River Breeze Night Sparrow

The faint light of the early morning gently smudges from the window to the floor of the living room, and slowly climbs from the foot of the coffee table to the table.

A newspaper was quietly spread out on the coffee table. Although it seemed to have taken on a few years, there were almost no traces of flipping through it, as if it came from someone's collection.

This is an anonymous email Jiang Yi received a few days ago.He just opened it and found that it was just a single newspaper. Before he had time to read it carefully, he hurried back to the bureau.When he thinks about it now, he only remembers that the key words include "Wushui junior high school", "teacher-student relationship", "obscene" and so on.

It seems that these seemingly explosive elements are deliberately added to attract people's attention, but in fact there are many doubts.However, the current Jiang Yi has no time to take care of this newspaper.

As soon as he returned home, he saw Lin Qiu sleeping on the sofa in the living room. He felt distressed for a moment, and was surrounded by a strange sense of happiness.

There has been no fresh air in the house for too long.In the past, he was so busy that he didn't even want to drink his saliva when he got home, so he just fell asleep on the sofa.This was the first time Jiang Yi opened the door, and saw a person nestled on the sofa, wrapped in the blanket in the bedroom, like a docile bunny.

The most heart-wrenching thing was that the moment he pushed the door, the man just woke up.

The moment their eyes meet, it seems that the outside world is shut out.This apartment seems to be a safe house for their respective lives. No matter where they have been through thorns and bruises, they can meet each other here and lick their wounds with peace of mind.

There was still a remnant of the warm smoke and fire in the kitchen last night in the air, which made Jiang Yi even more dizzy, regardless of size or severity.For a moment, Jiang Yi couldn't control himself, he was tired for so long and his head was dizzy, so he just buried him in Lin Qiu's arms.

But fortunately, Lin Qiu, who wasted no time at the police station yesterday and slept on the sofa at Jiang Yi's house, didn't show the slightest bit of anger towards Jiang Yi.Even if Jiang Yi is not so suave now, Lin Qiu never disliked him at all.If he felt right, Lin Qiu patted him on the back lightly.

Thinking of the **** scene he witnessed not long ago, Jiang Yi felt another pain in his heart.

He has been a criminal police officer for so many years, but he is not numb to cruelty.

Those were two fresh lives, one was still so young, several years younger than him.In the intertwined fierce flames, he saw the joy of a person's revenge, the pain and helplessness of a person... and the burning sorrow.

How desperate and helpless must a person be to commit suicide in such an extreme way?

Spontaneous revenge sounds shocking, and many people have to comment on it as a childish and ridiculous behavior of an ignorant teenager.In the eyes of others, their actual objective situation may not really be a dead end, so why bother to do so?They are only 20-year-old youths, and their lives have just begun.Even if you don't have a high degree of education, you can have a long life in the future if you learn a craft!Why bother to insist on beating and killing, what dignity and loyalty are pitiful and ridiculous.

However, it is really difficult to empathize.In the consciousness of Fu Yuan and A Ming, they were indeed forced to have nowhere to go.They have no family to act as a haven, and no distant place to yearn for.They are yellow sand blown out of the mainstream quality education system.

They are still too naive and naive, they only know how to solve problems with their fists, and they think they have seen the world, but they are actually frogs at the bottom of a well.Where to go, they can't figure it out.

They are still far, far away from the real dead end.However, no one took them across this false cliff, so they left themselves in the middle of the mountain forever.

Suicide is an individual behavior, but there are reasons rooted deep in society behind it.Jiang Yi is a policeman. He wants to fight and disintegrate crime, and he has always hoped to be able to dedicate himself to killing crime from the source of its possible birth.

Learn from a tragedy to prevent more tragedies from happening. This is what he has been committed to doing, and it also allows him to withdraw from the sense of powerlessness and strengthen his belief in moving forward.

Lin Qiu poured Jiang Yi a cup of tea. "Is the case closed now?"

