Pedestrian A is always serious

When the judge said the man was acquitted because of insufficient evidence, the seven-year-old boy who was hiding in the back of the crowd turned and ran away, heading for home as fast as he could.

After running for an entire hour, the boy was tired and out of breath. He patted the door habitually, and it took him a long time to remember that the woman who usually opened the door for him was no longer alive. shed tears.

After struggling to climb over the window, he hurriedly packed his things, he wanted to run!

I took a few clothes casually and was about to go out when the man came back.

"You son of a bitch!" He kicked the boy hard in the chest and fell to the ground. He stubbornly endured the pain in his chest and stood up. He rushed forward and bit the man's arm. The man kicked again in a fit of anger, and then threw the boy violently. a slap.

The little boy's immature face soon became red and swollen, but his eyes still maintained hatred.

"You bastard! I'm your own father. If you tell others that labor and capital beat your mother to death, thanks to your young age, what you say is not considered evidence, otherwise I will have to go to jail, you know! You will be an orphan by then!"

The little boy turned a deaf ear to him and rushed forward to bite him. He seemed to die with the man like crazy!

"Dog thing!" The man dragged the little boy into the basement, slammed the door leading to the basement, and blocked all the cries for help, just like he had beaten that woman countless times before.

After only one beating, the little boy became well-behaved. He lay trembling on the cold and damp wooden bed in the basement, his delicate and lovely face was completely changed.

It took a full day before the man opened the door to the basement. He seemed to have drunk alcohol, and walked into the basement step by step with a flushed face.

The little boy has seen such a man many times before, and the woman would immediately push him into the room every time, telling him not to come out, and he would hide in the room obediently, and then listen to the crying of the woman outside through the door .

This time, no one let him hide, and in the future, there will be no more.

The little boy burst into tears.

After that day, the man didn't beat him every day, but as long as he drank alcohol, a beating was inevitable.

Occasionally, a man is not satisfied with punching and kicking. He scalds the boy's feet with boiling water, pokes the boy's whole body with a needle, and pushes the boy into the snow to force the boy to eat the snow in the mud. Dead people and men will not restrain themselves.

On the day when the little boy came home with the painting, the man sat on the sofa and counted the money. The little boy put the picture he drew in class into his arms and wanted to go into the room, but the man stopped him.

"I'll use the paper in my hand." As he said that, the man was about to grab the little boy's painting. The boy was holding on to the painting tightly. The man was a little annoyed when he snatched it twice. He pulled it hard and tore the painting in half. , "What is rare for you, let me see, my mother and I love the most, heh, I love my mother the most! Yan Jingzhou, the person who loves you the most in the world has been beaten to death by labor and management. In this world Who else in the world loves you? Every day, I think about useless things in my head..." The man wrote on the back of the drawing paper with a pen and counted the money for a long time, and saw the little boy staring blankly. Looking at the other half of the drawing paper that fell on the ground, he said, "Starting tomorrow, you don't have to go to school. The labor and management have found you a job moving bricks on the construction site. You can go to work honestly tomorrow!"

The little boy froze for a long time before picking up the drawing paper on the floor and walking into the room.

He went to the construction site the next day. He was young, and it was difficult to carry bricks and cement. He bumped into things that often happened. Over time, his delicate hands were gradually covered with calluses.

The seven-year-old child is doing illegal child labor, but he has deceived everyone. Yan Jianye, the contractor, is a friend of the man, and he will help hide it. It fell into the hands of the contractor.

The little boy once moved bricks and saw the students who had just finished school. His beautiful eyes were full of envy. After the envy, he was lonely. He knew that the man would not let him go to school. He was short of money. The little boy could only do it by himself. He secretly went to the garbage dump near the school to pick up books thrown away by others to read. He reads very quickly and almost has an unforgettable memory. The books in the garbage dump are miscellaneous. When he was in elementary school, he had already read the books in junior high school.

That day, he came home late. When he returned, the man was lying on the ground. The room smelled of wine and rust. The boy was used to being beaten. If he asked about the smell, he knew that the man must have been beaten.

Sure enough, he saw many scars on the man's body, and he secretly rejoiced in his heart. He also saw that the man's hand was beaten to pieces, probably by someone from a casino. Men like to gamble, and their luck is not good, so He always owes money, and the money the little boy earns from moving bricks every day is either used for drinking or gambling.

The man suddenly opened his eyes and saw the boy's gloating expression. He raised his eyes and got up, kicking the boy to the ground. The boy thought the man was going to beat him again. He closed his eyes, waiting for the pain as usual, However, the first place to feel pain is the left hand.

