes! Back then! Do you know how many phone calls I made to you the night my father had an accident? I stood alone in the rain, in the dark night, I was walking on the road, shivering from the cold, I couldn't stop Car, just walking like this. I am afraid of rushing, but I know that I can't fall down, let alone stop, I have to save my father."

Zhang Jiaxuan said word by word, even though she tried her best to restrain herself in Yun/Shang/Xiao/Zhu, her voice was still stained with sobs, "I have nowhere to ask for help, no one is willing to help me, I only think of you, you say However, if there is anything, I can find you."

He Meishan was sitting beside her, with obvious surprise in her eyes, listening to Zhang Jiaxuan's story about her unknown past, He Meishan's heart was suddenly disturbed.

"But you didn't answer, and the text message I sent you seems to have disappeared." Recalling what happened that night, Zhang Jiaxuan burst into tears, but there was a smile on the corner of her mouth, which He Meishan couldn't see bitterness.

"I call your name over and over again in my heart, as if only in that way can I feel that you are by my side and accompany me. Thinking of your smile, even if it is cold, I feel happy and at ease."

Zhang Jiaxuan twisted her hands together, bit her lips and tried to hold back, "You didn't come that night, I don't blame you, I think you are probably very busy, you have a lot of things to deal with, you are the high-ranking President Wen, I want to understand you .”

"Hehehe..." Zhang Jiaxuan's eyes were blurred with tears, she looked up at He Meishan, trying to see clearly the lover she loved to the core, "Look, how stupid and ridiculous I am, I have reached that point , I'm still trying to find a reason for you."

She suddenly raised her hand to caress He Meishan's face, traced that delicate and perfect face with her fingertips, and burst into tears, "But the fact is that you are not busy! You stayed by An Yuxuan's side for a night... "..."

Zhang Jiaxuan pushed He Meishan away violently, "You are too cruel, why is it her, why?"

"Axuan..."

"Don't touch me!" Zhang Jiaxuan avoided He Meishan's hug, she lowered her head, unwilling to look at her again.

He Meishan was startled by Zhang Jiaxuan's fierce reaction, her eyes were slightly red, her throat was choked up, "Ah Xuan, I..."

He Meishan opened her mouth, wanting to explain, but couldn't find a suitable reason.

That night, she did not go, and she did not receive a call from Zhang Jiaxuan, even though she had no interest in An Yuxuan, and even though she was accompanied by other brothers and sisters from the same school, she was indeed at the scene , she has no way to quibble.

Zhang Jiaxuan propped her hands on the sofa, seeing He Meishan's silence, her heart ached even more.

"Let's break up!" Zhang Jiaxuan never dreamed of joining;wu;lu;1;1;four;two;wu;jiu;;lu until she would take the initiative to give up this relationship. Letting go, it is also a heart-piercing pain.

"Why?" He Meishan was stunned, her pupils shrank suddenly, she subconsciously wanted to shake Zhang Jiaxuan's hand, but was avoided by the other party.

Zhang Jiaxuan's voice was hoarse, tinged with exhaustion, "I'm tired. I've been chasing after it for so many years, and when I got it, I realized that...it's not the love I want, it never was."

"What do you mean?" He Meishan could no longer keep calm, her lips were trembling.

"It means... I don't love you anymore, I don't need you anymore, you can go." Zhang Jiaxuan looked at He Meishan with an unprecedentedly calm tone. The affectionate Zhang Jiaxuan made her afraid.

"But I need you!" He Meishan blushed after she finished speaking. She is not good at expressing emotions, and she has never loved anyone with her heart. She doesn't know how to love someone, but she can be sure that she is love. Zhang Jiaxuan's.

Otherwise, when she said that she didn't love her, her heart wouldn't hurt so much.

Zhang Jiaxuan ignored her and got up to go to the bedroom. He Meishan stood there looking at her. When the other party was about to turn into the bedroom, she realized that she rushed over and hugged Zhang Jiaxuan who was about to leave, sobbing: "Ah Xuan ..."

"Mr. He, let go!" Zhang Jiaxuan stood still, letting her hug her, "After what happened, we couldn't be together again. What's more, you don't actually love me as much as you imagined yes, isn't it?"

"I love you! Ah Xuan!" He Meishan affirmed.

"Stop deceiving yourself and others!" Zhang Jiaxuan broke He Meishan's hand holding her, and said forcefully, "I can feel it, is it love? Besides, I'm tired, really tired, and I don't want to entangle with you anymore. "

Without waiting for the response from the people behind him, Zhang Jiaxuan sighed secretly, and said very hard, "You go! I don't want to see you again!"

As soon as the words fell, Zhang Jiaxuan could feel He Meishan's hand suddenly let go. She knew that her words hurt her, but she had no time to take care of it.

At this moment, she finally understood that love is the most hurtful thing in the world, and once she loses, it will be a crushing defeat.

He Meishan didn't know how she got back to the car, she leaned on the back of the car seat, letting the tears in her eyes flow unstoppably.

I can't remember when was the last time I shed tears. She is a strong woman in the mall, and she is used to disguising herself as an indestructible image. Many years after her husband's death, there are many suitors around her, but none of them can fall into her Eye.

Later, she only fell in love with Zhang Jiaxuan's steady love. It seemed that only in her arms could she shed her hard shell and become a soft woman.

After living for decades, she finally had a deep understanding of what is the pain of a thousand cuts.

Clicking on the image of Zhang Jiaxuan set as the main screen on the phone, He Meishan's heart was pierced, and now...she can't easily get out of this relationship.

Zhang Jiaxuan hated her, blamed her, she understood, but she didn't want to give up.

Not at all.

But she noticed Zhang Jiaxuan's decisive eyes, she had never been willing to look at herself like this before.

She probably hated herself to the core!

He Meishan was thinking, Wen Zhitong called her, worried that her daughter would find out that she was strange, so she took a deep breath before adjusting her mood to answer.

"Mom, Assistant Wu said, let me go to Ni's to hold a shareholders' meeting?"

"Yes, before Ni's stock market plummeted due to the negative impact, I took the opportunity to invest a sum of money into it. Adding up the three times, we are now important shareholders of Ni's." Speaking of the voice, He Meishan regained her cool temperament, and both of them The eyebrows are gathered together, as cold as ice.

"Oh! Okay, then I'll pack up and get ready to go." Wen Zhitong was about to hang up the phone, but He Meishan stopped her.

"Is mom okay?"

He Meishan bit her lip and suddenly didn't know what to say, "Tongtong, is mom really bad?"

Wen Zhitong was suspicious, raised her eyebrows and asked, "Why do you say that?"

He Meishan twitched her lips and smiled wryly, "Probably not good? Mom only knows about work, neglects you and your brother, and doesn't know how to love someone, causing everyone around her to be covered in bruises. Isn't mom selfish?"

Wen Zhitong finally heard He Meishan's strangeness. She was silent for a few seconds before lowering her voice and asking, "Is there something wrong with Mom and Sister Xuan?"

He Meishan was silent.

Wen Zhitong was not in a hurry for her to answer.

After a while, she continued to ask: "Mom, I just want to ask, if you had to choose one between the company and Sister Xuan, how would you choose?"

The author has something to say: Is there really no one who loves Mr. He?She just can't love