Pedestrian A is always serious

When Chen Ran introduced himself, Shi Zhan knew that Gu Xirui had probably misunderstood him. He remembered that the person who always walked with Shen Jiu in high school was Chen Ran. Although he looked a lot thinner, his facial features were still vague. See how it used to be.

Chen Ran's mind wandered until the dinner was over, Shen Ji and Shi Zhan had left, and he still didn't recover.

Apart from being shocked, Chen Ran was more worried.

In his mind, he imagined the lingering scene of Shi Zhan and Shen Jiu kissing me, and Shi Zhan affectionately held Jiu Jiu's face and called him "baby".

vomit~

Chen Ran felt cold.

The picture is too tragic to imagine.

Chen Ran sent Shen a message: [What's going on with you and Zhanshen?Are you really that? 】

Shen Jiu: [Do you mind? 】

Chen Ran was overwhelmed, and it was a lie to say that he didn't mind at all, but he respected Shen Jiu's decision, but he had to slow down first.

Chen Ran: [Of course I don't mind, what kind of friendship do we have! 】

When Shen saw the news, he relaxed. He didn't want Chen Ran to be brothers with him because he cared about it.

Seeing that the roadside scene didn't look like the way home, he asked, "Where are we going?"

"Go to my place." Shi Zhan said with a smile.

"But I have to go home. My mother is at home today."

Shi Zhan looked at Shen Jiu, and asked him thoughtfully, "Shen Chen, how is your relationship with your family?"

Shi Zhan suddenly asked this question without thinking.

"?" Shen looked at him suspiciously.

Shi Zhan pretended to be nonchalant and continued, "You seldom mention things about your family, so I'll ask you. I will always visit you when you give the bride price in the future."

"Give... a bride price?" Shen swallowed nervously, "Why do you want to give a bride price?"

Shi Zhan smiled slightly, "Don't you want to give me a bride price when I marry you?"

Shen was completely confused.

Could it be that the medicine didn't work?It's not right... He can clearly feel that after taking medicine for a long time, Shi Zhan's mood has become more and more stable, and now he is not as dependent on him as before, and he doesn't want to be tight with himself when he sleeps like before. Tightly tied together.He thought he would just continue this state slowly, and one day, Shi Zhan didn't need him anymore, that's when he left.

Now, he actually heard that Shi Zhan said that he wanted to marry him!

The little rabbit beside him had red ears, and Shi Zhan was in a good mood.

"What's the matter? Don't you want to marry?" He asked half jokingly.

"I'm a man...how can I marry..." Shen muttered softly.

"Then I'll marry you, okay?"

Shi Zhan's lazy voice swayed into Shen Jiu's heart along with the cool wind blowing in from the window at night, causing ripples on the lakeside, and he replied softly.

"it is good."

......

Before the car reached the destination, Shen received a message from Shen's mother, and he called out, "It's too bad!"

Mother Shen: [Why haven't you come back yet! 】

Mother Shen: [Where is it?I will pick you up! 】

Shen grabbed Shi Zhan's wrist as if asking for help, "You should send me home!"

Shi Zhan asked her in surprise, "Is your mother still controlling you so strictly?"

Shi Zhan didn't have a good impression of Shen Jiu's mother, even thinking that Shen Jiu's illness might be caused by her deformed control, he still hated this woman a little bit in his heart.

During the few years when Shen was in school, he would make video calls with Shen's mother every week. The purpose of the video was to tell Shen's mother what he had done in a week and how he had learned.Every time during the video, Shi Zhan would sit silently by the side without making a sound. He could tell that Shen's mother didn't care about what Shen Ji said at all. All she wanted was a video. that feeling.

When the car stopped downstairs at Shen's house, Shen waved at him, "I'll go up by myself, you go back first!"

Shi Zhan wanted to go up with him, but now was not the time, so he lowered his head and kissed Shen Jiu's forehead lovingly

Shen felt the remaining warmth on his forehead, knowing that Shi Zhan's car had driven away, he was still in a daze.