The man hit his left hand hard with the chair, again and again, each time exhausting all his strength.

Blood flowed out from the boy's left hand. The man hadn't enjoyed it yet. There was even a trace of excitement on his frantic face. He broke the boy's middle finger forcefully, and the sound of bone shattering rang in the boy's ears.

Ten fingers connected to the heart, piercing pain.

The boy was stunned. He never thought that a man would directly destroy his hand. The boy who had been beaten for a month and hadn't cried finally couldn't help crying.

That year, he was ten years old.

Somehow, the debt collectors found the address of his home and chased after the door to collect the debt. The man heard the wind and sneaked into the basement early. The boy saw a group of vicious people breaking into his house with a blank face. Being beaten by them, the boy also hid in the toilet in fear.

When they couldn't find the man, they took their anger out on the boy. They pounded open the door of the bathroom. The door was broken from the middle and half fell off. They dragged the boy out of the bathroom. A violent meal, even if they saw Blood also seems to be the same as usual.

After they left, the boy was lying in a pool of blood. The passing neighbors saw the boy and ran away in fear. They had all heard about the man who was drunk and beat his wife to death.

No one rescued him, and no one helped him.

He was used to being beaten, used to being submissive in this hellish life.

He has been abandoned by God, no one can see him.

One day the boy saw in the basement that the wooden bed he used to sleep in had been changed into a heavy wooden box by a man, he didn't know what the man wanted to do, he guessed it might be some new torture method, then he turned around, Saw pictures of men on the wall.

It was a boy who looked older than him.

At one glance, the boy couldn't look away.

Because the boy in the photo is so shining, he is smiling in almost every photo, showing eight beautiful teeth when he smiles, he can study in the classroom, have many friends, play ball with friends, party, every day Each photo is like a gleaming sun, and the heart of the scorching boy is slightly sour.

Within a few days, the boy saw the person in the photo. The boy in the photo was dragged into the basement by the man and beat him up. He saw the man put him in the box.

Turns out the box is for this!

The man started to talk to a woman on the phone frequently. On the phone, the man always lied to the woman. He said that he provided the woman's son with food and drink, and he did not treat the place badly. In fact, he locked the woman in the basement. In the wooden box, they have been abusing each other.

From those phone calls, the boy gradually understood the relationship between the man and the woman.

One day, the boy overheard the woman on the phone crying and complaining to the man. The woman said that her husband refused to pay the ransom, and cried that she and her son were not valued by her husband. When they were abandoned, the boy was secretly happy.

Has the person in the photo become like him?Was he also abandoned?

While the man was out drinking once, the boy sneaked into the basement. He circled the wooden box several times, and he even saw the people inside through the only hole in the box.

The boy touched the box and was very happy. He really wanted to open the box and tell the boy inside, 'Don't be sad, I am the same as you, I was abandoned too, you are not alone, I am the same as you! '

In the boy's heart, the boy in the box has been automatically classified by him as a friend. This is his first friend!

The boy would often go down to the basement to stay with the box when the man was away, and he would lean against the box as if they were talking, and that was enough for the boy.

But that night, his friend was taken away by a man, and his friend disappeared, and then the police came, and the man disappeared.

Suddenly, he was the only one left at home.

He still maintains his previous living habits, going to the construction site to work every day, no one at home, he can study at home openly, and he still looks at those photos every day, until one day, he suddenly felt that he had to find his friends back , The friend was also abandoned, he must really want to be with the same kind, he has to find a friend as soon as possible, and can't let the friend be too lonely alone.

Then, the boy bought a mobile phone, a computer, and taught himself programming with his part-time job money. He began to try to decipher other people's accounts, personal information, and chat records. He knew a lot of people's secrets, but he didn't care about those. He was looking for his friends, and through the Internet, he also learned a lot of things that he had never touched before.

The first time he met Shen was deliberately arranged by him. He found out that this person was a friend's roommate, and he accidentally saw Shen in a photo taken by that man. They seemed to be high school classmates.The boy felt that Shen must know a friend, maybe a good friend of a friend.

What would a friend of a friend be like?The boy is curious.

He saw Shen Jiu at the cake shop that day, and it turned out that he was a friend of a friend!Clean and transparent, the boy thought.

……

Seeing this, Shen raised his head, his eyes a little sore.

In his hand is the diary he got from Yan Jingzhou's drawer, all the content in it is described from the perspective of a third person, the statement is calm and indifferent, but the content is sad.

Put together with the diary is a piece of bread, which he gave to Yan Jingzhou on the construction site six years ago. The bread was put in a bag, and it was as hard as a brick.