"Fu Yuan has already been brought under control. They're making a big fuss about 'to die together'. Now follow behind Shen Jiacheng to investigate. We have indeed been watching these black and white forces for a long time. Let's take this opportunity to strike hard and wipe out the roots. .”

Lin Qiu nodded upon hearing this.

Jiang Yi smiled lightly, and said, "Mr. Lin laughed. In fact, the criminal police are not so impregnable. After so many years, watching the people in the case cry and laugh, I can't help feeling a little bit emotional."

He looked at Lin Qiu and smiled: "Mr. Lin, it's hard for people to be exempt from vulgarity. As for me, I am indeed a vulgar person."

Lin Qiu looked at him and shook his head, lowered his eyes and said, "People's hearts are made of flesh."

Many people have seen too much ups and downs in the world, and gradually become insensitive.Kindness and devotion seem to be difficult to arouse their admiration, and helplessness and misery are also difficult to arouse their sympathy.Such a person cannot be said to be wrong, it can only be said that his wisdom roots have been ground into dust blown by the wind by the world, and can only be lost to everyone.

And it is precisely because Jiang Yi is different that he can become a policeman.Such a good cop.

Lin Qiu had a deep meaning: "Jiang Yi, it's very good of you."

Jiang Yi smiled and said, "Which one is better? Is it because the criminal is sentimental?"

Lin Qiu was not distracted by Jiang Yi's hippie smile. He thought for a while, and said softly, "A long time ago, a friend of mine who was a criminal policeman told me that he always felt that there was only pure black and white in the world. But he gradually I also discovered that everyone has something to hide. Some criminals may not be extremely vicious, and some victims have hateful things. Different positions and different things, but there is only one thing that will not change. "

He raised his eyes and said, "That's justice. Jiang Yi, that's the justice in your heart. It's objective, it's unchangeable like a rock, and it's deeply rooted in your heart."

Jiang Yi looked at Lin Qiu quietly, and there was a gleam in his eyes.

This is some nonsense he said to Lin Qiu in the email before, and Lin Qiu kept it in his heart.This made Jiang Yi a little embarrassed about the matter of "taking off his vest".

Thousands of words flowed to the tip of his tongue, but Jiang Yi only said "Thank you." Thank you Teacher Lin for understanding him, since he was a kid.

Seeing that Jiang Yi didn't seem to have anything to say, Lin Qiu seemed to be thinking of something, and suddenly felt a little restless. He got up and said, "Are you hungry? I'll cook you some wontons."

He paused, and said, "Just sit here and have a good rest, just read the newspapers or something."

Lin Qiu took the ashtray away calmly, touching the black ashtray with his slender fingers, making it look as white as jade.

Jiang Yi only felt that Lin Qiu seemed to be implying something, so he gradually got out of his emotions.

He looked around and immediately noticed something was wrong.

Why did Lin Qiu sleep on the sofa?Why do you smoke?And when Lin Qiu opened his eyes and saw him just now, his complexion was complicated, as if he was hesitant to speak...

Jiang Yi's eyes slowly fell on the tea table.

Lin Qiu also stewed a pot of chicken soup last night.It was cold, and the thick soup was slightly solidified, so he first heated the soup slowly with a low fire, and when the soup was ready, he put down the dried shrimps to enhance the freshness, and then cooked the raw wontons placed aside.

The flames licked the bottom of the pot quietly.Lin Qiu waited quietly, also in a daze.

Lin Qiu can't remember much about that day, but he only remembers that he stood on this side, and his familiar colleagues from the past stood on the other side. Control the loss and preserve the overall situation...

He has always been calm on the surface, even though his heart has been beaten into a mess by the surging emotional waves.

It was an extremely suffocating feeling, as if he was soaked in acid.This acid corrodes all his existence in Wushui.Those countryside, those innocent and simple faces, all the laughter, greetings, and praises in the past, all the memories gradually turned into nothingness in his world.

Just like everything about him turned into nothingness in the world of Wushui people.

At that time, Lin Qiu realized that thousands of people were on the other side, but he couldn't cross the river where he could see the other side.

What impressed me the most was Gu Deming's words: "It's not about whether I believe you or not!"

