Song Zhixi grabbed him and pulled him back into his arms, whispering in his ear, "I'm afraid of spiders because..."

He still couldn't say it, he didn't want to recall the pain he had forgotten for a long time.

Zhou Han also felt his pain in his arms, he was afraid, he had an unforgettable wound in his heart.

So he hugged him unconsciously, and said softly, "Don't be afraid, I'm here."

Some pain can only be relieved by telling it, but it depends on who you tell it to.

Song Zhixi felt the warmth from Zhou Han, he hugged him too tightly, he hadn't felt such a warm embrace for a long time.

From the beginning of his memory, he knew that he was a superfluous item that no one wanted, and he was abandoned in an orphanage in the capital.

It is said to be an orphanage, but it is actually a combination of a nursing home and an orphanage. Anyway, it is a place where people collect and dispose of useless surplus goods.

Because he was beautiful since he was a child, he was quite liked by the nurses, and he was also much smarter than his peers.

But he has a withdrawn personality and doesn't like to talk. The more praise he gets, the more jealous those other children will be.

The children who grew up in the orphanage had no one to teach them, so they didn't know about respect, morality, or quality. All they thought about was their own happiness.

Sometimes they would bully and bully the elderly in the courtyard, but most of the time, they would bully the person who made them most jealous and withdrawn.

Being beaten was already the most common routine. He was only four or five years old at the time, and he couldn't resist.

I was bullied again and again, and I was thrown into the dark abyss again and again, and I couldn't find the light.

What's more, they also caught the spiders in the yard, tied him up, and put them on his face, body, head, ears, mouth, nose, and eyes.

Seeing him struggling and crying in pain, and laughing forward and backward.

When the nurses found out, they just scolded them, and there was no more preaching or even punishment.

Although the nurses here have been paid, they are at most doing their duty to take care of them, and they don't care about anything else.

There are too few people in this world who really care about a person who has nothing to do with them because of their interests. Even if they want to, once or twice is okay, but if there are too many, they will feel that it is too troublesome.

Fortunately, when I grew up and had the ability to protect myself, I was never bullied again.

But the younger you experience the darkness, the easier it is to bury it in the deepest heart, making your character cold and ruthless.

The heart is cold and hard, but the surroundings are too cold to feel the warmth.

The most fortunate thing is that when I was 23 years old, God still gave a beam of light down, but I didn't see it at the time, or it was the ice around me that blocked the beam of light.

"I insist on you, because... the light you gave was too hot, and it melted away the ice wall that I have frozen to protect myself for so many years."

Song Zhixi told him all his previous experiences, and finally let go of the deepest darkness in his heart.

"No one can do it, not even Bai Jiuruo... He has been with me for so many years, and he never dared to approach me. If I said no once, he never dared to insist again."

"only you……"

"You have persisted, no matter how cold I am, you have never given up on me...so, don't give up on me now...okay?"

Zhou Han never thought that his stubborn persistence back then turned out to be the light that dispelled the darkness in his heart. He always thought that Bai Jiu was his light, but unexpectedly, it was himself.

"I... I'm just thick-skinned, you didn't say...then..."

Zhou Hanyu explained incoherently, but he was still a little at a loss.

"I will listen to you from now on, don't want me."

Again, I have heard this sentence many times.

Thinking about what he did in Sucheng, it wasn't too much of a lie, but he didn't give up. He still came here after losing his memory, and besides, he and Bai Jiuruo really had nothing to do with each other.

"Then you, find a way to settle the uncle, after all, there will be a kind person willing to take care of him, right?"

"Good-hearted people..." Song Zhixi was still not emotional, "...if there are so many kind-hearted people in this world, why haven't I met them?"

"Didn't you meet me and take you into your home?"

"What about home? You won't remarry me."

Zhou Han admired his righteousness every time, and couldn't help but pat him on the chest, "Do you have the face to say it?!"

"You want to dismantle it yourself, blame me?"

"I don't regret it?"

"Then you might as well stab me to death and say you regret it."

Song Zhixi knew that he couldn't talk to him, after all, he was wrong, so he kissed him roguely and gagged him.

"You...and..." Zhou Han was blocked by him and couldn't speak. He thought that if he couldn't quarrel, he would have to fight hard. If he remarried in the future, quarrels would be inevitable. It can't always be like this, right?

Is that still alive?Sooner or later, you will suffer from kidney failure.

After Song Zhixi kissed him, he stroked his head and smiled slightly, "Anyway, I'm going to rely on you. If you don't remarry, I'll pester you."

This was probably the first time Zhou Han saw him smile when he came here. It was quite rare, just like a wonder in the world.

It's been so long since I saw him, he almost forgot that this guy can still laugh.

"Did you only smile at me?" He asked him suddenly.

"of course not."

Zhou Han was still a little inexplicably disappointed that he wasn't the only one?

"You have to fake a smile when you're filming..."

I forgot this time, he still has to film, not only fake smile but also fake cry.

"I mean it sincerely."

"Then how do you know I'm sincere now?"

Zhou Han was speechless, he made a gesture to push him away, but he forcefully pushed him back.

"Sincerely, everything I do to you is from the heart."

"Including rape?" Zhou Han glanced at him.

"It was just an accident."

"Besides, if you cooperate, you are not considered strong..."

"I found that you have a thick skin!" Zhou Han interrupted him angrily, "Don't you just bully me that I am not as strong as you and have a sensitive body?"

"But you are my wife, if I don't bully you, who do you bully?"

"Hey you—?" Zhou Han drew his voice, suddenly wanting to hit him.

"Let me go, I'm even divorced and bullied by you!"

"Then you remarry me, and I will let you bully me every day."

"I rely on you to be annoying or not. I said I gave up. If you bother with amnesia, just lose it completely. How good it is to forget me completely, so as to save you from having to chase after me. How good it is to die alone alone! "

Song Zhixi already knew that he was saying some duplicity. If he really gave up, he wouldn't want to care about his past, and he wouldn't take the initiative to hug himself tightly and give him that moment of warmth.

He still whispered soft words in his ears, "One day, I will make you admit that you cannot do without me, you must me."

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