Too strange......

Shi Zhan acts like he really likes him.

Shi Zhan always does these things that make him misunderstand.

Then can he have a glimmer of hope...

Looking forward to maybe Shi Zhan will really like him a little bit, not just needs.

There was a little joy in his heart, and he covered his hot chest.

Walking into the house, Aunt Chen had just finished cleaning, she and Shen nodded slightly and left.

Shen's mother was half leaning against the bed, her eyes were staring out of the window, she couldn't see her expression clearly, but Shen's whole body was tense, because Shen's mother was standing at this position and could see outside the gate, that is to say, the scene of Shi Zhan kissing his forehead just now Mother Shen probably saw it.

"I... I'm back, I'll go up first!" Shen was flustered in his heart, lowered his head and was about to go upstairs after speaking.

"Stop!" Shen's mother said suddenly, and Shen was stunned on the spot.

"You didn't come back the night before yesterday, where did you go?" Mother Shen's voice gradually approached.

Shen just pursed his lips and said nothing, and Shen's mother had already walked up to him.

"Are you with that man just now?" Shen's mother's voice trembled, she pointed at Shen and said, "They all persuaded me to give you a little freedom, and I did. Giving you freedom is to make you so low Go be a gay!"

Shen blushed, but he didn't refute.

No matter how ugly the woman in front of him said, he didn't feel anything, after all, she was just Yuan Bo's mother, not his.

If his parents knew that their son was with a man, how would they react?

I'm afraid they wouldn't react even if they knew about it. After all, they were a pair of people who could even abandon their own son to the orphanage.

"You break up with that man right away. You will go on a blind date this weekend. I saw that the youngest daughter of the Guan family is pretty good. You two will get married after a date..."

"I do not want!"

Shen's mother froze for a moment, and for the first time, Shen categorically went against what she said.

"You don't want it? Why don't you want it? What right do you have to say no? We made everything you wear since childhood. What right do you have to say no! I'll give you your life, and you'll do what I say. Listen!" Shen's mother was in a panic, her brows were almost wrinkled together, and she cursed loudly.

My life was given to me by "Shen Jiu", not you!

"I don't want it!" Shen repeated mechanically.

Anger rolled in her chest, seeing this expressionless face, she slapped him mercilessly.

"Snapped!"

Shen Jiu's face turned red quickly, leaving a red mark where his nails were scratched.

"Say it again!" Mother Shen's voice trembled slightly, her eyes widened angrily.

"I do not want!"

"Slap!" Another slap in the face.

"Either you break up with that man, or you get out of here!"

As soon as the words fell, Shen raised his head and took a deep look at her, turned around and ran outside, bumped into Aunt Chen who had rushed over after hearing the sound, and he glanced back at Aunt Chen, his eyes flashed with a particularly fragile look.

"What's the matter?" Aunt Chen asked puzzled.

"Chen Ling! Don't stop him, let him go!" A hysterical roar came from the room.

Shen gritted his teeth and rushed out the door.

"What's the matter?" Aunt Chen walked in to support Mother Shen.

Shen's mother couldn't help crying, and complained to Shen's father, "I don't care, I don't have time to care about him and I don't care, a good son has developed a homosexual like this!"

Chen Ling was stunned for a moment, then she came to her senses and said in relief, "Then you can't let him run out like this!"

"If he wants to get out, he can get out! Do you think I'll take care of it? You all persuaded me to let him study abroad six years ago, and the result? Let him stay in Huaguo, under my nose, will it be like this?"

After persuasion for a while, Mother Shen's anger subsided a lot.

Chen Ling glanced at the rain-stained glass window, and chased after the victory, "Did you forget that six years ago, Shen went out alone and got into a car accident? It's so late, and it's raining outside again, what if something happens again?" Do it!"

