River Breeze Night Sparrow

Just when Lin Qiu hesitated to open the door, Fang Yilai grabbed Lin Qiu's collar and pulled off a piece of jade he was carrying.

Jiang Yi pressed so hard that Fang Yilai had no time to push Lin Qiu, so he turned over and ran away.

Lin Qiu was almost dragged to death by Fang Yilai, he touched his collarbone in a daze, and couldn't help getting annoyed.He quickly got out of the car and followed suit.

Jiang Yi didn't expect that Fang Yilai was as thin as a bamboo pole, and he could run quite fast.Jiang Yi almost ran away with Diu Fang just now, but now he finally caught him again, held his breath, and used his long legs as scuds.Although it was inexplicable, there was another figure chasing Fang Yilai in front of him, but he couldn't care less about anything else.

Fang Yilai was not familiar with the terrain, so he ran around and unexpectedly entered an abandoned construction site.The person in front of Jiang Yi seemed to have a heart-to-heart connection with him, split up with him, and quickly blocked Fang Yilai.

The construction site has six floors, and the place is relatively remote.The broken building is empty, and the words are transmitted from one end to the other, with a texture like the echo of a church.

Lin Qiu chased to the sixth floor before Jiang Yi.

He didn't want to get entangled with Fang Yilai, what's more, what he didn't expect was that it was Jiang Yi who was chasing Fang Yilai.That is to say, Fang Yilai has a case on his back, so Lin Qiu doesn't want to stay for a long time.

"Give me back the jade." Lin Qiu approached Fang Yilai.

Fang Yilai sneered twice, and said, "Lin Qiu, I'm curious, everyone is like a sparrow flying on a branch, why did you become a phoenix so quickly?"

"Back then, I took you as my role model. I was able to study well. I had no parents and no mother. I was relaxed and had no burdens. Back then, I had such shit luck, saved a rich second generation, and left the village directly. I really don’t know, should I say your luck is good.”

There seemed to be knives in Fang Yilai's eyes: "You have a lot of women who like you just because of your face. But, you can't think of it, right? That woman Su Ting didn't want you, but she followed me for a while later. But her Such a bitch..." Fang Yilai clenched his fists, "But I also want to thank her, which made me believe that women are not good things and will only become a stumbling block to my success. Everything is vain, only power and Wealth is what I pursue."

"Give me back the jade." Lin Qiu didn't want to listen to Fang Yilai.

Fang Yilai looked at the exquisite Lin Qiu angrily, and couldn't help feeling sour: "What did you do for him? How can you be so glamorous? Do you know how much I have endured to get to where I am today?"

Lin Qiu knew that Fang Yilai had gone mad, so he let go of his outstretched hand.He said: "I didn't do anything, I just did what a child could do back then. After that, I never thought about one thing: to live."

"Lin Qiu, it's easy for you to say. It's just because you have no burden! I crawled and walked desperately, but there are so many people dragging me, like evil spirits!"

The demented mother, the useless and ruthless Fang family, the useless and stupid uncle, the brainless stupid woman...

Lin Qiu was silent for a moment, then slowly said: "I actually envy you for having such a 'burden', you may hate them, but at least they gave you some emotions, at least you can still feel the weight of life, at least... You still have someone to blame."

Fang Yilai scoffed.

At this moment, Jiang Yi finally climbed up to the sixth floor and said angrily, "Don't run away, Fang Yilai! You can't escape!"

"Whether you are an accomplice of Feng Jianjun's surrogacy workshop, no, it should be the mastermind, or you set fire to Feng Jianjun's family, you can't escape."

Another "hero" stood in front of Fang Yilai. Jiang Yi took a closer look and found that it was Lin Qiu.Before he had time to wonder why Lin Qiu was chasing Fang Yilai here, he couldn't help but sigh in his mind, Lin Qiu's physical strength is really good to be able to run for so long.

Fang Yilai's eyes were red, and he stared at Jiang Yi firmly.Unexpectedly, a smile appeared on his face, the skin hung on his cheekbones, and he looked very nervous.After a bit of a chase, he too was panting.

"Officer Jiang, I don't know what you are talking about. It is undeniable that Feng Jianjun has committed many evils. From the perspective of social morality, his death is not a bad thing? Besides, biological evolution, survival of the fittest. Without a low-level person like him , won’t human beings get better?”

The more Fang Yilai spoke, the more reasonable he became. Seeing Jiang Yi frowning, he couldn't help laughing. "Actually, Officer Jiang thinks what I said is right, right? You are a policeman, and you have seen so many suspects. They are all low-quality social waste, aren't they? Lack of courage and planning, and it is not a pity to be arrested. They live It may be a mistake to come down, it is really ridiculous to fail to be a master, to become a scum and a scum."

Jiang Yi raised his eyebrows: "It's you who are ridiculous, isn't it? Fang Yilai, what are you pretentious about? How are you different from them? You are also a scum, a scum." He responded to Fang Yilai while winking. Lin Qiu quickly moved to his side, so as not to accidentally hurt him later.