In fact, the only thing Lin Qiu cares about is "believe it or not".However, he didn't want to ask for a "belief".

When he was in Wushui, he wanted to breathe freely, he wanted to touch the fields and land, and he wanted to feel the sincerity of the children.So, he worked hard to remove the heavy shell.But because of this, when he was stabbed when he was unprepared, the wound was deeper and more painful.He didn't have the energy to explain a word.

However, facing Jiang Yi now, even if Lin Qiu collected all the courage in his internal organs and between his fingertips, he still wanted to ask, "Will you listen to my explanation?"

The wontons are finally cooked.Lin Qiu walked over quietly with a bowl of hot soup.Looking at the newspapers on the coffee table from a distance, Jiang Yi must have finished reading them.He is such a smart person, plus they have already been to Wushui together, Jiang Yi's heart is probably like a bright mirror.

There are very few steps in cooking wontons, something that could have been done quickly, but Lin Qiu deliberately delayed it for a while.He wanted to give Jiang Yi and himself more time.

Taking a deep breath, Lin Qiu walked slowly from behind Jiang Yi to the tea table.He gently put down the bowl, and looked down at the crystal-clear wontons in the bowl. The aroma was intertwined with heat, and his mind was full of thoughts, but he didn't dare to turn his head to look at the people around him.

The heartbeat was so slow that I could almost hear its every beat.

After a long time, Lin Qiu said softly, "Jiang Yi, I never asked others to believe me. I..."

He didn't notice Jiang Yi's actions, he just felt his heart sink.

What is he... thinking?If Jiang Yi is actually not from the same bank as him, what should we do?Can he really not cross this river?

There were tens of thousands of thoughts in Lin Qiu's mind instantly, but he only heard Jiang Yi humming suddenly. Lin Qiu was slightly startled, and found that Jiang Yi had fallen asleep with his head down.

He quietly looked at Jiang Yi's profile.His eyelashes are long, a little too thick for a male.Lips look thin at first glance, but are full in shape.His breathing was very regular, deep and shallow, which made people feel at ease.

Jiang Yi doesn't seem to know how to take care of his life, but it can be seen from the details that he has always maintained some good habits, for example, sleep well and cover the quilt.Jiang Yi was probably already unconscious just now, and he even pulled off the blanket to wrap himself tightly.He can fall asleep sitting up, surrounded by blankets, like a tumbler.

Lin Qiu couldn't help stretching out his hand to gently caress Fu Jiangyi's back, even subjectively aware of the gentleness of his fingertips.He murmured "Jiang Yi" softly, but the man slept so soundly that he didn't notice it.

Lin Qiu's eyes fell on the coffee table.I saw that the newspaper that hurt him last night had been crumpled into a ball by Jiang Yi, and the black signal pen that he took out from somewhere beside him rolled to the edge of the table, and would roll down if there was any movement.

Lin Qiu gently unfolded the newspaper, only to see that it was beyond recognition.

A few lines of large characters were mercilessly written on the report text with a thick black pen——

What nonsense! ! !Ridiculous! ! !Whoever believes is stupid! ! !

He blacked out some of the sentences that vaguely mentioned Lin Qiu's identity with a black pen as if angry, and wrote "unscrupulous reporter" next to the name of the newspaper reporter, which seemed to be recorded in the book of life and death by the Lord of the Underworld. .

The few lines of characters are full of Jiang Yi's style. Although Jiang Da calligrapher has fallen asleep, his demeanor and posture when he swipes his brushes are vivid in these vivid three lines of characters.

For some reason, Lin Qiu was still in a serious mood as if he had broken his defense, so he couldn't help laughing.

But at the same time, that strong sense of grievance suddenly came to my heart.

People are always greedy, just like Lin Qiu, who is as content as he is, would also think to himself: How wonderful it would be if I could meet you at that time.

However, this is fine for now. ... If he also brought bad luck to Jiang Yi, it would be at least a few years late.

Lin Qiu touched Jiang Yi's soft black hair carefully, and sighed softly.