Shen continued to look down.

……

A piece of bread and a down jacket.

It was the first time in the boy's life that he received a gift from others, and was cared for by others for the first time.

friend's friend……

The boy thought to himself, could Shen also be his friend?

The boy searched for a long time at night but did not find any useful information about Shen Jiu, he felt a little lost.

The next day, he quit his job on the construction site and went to the university to attend lectures. Studying was very easy for him, and he was admitted to the university without any difficulty. drop.

He found Shen Jiu's medical records in city D of country A, clinical psychology department.

The boy was thinking about what to fill in, because he found out about this and filled in psychology without hesitation.

On the initiative of the boy, he got to know Dr. Jian, from whom he learned about Shen Jiu's condition.

The boy was very happy, Shen Jiu had a bad childhood, and his parents didn’t love him either, the boy felt that he seemed to understand why his friend and Shen would become friends, because they were the same, then they would be friends too Become very good friends by yourself!

When I saw my friend and Shen Jiu again, my friend treated the boy indifferently, as if he had never seen a boy before. The boy was very sad, but it didn't matter, he still had Shen Jiu!After he and Shen become friends, friends will definitely think of their former friendship!

The boy kept thinking like this until the day he hypnotized Shen Jiu.

The boy snooped on almost all of Shen's memories, but he was not happy.

It turned out that Shen was not the same as him, nor was he the same as his friends. He was not abandoned by his parents. On the contrary, he was a person surrounded by love. His parents loved him, and his friends loved him too.

The boy couldn't understand, he thought, Shen must have lied to his friend, he replaced the real owner of the body, replaced his life and experience, made the friend think that they were the same kind, that's why the friend and Shen were together .

Shen is a liar. He lied to both his friends and himself.

.......

There are many other things written in the diary. After Yan Jingzhou returned to China from Suez University, he met Yan Feng. Yan Feng was in a state of desperation. He asked Yan Jingzhou for money and wanted to beat him as before.But Yan Jingzhou is no longer the former Yan Jingzhou. He bought a pair of non-slip sneakers for Yan Feng. Even when he received the gift, Yan Feng still scolded him full of swear words.

Yan Jingzhou took him to Poluo Island for a walk by the river, and two days later it would be a holiday, and there would be many people on Poluo Island, so Yan Jingzhou felt excited just thinking about Yan Feng's death.

As for the contractor named Yan Jianye, he recognized Yan Jingzhou at a glance on the road. Just recently, the news of Yan Feng's death was on the electric machine, so he threatened Yan Jingzhou and asked Yan Jingzhou to give him money. The matter of Feng's son told those loan sharks that Yan Feng still owed them a lot of money, and the amount has been unbelievably high over the years.

Yan Jianye fell into the water that night, and it was Yan Jingzhou who pushed him into the river.

For so many years, Yan Jingzhou didn't know why he had been keeping that down jacket and the moldy and inedible bread. He didn't understand, and he didn't want to understand. He was obsessed with finding his own kind, similar to Shi Zhan, Wu Yan and the world. The real sinker.

Shen sighed, not knowing whether he should sympathize with this person, he turned to the last page of the diary, there was a piece of paper there, and when he opened it, it was a medical record.

Three months later, Yan Jingzhou was tried in court for kidnapping others and illegally obtaining citizen information. Finally, he was found not to be criminally responsible because it was proved that he suffered from severe paranoid personality disorder, and he was sent to the hospital for custody.

On the day of the trial, both Shen and Shi Zhan went. To be precise, Shen was going, and Shi Zhan accompanied him.

In the end, Shen did not hand over the diary to the court, but only submitted the medical records.After reading the diary, he felt that Yan Jingzhou was so pitiful. He suffered from mental illness. The reason why he became so paranoid was caused by his tragic childhood. The instigator of everything was Yan Feng, and Yan Jingzhou had already endured what he deserved. Accept it, that's enough.

When it was announced that Yan Jingzhou was not criminally responsible, Shi Zhan was so angry that his expression changed, but there was nothing he could do. When Shen said that he wanted to submit the medical records to the court, he couldn't bear it and Shen was soft-spoken so he had to refuse.

Just take care of it, as long as he stays inside forever and can never bother him and Shen again.

Hearing her charges, Yan Jingzhou lowered her head slightly, and a faint smile appeared on the corner of her lips in a dark place where no one could see.

[The author has something to say: It's over, Yan Jingzhou is completely offline, and I will spread flowers (/≧▽≦)/~┴┴

From tomorrow onwards, it will all be a sweet ending~]