"No! I'm not! I'm not the same as them! I'm just... I just have bad luck. Yes, bad luck!" Fang Yilai smiled: "I should have been born in a better family. People in the upper class should be born there directly. How can people like them give birth to someone like me? They don't deserve it!"

Jiang Yi said to him slowly: "I have read the dossier where your mother was burned to death ten years ago. Her body is straight and there is no trace of struggle. Although there are doubts, but there is no evidence, plus her IQ The problem can only be concluded as an accident. However, you know whether it was an accident, right?"

"Her, this is her best ending." Fang Yilai smiled: "What's the point of her living in this world? She was sold to be a wife by her own brother, and then abandoned by her husband's family. Being beaten and scolded by her brother, and treated as a prostitution machine. Having such a mother is still a drag on her son who has a bright future. I think, if she is a normal person, she would also want to die early."

Jiang Yi only felt a chill in his heart.

"Actually, I was just helping her, wasn't I?"

"Officer Jiang, I know you won't understand me. Everyone is born with nothing to do with their parents, and what they look like has nothing to do with their parents. Once a person is born, his quality is determined. But in this society, Desperately sticking a person and family together, what background, what tutoring, all become part of the colored glasses. A crazy mother? I have been ridiculed for too long because of this. Do I want? Do I want Got a crazy mom? That's ridiculous."

Fang Yilai gasped: "But there is no way. People want to live in this society and get what they want in society, so they have to accept this ridiculous rule."

"Then I can only use a knife to dig out these redundant and useless sores on my body. Do you understand, Officer Jiang?"

Jiang Yi took a breath and said, "You are crazy."

"Hahahahaha... Police officer Jiang, have you heard of existentialism? God, just throw people into this world that doesn't have any meaning. All meaning can only be created by people's own hands. .I create my own meaning, not my bullshit background to create my meaning! I am who I say I am! So, I will throw away all those unnecessary things that hinder me!"

Looking at Fang Yilai, Jiang Yi felt that he seemed to be going crazy. "Don't you think you're contradicting yourself?"

"You yourself are a counterexample to your own theory. You say that people create meaning for themselves, regardless of their origin; in fact, you care about your origin more than anyone else. Because you see it as a disadvantage, you are desperately promoting that it should not be It is a disadvantage so that you can elevate yourself. Even if others don’t look down on you, you always feel that others are despising you and belittle you.”

"Okay, you said create meaning, let's see what meaning you have created? You have created a cold-blooded, life-defying monster. You are nothing more than a coward, a person who always feels belittled by others, and all because You despise your own, coward."

"Shut up!" Fang Yilai roared angrily.

"You don't know anything, you don't know anything! I could have stepped into that class, I could have..." he murmured, "I could have. As soon as I've done that, I'd have I can step into that class from thatched huts and become a real master. That is my meaning, I want to break what fate has given me. I want to prove that I am an excellent human being, and I am a human being with extraordinary abilities! "

He seemed to have thought of something suddenly, as if a glass bottle had exploded into pieces without warning, and he lost all his strength.Fang Yilai bent his legs and knelt on the ground, covering his face with his hands and weeping.

"But there is no chance... There is no chance... Then what is the meaning of existence? What have I created? My life... He said that the meaning of my life is here, but what is the meaning of my life now? Yes Ah, my life..."

"what do I do……"

Jiang Yi didn't want to talk to the crazy Fang Yilai.He winked at Lin Qiu, pulled out the handcuffs around his waist, and prepared to subdue him with one blow later.

But suddenly, Fang Yilai got up, turned around under Jiang Yi's defensive gaze, and climbed over the railing.He looked at his shirt and shoes with care.There was some dust on the shoe, and he gently brushed it off with his fingers.This is the first pair of good shoes he bought.

He still remembers that day many years ago, when he strayed into a specialty store, the clerk who was not as tall as him looked down at him.He didn't know anything, and after reading it for a long time, the impatience of the clerk made him, a college student, feel even hotter.He finally said that he wanted to try the shoes, but the clerk said that if he couldn't afford them, he should not try them.He fled in embarrassment.

Later, when he earned his first sum of money, when he went to the same store again, he was still greeted by the same shopping guide, but this time he smiled and said: "People like Mr. Fang are the best match for our family. .”

This pair of shoes did not suit his aesthetics, and they were not very comfortable to wear, but the eyes and smile of the clerk gave him the warmth of finally returning home.

As the breeze blew, Fang Yilai shivered and walked out of his memories.

The town is too small, standing on the roof of the abandoned unfinished building, you can overlook the whole town.The hills in the distance are winding, and the clouds are unattainable.Fang Yilai looked up at the sky reluctantly.

It turned out that he had only climbed this high.

"Fang Yilai—" Jiang Yi shouted, but he didn't have time to catch him.

Only Fang Yilai's last words before jumping off the building remained in Jiang Yi's ears.

"Sure enough, I still haven't escaped, and I can't help myself."