Shen's mother, who was in a fit of anger, was stunned. There were more and more spots on the glass window, and she said stiffly, "You can find it yourself! If he is willing to repent, it's fine. If he doesn't, it's fine. Then he'd better get out!"

Knowing that this was Mother Shen's concession, Chen Ling nodded, and went out with an umbrella to find someone.

Not long after Chen Ling went out, Shen's mother sat in the living room blankly for a while, took an umbrella and went out.

At 09:30 in the evening, the sky began to drizzle, as light as wings flying all over the sky.

Not long after, the rain gradually became heavier, and Shen squatted under the eaves by the roadside, looking at the vehicles driving by the roadside with bewildered eyes.

The faces on both sides were still hot, he rubbed them, and then sighed.

He didn't want to live at Chen Ran's house for a while, but Chen Ran lived with his father, and the room was small enough for the two of them to live in. It would be too crowded if there was one more him.

Do you want to go to Shi Zhan?

After thinking about it, he still sent a message to Shi Zhan.

【Can you come pick me up?I am in front of the 7+ supermarket in front of my house. 】

Shi Zhan hadn't driven far, and although he was suspicious when he saw the news, he turned back immediately without saying a word.

[Wait for me for 10 minutes. 】

After receiving the news, Shen was relieved a lot, and obediently stood where he was, waiting for Shi Zhan.

Not long after, he received a phone call from Shen's mother.

Shen covered his ears and pretended not to hear.

Thinking about the phone for a while, he simply silenced it, a little angry.

There was a lot of traffic on the road, and the sound of the rain made the driving vehicles become impatient, and the street suddenly became noisy.

Shen seemed to see Shen's mother across the road, and he took a closer look, and it turned out to be Shen's mother.

Shen's mother also saw him. She first stood across the road, looking at Shen Jiu silently, her lips twitched, as if she wanted to say something.

From the day he didn't come home all night, he knew that Shen's mother didn't love Yuanshen, she was just too stubborn, she just used the wrong way of loving, she could have let Yuanshen go her own way, but she didn't when.

Shen knew that he was also impulsive just now, so he decided to calm down for both of them, just in time to see Shi Zhan's car coming, and he ran towards the direction of the car in the rain.

At this moment, Shen's mother suddenly became flustered. She thought that Shen didn't want to see her, she thought that Shen was going to run away, just like when Shen Shaopeng slammed the door and left without looking back after quarreling with her 20 years ago. One day was the breaking point of the relationship between her and Shen Shaopeng, and it was also from that day that her heart twisted. She hated Shen Shaopeng and Shen Jiu. Sometimes even after she lost her temper, even though she knew she was wrong, her pride and self-esteem made her unable to bow her head. Come.

The wind in the rain was whistling, and the umbrella held by Shen's mother was tilted here and there, but she couldn't care less, she grabbed the handle of the umbrella and rushed to cross the road, and she didn't care if the rain still hit her.

Now it was a green light, and in the rushing traffic, Shen saw Shen's mother who wanted to cross the road.

He froze in place, his heart beating violently, and his whole body was drenched by the torrential rain over and over again.

A car drove past and was about to hit Shen's mother.

The earth was shaking and the sky was shaking, and everything in front of him could not be seen clearly. He seemed to be trapped in a small space. The dark red blood flowed slowly and everywhere, and the strong rust smell reminded him of the dense silkworm cocoons. Wrap tightly inside.

"Shen just—"

Shi Zhan caught the thin man who had slipped and fell on the ground, and Shen's mother, who was crossing the road, also rushed over. She recognized that the man holding her son was the one who was at their door at night, but she couldn't take care of it now. so many.

I carried Shen to the car, where he was lying there, his eyes slightly open, his pupils dilated, he didn't seem to be completely fainted, his lips were still trembling, and he was muttering softly.

Shi Zhan lowered his head and listened.

"Blood...so much, so much..."

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